Miss Tsushima

"Come on? Come on, show me—" Komaeda Nagito spread out his palms towards Tsushima Hiiragi, with a fervent vibrato, "Your hope."

"This hope that is enough to shake the world, prove it to me."

In a narrow space that is so dark that there is no light, even if you can't see your fingers, Tsushima Hiiragi can feel it. Komaeda Nagito stared at her motionlessly. His body trembling with excitement and his eager eyes seemed to have substance. The projection was on her face, almost to the point of frenzy.

Will you show him your hope?

Hope this kind of thing is illusory, how to turn hope into reality and show it to him is already a problem, not to mention, what is the hope that Komaeda Nagito is looking forward to now? status.

He is a living human being, and Enoshima Shield's brainwashing is still in effect on him, but he himself has a deformed understanding of hope and despair, which has led to him who has fallen into despair The still fanatical superstitious hope made such an act of betraying the shield and throwing herself at her. In the final analysis, Komaeda Nagito is still in a state of despair.

He is the most troublesome kind? Tsushima Hiiragi frowned slightly. His values ​​​​are different from normal people? Before he was brainwashed by Enoshima Shield? Even he can’t be classified as normal Well, after being brainwashed, he is equivalent to opening the valve of the new world, releasing all the crazy things inside?

The current Komaeda Nagito, a sophisticated criminal, a fanatical martyr, inside him, is irrational, logically confused, self-loathing, emotional? neurotic, aggressive, impulsive, pessimistic, bored, indifferent, all negative Emotions are concentrated in his body.

He is hopelessly mad.

But such a lunatic may become the "lock" of this incident.

Komaeda Nagi fights crazy thoroughly, he and Enoshima shield are similar in madness, the degree is comparable? They are both people who sacrifice everything for their own beliefs, but there is a significant difference.

This difference is like a door leading to two completely different paths.

The same complete self, the same unscrupulous means to achieve the goal, the difference between Komaeda Nagito and Enoshima is that even though he is now the concentration of all negative emotions, a person who is extremely self-loathing, what he believes in But still hope.

Even if his hopes are twisted, even if he's gone mad.

Maybe it's a good thing. If he had the same belief and hope as Enoshima Shield, this incident would probably be more difficult, but what kind of hope does he want to see now?

What kind of hope Komaeda Nagito wanted her to show.

His hope has been different from the hope that ordinary people understand from the past? Not to mention? What is the "hope" in Komaeda Nagito Koukou? Perhaps even he himself has not been able to explain clearly. Hope and despair are intertwined, and the more extreme, so-called "hope" is born.

What he wants is "absolute hope".

Tsushima Hiiragi's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he slowly raised his eyes, little by little, showing a gentle smile.

"Okay," she said, "do you want to play with me?"

The hem of the windbreaker dragged on the ground, and in such a narrow space, it was extremely difficult to put her hand into her pocket. Even though she moved carefully, she bumped into Komaeda Nagito's body many times by mistake, Komaeda Nagi Dou didn't react at all, just waiting intently and eagerly for her next move.

The side of the pocket was pressed to the ground, and she explored bit by bit, and finally, her fingertips touched what she wanted to find.

"Komaeda-kun, do you know that as an author, I don't like crowds, going out, or eating? Forget it.” Tsushima Hiiragi said with a smile, and spread the glass bottle in front of him, “It’s very unhealthy, easy to anemia, lack of nutrition, etc... This is a kind foreign country. Someone gave it to me."

She pinched the small glass bottle with two fingers and shook it lightly. The pills in the bottle rolled and made a rattling sound.

"It was asked Hanamura-kun to bring it in when he delivered the meal to me. It seems to be a candy that is used to supplement nutrition. I ate two pieces. It is fruity and delicious... It seems If it’s far away, he will give it to you too, right?”

Tsushima Hiiragi's smile remained unchanged, and he looked in the direction of Komaeda Nagito, and said with certainty, "He gave it to you, too, before you came here, but it's not quite the same as mine. .”

"Yeah." Komaeda Nagito didn't seem to be curious about why Tsushima Hiiragi knew this, and smiled happily, "It was given to me, but I haven't tried it yet, because what he gave me is high Concentration of cyanide|potassium chloride."

"King of poisons, I'm not too surprised. About 0.1 gram is enough? It can quickly cause coma and death. It is known as lightning poison, and it is easy to make a shape similar to sugar pills. After death, the skin of the dead body will also appear pale pink." "Tsushima Hiiragi nodded, "It's really as kind as Hanamura-kun described, and I also took into account the lady's mentality. It's really considerate, Komaeda-kun, where did you put it?"

