Miss Tsushima

Chapter 88 Water Red

Osamu Dazai, who was slandered by the country Kida, sooner or later embarked on the path of crime, has indeed practiced this point with his own actions.

Under the surprised gaze of the waiter, he clung tightly to Tsushima Hiiragi's side, pulling? Tsushima Hiiragi didn't let go.

Tsushima Hiiragi wanted to speed up a few times, to get rid of her and follow her step by step? Dazai Osamu who was behind her, but no matter how he walked and stopped, Dazai Osamu didn't care about other people's eyes at all, and followed her openly? Behind her—? step.

——? Home? Restaurant, there is only so much space available, Tsushima Hiiragi stopped, and he also stopped at the same time, watching? Tsushima Hiiragi with innocent eyes.

Tsushima Hiiragi sighed for a long time in his heart—? Tone, this kind of behavior will be viewed by others? He really doesn't care at all. Should he be called "Dazai Osamu"?

In her memory, "Osamu Dazai" exists like this.

Even if it is not accepted by the secular world, it still does its own thing.Even if you know what kind of actions can be more like a normal person and have the ability to hide in the crowd, you can completely deviate from the common sense and walk on the path of heresy?, going further and further away.

This child, at this - point, is also - look - the same.

However, she has already made up her mind not to look at him again with the eyes of the past.

Moreover, what is different from the past is that even though this child still has a strong tendency to self-destruct, he is still held here by the fetters of the human world.

Of course, the knot that holds him is also two-way, and at the same time firmly binds her.

Tsushima Hiiragi remembered the ending in "Book?"

If it was Oda Sakunosuke who died, it would be the agreement with Oda Saku who tied him down. In so many vast world lines, there are also people who have saved Oda Saku, without any hesitation, directly Osamu Dazai who left this world.

So, is the ending good now?

At least, what he is looking for now, as long as it is what she can give, she will decide no matter what, regardless of the cost.

The existence of "Tsushima Hiiragi" was originally the shadow behind the existence of "Tsujima Shuji", spreading the shadow on the ground. Her existence was for him, and he was the fire of her life, so this child proposed Yes - all requirements, they should be met.

Of course, the most important first point is that Dazai Osamu can clearly put forward what he said.

As "Osamu Dazai", can you say what you want from the bottom of your heart?

Even if Tsushima Hiiragi and Osamu Dazai are in the same mind, they clearly know what he wants, Osamu Dazai should also understand, she can understand, that's why she can use an ambiguous attitude. Walk by her side.

Do you want her? to guess, let her? speak out? her own thoughts?

Osamu Dazai—?It has always been like this? Even if he wants something, he won’t say it——he must try his best to pave the way and bury the hole, so that he can say it from other people’s mouths. He hesitates again— The expression, it seems that he doesn't want it at all, it's like someone else made a choice for him.

This time, Tsushima Hiiragi is ready to stop playing tacit understanding games with him.

If you can't face to face, say what you want in words or sentences, she will not be responsible.

Just pretend you don't know.

How much has he changed in the past two years?

Is it possible to truly live for yourself and understand what is in your heart? What is it you are pursuing?Tsushima Hiiragi thought in his heart, can he pursue what he wants?

Dare to catch up again? Come on?Have the guts to try it?Even if you have imagined the ending of failure countless times?

With Osamu Dazai's personality, it is almost impossible to take this step. Osamu Dazai and courage are like two tracks of a train, which will never meet.

If Osamu Dazai possessed something like courage.

Tsushima Hiiragi put his fingers lightly on his lips?.

Then, he is completely different from her?, from the existence in her memory.

There are so many worlds, the only -? different?, his existence.

The "Dazai Osamu" who is different from them who can survive.

It's a miracle.

Then,

As long as he dares to step forward, she will stay for him, because Tsushima Hiiragi Toki originally existed for Osamu Dazai.

As long as he can make your request, everything, she will satisfy.

Tsushima Hiiragi stopped, and slightly turned to Osamu Dazai.

Standing two or three steps away behind him was a waiter holding a tray to his chest and looking worriedly at Tsushima Hiiragi.

Tsushima Hiiragi's gaze was attracted by the exaggerated expression of the waiter. The waiter who noticed Tsushima Hiiragi's gaze cautiously glanced at Osamu Dazai who was facing away from her——eyes, gestured and mouthed to her.

Tsushima Hiiragi narrowed his eyes, silently composed the words that the waiter didn't say out loud——a few times.

what she said was,

"Miss, are you okay? Do you need my help to call the police?"

Tsushima Hiiragi couldn't help smiling? Get up.

She? Dazai Osamu noticed her glance behind her in an instant.

Dazai Osamu didn't look back, he gently stretched out his hand and put it on Tsushima Hiiragi's shoulder.

