Rules of being in love

"Why didn't you go back so late?"

Han Yue said with a smile, without mentioning anything on WeChat: "Did you forget to bring your umbrella? The weather is really annoying, why don't I take you back, because I also—"

"You already know, right?" Wen Bieyan suddenly interrupted him.

When Han Yue was interrupted, he paused, blinked his eyes, and pretended not to understand: "I knew it a long time ago? Ah Yan, what are you referring to?"

"The previous text messages, and those frequent hints." Wen Bieyan said: "You have already guessed that I have amnesia, haven't you?"

The conjecture in his heart was confirmed, Han Yue's eyes brightened slightly, and he expressed his gratitude: "Do you remember?"

Wen Bieyan looked indifferent: "Thanks to you."

Han Yue looked very happy, not affected by his deliberate alienation, and his smile widened a bit, much brighter than when he was polite and restrained just now: "Just think about it, Ah Yan, I don't have any other intentions, just not Hope you keep being lied to."

"He didn't lie to me." Wen Bieyan said every word.

"what?"

"And you misunderstood something, President, I'm not thanking you."

Han Yue's smile froze a bit, and the direction of the matter seemed to deviate from the expected track: "A Yan, what do you mean by that?"

"Whether I have amnesia or not, and whether Yu Wei is lying to me, these should have nothing to do with you."

Wen Bieyan looked up at him, with the same indifferent temperature as the rain on the end of his eyes: "No matter whether the matter between us is good or bad, he and I will naturally resolve it. I don't want other irrelevant people to pretend to be good for me under the banner of constantly meddling in everything between me and him.”

"People who don't matter..."

Han Yue repeated it in a low voice, his smile gradually faded, the corners of his mouth were pressed down, and his tone was still gentle: "A Yan, are you talking too unfamiliar? I thought that after so long, we are at least friends."

"Maybe it was before."

Han Yue couldn't help curling his five fingers at the indifferent tone without any emotion, and he couldn't catch anything except the damp cold wind passing through his fingers.

He knew that Ah Yan had always been a person with a clear distinction between likes and dislikes, and he could clearly distinguish between likes and dislikes, and he was so decisive that he never dragged his feet.

Such a character before made him feel at ease, but it was not enough that his decisiveness would be used on him in this way one day.

He couldn't help showing a wry smile, he wanted to take a step forward, but he held back stiffly after seeing the other party's eyes without a trace of warmth.

"A Yan, then you should also know that I like you, right?"

Wen Bieyan looked at him quietly without answering.

"I have been waiting for you. I thought that with your character, you would not like anyone, so I have been waiting for you with confidence. I want to wait until the college entrance examination is over, and let you accept me at the most appropriate time."

Han Yue didn't get a response, so he said to himself: "It's just that I really didn't expect such an accident to tie you together with the person you hate the most. The old man often said that the world is impermanent. I'm afraid that's the case. "

"But fortunately, you finally remembered that it is impossible to talk about a fake love for a lifetime. It didn't take too long, and there was still time to correct everything."

"It's not fake."

Without hesitation, Wen Bieyan simply denied his self-righteous misunderstanding.

Han Yue's voice paused, and he frowned, always feeling that something was going out of plan and going out of his control: "A Yan?"

"Why do you think it's fake?" Wen Bieyan said: "Since Yu Wei likes me, and I like him too, how can there be a fake love between each other?"

"Could it be that you are going to make the mistake just because you bumped into each other by mistake?" Han Yue couldn't maintain the calmness on his face, couldn't hold back his temper, and his tone was a little hasty: "Does that mean it can be replaced by anyone? You used to hate him so much..."

"He's fine, I misunderstood him."

Wen Bieyan pursed the corners of his mouth and lowered his slightly trembling eyelids, because of this incident, he felt even more guilty towards Yu Wei.

He obviously did nothing wrong, but because of his ignorant interpretation, he suffered so many grievances without knowing it.

"Not everyone can, I just like him."

After a long while, he raised his head and looked into Han Yue's eyes, not only declaring his position, but also making a promise for them, and he was extremely focused and serious.

"It's not accidental, it's inevitable. Even without him, it's impossible for me to fall in love with you."

"Han Yue, I only like him."

"No matter how long you wait and how many times you intervene, the facts will not be changed."