"Is that so? I think he's very annoying." Komaeda Nagito said in an extremely disgusted tone, as if he saw a dirty mouse by the sewer, as if he saw the most dirty mouse in the world Dirty things, "It's disgusting at first sight, he's so ugly. It's in his jacket pocket, but I can't seem to get it, please."

"I'm sorry, I'm offended." It was pitch black in front of him. Tsushima Hiiragi stretched out his hand towards him, and touched him with his fingertips. The first thing he touched was his shoulder. The coat made of unknown material felt rough to the touch. Now, she went down the zipper of the clothes, reached his pocket with difficulty, and took out a small sealed plastic bag.

She squeezed the small plastic bag in her hand, "Sure enough, it's the same shape, I really have to thank him, now? I have all the props."

"how do you want to do it?"

Seeing nothing, Komaeda Nagito heard the sound of her opening the glass bottle. He tried his best to endure the excitement, like a child who has received a long-awaited gift and is now witnessing the birth of a miracle. The strongest hope, the savior of this world defeated him? How excited he was to witness such a scene at the moment of despair.

"Ah, first mix your poison with my candy."

Nagito Komaeda heard the sound of her opening the plastic bag.

"Mix a piece of poison into the candy?" His voice trembled uncontrollably, and he clenched his hands tightly, suppressing himself, "Do you want to bet with me?"

"One, two, three, four..." Tsushima Hiiragi poured the pills in the bottle into the palm of his hand, counted the number in the dark, and threw the extra pills on the ground at random, "Almost, but there are some deviations in the details .”

"You have ten poisons, and I have ten pills."

Komaeda Nagito heard the sound of ? coming from close by, guessed Tsushima Hiiragi's movements, and opened his eyes wide in shock.

Clang, clang, it is the sound of pills falling into the glass bottle, in the silent space, only the faint sound of breathing, this sound is extraordinarily clear and ethereal, Komaeda Nagito seems to feel that his soul is being sucked in In this clear voice.

Ten times in total, Tsushima Hiiragi put all the poison into the bottle.

"Twenty pieces, ten are poisonous, and ten are non-toxic." Tsushima Hiiragi closed the lid and shook it gently.Pills clang in glass bottles.

"Since you want to see the absolute hope, I'll show you." Tsushima Hiiragi handed the glass bottle to Komaeda Nagito, touching the corner of her mouth, a soft and gentle smile appeared on her lips, she raised her eyes, " If you want to play, adding one out of ten is too boring."

"One in two, 50.00% probability, is it candy, or poison, from you or from me?"

As if seeing this? The most beautiful scenery in the world, with all the flowers blooming in front of his eyes? The flame of hope burned in his eyes, the blood was hot, flowing in his body, driving the heart to beat fast, he seemed to have heard The sound of his own heartbeat made his ears feel hot.

"Do you want to bet with me, with me? Super high school luck, bet luck?"

Nagito Komaeda gritted his teeth, suppressing his emotions, his voice was intermittent because of excitement, with uncontrollable panting, ah--what a strong, beautiful hope, what a climax joy!

"There are so many outstanding and talented people in this world. I can barely be counted among them. What I have is luck."

"I am a person who has neither characteristics nor strengths. Compared with other people with outstanding talents, I only have luck that is not worth mentioning. The only thing I can sell is this luck. Even if it is People like me also have the confidence that they will never lose."

He squeezed the small glass bottle in his hand, reveling in this kind of intense happiness, his face flushed with excitement and joy, "One-half probability, half is life, half is death, A moment of choice and hesitation may change the future...but for me..."

He opened the glass bottle first, and laughed maniacally, "For me, 50.00% doesn't exist, it's just [-]%, because I'm super lucky."

"Even so, do you still want to bet, with me? Super high school luck, playing a game of life and death?"

Tsushima Hiiragi did not answer his question, and directly proposed the rules, "One person eats one piece first, and if there is no death after five points, the other person eats another piece, and the cycle is alternated like this , let’s chat casually during the waiting period, and tell me the information you know bit by bit.”

Tsushima Hiiragi raised his eyes slowly, and locked onto Komaeda Nagito precisely in the darkness, smiling,

"Do you want to play with me?"

The author has something to say: I'm sorry, my stomach hurts too much during my menstrual period, and it's too late, crying (ノへ￣,)

criticism!Certainly not in reality!

Never learn to imitate! ! !Never imitate! !

I opened the pre-acquisition of curse back, if you are interested, you can... (whispering)

By the way, I really don't know how to write copywriting and choose the title of the essay. Tears flowed down my face. I really wanted to change the title to a concise and interesting one, but I couldn't think of it...

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，感谢在2020-11-2700:00:05~2020-11-2902:21:37期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of salty sugar; 7 bottles of Jiuqueyi; 1 bottle of Qingwan;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!