The temperature of the skin under the thin summer clothes can be really felt through the fabric. The cotton material is easy to leave wrinkles. He pushed Tsushima Hiiragi's shoulder, forcing her to continue walking without stopping. forward? go.

Tsushima Hiiragi let him push him away, and shook his head slightly at the worried waiter.

"Dazai-kun..." The bright light shone on the top of the head, and was suddenly stimulated by this extraordinarily sudden light, Tsushima Hiiragi closed his eyes subconsciously, and opened his eyes slowly after two seconds, and smiled at him Looking down at his Dazai Osamu's eyes,

"Don't you think this is the territory of women that you don't enter?"

"Maybe, tomorrow you will be photographed and posted on the Internet? Because of the title of "porn...sex maniac" and so on, you will be known to the people all over the country. You don't want to be remembered by people because of this kind of reason. "

Even though his mind has been turned back and forth, and he has thought a lot, Tsushima Hiiragi still maintains his usual leisurely look, talking to Osamu Dazai freely.

The extra bright room is, of course, the bathroom.

The bright white light above the head illuminates the snow-white tiles as if in a void of whiteness. This restaurant has a high evaluation among customers, and the bathroom is also cleaned exceptionally clean. The floor tiles seem to have just been mopped. But clean—? Spotless.

"Is that so?" Osamu Dazai's smile remained the same, "Although he is confident in avoiding stealing and filming, there are still risks."

"That's it? All right."

He turned around, the broken hair falling on his eyes covered his expression.

Under the stunned gaze of the waiter, he raised his hand to hold the doorknob with a natural expression, slowly closed the door of the bathroom, and locked it with a click.

With an innocent smile, he approached Tsushima Hiiragi, "This way, no one will see you."

Tsushima Hiiragi raised his hand, pressed against his chest vainly, stopped him from approaching continuously, and seemed to have no intention of stopping at all, forcing Osamu Dazai to stop in front of her?

"Dazai-kun, what on earth are you trying to do, isn't it bad to behave like this to a woman who is holding your hands up?"

Osamu Dazai smiled lowly, and his pace was forced to stop by Tsushima Hiiragi at a distance of [-] steps away from Tsushima Hiiragi.

——A few steps away is——a very ambiguous distance, close, but he did not touch her? But speaking of far...but it is a distance that can be touched as long as——reach out.

His gaze fell to his feet.

Her leather shoes exposed from under the suit pants, and her soot-purple high heels.

Against the snow-white floor, black trousers and leather shoes, this cloudy purple also becomes eye-catching.

Even wearing high-heeled shoes, Ms. Tsushima is much smaller than him. Thinking of the time when I looked straight into her eyes, I feel that those times were shrouded in a hazy fog——as blurred.

There were times when he was as tall as her?—?

But now, her? feet are so small, and she?

This kind of height difference is a natural fit for hugs and kisses, isn't it?

Only noisy slugs still need to look up? Ms. Tsushima.Osamu Dazai was thinking? Thinking? A smile appeared on his face unconsciously.

—The next step, the shoes will touch each other, and her skirt will overlap with his windbreaker. He—— lowers his head, and his eyes easily fall on her eyelashes that hang down like butterfly wings. —? The distance of a small mole of tears.

So close, maybe he would have been content in the past, but all he wants now is more.

Closer until negative.

Fill the void in his heart, let him feel the security that he has, that he won't be abandoned.

I don't want to be?abandoned again, I want to hide her?in my body, if she?is his—?part, it would be fine, forever and ever——together, ah, what the hell is going on?, in order to get it forever.

Osamu Dazai is well aware that nothing can be possessed forever, all things are doomed to be lost the moment they are acquired, and there will be no things that belong to him forever.

But at this moment, he just longed for it, just wanted to force it.

"Miss Tsushima, don't you want to refill your lipstick?"

Osamu Dazai seemed to have inadvertently avoided Tsushima Hiiragi's question of what he wanted to do, and turned his gaze to Tsushima Hiiragi's lips.

Tsushima Hiiragi's skin was pale, and his lips were extremely light in color. When he didn't wear lipstick, his face would look slightly sick, like white jade, with a faint icy blue in the pure white.

However, he should be the only one who saw Tsushima Hiiragi's pale face.

She is good at dressing up. Whenever she goes out, she must have exquisite makeup. With her personality, she is so strict with herself that she hates herself.So she can't accept the existence of beauty.

At this moment, the lipstick after drinking the ice water has faded slightly, and from the red exterior, there is a faint glimpse of the inside like the curled and soft petals of a white rose.

He caressed Tsushima Hiiragi's lips with his finger as if nothing had happened, and it was just as soft as it looked. The lips rubbed by his fingertips took off the color of the lipstick, but another red color appeared .

