Heart distance

Someone thinks that he left a huge amount of assets and thinks that everything will be arranged for him, but he doesn't know that without him, life is meaningless.

When that magazine quietly appeared on Han Ziqi's desk, he knew how ridiculous it was to deceive himself, and he would never forget that person.

I have secretly liked someone for so long, but I even know her name in a magazine.

He couldn't help but search for information related to Lu Tinglan in order to understand his sporadic news. It turned out that the day Lu Tinglan disappeared was his real 24th birthday.

If I gave a gift at that time, would I be able to tell the secrets in my heart together?

Even if the final ending is the same as it is now, at least it will not be like this, leaving only the regret of being broken and filling the gap.

If it is difficult to force yourself to forget a person, then it is better to go in the opposite direction and walk in the direction you like.

Han Ziqi left all his longing and daydreaming time to his WeChat contacts who never heard back.

"Your watch is with me, when can you come back and get it?"

"You left me so much money, do you want me to spend my whole life paying it back? But I can't even pay the interest."

"I saw you on TV today. The color of the tie is very nice, but the tie button is ugly, not as good as mine."

"I learned a new way to tie a tie in the past two days, which is quite suitable for you."

"I dreamed about you again last night, why did you still bully me in your dream?"

"I went to that restaurant today and got up my courage to order king crab, but the crab is really hard to peel, so, where is the person who is willing to peel the crab for me?"

"Today the news said that you have taken on another big project, congratulations."

"The water pipe broke again, but no one can fix it, what should I do?"

"My brother is not in good shape today, and I'm a little worried."

"I really miss you."

"Have you ever thought of me, even just once."

"It's on the news that you're getting married, and your fiancée is beautiful, she'll shine in a crowd, just like you."

"Well, I wish you happiness."

"Old Lu, meet your fiancee at seven o'clock tonight, don't be late."

The morning meeting ended, other people left one after another, and there were only two people left in the meeting room.

Situ Jing took out a cigarette and lit it, "It's at the World Traders Hotel."

The address the other party said casually brought Lu Tinglan an extremely uncomfortable feeling.He focused on the contract document in his hand, and said casually, "Yes."

"Hey, can you don't act like a bitter and hater?" Situ Jing walked over and leaned against Lu Tinglan's table, "Let's not talk about how much economic benefits you two can bring from cooperation, I see that girl But, she looks really amazing."

Lu Tinglan pressed his forehead, "Don't say such meaningless things to me, you know me..."

"All right, all right, I know, you're crooked, and you're not interested in women." Situ Jing said impatiently, "If you want me to say, the reason why you're not interested in women is because you haven't met someone who looks right to you. You can change your mind!"

The more Situ Jing spoke, the more energetic he was, "Let me tell you, that woman is really amazing, I can't even describe it, she's the top, she's so energetic!"

"Since you like it, I don't mind if you come." Lu Tinglan said indifferently.

"Me? Forget it, I don't want to give up the entire Hundred Gardens for just one rose." Situ Jing played with the lighter in his hand, "Besides, what if it's a rose with thorns? The gain outweighs the loss."

Lu Tinglan sneered, "It's not as good as a beast."

"Fuck!" Situ Jing quit, "You don't pretend to be a saint with me here, he. Damn we play big with bare ass. Don't think I don't know you. If you meet someone you like, you will definitely be better than me. Improper person."

At [-]:[-] in the evening, Lu Tinglan was sitting in the VIP room of the China World Hotel as promised. He was dressed in a neat dark suit, and he was handsome and calm from head to toe.

Lu Tinglan looked down at the agreement in his hand, not paying attention to the time.

"Excuse me, is this Mr. Lu Tinglan?" A capable and polite woman's voice came from above her head.

Lu Tinglan raised his head upon hearing the sound, and a woman with light brown curly hair and a long black V-neck dress appeared in front of him.

Lu Tinglan stood up, nodded slightly, and said politely, "Yes, hello, Ms. Ling Ran."

