When Oda Saku became a cadre

Osamu Dazai had no choice but to block a shot for Oda Sakunosuke.

In fact, he also felt subtly unwilling to die like this, because he didn't arrange everything he wanted to do, and he didn't find the meaning of his own existence.

He also knew that if he died, even if Oda Sakunosuke survived, Oda Saku would not write novels.

But he still doesn't want Oda Sakunosuke to die, even at the cost of his own life and an unpredictable future.

"I'm so weird."

Osamu Dazai said so to himself.

Before, he was not able to spy on the rest of the memory, nor did he get the "book".

He knows that he is a person with supernatural powers, but when he saw the monsters at home when he was a child, he felt something was different.

The way to open this world seems to be wrong, Osamu Dazai, who was only a child, once again ignored the indescribable things in the park, and walked past without squinting.

Osamu Dazai is a very smart child, so he can deduce that he shouldn't see those things. Although his supernatural ability can be nullified, it can't make those strange things disappear from his eyes.

When he ran away from home and met Mori Ogai and was picked up by the doctor, he felt a little more at ease.

Everything was going on as usual, until one time when he was fighting with Nakahara Nakaya, he was held in the water by the other party.

In the dimness, he seemed to experience something different, as if he had experienced death, even jumped from a high place, or looked alone from the sky and looked down at the lights that made him unable to face.

After all, it just turned into someone's grave.

It was also at that moment that Dazai Osamu looked at Oda Sakunosuke before he fell into a coma, and his eyes were full of thoughts that he would die for it, and the only witness was Nakahara Nakaya.

After all, Osamu Dazai also forgot all about it after he woke up, only remembering that he had a strange dream, and the content of the dream made him uncomfortable.

The only difference is that Mori Ogai didn't stop Osamu Dazai for too long, causing Osamu Dazai to rush to the scene before Sakunosuke Oda died.

Maybe Dazai Osamu and Oda Sakunosuke can only live one, so it's better to die by yourself.

If he can save his best friend's life, maybe he can find what he's looking for.But Oda Sakunosuke would not, Oda Sakunosuke was coerced so far and forced to walk the road of death even if he was voluntary at this moment.

No matter what Osamu Dazai thought, he just rushed forward without any further arrangements.

There are not many people who can leave traces in his heart, the leader, sister Hongye, partner, disciple...and his two best friends.

Before losing consciousness, Osamu Dazai thought, in fact, he wanted to have another drink with Ango and praise him by the way.

The triple undercover agent is too powerful, as expected of him.

He didn't bother to hate Ango Sakaguchi until he died, how could Osamu Dazai hold grudges.

When Osamu Dazai opened his eyes again, he could only see all kinds of strange-shaped objects surrounding him in a vast expanse of whiteness.

He subconsciously glanced at himself. Although the wound was still there, he couldn't feel the pain.

At that moment, Osamu Dazai suddenly felt very annoying, what kind of trouble is this, why can't he let himself die properly.

But he was rejoicing again, rejoicing for the beauty that was out of reach for him.

Anyway, he probably knew what was going on, that is, the world lines that shouldn't meet overlapped together, and after discussing the objects in each world, he found that the problem occurred with Osamu Dazai.

The birth of Osamu Dazai is an opportunity and the beginning of the story, while Sakunosuke Oda is the story.

Because Dazai Osamu's obsession is ultimately entwined with Oda Sakunosuke, whether it is this Dazai Osamu or other Dazai Osamu, they cannot escape Oda Sakunosuke, so the abnormalities gather around Oda Sakunosuke.

Osamu Dazai pondered for a moment, feeling a bit like the Healing Magical Girl anime he and Mori Ogai had watched before.

These cores are trying to separate their respective worlds, but they have not succeeded, which leads them to meet each other, but they will forget each other when they separate.

The information that can be made public now is that the entanglement is too tight and they are inseparable, so they can just fuse together without incident. This step requires Osamu Dazai to connect with each other.

Roughly speaking, it is to let Osamu Dazai come back to harm all the characters, so that even the world's subconscious repair of mistakes cannot be saved, which is quite simple and rude.

So "Book" urgently learned tricks from other worlds, fixing Osamu Dazai at the moment before he died, and only waiting for Osamu Dazai to be sent back after the consummation of the price.

"So, why should I agree to you? Any threat will not work with me."

Osamu Dazai waved his hand. He is not someone who will be frightened by the so-called death. He has been too close to death all year round, and he has long since lost the feeling.

What finally made Osamu Dazai compromise was what Oda Sakunosuke did after his death.

No desires, no desires, no more feelings, even the redemption that was originally held tightly in the hands dissipated into the darkness with it.

