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Fu Yue and Xu Zheng returned to Wangjiajingyuan.

Xu Zheng sent Fu Yue back to 1603, and stood at the door without going in.

Fu Yue entered the door, stood at the door, and said, "I'm here, you should go back quickly."

Xu Zheng babbled on a bunch of precautions after running the marathon, and asked, "Do you remember?"

"Remember, remember, really remember." Fu Yue smiled, feeling that Xu Zheng had a lot more to worry about after meeting him, and had the potential to develop into chatterbox.

Xu Zheng: "Then I'm going back?"

Fu Yue raised his eyes: "Aren't you going to come in and sit down?"

Xu Zheng stared at Fu Yue for two seconds and said, "No, you should rest early."

"Okay then." Fu Yue breathed a sigh of relief, and with regret welling up in his heart, he said, "Good night."

Xu Zheng also said good night, and then went back to 1602.

Fu Yue kept looking at him until he entered the door before closing the door.

It's so strange, the two big men went to each other's house casually before, and they both became professional householders. Now that the relationship has been confirmed, they dawdle and hesitate, afraid to go further, afraid to enter too fast, and built a sky tower .

Fu Yue took another shower, and when he was lying on the bed, all his senses were infinitely magnified, how numb his arms and legs were, and how violent his heart was beating.Emotions are not usually sustainable, but on this night, ecstasy overwhelmed him, relentlessly assaulting him and keeping him awake at night.

He took the phone, clicked on the first contact on WeChat, and sent a message - are you asleep?

Xu Zheng replied quickly - not yet.

Fu Yue glanced at the time, typed with a smile - go to sleep, veteran cadre.

- can't sleep.

-Why? 【doubt】

- Miss you.

Fu Yue threw away the phone, buried his face in the quilt, and smiled softly. After laughing for a while, he picked up the phone again and sent a message.

-Then go to sleep, fall asleep, maybe you can see me in your dream.

The other party is typing... After more than ten seconds of typing, there is only one word.

-it is good.

Holding the phone, Fu Yue flipped the chat history to the front, and then looked down one by one, watching Xu Zheng's reply gradually from a single word to a complete sentence, watching them gradually change from text communication to voice communication.Looking at it, my hand was numb, and I couldn't hold the phone steady, and the phone fell straight down, and it hit my left cheek impartially.

"Hiss..." Fu Yue took the phone away and rubbed his left cheek. Fortunately, he didn't hit his eyes and browbones. It hurt a little, but it was bearable.

Fu Yue thought to himself, today is going so smoothly and so well, now is the time to pay the price, it's just a smash, it's no big deal.Let Xu Zheng see it tomorrow, and maybe he can still feel sorry for himself. Thinking of this, he feels that the advantages of being hit by his mobile phone outweigh the disadvantages. Open-minded people can always find a hundred excuses for bad things.

Now I can't sleep anymore.After Fu Yue finished flipping through the chat history, he put his phone on the bedside table, played white noise, and began to think about things.

When he was in college, he took a course called Psychology of Love. It was not his original intention to take this course. When choosing the course, he slipped his hand and chose Architectural Psychology as Love Psychology. Go to check again, so I made a mistake and went to class by mistake.

After going to the classroom and listening to the teacher's first lesson, he was thankful that his hand slipped.There is no other reason. The teacher's interpretation of love is really good. She doesn't follow the scriptures, nor does she give a full-score definition of love. Everyone can understand what she said, and then think about problems that they have never thought about before. .

What impressed Fu Yue deeply was that the teacher of love psychology said that when most people look at love, they first consider the issue of being loved, rather than the issue of whether they have the ability to love.We always overestimate the charm of being loved, the object of love, and the opportunity to love, so that many people analyze love and like to use "good match/combined name", "talented and female appearance/male and female appearance", "strong attraction, Many people like him/her" and "the right person at the right time at the right place" to describe it, as if just changing the face, or changing the time and place, love will not happen.

But there is no positive functional relationship between the ability to love and the charm of being loved.

Everyone desires to be loved, and then follow the law of attraction in this society to work hard. Fitness, plastic surgery, whitening, and dressing, people spend a lot of time and energy to improve the outside world's perception of us, not only externally, but also learning, struggling and Isn't success all because these are qualities that are appreciated by the outside world?Throughout their lives, most people are catering to society's "good" evaluation of "people".Tired?tired.Can it be changed?Can you not care?cannot.

Everyone hopes that they are the one chosen by love, not because of good looks and good figure, not because of excellence and success, nor because of talent.If it is because of these things, then one day, when a person becomes old, dull, and lost to everyone, he loses the possibility of being loved, which is too ironic.

Because aging is inevitable, it is only a matter of time for most people to succumb to the ordinary.

Fu Yue turned over and stopped thinking about the psychology of love.Before the class, his teacher said that the premise of this class is not to use other people's love to define oneself, and not to make any comparisons, because everyone is unique, and when you meet another unique person, the resulting Naturally, love reactions are also unique. The biggest feature of love is incomparability, and any of its different forms are normal.