Wen Bieyan will only like Yu Wei alone.

...

The taxi stopped at the gate of the familiar neighborhood.

With the patter of light rain, Wen Bieyan opened the umbrella and got out of the car, stomping on the wet fallen leaves on the ground with a soft sound.

He has walked this road many times.

Entering the gate with ease, passing through the promenade entwined with green vines and the patio garden where many flower buds have already sprouted, and going down the steps, one section ahead is the tall building where Yu Wei's family is located.

Wen Bieyan exhaled two mouthfuls of white hot air into his almost frozen hands, and the rainwater accumulated on the umbrella kept falling from the corners around it.

Just when a gust of wind passed by, all the raindrops accumulated on the leaves fell, and all the ticks hit the umbrella surface.

He clenched the handle of the umbrella and tilted the umbrella forward a little. The rain fell like broken beads on the lowered side, forming a small rain curtain in front of his eyes.

Inadvertently, Yu Guang was accidentally touched.

Wen Bieyan raised his eyes to look through the rain curtain, and at some point bumped into a figure in the blurred vision through the rain curtain.

As the accumulated raindrops fell sparsely, the figure of the man gradually became clear.

The person who had been thinking about it all the way stood not far from him and looked at him stupidly, his chest heaved and fluctuated, and he could tell at a glance how hasty and reckless he was when he rushed out.

Wen Bieyan's heart twitched slightly, and he stood still without taking a step forward.

Yu Wei also stopped as if he had grown roots under his feet. He was timid because of his closeness to his hometown. He just looked at him from a distance and didn't speak. If it wasn't for the fact that the hand holding the umbrella handle was so hard that the knuckles turned white, he would have looked really nice. The big motionless tree on the side is the same.

Wen Bieyan lowered his head to look at the steps with a layer of shallow water in front of him, and the raindrops splashed on the steps, which suddenly reminded him of the interesting couple he met when he was walking with Yu Wei before.

And, Yu Wei's love for wanting to hold an umbrella for him for the rest of his life.

There was an invisible smile in his eyes, and the dampness of the cold spring seemed not so piercing.

In order not to let the fool in front of him really take root in the same place, Wen Bieyan touched the corner of his mouth and opened his mouth to break the silence first, his voice was so clear and so clear and ethereal.

"Why didn't you go to class?" he asked him.

"Because... I'm a little tired from the exam." The voice of the answer was hoarse, and it seemed that it was extremely difficult to utter a single word.

Wen Bieyan didn't expose his flawed lie, paused for a moment and asked, "Why didn't you even bring your phone back?"

Yu Wei: "I forgot."

Wen Bieyan: "Then where are you going now, are you going back to school to get your mobile phone?"

"No." Yu Wei shook his head, clenched his hand hanging by his side tightly, the palm was sore from the nails, and the back of the hand was full of obvious blue veins: "I'm not going back to school, I just want to find you."

Wen Bieyan snorted, "What do you want me for?"

"I cook a lot."

"Ok?"

"It's a lot. It's been a long time. I didn't put green onions, and I didn't put a lot of peppers. I tried it, and the taste is okay. I...I think you should like it..."

Yu Wei couldn't continue.

His throat constricted and became so tight that it ached. He looked at Wen Bieyan from a distance, and after blurting out the word "like", he seemed to suddenly lose his ability to speak, unable to say anything.

The sourness that had been held in for too long reached the critical point and rushed out of the gate, tumbling up from the bridge of his nose, piercing his eyes red in an instant.

He lied.

He didn't go to class because he was too tired from the exam, but because he was afraid of hearing the sentence he didn't want to hear the most, so he chose to avoid it very cowardly and hopeless.

It's not because I forgot my phone, but I didn't dare to take it with me, because I was afraid of receiving text messages I didn't want to read and phone calls I didn't want to hear, and I was even more afraid that I wouldn't be able to resist calling him.

He did cook and taste the food, but he didn't know if it was good or not. Every dish tasted the same when it was stuffed into his mouth, and he couldn't taste any of it.

Yu Wei always thought that he had gathered enough courage to face all the storms, but when it came to an end, he realized that he had just overestimated himself. The wind came too suddenly, and he was thrown into a panic, completely unprepared for how to face it. right.

The last class after the exam that day was more tormented than any moment in the past ten years.

