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Manet once said, "The world is difficult, and no amount of preparation is enough." 2020 mercilessly proved Manet's insight.

It's been a year of rapid change, everyone's life is in their own hands, and we don't even know who to blame or whom to hold a grudge against.

Xin Yue bought the flight as early as possible, because there are rumors that the new regulations that will be introduced soon require a nucleic acid test report to board the plane.All restrictions will make things more difficult, and any slightest hesitation may miss fleeting opportunities.They had no choice but to hurry to Vancouver.What travel, what aesthetic fatigue, everything no longer exists.

"It's not bad to have 5 days to say goodbye." Jiang Yinqi said coldly.She seems to have recovered from her initial anger and sadness, returning to the indifferent state of their first acquaintance.

Xin Yue was different. After confirming all the details of her return flight, her emotions turned to the sentimental parting.She became sentimental, and she would babble like a mother.Tears will flow sadly at every turn.When she was still thinking of Guangyin Pavilion, her eyes were moist.She regretted not saying good-bye to the house, to the garden, to the cherry tree.

At the last dinner table, Xin Yue even shed tears into the lemon lobster soup in front of him because he remembered the farewell.

Jiang Yinqi hurriedly handed over the facial tissue, fearing that Xin Yue's emotions would collapse in the restaurant.

The relationship between Xin Yue and Jiang Yinqi is like two fine cogs, perfectly coordinated and well-founded.When Jiang Yinqi was furious, Xin Yue appeared quite rational and gentle.Conversely, when Xin Yue is sentimental, Jiang Yinqi is calm and indifferent.

Abstract conversation is the best way to calm people's emotions, and it is also Jiang Yinqi's best skill.

Jiang Yinqi discussed the farewell with Xin Yue, "How do you say goodbye to Guangyin Pavilion? Just say "goodbye" to the house? In other words, the difference lies in whether you realize when you look at the house for the last time. That's a farewell. If you don't realize it, you don't have a farewell."

"Yes, I didn't realize it when I left home." Xin Yue held back her tears, but there were still traces of crying. "Now I think about why I was so flustered when we first set off. I must have had a hunch. We should drive back to take a look at Guangyin Pavilion. It would be nice if we went back then."

Jiang Yinqi chuckled, "It's all self-deception. In fact, we can't always say goodbye. How many people disappeared from us, at the moment of breaking up, we didn't know it was the last time. In theory, absolutely That's how most things are."

Xin Yue stared at Jiang Yinqi vigilantly, "What do you mean?"

Jiang Yinqi avoided his gaze, and lowered his head to play with a bristlegrass ring on his finger.This is the grass ring the two of them made today.In fact, they make new ones every day.

"I don't mean anything, I'm just discussing it in the abstract. I've been thinking about your grass ring theory for the past few days. The grass ring is really like love. If the source of love doesn't keep circulating, love will dry up. You know The next time Zhou Feng was on the phone, how did I finally cut off all my thoughts? She said that she would never return to me. She made an analogy, I told her that I wanted to eat candy, and she took it 15 years later She came to me with a candy. She couldn't stand her doing such absurd things. I thought about it, Zhou Feng was right. Speaking of us, maybe we don't have to promise anything, just let nature take its course, don't stick to it .”

Xin Yue put down the spoon directly, pushed away the lobster soup in front of him, abstract discussion?Xin Yue also learned, "Yinqi, I found that there seem to be two people living in your body, one named Jiang Yinqi, the other named Zhou Feng, the Zhou Feng you described and imagined in my mind."

"Oh? Really?" Jiang Yinqi was stunned, a little confused.

"Yes. The one who is simple, affectionate and a bit bad-tempered is called Jiang Yinqi. The one who is brilliant but arrogant and indifferent is called Zhou Feng. Maybe you think Zhou Feng is the best, but I like Jiang Yinqi the most. Yinqi, I I really don't want you to live like Zhou Feng, but yourself. I can't ask you to stick to our love, I will ask myself to work hard to keep the position in your heart. I may not be the best lover, but I must be a living dogtail, not the candy that came back after 15 years."

The last dinner before parting ended in an abstract discussion between the two of them, and Jiang Yinqi ate the lobster soup dripping with Xin Yue's tears.

The scene where the two of them bid farewell at the airport is not touching, there are no tearful eyes, no farewell kisses, and nothing else.

As soon as he walked to the airline counter, the atmosphere suddenly became tense.All the staff of China Southern Airlines are wearing protective clothing and goggles, fully armed and intimidating.Xin Yue and Jiang Yinqi seemed to have walked into the ICU emergency room instead of the airport.In such an atmosphere, it is absolutely impossible for normal people to have lingering feelings.

Xin Yue dragged his suitcase and entered the security check in a panic. When he turned his head, he found that his sight had been blocked by frosted glass, and he couldn't see Jiang Yinqi outside.

Tears welled up in Xin Yue's eyes.She remembered what Jiang Yinqi said, we can't always say goodbye.On the surface, they had five days to say goodbye, but in the end, it still felt like they didn't say goodbye.

Jiang Yinqi completed the trip alone.She returned the same way, traveling alone as usual.She had exclusive access to the luxury hotel that Xin Yue was thinking about, and she refused to do a live broadcast for Xin Yue, and she refused to even post a photo.

Jiang Yinqi said bluntly, "The hotel is not for viewing, but for staying. If you want to stay, then come here as soon as possible."

Jiang Yinqi went back to the restaurant where she and Xin Yue quarreled to eat the last dinner of the trip.This time she faced the gorgeous sunset alone on the terrace.

At this moment, Xin Yue is being locked up in the isolation hotel, eating breakfast in the room depressed.A bottle of orange juice, a small carton of milk, a soft croissant like kraft paper, and a steamed bun that wasn't too hot.Xin Yue was very distressed by this kind of breakfast that combined Chinese and Western food.She made a cup of instant coffee herself, making breakfast even more messy.

While Xin Yue was biting the croissant, he received Jiang Yinqi's WeChat message, a picture of sunset and a long message.

"I came to the restaurant where we quarreled again. That pretty little girl still remembered us. I remembered that you once sat here and encouraged me to keep the green hills alive. I looked up and saw the sun in the sky, shining brilliantly. I couldn't help but think of another A poem: The green hills are still there, and the sunset is red a few times. Am I getting old? I ordered lemon lobster soup and pasta, but no salad. I miss you."

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