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"What about you? Are you afraid of being alone?" Jiang Yinqi asked back.

"I'm more afraid of darkness than loneliness." In fact, Xin Yue is not very lonely in life, as long as she wants, she can make friends.

"So, when I go out and you lose your temper, it's not because you're lonely, but because you're afraid of being alone in the house."

"I'm angry because I'm worried about you. The casino is an evil place, greedy, crazy, dirty, and smoky. You may not only contract diseases, but you may also be infected with gambling addiction. If you can cure your illness, your gambling addiction will never be cured."

Jiang Yinqi stared at Xin Yue for a while with probing eyes, "Your reaction was too intense."

"If you make a lot of money from the gambling table, it will bring bad luck to people. If you lose a lot of money from the gambling table, it will make you crazy." Xin Yue said this very seriously, and he does not look like a modern person .

"The first half of what you said is very superstitious, and the second half is very traditional. At the same time, you are a stock market expert. I am very curious about what you have experienced." Jiang Yinqi was very interested, and she somewhat knew what to ask.

Xin Yue had already given up the idea of ​​telling Jiang Yinqi her own story, so she changed the topic, "You just said that the person sitting next to you yesterday was an Italian?"

"I'm just kidding you, the one beside me is my friend." Jiang Yinqi replied lightly.

Xin Yue intuitively felt that Jiang Yinqi should be on a tryst.So I walked very resolutely yesterday, and I am happy when I come back today.

Jiang Yinqi couldn't be happy for two days.Looking back, Jiang Yinqi was very glad that she had firmly gone out for a quiet time that day.

And it was on that day that Jiang Yinqi miraculously bought 500 ordinary masks, 300 N95s, and even several pairs of goggles from his customers.Jiang Yinqi found that there are quite a few people who are foresight. Her client has stockpiled countless protective equipment and disinfectant.If it weren't for the high cost of international shipping, these materials would have been shipped to China long ago, and now they are left in the warehouse, which allowed Jiang Yinqi to buy protective equipment at the last moment.

The mask and goggles were sent back to China by Xin Yue regardless of the cost, and the shipping fee was more expensive than the mask itself, which cost thousands of Canadian dollars.

Xin Yue insisted on leaving 95 ordinary masks, 100 N[-] masks and a few goggles for Jiang Yinqi.Jiang Yinqi received this thought and gift, although she felt it was completely unnecessary.

In the next few days, the epidemic developed rapidly.Jiang Yinqi, who has always been careless, was stunned.

Only then did Jiang Yin realize that when it really came to a critical moment, she was no less afraid of death than Xin Yue, but she didn't feel embarrassed at all.

"Everyone is afraid of death. There is nothing to be ashamed about. Even if I go to heaven, I hope I can go there alive." Jiang Yinqi said eloquently.

If someone is with you and is afraid of death, the fear will become smaller, and someone will be more courageous if you are with someone.Xin Yue said again and again that Jiang Yinqi was right, she also wanted to go to heaven, and to go to heaven alive.

The two had a common fear, and they became a lot better when they got along.

This is how Jiang Yinqi expressed panic.

First of all, Jiang Yinqi really counted down 14 days from the date of going to the casino.She wasn't quite sure who she'd interacted with while she was having fun at the casino.She seemed to think that she heard someone sneezing beside her, and she also saw someone who was unwell being helped out of the casino.She couldn't tell if her memory had slipped or if it had actually happened.

Then, Jiang Yinqi watched the news with Xin Yue every day.The TV is always on the news station. She no longer watches NBA games or dramas, but only watches news or even epidemic reports.The announcer's voice was sharp and harsh, and even Jiang Yinqi felt that there was an untimely excitement in their voice.It's exhausting to listen to for a long time.

In the end, Jiang Yinqi also decided to stock up.The people in the supermarket obviously bought a lot more, and the carts were full.People who don't know the key will always go astray.What Jiang Yinqi eagerly snapped up in the supermarket was not egg, milk, meat oil and rice noodles, but coffee, chocolate, snacks, peanut butter and puff ice cream. . . . .

And even before the daily necessities in the supermarket is red wine.Jiang Yinqi brought five boxes of European red wine home in one breath, especially Italian red wine, "Is the price of this Italian red wine going to increase? They have closed the city."

Xin Yue had no words to respond to Jiang Yinqi's various behaviors, and could only silently move the daily necessities from the supermarket shelves into the small cart.

It seems that Xin Yue's anxiety is always ahead of Jiang Yinqi's, which means that Xin Yue's anxiety is more forward-looking.While Jiang Yinqi was careless, Xin Yue was worried about masks and the spread of the epidemic.Jiang Yinqi managed to keep up with this rhythm, and Xin Yue turned to whether she could go to the United States smoothly. She was worried about the cancellation of the flight and the escalation of the US customs seal policy.Xin Yue even bought a set of hairdressing tools with great foresight.