But the woman on the opposite side didn't appreciate it, she turned around and sat directly opposite Lu Tinglan, looking at him with her arms around her shoulders.

Lu Tinglan was not angry at all, sat back to his original seat, put the menu upright and pushed it in front of Ling Ran, "What do you want to eat?"

"No need." Ling Ran was not interested in looking at the menu at all, so he reached out to the secretary beside him, took the document from the other party, and pushed it in front of Lu Tinglan, "Please sign the contract."

"To save time, let me make a long story short. First, I will never get a marriage certificate. Second, I will never have any physical contact in front of the media for the sake of creating public opinion. I can't even shake hands. Third, I will arrange a dating project once a week. , there will be reporters taking photos and posting news, please cooperate." Ling Ran said in an official tone, "Everyone takes what they need, and after the goal is achieved, one shot and two parts."

Ling Ran continued: "Of course, I will give you a certain amount of compensation. After the matter is completed, 5.00% of Aiduo's shares will belong to you."

So far, this Ling Ran has not given him any good looks, but Lu Tinglan is unexpectedly satisfied with this marriage partner.

"Hey, don't look at me with that look." Ling Ran's face was indifferent, "Boy, I warn you, don't imagine anything that can't happen, and make it clear in advance that we will never be able to."

"Actually." Ling Ran sneered, "We have collided with attributes."

Lu Tinglan raised his eyebrows unexpectedly. He didn't even bother to read the contract that Ling Ran handed over, so he signed it directly and handed him his own, "I appreciate Mr. Ling's style of doing things. I am also very satisfied with the conditions. If there is no problem, just sign me, and if it is not suitable, you can modify it at any time."

Ling Ran opened the contract, and all the terms were exactly the same as hers, even including the share transfer part.She took out a pen and signed, "Boss Lu is more human than I imagined."

At this moment, Ling Ran's cell phone rang, "Are you finished?"

The woman who was shrewd, capable and resolute just a second ago had a 180-degree change the moment she received the call.

She was the first to answer the phone, and she didn't even care about Lu Tinglan who could clearly hear the conversation in the room.

"You wait in the classroom for a while, I'll finish it right away, don't run around when it's cold outside, be good."

Ling Ran's expression suddenly turned serious, "It's so cold today, what are you doing here?"

"I'm not afraid of your interruption. The school is too far away from here. I'm worried that you'll catch a cold."

"But I'm also worried about you." The gentle girl's voice came from outside the half-open private room door, "You do your work first, I'll wait for you outside."

Following the sound, Ling Ran stood up and opened the door.A girl in a pink furry coat and twin ponytails appeared at the door, the tip of her nose was still pink from the cold wind, holding a warm cashmere coat in her hands.

Ling Ran dragged the girl into the room, touched her face, his eyes were full of tenderness, "Little idiot, is it cold?"

The girl smiled and shook her head, and put the coat on Ling Ran, "I knew you must wear so little, and later you said you would go shopping with me, so you can go shopping with whatever you wear."

Lu Tinglan, who was sitting on the side, was annoyed by the disturbing two people, coughed twice, and was about to leave.

The girl turned her head and looked at Lu Tinglan with a smile like a flower, "Is this my sister's marriage partner?"

"Don't talk nonsense, Xiaoduo, you know, I can only marry you." Ling Ran hugged the girl into his arms, "He is just a poor single dog."

Lin Duo patted Ling Ran's shoulder lightly, "Don't be nervous, I'm not angry, I know you did all this for me."

Lu Tinglan's fragmented affection for Ling Ran before was smashed to pieces by the phrase "single dog".

He loosened his tie irritably, "Who told you I'm single?"

"Okay, don't deceive yourself, don't you know if you're single or not? Why bother to recover that little face from me." Ling Ran rolled his eyes at him, "What's going on with you has nothing to do with me."

Out of politeness, Lu Tinglan refrained from getting angry, but he really couldn't reason with this kind of woman.

Ling Ran put his arms around Lin Duo's shoulders, gentle and pampering, "Last night you said you wanted to eat the wontons at the gate of your school, let's eat now?"