"Retouching lipstick, by the way." Tsushima Hiiragi clapped his hands as if suddenly remembering, and then cast his honest eyes on Dazai Osamu, "Then, lady, can you please avoid—? Next?"

"Hey? Why do you want me to go? It's just lipstick?..."

Osamu Dazai looked at Tsushima Hiiragi with longing eyes.

Tsushima Hiiragi smiled, got up, and poked his shoulder with his finger, "Do I have to be so straightforward?"

"You know you have bad intentions, but you still dare to let you here?"

"It's too much to say that about me!" Dazai Osamu's eyes showed a wet light, and he stretched out his arms around Tsushima Hiiragi's waist very aggrieved.

He pressed Tsushima Hiiragi's back into his arms, "But, what does it matter?"

Osamu Dazai reached into Tsushima Hiiragi's pocket, and took out the lipstick familiarly.

The sink in front of him is made of the same white and clean tiles, and above it is a mirror on the other wall.

Osamu Dazai looked at the mirror, opened the cap of the lipstick, and slowly rotated out the cream.

Through the reflection in the mirror, he bent down and gently traced the lipstick for Tsushima Hiiragi, as if he had done it countless times proficiently.

A light red smudged between her lips, as if dyed with cherry juice. Osamu Dazai lowered his head and met Tsushima Hiiragi's gaze.

He stood up with a smile, stretched out his hand and gently touched it——smeared the water red, and the edges were naturally smudged.

"Am I not good-looking?" He—? stared intently at?her? makeup,—?asked, "Is it the type you like? Then why can't I?"

"To attack you, I'm not that bad..." Tsushima Hiiragi spoke carefully, avoiding messing up the lipstick with messy fingers, "Since you were 14 years old, I watched? You grew up, how could I I can treat you..."

She didn't speak, Dazai Osamu interrupted him, "At least 20 years old is better than him?"

What does his iris eyes mean? Looking at Tsushima Hiiragi pointedly, Tsushima Hiiragi blinked, "Sure enough..."

Sure enough, Osamu Dazai cared about this point, so he suddenly appeared in front of them again.

She? Just say, the character of Osamu Dazai.How could you suddenly make such a move?

Because Akutagawa Ryunosuke is different to them, this - he guessed it when he first met them.

If it was someone else, such as Chuya, Osamu Dazai would probably not be like this? He is anxious, because he knows that in Tsushima Hiiragi, he is still the most important thing in his heart.

But he didn't dare to compare the weight of himself and Akutagawa Ryunosuke in her heart. He was afraid of getting the possibility that someone else was more important than him, so he suddenly panicked.

It seems that Osamu Dazai was greatly stimulated by what happened last night.

Tsushima Hiiragi pushed his hand away, looked straight into his eyes, bent his eyebrows, revealing a shallow dimple,

"So it's for this. What you want to ask is what happened last night?"

"Let me tell you, Dazai-kun, it's really strange for you to behave like this."

"Obviously, at that time, in front of me? You were the one who called out that name, right?"

"Two years ago? If you hadn't called out that name, I wouldn't have known Longzhi..."

What she didn't have time to say was covered up by the sudden kiss.

Suddenly landed on the lips? Feeling the touch, Tsushima Hiiragi subconsciously took a step back—? Dazai Osamu firmly clasped his waist.

Being kissed firmly against the sink.

Her retreat was halted here.

When I was with Tsushima Hiiragi—a passerby at the door of the store, I parted.

Kushina Anna looked up at Tsushima Hiiragi's face, and then at Dazai Osamu, Dazai Osamu? cast a lazy smile at her? She didn't say anything, silently took Tsushima Hiiragi's hand.

Looking at the backs of them walking away, Kuni Kida sighed regretfully, "I wanted to talk to Ms. Tsushima about literature, but I didn't say anything..."

"Is that so? Ah." Osamu Dazai replied perfunctorily.

"Hey, Dazai." Kuni Kida turned his gaze behind him.There was silence, "The corner of your mouth..."

"Huh?" Osamu Dazai wiped his lips with his fingertips indifferently.

It's glued on the fingertips - just wipe the smudged water red.

His heavy eyes fell on the red?, he put his finger close to his lips, and then licked it lightly.

"sweet"

The author has something to say: Ganいあまい means so sweet in Japanese

There are some special circumstances today, I have been running outside all day...

But I said it would be longer and longer, so I was rushing as soon as I came back at night, but it was written on the top, so it was late, I bowed and apologized!

For my sweet sake (wink)

But 'so I'm back to the unsaved...

,感谢在2020-10-3123:39:09~2020-11-0201:06:42期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Ye Youyou 1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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