Sitting next to Wen Bieyan, he breathed fearfully like a fish stranded by huge waves, his head was blank, but on the way back he couldn't help imagining all the worst and most unacceptable outcomes.

The more you think about it, the more fear builds up.

The transparent sword that had been hanging above the heart suddenly took on a definite shape. The blade was sharp and glowing with cold light, and if it fell carelessly, it could easily cut the heart in half.

I didn't know how to get through the day and night, I couldn't stay at home anymore, so I simply went out and wandered aimlessly, and when I looked up, I realized that I was wandering into another community again.

Maybe this road has been walked too many times, too familiar, and the brain can't receive a definite instruction, so it automatically sets this place as the destination.

Or maybe there are not so many reasons, it's just because there is his favorite person here, and only by getting closer can he feel a little peace of mind.

He walked downstairs like a headless fly for a long time, and when he was tired, he jumped onto the flower bed and squatted down, like a homeless stray dog ​​who lost his leash.

On the way, a well-meaning grandmother saw it and asked him if he forgot to bring the key. It was too cold outside, should he go upstairs with her and sit down first.

He forced a smile and said no.

It's not that he forgot the key, he didn't have the key at all.

The bright yellow street lamps illuminated the wet ground, as if even the ground was glowing with light. The color looked very warm, but it was actually so cold that people couldn't even shiver.

Yu Wei waited aimlessly for a long time, and finally left silently.

He thought that Yan Yan must be very angry now.

Angry that he played tricks on him when he first lost his memory, angry that he never told him the truth, angry that he let him fall in love with someone who has always been so annoying for so long...

He is really too bad, and now that the present report comes, he deserves to be taught a lesson.

He had to give Yan Yan time to calm down, and he had to give himself more time to prepare. When he was ready, he would not explode when Yan Yan coldly sent him a roll.

Yan Yan always said that he is very powerful, omnipotent and can solve everything, but he also has no self-knowledge. After hearing a lot, he really thinks how powerful he is.

Now that he has been beaten back to his original form, he realizes that all his omnipotence is blown out. He is actually terrible as hell, just a timid and terrible coward.

He left the community, ate seafood porridge by himself, then walked home slowly alone, took a shower, went to bed, and then had insomnia with his eyes open all night.

In the early morning, I seemed to fall asleep in a daze, and when I woke up at noon, I didn't know what to do.

I was still thinking about the dinner that was promised but failed to come true, and after sitting there for a while, I got into the kitchen to do some busy work, and it took me a long time to prepare a table of dishes.

After washing his hands, he opened the stool and sat down at the empty dining table. He only tasted the taste, and after holding back for a long time, the urge to see the banquet immediately was hit by the right switch, and finally he couldn't suppress it.

He admitted that no matter how high-sounding the reason for escaping was, the bottom line was that he simply couldn't accept such a sudden breakup, couldn't accept the banquet and ignored him, hated him, and didn't like him anymore.

"Banquet."

He stood in the rain with red eyes, and his lips were white. The rain falling on his umbrella seemed to be extraordinarily cold, so cold that his voice was trembling almost inaudibly.

"I regret it, I don't want to agree to break up, I'm just a fool to say that."

"You are so kind and pleasing, I have poor self-control, so you just smiled at me, and I fell into it."

"I like you, I like you very much, I like you very much, I like you so much, as long as I don't see you, I will be more sad than getting a zero egg in the Chinese exam. When I think that you will break up with me, you will not like me, and I don't want to get closer Me, I feel as sad as dying."

"I know that my moral kidnapping is not good, and it's unfair to you. It's your business that you don't like me. I can't force you to like me..."

"It's fine no matter what...it's just a banquet, can I ask you for a buffer period, let me get used to it slowly?"

He stiffly raised his hand and spread it slightly, in the palm of his hand was a small transparent medicine bottle, which was empty with only two pitiful pills, and there was no sound when shaking.

"I still have two regret medicines. You said that they are effective for a long time, so I will take back those two sentences now."

"One sentence is in the alley, and the other sentence is in the classroom. I said... I said that if you break up, I will definitely agree...I will take it back, so if you are with me now, Yan Yan When it comes to breaking up, I might not agree...not right away."

Seeming to have endured to the extreme, Yu Wei's voice choked up for a while, mixed with the sound of raindrops hitting the ground, it became even hoarse.

