When Oda Saku became a cadre

The timeline goes back to the day when Osamu Dazai just came back to life.

He and Yuko talked for a long time in the room, including but not limited to follow-up plans, emotional exchanges and so on.

There is also a reason why Osamu Dazai wanted to usher in a real death after everything was resolved.

Due to certain restrictions, once a certain time point has passed, he and Oda Sakunosuke don't know why only one can live, otherwise one of them will die due to an accident sooner or later.

Because the current situation is too chaotic, this outrageous law has not affected the two of them for the time being, but this day will eventually come.

The desire to change one's destiny must not be too small a bet.

"The most critical question is, if you want to fulfill this wish, what will be the price?"

In a completely enclosed space, only the two present can hear the conversation.Osamu Dazai lowered his head, his long forehead hair covered his eyes, making it difficult to see his expression at the moment.

"A wish that is enough to change life and death may not even be the most wanted in the future."

"If it's your close friend, he probably won't have the possibility of becoming a novelist in his life."

Here is always an equal transaction, and an unequal transaction will eventually come back to the shopkeeper.But even if Ichihara Yuko is willing to accept the backlash, the price is still very high. She knows that Dazai Osamu, who is willing to die for his best friend, will never accept it.

"Is that so?"

Osamu Dazai's tone was quite calm, as if he was just confirming an unimportant matter.

From that moment on, Osamu Dazai wanted to die alone with this secret.

If it is said that the mimic incident was just a sudden accident and unprepared reckless replacement, then four years later it will be a well-thought-out contradiction.

If you want to say whether he has any memories of this world, then there should be.

He really wants to see his best friend become a good novelist, loved by many people, not a mafia who may die and be hated by ordinary people.

And Ango, no matter how many layers of spy he is, Osamu Dazai doesn't really want to see him down there immediately.

Osamu Dazai really didn't know many people, and there were many people he hated.But hate it, hate it, if everyone is happy after he dies, that's probably the meaning of his life.

"I'm not someone who would die for world peace, I just pursue a death that fits my motto."

Ichihara Yuko lived a transparent life, so she felt helpless.Osamu Dazai was obviously crying, crying in a place that no one else could see, but unexpectedly mature.

Today's teenagers are really more scary than one.

When Osamu Dazai was floating beside Oda Saku as a transparent person, he once watched a fireworks with Oda Saku who was alone.

It was a firework that spanned life and death.

He saw the somewhat lonely back of Oda Saku, and the state of being unable to perceive love, which was too complicated.

"But Oda Saku, only the one who survived has the opportunity to re-experience what life is."

This is a sigh that only Osamu Dazai knows.

Pedestrians who came and went laughed for the banquet. They may have experienced despair yesterday, but they can smile again today.

He is not a selfless person, but Oda Saku is his obsession, for Oda Saku he would rather change the whole world.

Isn't that the self who became the leader in the parallel world?

"Really, why can't I get over the hurdle of Oda Zuo?"

People who have just survived have already begun to think about their future death.

Osamu Dazai suppressed the pain and smiled, said goodbye to the lady owner who had helped him, and returned to Yokohama as quickly as possible to heal his dying injuries.

Osamu Dazai also quietly asked the "book" if there is a quick and painless way to die, if it doesn't work, he can just tear up the pages of the book and make it up by himself.

With his clever, unhuman mind, he guarantees that the death he wrote will never have any logical loopholes.

After that, Osamu Dazai never saw the "book" again.

"You're so stingy."

Osamu Dazai complained to the air, he knew that the "book" could know his resentment.

Obviously you are too scary.

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What kind of festival should it be today? It happened to catch up with the firework. The location of the hotel where Oda was staying was not bad, and it happened to be able to enjoy the whole process.

It's been a long time since he fully enjoyed a fireworks show, and the last time was in the middle of recuperating after the mission.

The same place, similar fireworks display, pedestrians coming and going change, and the mentality of the people sitting here is also different.

Oda Saku from four years ago was just watching.

He couldn't go back to Yokohama immediately, so he chose to watch these things that didn't suit him.

One after another, the dark sky was dyed into various colors.

It is rare for Oda to wear a kimono. Apart from the injuries all over his body and his unhappy face, it fits the atmosphere of the fireworks festival very well.

It was not long after Osamu Dazai died, and he still couldn't forget that evening.

The person who used to laugh and move by his side turned into a cold corpse, and no one could get out of grief in a short time.

