give me a hug

Xie Jiaran made an appointment with Dr. Mi Xie every Monday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday afternoon, four times a week, and Liang Suinian accompanied him throughout the whole process, never missing a single time.

Ended earlier today.

Before six o'clock, the door of the room was opened, Xie Jiaran bent down to thank Dr. Mi Xie, closed the door and exited.

Liang Suinian was only halfway through the water chat with Xiao Chi and the others, when he saw this, he got up and observed Xie Jiaran's face for the first time, to confirm that there was no abnormality in his mood, and then asked with a smile: "How is today?"

Xie Jiaran: "It's okay."

It was smooth, but there was no progress.

"It's okay, don't worry."

Liang Suinian sent a last message to the group, put away his phone, grabbed Xie Jiaran and walked out side by side, while comforting him in a warm voice: "This situation cannot be rushed, just take your time, we still have a lot of time."

Xie Jiaran hummed.

Not only was he not in a hurry, he had no hope of recovery.

"Then shall we go to eat now?"

Liang Suinian had arranged things well before Xie Jiaran came out: "I just took a look, and there is a Jianghu restaurant nearby with a very good rating. I have already reserved a table and ordered good food. You don't have to wait when you go, you can eat right after you sit down."

"it is good."

Liang Suinian: "Is there still class in the evening?"

Xie Jiaran nodded absently: "There is an elective class."

Liang Suinian: "Art Building?"

Xie Jiaran: "No, I'm in Qiushi Building."

"That's fine."

Liang Suinian made some calculations: "Xiao Chi and the others are going to play in the gymnasium. After dinner, I will take you to class first, and then I will go around behind the library and it happens to be the gymnasium—"

"Brother." Xie Jiaran suddenly interrupted him.

"Huh?" Liang Suinian stopped talking and looked sideways: "What's the matter?"

Xie Jiaran looked into his eyes, her voice was very clear and soft: "Are you... really hope that my illness will be cured?"

"Of course."

Liang Suinian gave the answer without thinking, and raised his eyebrows in confusion: "Why do you ask such a question all of a sudden?"

The sound of their light footsteps echoed in the empty and bright corridor, unhurriedly, echoing the same slowed down heartbeat.

Xie Jiaran lowered her long eyelashes silently, and looked away; "It's nothing."

"Just asking casually."

"So let's just kiss?!!!"

Lin Shan was so excited that she wanted to jump up to the ceiling on the spot, and she almost lost control of her voice: "I'm damned, is this kind of scumbag behavior serious? Are you telling me it's serious?! Serious!!!"

"Forget it, he's not a scumbag either."

Xie Jiaran didn't want to hear that Liang Suinian was labeled as such, and tried to explain even though the reasons were pale: "It's just that for some reason, he felt that this was a reasonable act of helping within the scope of getting along with roommates."

"..."

"???"

Lin Shan tried hard to digest it, but in the end it still failed, her expression was very indescribable: "I just want to know, what is the reason against the sky that makes him think that kissing between roommates of the same sex is a reasonable behavior? Can you tell me? ?”

He said very sincerely: "Jiaran will tell you the truth, I really want to learn more, I really want to understand the rich and colorful spiritual world of today's straight men."

"Feel sorry."

Xie Jiaran hesitated for a while, then shook his head: "I can't tell you this yet."

Lin Shan's appetite was whetted, and she couldn't ask any more questions. She gritted her molars for a long time and could only choke out a sentence: "So Liang Shen is actually a steel plate, right? This is so... all mouth to mouth Kiss, haven't found out if you like it or not?"

Xie Jiaran was speechless for two seconds.

Without saying a word, he took out his mobile phone, opened WeChat, and sent a message to someone from the steel plate:

X: [Brother, get out of class is over tonight, can you come pick me up? 】

Lin Shan clicked his tongue and gritted his back molars with a headache: "Jiaran, I have a question, although it may be a bit hurtful, but as your good friend, in order to prevent you from being hurt more in the future, I think I should It is necessary to ask you."

Xie Jiaran looked up: "What?"

Lin Shan swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and cautiously said, "That's right, are you really... are you sure Liang Shen also likes you?"

He knows how reckless it is to say such things to a person who is deeply in love, but as a qualified friend, he still has to bite the bullet and analyze the logic and pros and cons of it with him.