Ling Ran didn't bother to say hello to Lu Tinglan, so he took Lin Duo's hand and walked out.

"No, you don't wear so much today, let's find an indoor store." Lin Duo said softly.

"It's okay. Didn't you bring me clothes? It's not cold. Or do you want to go back to eat? I'll make it for you."

Lin Duo's laughter came from outside the door, "My good sister, I really can't compliment your cooking skills, let me do it."

"Then let's eat wontons. You haven't healed since you injured your hand while cutting vegetables last time."

It wasn't until the voices of the two people completely disappeared within Lu Tinglan's audible range that he felt at ease.

When you are with the person you like, even the delicacies of mountains and seas are no match for the bowl of hot wontons on the corner of the street.

He still stood where he was, tugging at his tie irritably.

Ling Ran was right, he was indeed alone, a poor single dog.

What others have, he doesn't have.

The pain that I thought time could heal has not been slowed down by the passage of time.

But fortunately, it can reduce the degree of pain.

Those painful pasts can be healed in the slow passage of time.

There is still a week before the college entrance examination, and the live broadcast room has long been forced to close.

Han Sijun was still in a coma, but the hospital received a batch of new equipment, and his brother was also placed in the best ward.

At the beginning, Han Ziqi couldn't understand why his brother had been hospitalized for such a long time, but the monthly medical expenses were so pitifully small, until the hospital signed a free treatment agreement for him.

Chang Qi's simulation results are extremely stable. In the last two exams, his scores were about [-] points higher than that of a first-class university.

As for Li Zeran, he was even better, almost every time he was admitted to the top ten of his grade.

Chang Qi seems to be a nervous person, but after more than ten years of acquaintance, he knows Han Ziqi too well. During these lonely days, Chang Qi gave him a lot of care and company.

But for Han Ziqi, this was never what he wanted.

The college entrance examination ended successfully, and a period of youthful past was brought to an end at the moment when I stopped writing.

For Han Ziqi, because of the missing part in his youth, his supposedly radiant life became dull.

After learning the news that Lu Tinglan was going to get married, Han Ziqi never called him again, let alone messaged him on WeChat.

At three o'clock in the morning, Han Ziqi was lying on the bed and couldn't sleep, so he opened his WeChat contacts for nothing.

He slid his fingertips back and forth on the screen, and finally clicked send.

"Will you come to the graduation party tomorrow?"

"I will go on stage and sing."

"Just come here as an older brother, okay?"

"Besides you, I can't find anyone else."

"Forget it, I know you won't come, good night, although you may not even see the news."

On the day of the graduation party, Han Ziqi was sitting in the middle of the playground with his guitar in his arms, and his surroundings were unusually quiet.

The guitar was the one that Lu Tinglan asked Chang Qi to buy last year, and he used it to learn some in his spare time.

The song he sang was the one written by Lu Tinglan on his birthday, and the lyrics were also filled in by himself.

In front of the playground was a bright white light, and Han Ziqi could only see the violin in front of him.

He plucked the strings and hummed softly.

……

At the end of a song, all memories are still on the last note.

Don't think about the past, just act as if you never had it.

Because there is no hope, there will be no more disappointment.

Excessive longing will cause people to have short-term hallucinations, and people who should not appear appear in front of them, but the person involved foolishly thinks that it is reality and firmly believes it.

Han Ziqi put down his guitar and ran to the place where he had hallucinations, but there was no one there.

Self-deception is extremely ridiculous.

After the graduation party, Han Ziqi attended the class dinner.

For a person who rarely attends a party, on the day of graduation, the students naturally don't want to miss the last chance.

From the first person who offered a toast to Han Ziqi, and he didn't refuse, the students clinked glasses with him one after another, and Han Ziqi never refused.

"Don't drink, Marshal Han." Chang Qi finally couldn't stand it any longer and stopped him, "It's getting late, why don't I send you back?"

"No." Han Ziqi drank another glass of wine toasted by his classmates.