Oda Sakunosuke, who doesn't believe in reincarnation, will also subconsciously make a wish at night, hoping that Osamu Dazai will be stupid in his next life, live more freely, and not die alone because he is too smart.

And don't know a friend like yourself who is not worth giving your life for.

People who have died close their eyes and don't know which world they have gone to and whether they are still conscious.The remaining survivors breathed the air with the smell of fireworks with difficulty, relying on pain to confirm the fact that they were still alive.

Those who are left in this world cannot appreciate what is considered beautiful.

Oda Sakunosuke never felt that he was an emotional person, and people around him often complained, how could there be such a straightforward person like Oda Sakunosuke.

He has always been straightforward, he does what he wants, he doesn't care about any troublesome things in the middle, and he rarely makes any literary sentences, only because he is too direct and chokes the people around him.

So he really didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment.Whether it is pain, sadness, or nostalgia, it seems that this feeling cannot be accurately described.

Did Osamu Dazai let him live, who had lost his ideals, to let him see the beauty of the world?

Although everything is lost, there are still many things that can be regained, such as being able to witness a gorgeous firework.

Oda Sakunosuke was a little confused.When he looked at these things, he couldn't appreciate the beauty of the present, but could only miss the real and living self in the past.

None of them are willing to share their emotions, and they usually solve things by themselves, and their daily chats are also some interesting-sounding trivialities of life, as if they never feel sad about certain things.

As a result, the last fireworks bloom and dissipate, leaving only smoke.Odasaku stood up, leaning on the tree beside him and slowly returned to the room.

If, if he could meet again, he might not be thinking of being a close friend with Osamu Dazai who would only share happy things and show the best side of each other.

That should be another relationship, and I don't know what Oda Saku is, anyway, it can't be any emotion like love.

Oda Sakunosuke, who could no longer feel love, thought numbly.

But at this moment, Oda Sakunosuke's thoughts changed again.He still doesn't know how to love, it will take a long time for the injury to heal, and there will be a process of recovery, not to mention the psychological despair.

If you can't read people, you can't understand and blend in, and naturally you can't write about people.

Four years later, Oda Sakunosuke is not just watching.

He began to think about what was the strong desire back then.After Osamu Dazai died, he transformed the emotion between this close friend into something through nostalgia.

Is it the illusion of thinking too much, or a subtle change in views on things.

Anyway, no one thought it was love.

Oda Sakunosuke finally understood that it is true that only by living can he regain salvation.Even if he once thought that he would live a long life, he might not be able to regain his life.

He is still at a loss as to what turning point Dazai Osamu's resurrection will bring to his life.

But if Osamu Dazai died without saying a word, there would be absolutely no turning point.

So Oda Sakunosuke realized that he had to catch the silly boy Dazai Osamu and talk to him directly.

Whether it's a big fight and then parting ways, or understanding each other and then becoming best friends, it must be that both parties are still alive.

Things in this life must be explained clearly in this life.

The sound of fireworks blooming covered up the voices of pedestrians talking on the side of the road, and it seemed that only Oda was left alone.

This time he was truly alone, without the transparent Osamu Dazai beside him.

Because Osamu Dazai was still planning to do something in a corner that he didn't know.

Oda Sakunosuke chuckled, once some things get in touch with Dazai Osamu, they will never be safe again, and the direction will become confusing, should it be said that it is Dazai Osamu?

Oda Sakunosuke received information from Reborn every day, and Sawada Tsunayoshi was subtly led by Gojo Satoru. Now he not only loves eating sweets, but also has a bad heart.

"Although as a judaimu, it should be a bit more thoughtful."

Sawada Tsunayoshi will not reject others. In the past few days, he has followed Gojo Satoru on many missions, and has seen many curses.

Poor Shiqiwan finished early and didn't have a chance to play.

This is a good thing, but Reborn still couldn't be ruthless when facing his students.

"Sooner or later, he will have to accept this, but is it too early now?"

It is rare that there is a teacher who treats children like children, and Odasaku's first reaction was unbelievable.

It can be seen that Mori Ogai and Dazai Osamu really don't know how to take students.

Reborn didn't dwell on it for long, they were mafia assassins, which one hadn't seen these negative aggregates since childhood.

"I'll take care of it. I'm still confident in protecting young students. By the way, when will you come back? Nishimachi is already going to mess up."

"Wait until I catch the culprit."

Reborn is indeed a good teacher.

Oda is convinced of this.

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