But before he could organize the words that could minimize the damage, Xie Jiaran had already given him the most affirmative answer: "I'm sure."

"Lin Shan, I'm not pretending to be affectionate, and I'm not making groundless rumors. I'm pretty sure that Liang Suinian likes me."

He looked too sure, more confident than a painting exhibition competition.

It seems that except for the one thing he said personally, he already has all the other ironclad evidence that can be verified 100%.

Facing Xie Jiaran like this, Lin Shan didn't know how to refute for a while.

"alright."

After a while, he sighed resentfully: "Although you didn't explain why, but I don't know why, but I was persuaded by you in a strange way."

"Then what are you going to do now?" He asked, "It feels like you have a long way to go after your husband. Are you not in a hurry?"

Xie Jiaran shook her head calmly: "No rush."

"Is patience still so good in front of true love?" Lin Shan wanted to clap his hands and sigh for him: "Awesome, brother."

Just then Xie Jiaran's cell phone rang, and it was Gang Jing who replied to his message:

In the past years: 【Follow orders~(^o^)~】

Xie Jiaran opened it and took a look, then quickly closed it, and put the phone upside down in the drawer.

"Lin Shan, I'm not patient."

He said softly, "Just because I'm equally sure that he won't last long."

At 10:[-] p.m., the bell rang for the end of get out of class, and the students left the classroom one after another.

Xie Jiaran packed up his things and stood up, Wu Guangkang came over with a small stack of printed and bound document forms: "Xie Jiaran, this is the first discussion draft of our project, everyone has a copy, this is yours, take it back and have a look , If there is anything that needs to be changed, post it to the discussion group and we will discuss it together."

Xie Jiaran took it: "Thank you for your hard work."

"Being polite is what I, the group leader, should do."

Wu Guangkang smiled, but when he was about to leave, he was stopped by Xie Jiaran: "Team leader, can you wait a moment? I have a question."

Wu Guangkang turned around: "Huh?"

Xie Jiaran glanced at the person who appeared at the door of the classroom with his peripheral vision.

Immediately pretending not to see it, he put the document on the table, pointed to one of the places, and asked Wu Guangkang: "Is the focus here a bit off? Our argument doesn't seem to be this."

Wu Guangkang didn't doubt that he was there, so he leaned closer to take a closer look, and rubbed his chin: "Hiss—it seems to be a bit off the point, who is responsible for this part?"

Xie Jiaran: "It's the monitor."

"Oh yes, Xiaoyue is in charge of this part."

Wu Guangkang thought: "Then I will talk to Xiaoyue in the group later, but she seems to have club activities tonight, so she should be too busy."

"Let me do it." Xie Jiaran took the initiative: "I have seen this part before, and I am familiar with it. It happens that I have nothing to do tonight, so I can try to change it."

"That's great! Please!"

The corner of Xie Jiaran's mouth curled up a little, and he looked at Wu Guangkang: "No trouble, it's easy."

……

Leaning against the door, Liang Suinian looked at the two people in the classroom who were almost head-to-head discussing something close to each other, and slowly frowned into a "Chuan" character.

too close.

He thought inexplicably a little annoyed.

close to hand

The shoulders are almost touching.

...But still smiled at that boy?

There was a tightness in his chest.

He clicked his tongue, bit his cheek and retreated to the corridor, put his hands in his pockets, leaned his back against the wall and stared at the empty corridor, out of sight and out of mind.

Xie Jiaran turned his eyes away from the door, straightened up and distanced himself from Wu Guangkang.

"Then change it like this." He said, "I'll try it tonight and send it to you for confirmation later."

"Okay." Wu Guangkang glanced at the time: "That Jiaran, I still have something to do in my dormitory, so I'll leave first."

"OK, bye."

As soon as Wu Guangkang left, he was the only one left in the classroom.

Holding the book in his arms, he took a detour unhurriedly, and went out from the front door to find the person who came to pick him up: "Sorry, I have something to do just now, have you been waiting for a long time?"

"No, I just came too."

Liang Suinian stood up straight, took his book and helped him hold it naturally: "Let's go, we're going back."

It was late now, and there was no one on the road.

The bright white street lights were on all the way, and when they walked side by side by the lake, they could still see the sparkling water on the shore.

Xie Jiaran didn't speak for a while, the two were quiet for most of the time, and finally Liang Suinian couldn't hold back and broke the silence first.

