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49.

"Okay, now it's my turn to ask questions." Jiang Yinqi changed his posture, from sitting cross-legged to tucking his knees,

Xin Yue noticed that Jiang Yinqi's two nipples were crossed, and his beautiful toes were slightly raised upwards.Xin Yue thought, is this an inevitable movement of sitting posture?Or is it a reaction of Jiang Yinqi's emotions?When Jiang Yinqi said this, the smile on his face disappeared, and his expression became serious.

"Xin Yue, are you sure you've made up your mind and want to be with me?" Jiang Yinqi asked very directly and solemnly.

Xin Yue's heart skipped a beat. This is a very serious question, far surpassing the questions he was struggling with such as "Do you love me or not?" "What belongs to me?"Why do you have such an idea?It may be because of Jiang Yinqi's suddenly serious expression. There is no anger, no anxiety, and no excessive expectation in that expression. The above are the emotions when Xin Yue asked the question.

Xin Yue suddenly remembered those wedding scenes in movies and TV dramas. The priest solemnly asked the bride, "Do you want this man to be your husband and make a marriage contract with him? Love him and take care of him regardless of illness or health, or any other reason. Him, respect him, accept him, and be loyal to him forever until the end of life?" Then the woman blurted out "I am willing." Play the oath.

When Xin Yue married Fei Jin, she also wanted to follow the fashion trend and have a Western-style wedding, because she thought that wedding style was sacred and touching, and it was an oath before God!These were all thoughts at the time.

After Xin Yue's relationship with Fei Jin failed, all her thoughts changed.Whenever she saw couples of beauties answering the priest's solemn questions in the movies, Xin Yue felt uneasy. She always felt that a certain bride would suddenly say something other than "I do".Does it make a difference to say, "Yes." or "Okay."Of course it is different, because without the sense of ceremony, it seems that it is no longer a solemn oath.

On the other hand, what about taking an oath, even before God?To ask us, for whatever reason, to love him/her, take care of him/her, respect him/her, accept him/her?The point is, does anyone really think about marriage that way?Well, these are Xin Yue's wild thoughts, and they are not taken as an oath, but just a ceremony.If given the opportunity to face such a moment again, the answer Xin Yue would most like to give is, "I will try my best." Of course, this is an answer that will not be accepted.Try as much as possible, then it is definitely not an oath, it is a down-to-earth attitude.

For Xin Yue, the biggest trouble in marriage is not the vows, but the law.If Xin Yue knew that divorce would be so difficult when she got married, she would not have entered the marriage without hesitation.Our choice of marriage does not mean that we have to hand over our rights, the right to remain independent, the right to change our minds, and the right to choose again.Only a marriage that does not lose its rights is worth looking forward to.

Back in front of him, Jiang Yinqi suddenly asked Xin Yue solemnly, "Are you sure you've made up your mind and want to be with me?"

Xin Yue's heart skipped a beat, is this Jiang Yinqi asking for an oath?

Jiang Yinqi seemed to have seen through Xin Yue, and then said, "I don't want you to give me a promise, what I want is a prudent decision."

"A prudent decision?" Xin Yue was puzzled by this statement.

"Xin Yue, I don't want a love that is doomed to a dead end anymore. I want you to think about it carefully, do you want to start with me?" Jiang Yinqi bit the word "destined" very hard. "I don't want you to promise that you will never change your mind, but I will never accept a love that knows it is a dead end but still moves forward. I don't want to be the brakes again."

Xin Yue panicked.When she thought of her current situation, she hadn't found any trouble at all.What right does she have to love Jiang Yinqi?Feeling ashamed, she stammered for a long time, and only stammered, "I, I, I will definitely find the trouble, but, but I don't know the time..."

Jiang Yinqi explained, "That's not what I mean by dead ends. These are all objective factors. If you can't find someone, you can find someone slowly. There is always a way to solve divorce. But dead ends are often caused by subjective. If you are hesitant about your relationship, if you have something else in your heart that you cannot let go of, then it is a dead end for our relationship."

Xin Yue suddenly knew what Jiang Yinqi was talking about.Dead end, brake, are all words that Zhou Feng used back then.Jiang Yinqi is implying that she does not want to repeat the same mistakes.

"Sister Yinqi, I'm sure I won't look back. You may think that I'm always anxious and nervous, but I know what I want in my heart. I won't move forward knowing that it won't work."

Jiang Yinqi said, "It's not just a strenuous thing, you also have to think about whether you are ready to bear the pressure of this relationship, from social and secular prejudices, from your family's opposition."

"Finally, I would also like to state that just because I don't have the problem of exertion, doesn't mean I don't have other problems. If you can only accept a perfect person, that's a dead end."

Xin Yue nodded solemnly, "I'm sure, I'm ready."

Jiang Yinqi stared at Xin Yue for a while, then grinned, "Okay, then let's try."

"Ah? Only during the probationary period?" Xin Yue asked aggrievedly.

"Or else?"

"You, you didn't fall in love with me?" Xin Yue was even more aggrieved.

Jiang Yinqi pursed his lips and spread his hands, "I just found out that you have thoughts about me, so you weren't in my options before today, okay?"

Xin Yue was so depressed that he fell on the bed like a leaking ball.Recalling that when she was cooking by herself in the afternoon, Jiang Yinqi sat there silently, probably she was really confused at the time, thinking whether to accept Xin Yue's confession.

Xin Yue's dejected expression made Jiang Yinqi amused, she happily went downstairs to get ice cream, she felt that love made people glow.

When Jiang Yinqi returned to the bedroom with two servings of ice cream, Xin Yue was sitting on the bed with his eyes wide open.

As soon as Jiang Yinqi entered the door, Xin Yue said blandly, "Jiang Yinqi, I remembered, you asked me one night, when I slept in your bedroom last time, did you do anything to me?" What. Why are you asking that? What do you think you did to me?"

Jiang Yinqi blushed slightly, but said bluntly, "You said I didn't do anything, I just asked."

"No, the key is not what you have done, but what you have thought about when you ask this question. Tell the truth, what have you thought about?"

Jiang Yinqi stuffed the small ice cream cup into Xin Yue's hand, "Eat the ice cream quickly, don't ask these messy questions."

"Hahaha, it's not messy at all. You have fallen in love with me a long time ago." Xin Yue looked up to the sky and smiled, "The case is solved, the case is solved!"