What to do at home, there is no one waiting for him at home.

Chang Qi scratched his head, thinking hard, "I have to accompany the little dwarf to his parents' place later? Why don't you go with me?"

Chang Qi didn't want to leave him here to vent and drink.

Han Ziqi was already drunk, "What am I going to do, be your light bulb? Or are you insinuating that I'm single?"

This was not what Han Ziqi should have said when he was sober, Chang Qi helped him up, "Let's go, let's go back first."

"Let go!" Han Ziqi pulled it out of his hand.

"Hey, Chang Qi, what are you doing?" The monitor stood up and Zhang Luo said: "Han Xueba finally gave me face, after today, I don't know when I will see you again, today I have to cherish my last middle school time. "

"That's right, let's go after playing for a while! It's Han Ziqi's turn to ask me to answer the game, so you can't be a deserter just to avoid answering."

"That's right, that's right." The squad leader pointed to the girl sitting on the other side of Han Ziqi, "Little Mudan, ask quickly, it's your turn."

Little Peony and the girls around jumped excitedly.

She shyly said to the girl beside her, "Do you really want to ask that?"

"Quickly ask, quickly ask, who cares, I may never see you again after today, of course you have to ask a big one."

"Okay." Little Peony turned to Han Ziqi, coughed, and said righteously: "Well, student Han Ziqi, may I ask, have you ever liked anyone in the past three years of high school? That's the kind of liking, don't lie !"

Before the gossip students in the class had time to mobilize the atmosphere, Han Ziqi blurted out, "Of course."

Chang Qi gasped.

"Ah ah ah ah ah!!"

"There really is!"

"Crazy crazy, completely crazy!"

"Keep going, keep asking!"

Xia Mudan blushed with excitement, "Then, who is that person?"

"he is……"

"Hey, play with you, I'll go to the bathroom." Chang Qi covered Han Ziqi's mouth, and pulled him outside, "Dashuai Han, hurry up and accompany me to the bathroom, I'm afraid of the dark."

Chang Qi ignored the noise around him, dragged Han Ziqi and ran outside.

He didn't dare to think, if Han Ziqi hadn't been stopped, what kind of horror story would be like when that name was spoken.

The two have known each other for more than ten years. If he doesn't ask and Han Ziqi doesn't tell, it doesn't mean he doesn't know.

Some people's liking is too obvious, as if every breath is announcing the world for him.

The person concerned foolishly thought that he was bottomless and would never be noticed.

Chang Qi dragged Han Ziqi to find Li Zeran, and the three of them went out to get in a car and took Han Ziqi home first.

Han Ziqi sat in the co-pilot's seat, leaning his forehead against the cold glass window, looking out the window without saying a word.

Li Zeran muttered in the back seat, "Aqi, is he really alright?"

Chang Qi hugged Li Zeran's shoulders, "It's okay, let him be quiet for a while."

When the car arrived at the destination, Han Ziqi ignored the people in the back seat and went upstairs quickly.

When the next two people paid the fare and followed, they were locked out of the gate by the person concerned.

"Marshal Han, are you still tough?" Chang Qi knocked on the door, "How about we stay with you tonight, or you go home with us?"

"No, I want to be quiet."

"Then what should we do?" Li Zeran was worried.

"Don't turn off your phone, call me if you need something." Chang Qi said, "Let's go."

It wasn't until there was no sound outside the door that Han Ziqi, who was leaning on the door, slowly squatted down along the door panel and buried his head in his arms.

The desire to talk after drinking is infinitely magnified in an empty and dim environment, and the pain of self-paralysis has not been reduced by half after a little sobriety.

Sure enough, it's better to be drunk.

Han Ziqi dug out the baijiu that he planned to get Lu Tinglan drunk at the beginning, and drank most of the glass in one go.

The high-concentration liquor was countless times stronger than beer, and the throat irritated by the alcohol and the hot emotions amplified his desire to talk again.

But he wants to say, who is willing to listen.

Han Ziqi carried the wine bottle, wandered to the bedroom, and boarded the live broadcast room.

