after i found out my new wife was a man

He Yaoqing tightly grasped the things in his hands, his eyes were bloodshot, the corners of his eyes were slightly red, and the corners of his lips were slightly hooked. He was clearly smiling, but it could make others feel a sense of earth-shattering grief.

He raised his head and looked at Xie Lingyu who was approaching. This person was dressed in a black robe. The starlight was reflected in the open window behind him. There was a cool night wind blowing over him. He Yaoqing seemed to be able to smell this person. With a little alcohol smell on his body.

He looked at him, and for a moment, there was a bit of hatred like gnashing of teeth.

Why...why are you walking towards me again? !

Why do you smile at me, why do you always look at me with gentle eyes, why do you keep accommodating me, why do you talk to me.Peach blossoms all over the mountains and temples, quiet trails outside the capital, Yunwu Mountain where the clouds emerge at sunset... I live so well in the Banqing Palace alone, why do you take me to see so many, so many scenery that I have never seen before.

I have long been used to being scolded and disgusted. I know that I am gloomy, selfish, and evil. I don’t deserve it and I don’t expect anyone to like it. I am sure that I will end my life with an ugly and twisted appearance.

He Yaoqing stared straight at the figure who was walking in, his fingers hidden in the wide sleeves trembled slightly.

—But if someone suddenly gave me a piece of candy, I don't know what to do.

Of course, Xie Lingyu didn't know these emotions at this moment, he just looked at the person in front of him, and forgot all the drafts he had typed in his mind for a moment, and finally spoke after a long silence, his voice unconsciously a little cautious.

"Does it hurt? The wound should still be bleeding. It may not be convenient for you to have one hand, or I will help you with the medicine?"

He Yaoqing still didn't speak, Xie Lingyu looked at his face, tentatively stretched out his hand to take the medicine bottle, he was relieved to see that he didn't refuse, so he walked over and sat beside him, carefully rolled up his sleeves .

Because of the master's indifference and indifference, the lining of the sleeves was of course stained with blood, and some even stuck to the wound. Xie Ling and couldn't help breathing a little less, and finally a thin layer appeared on his forehead. sweat.Before, he had already felt shocking just by taking a quick glance, but now that he looked at this man's wound so closely, he couldn't help but gasp in his heart, and managed to stop the astonishment on his face.

I saw a few new wounds that were astonishingly deep, and they were still oozing blood. They were almost torn apart. It was hard to imagine that this was done by that person himself, but it was the person above or above that hurt Xie Lingyu the most. Deep or shallow, dense old scars.

It is almost impossible to find a good skin.

Xie Linghe pursed his lips tightly, almost unable to suppress the sudden heartache and anger in his heart, his movements were soft and almost pious, as if he was touching some treasure that could break at the touch of a finger.

There was a slight itching and stinging pain from the wound. He Yaoqing turned his head to watch the man apply the medicine to himself. His dark pupils were so deep that he couldn't see what his expression was. In the silence, he suddenly He spoke abruptly.

"Are you pitying me?"

Xie Lingyu paused, did not reply immediately, but took the cloth strip next to him and carefully wrapped up the wound.He practiced martial arts all the year round, and suffered constant minor injuries, so he is very experienced, and his skill in bandaging wounds is comparable to that of ordinary pharmacists: "Why do you think so?"

Is not it?He Yaoqing's heart was indifferent, you pity people like me, it's like a high-ranking god pitying miserable sentient beings.

Ridiculous, what qualifications do you have to pity me?Malice suddenly arose in He Yaoqing's heart, and his words were a little aggressive and mean: "Since you already know my experience, if you didn't sympathize with me, why did you treat me so well?"

Xie Lingyu gently put down his sleeves, smoothed out the wrinkles with his hands, and then looked up.

His eyes were full of seriousness and seriousness, and there was also an imperceptible indulgence in his eyes. He Yaoqing was taken aback, and he could actually see his little self in it.

"Of course I don't pity you." Xie Ling and his eyebrows and eyes were full of tenderness, just looking at it made people believe what he said, "I just... feel sorry for you."

He Yaoqing choked for breath, and suddenly felt his heart, which had been dead for a long time, move slightly.

When Xie Lingyu saw him standing still, he thought he had misunderstood, but for some reason he became nervous, and quickly said: "Don't be afraid, I know you are a man, of course it's not that kind of feeling, it's just—"

He frowned and thought, and suddenly thought of something, suddenly realized, "suddenly realized" and said: "Speaking of which, you are still my cousin."

The late empress Xie Wanjin was Xie Houye's biological sister, and He Yaoqing was of course his cousin.

Xie Lingyu thought that he had found the reason for his many special behaviors towards this person, and he did not know who he was trying to persuade: "So of course I will feel distressed."

He Yaoqing raised his eyes. For some reason, he suddenly felt uncomfortable. He turned his head and stopped looking at him, and his voice was involuntarily sullen: "Who is your cousin."

Xie Lingyu smiled, but only thought he was being awkward, then looked at the arm that had just been bandaged and the scar was covered by the sleeve, and spoke with a bit of solemnity when he spoke again.

"I'm two years older than you, so I'm your elder brother. I didn't know before." Xie Ling and Wei Wei turned sideways, hesitantly half embraced the person beside him, and gently stroked his back comfortingly, "Now I know In spite of your anger and sadness, at least you can be yourself with me in the future, and I will definitely treat you well."

He Yaoqing froze for an instant, he was almost leaning on Xie Ling's arms, he didn't even know where to put his hands for a moment, a faint smell of wine came from his nose, and there was a smell of Refreshing taste.

For a moment, he seemed to be unable to see or hear anything, even time seemed to have stopped, and the surroundings were full of emptiness, only the clear scent of wine lingering around him and the person embracing him were real.

After a long time, He Yaoqing stretched out his hand to hold Xie Lingyu's sleeve, lowered his head and leaned gently on his shoulder.

Seeing his movements, Xie Lingyu breathed a sigh of relief, rubbed his long hair, his eyes were full of smiles.

It's a pity that from his angle, he couldn't see the expression in He Yaoqing's eyes at this moment.I saw He Yaoqing's forehead resting lightly on his shoulder, and his slightly lowered eyes were full of sternness.

You said this yourself, and I have already remembered it, so... no matter what happens in the future, you will never be allowed to go back on your word.

He Yaoqing tightly grasped Xie Lingyu's sleeve, like a drowning man clutching a life-saving duckweed.