"Is that boy a classmate of your major?" he asked.

Xie Jiaran seemed not to understand who he was asking, and tilted his head: "Huh? Just now?"

"It was the one who stayed with you for a while longer in the classroom."

Liang Su Nian seemed to be casual: "I seem to be discussing something with you?"

Xie Jiaran suddenly said: "It's the leader of our subject group. He happened to take the same elective course as me, so he told me some things related to the subject by the way."

Liang Suinian was silent for two seconds, then asked again: "Your relationship seems to be good?"

Xie Jiaran nodded: "Very good, Guangkang people have always been very enthusiastic and took good care of me."

Guang-Kang?

Liang Suinian's focus was very clear: "His surname is Guang?"

Xie Jiaran: "...his surname is Wu."

Oh, Wu Guangkang.

Liang Suinian couldn't help twitching the corners of his mouth, and pressed the tip of his tongue against his cheek.

Is this being called too affectionately?

They have been roommates for so long, and they have never heard him call him Nian Nian.

Xie Jiaran: "Why do you suddenly ask this?"

Liang Suinian: "Does Wu have a girlfriend?"

They spoke at the same time in a tacit understanding, and put them together word by word. Both of them were a little stunned, because they were still asking the same question.

The atmosphere gradually moved towards an unspeakable situation.

Xie Jiaran opened his mouth, hesitantly said: "Brother, do you want to introduce a girlfriend to our group leader?"

"……no."

Liang Suinian didn't know why he suddenly asked such a stupid question.

It's inexplicable, a person I don't know at all, it doesn't matter if other people have a girlfriend or not.

Xie Jiaran was still looking at him, with "Why did you suddenly become so gossip today" written brightly in his eyes.

Liang Suinian felt uncomfortable being watched by him.

He clicked his tongue a little with a headache.

He raised his hands and snored a couple of hairs, and just as he was about to say something, I asked casually out of curiosity, when a bicycle bell rang behind him, the conditioned reflex hugged Xie Jiaran, who was walking outside, by the shoulders, and hugged him in.

Bicycles jingled past them. It was a boy riding a bicycle with his girlfriend in the back seat.

With this interruption, the best time to answer has passed.

Xie Jiaran didn't continue to look at him, it seemed that it didn't matter whether he answered this question or not.

Liang Suinian breathed a sigh of relief.

The hand on someone else's shoulder didn't let go.

Because I found out by accident that at the moment when I hugged the person, all the unpleasant feelings caused by the scene I just saw at the door of the classroom disappeared.

how to say?

It's like when I bought beautiful marbles when I was a child and was coveted by my deskmate, I always wanted to ask him for it.

And he is afraid that someone will secretly take it away from him, so he has to keep it in his pocket wherever he goes, and keep it by his side at any time, so that he can feel at ease.

Back in the dormitory, as soon as he opened the door, he saw Li Tang sitting on the seat holding his mobile phone and giggling all the time, while Shen Xuehao was sitting on the seat speechless while watching the live broadcast of the game and listening to him giggling.

As soon as they came back, it was like seeing a savior: "Brother Liang, take care of this idiot, I'm almost going to have a nervous breakdown from his laughing."

"How can sharing happy things be called laughing so that you have a nervous breakdown?"

Li Tang raised his chin and retorted: "You really don't know what's good and what's wrong. Believe it or not, I won't bring you higher points tomorrow."

Shen Xuehao sneered twice: "Forget it, I don't want to go up the score with you in reverse, your operation today is enough for me to eat rice for a month."

Li Tang bared his teeth at him: "I'm in a good mood, I don't bother to argue with you."

Then he turned to Liang Suinian and Xie Jiaran, shook his phone happily and said, "I have good news for you guys, Xiaotu asked me to go out for dinner this weekend!"

"Little Tu?"

The name is very familiar, Xie Jiaran only took a second to recall it, and frowned: "Are you going out for dinner with that uncle who lied to you?"

"Hey, it's not Xiaotu, it's Xiaotu, a picture of a picture."

Li Tang explained: "Didn't I tell you? Xiaotu is the girl who was deceived by the uncle like me. She asked me to have dinner with me this weekend. Hehe, do you think my spring is finally coming?"

Xie Jiaran was inexperienced in this kind of thing, so he couldn't give much advice. After thinking about it, he only left a pertinent sentence of "Be careful and look forward to good news", then turned back to his seat and sat down, preparing to modify the content of the topic.