"???"

"what's the situation?"

"Is it the date? Or is it that Xue Shen is on the date?"

"Date, do you know what time it is? The rest of the world?"

"Baby must be thinking about us for a day, so get up and have a chat with us. Wuwuwu, my family is getting more and more human."

"What if the person I like doesn't like me?"

"?"

"What?"

"Date, have you been drinking?"

"Damn, what kind of tiger and wolf words have I heard again? Is it necessary to change the date just after the college entrance examination? From a learning anchor to an emotional anchor?"

"Date, are you in a bad mood? Did you drink alcohol? How much did you drink?"

"Answer me!" Han Ziqi said firmly.

"...Okay, okay, answer you, I will answer you now."

"How could he not like you, he must like you."

"If he likes me, he won't leave without a word."

"Is there any reason?"

"Let me tell you something weakly, date, you know that people nowadays are all Yangou, could it be because you are ugly?"

"Hey, what are you talking about, why is our date so ugly, the god of learning said he is handsome."

"Fuck, it's really him. Damn someone takes it seriously. I still think I'm a fairy! The truth is, I'm 160 tall, 200 in weight, and my mother and fetus have been single for 18 years."

"If you want me to say, God is fair. How can there be so many good-looking people in this world? Babies, close your fairy tales."

"Okay, since someone started it, I will also express my opinion. It has been three years, and you are almost done. You have to turn a learning anchor into a fan effect. Are you women disgusting, I will put the words here, today If Date wasn’t the kind of dead otaku with pockmarked face and big thick glasses, I would eat shit.”

The barrage of barrage and chaos stopped at Han Ziqi's face in front of the clear camera.

The boy in front of the screen was wearing a pure white T-shirt, his cold white skin was flushed with drunkenness, and his tone was disdainful and lazy, "Are you ugly?"

"!!!!!!!!!"

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

"My mother is gone, gone, not a single drop left!!!"

"Date you!!! Is this really you?"

"Brother, get out and eat shit, my sister will fuck you now, do you want it?"

However, the excitement index of the fans only stayed for 3 minutes.

All the surprises, joys, inspirations, and inconceivable things all ended in a black screen.

A line of small white characters light up in front of the black background screen.

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The only way to confide is that the reality has beaten us beyond recognition. In this not-so-cold June solar term, I feel lonely to the point of cold despair.

Han Ziqi drank the whole bottle of baijiu.

The feeling of darkness made him painful but exciting.

He took out his mobile phone and wanted to send a message to that person.

But he realized that he was not qualified at all, and he didn't want to be a third party.However, the ridiculous thing is that he doesn't even have the qualifications to be a third party.

From beginning to end, it was nothing more than a single crush that ended without a problem.

Self-pity, self-deception.

Unable to restrain his impulsiveness, Han Ziqi smashed the only mobile phone that could contact him.

The splitting headache gradually blurred his vision, and Han Ziqi saw people he couldn't even imagine.

A familiar figure in a suit, with the warm fragrance he is obsessed with, and the radiance he loves.

Walk towards him slowly.

The author has something to say: When setting up the role of Ling Ran, I was thinking about how to make two outstanding people not treat each other even when there is a certain overlap and a special contractual relationship. generate any emotion.

Then it's better to let them collide with attributes, probably because one mountain cannot accommodate two tigers, and they can only hate each other.

Of course, there is another purpose for setting up the role of sister, which is to annoy someone. After all, he made classmate Xiao Han so sad, so he needs some retribution.

Seeing others bask in happiness in front of him makes him sour.

Originally, I planned to fill in the first lyrics for Xiao Han's song, but I was inspired by the writer, and the writing is all in one breath. I don't have that breath recently, so let's play it first, and I will fill in the words when I have it.

As for Xiao Han's graduation song, you can listen to Wang Sulong's "Suddenly This Summer", the atmosphere is a bit similar.

感谢在2021-08-0407:59:24~2021-08-0508:12:31期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Chengyang; 3 bottles of Z&W;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!