"Please have a feast."

"Don't mention breaking up, okay? If you really annoy me and hate me, you can continue to make faces with me, or just be cold and violent to me, I can accept it... just if you can, don't rush to break up with me ..."

This late spring is terribly cold.

The cold wind blew past him big and small, and Yu Wei clenched his teeth tightly, like a heinous criminal, willing to stand in front of his judge with the most humble attitude and wait for the final judgment.

The Sky View Garden on a rainy day is surprisingly quiet, with no one coming and going.

The voice of the voice dissipated with the cool air, and the sound of rain took over the main field, ticking and falling on the water surface, creating endless ripples.

Yu Wei, who couldn't wait for a response, kept his last hope dimmed a little bit, his eyes fell, and he slowly withdrew his hand and put it back to his side——

"elder brother."

Wen Bieyan called him suddenly, it was clear and soft, and the hidden gentleness was the same as usual.

Like the sparks in the oven, the fate that was destined to be ashes was completely ignited by a faint cluster of flames. Yu Wei's eyes were re-lit in an instant, and he suddenly raised his head and looked at him incredulously: "Yan, Yanyan?"

"elder brother."

To reassure him, Wen Bieyan called him again with a slight smile.

He said: "Didn't you say that you want me to remember what I once said? Let me tell you now, I haven't forgotten. I remember every word about loving you."

Yu Wei was really stupid this time.

Move the fingers that are already stiff, forget that you can blink your eyes, and even breathe subconsciously, for fear that if you are not careful, everything in front of you will turn back to nothing and disappear.

"Nobody wants to break up with you."

Wen Bieyan's voice came from half a distance away, just enough for him to hear: "It's just that your boyfriend is spoiled by you, and he made a simple thing complicated, and it took him a long time to think about it. clear."

"He's been waiting for you to come over to coax him, but you haven't come after waiting for a long time. There's nothing he can do about it. He couldn't bear it anymore, so he had to come here by himself."

"I used to say that as soon as you talk to me, I can't help but want to hug you, but now I find that, before hugging, I want to see you more strongly."

"Brother." He lowered his voice slightly: "Regardless of amnesia or no amnesia, I have only one heart, and I will only like one person, and that person will only be you, and there will be no second one." .”

After I finished what I wanted to say, the waiting people tuned in, but they also waited for a long time and couldn't wait for a response.

Yu Wei stood motionless on the spot, without saying a word, only one pair of eyes were surprisingly bright and red.

He stared at Wen Bieyan for too long, and his eyes flickered involuntarily.

It took all his courage to take this step and say that.

Clutching the umbrella helplessly, he was a little embarrassed, but more than that, he felt sorry for this idiot who was about to lower himself into the dust.

With the sense of responsibility to coax people to the end, Wen Bieyan took a long breath quietly, and spread his arms to him with red ears:

"Bro, do you want a hug?"

The umbrella was pitifully thrown on the ground by the owner.

Wen Bieyan was embraced by Yu Wei, who rushed over with strides, into his arms and hugged him forcefully.

The only remaining umbrella easily covered the two hearts, and the cold wind and rain were kept out, leaving them to dance happily wrapped in the hot temperature tightly against each other.

A faint drop of water soaked the umbrella and landed on the back of his neck, and then slid into the collar along the neck, changing from warm to cold.

The gap leaking the cold wind was finally blocked, Wen Bieyan closed his eyes and smiled, leaning his forehead on his shoulder with great reliance, raised his arms and hugged the young man in front of him, satisfied.

"Boyfriend, your pajamas were left at my house."

He nestled next to his ear and rubbed it lazily and affectionately: "My mother asked me to take it to school for you, but I didn't take it, so I changed hands and put it back in the room."

"It will be very convenient for you to go next time."

His young man didn't speak, what responded to him was a more greedy embrace like lost and found.

My boyfriend's arms are really warm.

Wen Bieyan lowered his face and thought contentedly, now that it's so cold in the late spring, he should have come earlier.

but it does not matter.

Fortunately, it's not too late now.

The author has something to say: It's very light, isn't it?

感谢在2020-12-1820:43:54~2020-12-2000:00:03期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Disqualification in the world, Zhao Yu^_^, becoming a great poet, my king Xiaobai 1;

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