Fu Yue never thought that he would fall in love with someone at first sight, let alone that the person he fell in love with at first sight would also fall in love with him at first sight, because this is so rare.Love at first sight must contain the element of "sex at first sight". Although the two are completely different in nature, it is difficult to fall in love at first sight, and it is even more difficult to continue love at first sight.

Because love at first sight is beautiful, it is full of expectations and fantasies, and it only sees the advantages of the other party.And after getting to know the other party deeply, when the filter of favorability is shattered, all the shortcomings and embarrassments will gradually be exposed, and even the idea of ​​"I fell in love with the other party because I was blind at the beginning" will gradually arise.

Love at first sight is strong, dreamy and vain.

Fu Yue didn't hope that he and Xu Zheng would reach that point, and probably wouldn't, because the more he knew Xu Zheng, the more he liked him.

He thought about a lot of things that night, and finally made himself sleepy, and gradually fell into a sweet dreamland.

The next day, Fu Yue was woken up by the doorbell.

Putting on his slippers, he casually rubbed his sleeping curly hair, and opened the door with half-closed eyes.

At the door was Xu Zheng carrying breakfast.

Fu Yue walked back to the room: "Don't ring the doorbell next time, just enter the password to come in, I'm so sleepy." He threw off the slippers twice, and fell headfirst on the pillow.

"Did you tell me the password?" Xu Zheng set up breakfast and said, "Don't sleep, it's past ten o'clock, get up and have breakfast."

Fu Yue closed his eyes: "520521."

Xu Zheng laughed lowly: "I really know how to get the password."

Fu Yue said in a daze: "Whoever knows the password of my house, who doesn't love me, what's the matter?"

"It's good to pick it up like this." Xu Zheng lifted his quilt and said, "I'll stop scratching you if I don't get up again."

"Don't, don't, don't, don't..." Fu Yue heard the word "scratch", he was shocked, and suddenly his whole body became sober, and he rolled up and said, "I'll do it."

After he got up, he went to brush his teeth. Halfway through brushing, he felt something was wrong. Half his head popped out of the bathroom, stared at Xu Zheng in the living room, and asked, "How do you know I'm ticklish?"

"I don't know, I lied to you." Xu Zheng looked indifferent, "But now I know."

Fu Yue: "..." He retracted his head and rinsed the foam. Finally, after washing, his limbs finally responded, and his limbs were extremely numb. He moved slowly to the living room, sat on the stool slowly, and couldn't help "hissing." "A cry.

Xu Zheng reacted quickly, reached out to support him, and said, "Eat, I will give you a massage after eating."

Fu Yue looked at the breakfast table in front of him and said, "There's so much, you don't need to have lunch after you finish eating, right?"

"You wake up at this time and want to eat two meals?"

For the sake of the sumptuous breakfast, Fu Yue didn't care about Xu Zheng. Xu Zheng had obviously eaten it, and now he had another meal with Fu Yue, but he didn't eat much.

"Did you do these yourself?" Fu Yue couldn't help asking, although he was very happy.

Xu Zheng nodded and said, "Don't be too moved, I just got up a few hours earlier than you."

Fu Yue was fed a mushroom dumpling and asked, "What time did you fall asleep last night?"

Xu Zheng: "I didn't check the time, it's quite late."

"Then I might just fall asleep a few hours later than you." Fu Yue refused Xu Zheng's next feeding, saying, "I'm full."

Xu Zheng raised his chin: "Finish the porridge."

Fu Yue picked up the bowl and finished the porridge with a few sips.

Xu Zheng stood up, moved a stool to Fu Yue's side, and said, "Put your feet up."

"Do you want to give me a massage here?" Fu Yue wanted to get up and said, "It's not convenient here. I'll go to the sofa."

Xu Zheng held him down with one hand, and said, "Don't go, you'll hiss again after taking two steps." He lifted Fu Yue's feet up, squatted down, and began to massage Fu Yue's legs.

Fu Yue looked down at Xu Zheng, seeing his neat hair and handsome eyes, he opened his mouth and didn't speak.

Xu Zheng didn't notice this small movement, and pressed his legs seriously.

It was really comfortable after pressing it.Fu Yue shook his legs and said, "It's better. Come here and give me a hug." He opened his arms, and his tone seemed to be teasing.

Xu Zheng bent down, put his right hand under his left armpit, pressed his head with his left hand, and gave him a warm and strong hug.

Before hugging for a few seconds, Xu Zheng's phone started vibrating.

"Aren't you answering the phone?" Fu Yue felt that Xu Zheng had no intention of letting go.

Xu Zheng: "I'll pick it up later."

The cell phone was right in front of Fu Yue, and he said, "Let me help you find out who it is?" He was afraid that there was something important.

Xu Zheng hummed.

Fu Yue picked up Xu Zheng's cell phone, glanced at it, and said, "It's Yuan Ganxin."

When Xu Zheng heard this, he remembered the death of a construction worker in Chendong that Yang Cheng had told him about.

He patted Fu Yue's head, took the phone, and pressed the answer button.