Many people think of anxiety as a character flaw, which is wrong.Anxiety can only show that this person is more sensitive to risks and more foresighted in predicting the development trend of things, which is obviously a manifestation of healthier and wiser.Only excessive anxiety is bad.

Jiang Yinqi didn't do nothing either.After intensive epidemic research, Jiang Yinqi has made great progress and is more sensible.

"Xin Yue, flying is the most dangerous thing right now. You refund your ticket, and I'll drive you there in one day."

With this retreat, Xin Yue felt much more at ease.At least she doesn't have to worry about the flight cancellation.

In this magical year of 2020, no matter how much anxiety and preparation, in the end, it will not be able to keep up with the development of the plot.

Italy has upgraded from a closed city to a closed country, and finally the whole of Italy began to require home isolation.

A piece of Italian news stunned Xin Yue and Jiang Yinqi who were eating.

The Italian healthcare system is paralyzed.There are not enough hospital beds, ventilators, drugs, and doctors, and it is impossible to treat all patients.In the end, the power of life and death had to be handed over to the doctor.It is up to the doctor to decide who to save and who to give up. . . . . .What a cruel moment, what a cruel power.

Xin Yue couldn't even eat the sad meal, and his mood was extremely depressed.Even Xin Yue put down his rice bowl and began to sob.

"How can human beings come to this point? How can doctors make such a choice!" Xin Yue said with a choked voice.

Facing the weeping Xin Yue, Jiang Yinqi was at a loss and could only let her sob.Jiang Yinqi has no need to appease a fragile woman some days, and this skill is already "disused and unfamiliar".

Jiang Yinqi was stunned for a long time, and finally got up and turned off the TV, "Well, Xin Yue, you might as well go to sleep for a while."

"I don't want to sleep." Like a masochist, Xin Yue ran to turn on the TV again.Her emotions were on the verge of losing control.

Jiang Yinqi stubbornly turned off the TV.She had to get Xin Yue away from these indiscriminate bombardments. "Xin Yue, let's read a book."

Jiang Yinqi took a book from the bookshelf in the living room.Turn on that electric fireplace.The two of them each have a single sofa.Started the first reading aloud.

At first, Jiang Yinqi was studying.Instead of reading from the beginning, she turned to a certain paragraph and started reading.

Jiang Yinqi has no talent for reading aloud. She reads too fast and flat, like a naughty student who is called up to read the text in class.There was no emotion in the voice, no cadence required by the teacher.

But what Jiang Yinqi chose to read quickly attracted Xin Yue.It was a discussion of ethics, and it matched the predicament at hand.

Once, in an ethics class in a university, the lecturer quoted this example to try to let the students discover the moral standards they actually hold in choosing various escape plans, and try to pass the evaluation of these principles. Analysis, illustrating the different grounds for moral evaluation and choice.

An example of this is as follows:

A ship was in distress at sea and was about to sink. There were 12 people on board, but there was only one lifeboat that could hold at most 6 people.These 12 people are: a 72-year-old doctor, a terminally ill little girl, a captain, a prostitute, a reform-through-labor prisoner who is proficient in sailing, a mentally handicapped boy, a young model worker, a Catholic priest, a corrupt state cadre, a business manager, and a newly-exploded self-employed ,yourself.

Now please choose the 6 people who can escape on the boat and explain your selection criteria.

The teacher first explained to everyone that in terms of the environment and objects to choose, we can only choose under these given conditions:

It is impossible for us to change this situation, and it is impossible to imagine, for example, whether the ship is still rescued, or whether there are more people on the lifeboat, and the choice you make will be effective, that is, everyone will obey it.

Second, we don’t know more about each person’s more specific circumstances, that is, in a sense, in addition to the known circumstances, we are behind a certain "veil of ignorance", but we can just based on these circumstances, And based on the general knowledge of human nature and life and the common sense understanding of morality, check the moral standards that you agree with in your heart to make choices.

There are also two constraints when it comes to options:

Here we do not use random and accidental methods, such as drawing lots - although this method is also a "no way" in some special cases, and it is not without a certain principle of equal opportunity as a form impartiality.However, here we have to make a choice to force out the moral choice basis that we may usually hide in our hearts.

Second: We also don’t consider the kind of “choice” that does not give a choice, that is, letting it go, which is actually letting the jungle rule of “survival of the fittest” work.

When Jiang Yinqi read this, Xin Yue poked his head eagerly.She found that what she was thinking just now were all thoughts that the teacher had clearly excluded.

Jiang Yinqi put the book in Xin Yue's hand, "It's better for you to read. I think you must read better than me."

Xin Yue started her reading.