Osamu Dazai also knew that Sakunosuke Oda regretted that he had never set foot in his own life. Osamu Dazai saw with his own eyes that Sakunosuke Oda walked to his former position, and he saw what Oda Sakunosuke saw from his perspective.

When Oda Sakunosuke leaned on Dazai Osamu's tombstone, Dazai always watched silently from the side.

Sometimes he would reach out and try to grab the corner of his clothes that he had grabbed countless times, but he could only pass through transparently, watching Oda Sakunosuke return to the darkness again.

"Is Odasaku an idiot!"

Living like this is too painful, Dazai kicked his feet angrily, and agreed to the requests from the cores of each world.

But he just couldn't wait to open his eyes again. This wait lasted for four years. When a little white tiger was kicked out of the orphanage, Osamu Dazai found a way to tell Mori Ogai about it through a dream.

After all, it is the best solution for the survival of all members and is beneficial to the port mafia. How could Mori Ogai disagree? Although Mori Ogai can't remember all the contents of the dream, he can guess a general idea.

For this reason, Osamu Dazai even promised the other party that if he was alive, then he would not leave the port mafia, unless Mori Ogai really couldn't tolerate himself and Oda Sakunosuke to kill them all.

When Osamu Dazai really found out that he had a real body and met Miss Yuko who had met in a dream, he was unable to face Sakunosuke Oda again.

The person he dared not meet the most was Oda Sakunosuke. When Nakahara Nakaya poked him, he didn't feel anything unexpectedly. After all, it was a fact, a fact he accepted frankly.

Perhaps after the matter is over, if the price of living here together as Dazai Osamu and Oda Sakunosuke is not to directly make the existence of Dazai Osamu disappear, he should find a place where no one can find and settle here.

Occasionally complete the transaction with Mori Ogai, but they shouldn't meet Oda Sakunosuke. They shouldn't meet each other, and they should forget each other.

Things have come to this point, what expression should we use to meet each other?Osamu Dazai didn't know, and neither did Sakunosuke Oda.

Oda Sakunosuke was already alone. When he learned that Osamu Dazai might not be dead, his first reaction was actually confusion.

The final reason that caused him to become like this is the news of Dazai Osamu's death. Even if Dazai Osamu is still alive, can he get back to his original self?

His hands were stained with blood again and committed himself to the darkness, and he could no longer find a second dream that could support him.

Before Osamu Dazai was resurrected, he could still think that maybe he was too obsessed with finding the person who left, and even had hallucinations.

When Oda Sakunosuke caught the package, he also caught a glimpse of a man in a detective suit waving at him.Four years ago, it was the same person who told himself that he would die if he went forward.

"An armed detective agency?"

An organization founded by Fukuzawa Yukichi, the place of twilight in Yokohama.Oda Sakunosuke confirmed that Osamu Dazai was not his own hallucination, that person was standing with him on a piece of land and breathing at the moment.

Odasaku recalled those days when he was taking care of the crabs, and thought about what he would say if there was a real reunion, but he couldn't find the meaning of meeting Dazai Osamu for the time being.

A touching reunion of best friends who have been separated for life and death, drinking until they are drunk, chatting about what happened in recent years without any barriers.

How is that possible, it is too difficult for them, they don't know how to get along or comfort each other.

"Please live happily ever after."

There's nothing mafia about that.

Oda Sakunosuke leaned against the tree, feeling the sweetness gradually spreading in his mouth, and gradually erasing the bitterness that had always existed in his chest.

He needs time to think about it, even if he retreats now, he will always take that step forward.

If you have already regretted not interfering in the other party's affairs, then when the object of your regret comes back to life, if you don't do something, you will only regret it for the rest of your life.

Before he knew it, the lollipop had been crushed by him, and Oda Sakunosuke, who had been biting the stick for a long time, stopped his slightly childish behavior and threw the candy wrapper and stick into the trash can.

Oda Sakunosuke suddenly felt that there was no point, those were not very important.

I haven't seen my best friend for four years, no matter how much I don't see each other, it's justified. I wonder if those too many times are useful.

Any conflicts and entanglements should wait until the meeting. His main task is to meet Osamu Dazai and find that best friend who absolutely hides around him.

Oda Sakunosuke is not particularly good at guessing and controlling people's hearts. If he wants to try, he will only say the most important thing he wants to say without any metaphors.

In the past few years, he has stood in the position where Osamu Dazai used to be, and as a bystander, he has seen the nothingness and loneliness that Osamu Dazai once lived in.

"At least stop crying."

It was as if at this moment, there were still those three people sitting in the bar, but the three of them were not just sitting in their own seats, each alone in their own domain.

Osamu Dazai looked at the unusually bright moon tonight, stretched out his hand to caress the bandage wrapped around his face, and put it down quickly as if being burned.

"Let's solve the problem of Jinghua first...I'll talk about other things later."

He turned away.