Li Tang was in high spirits, especially eager to share his feelings, so he muttered endlessly by himself:

"I'm not afraid of your jokes. In fact, I have liked Xiaotu a little since the first time I saw her. I think she is really cute. She has a good personality, a nice voice, and looks very sweet. She is even more sweet than my cousin. The gummy bears are still sweet."

"And she is really kind. Do you know how she was cheated by that uncle? Because the uncle pretended to be sick and found a fake photo of the old man lying in bed to lie to her that he was his old man. She really believed it, so she If you buy so many jujubes and pile them up in the dormitory, you won’t be able to finish them.”

"But I'm not sure if she really meant the same thing as me when she asked me out for dinner. What if she just wants to thank me for the dozens of catties of jujubes I helped her share?"

"And I think she's so good, just like the beautiful girl who came out of the comics, is a little dick like me really worthy..."

Li Tang babbled for a long time alone but got no response.

Puffing out his cheeks, he looked around, and finally set Liang Suinian, who hadn't said a word since returning to the dormitory, as his target.

"Brother Liang, what do you think?"

He asked by name: "We've only met a few times, do you think Xiaotu will really fall in love with me?"

Liang Suinian was standing in front of the closet looking for clothes, frowning indifferently, ignoring him.

"Brother Liang?"

Still ignored him.

Unwilling to give up, Li Tang raised his voice several times: "Liang! Brother!"

"Huh?" Finally there was a response, Liang Suinian turned his head: "What?"

"Which girl do you want to be so focused that you didn't hear her several times?"

Li Tang muttered a few words, and repeated the question just now: "I just want to ask you, do you think Xiaotu can fall in love with me?"

"Yes." Liang Suinian blurted out without thinking.

His answer was too straightforward, which made Li Tang doubtful: "Really? Why are you so sure?"

"Because I have confidence in you."

"what?"

"Didn't you say it yourself last time, no girl can refuse you, who has achieved [-] stars solo in the season, have you forgotten?"

"..."

Why hasn't this happened yet?

Don't bring up things related to his black history, okay?

Li Tang really wanted to look up to the sky and let out a long sigh, and said sadly: "Brother Liang, this little picture is not a little painting, don't sprinkle salt on my sores anymore."

"No, I really have confidence in you."

Liang Suinian put his clothes on his arms and closed the closet door: "Come on, I'm going to take a shower first."

After speaking, without waiting for Li Tang's reply, he turned around and went into the bathroom.

Um?Why do you feel a little weird?

Li Tang looked at the direction where Liang Suinian disappeared, and his expression gradually became puzzled: "Brother Liang, what's bothering you? He's absent-minded."

"Could it be that the classroom quiz failed...?"

The sound of rhythmic typing on the keyboard stopped at some point.

Xie Jiaran heard Li Tang's broken thoughts, and also glanced at the balcony, her fingertips landed on the table, she didn't know what to think, and unconsciously knocked out a rhythmic light sound.

I don't know the reason, but from the time I went to Qiushilou to pick up people, Liang Suinian's mind seemed to be plugged into a video recorder, playing the conversation between Xie Jiaran and Wu Guangkang in a loop.

In fact, he knew very well that it was just a normal academic exchange, and there was nothing out of bounds, and it wouldn't feel weird to put it on another random person.

But now this person is Xie Jiaran.

When he thought of this, he couldn't help but keep it in his heart, couldn't help but think about it, why Xie Jiaran, who had always been unwilling to get close to anyone except him, would stand so close to the team leader who was said to be very enthusiastic close.

He won't resist it?

Dr. Michel is really so powerful, he cured his cleanliness while treating thirsty skin?

……

The lights in the dormitory had been turned off for a long time, but some people tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.

If there is no cleanliness, does it mean that his existence is no longer special to Xie Jiaran?

Doesn't it mean that he won't be needed so much anymore?

Do you also hold hands with others and hug others when you have skin thirst?

Would it be like kissing him in the hotel before, like a kitten licking... to get close to others...?

"Tsk!"

The unknown irritability is like the overgrown weeds after the rain, and the vines extending upwards grow tired thorns, which can strangle people out of breath.

Just as he was about to turn over again, there was a movement on the bed that didn't belong to him.

When Liang Suinian found out that someone had slipped into the quilt at some point, his brain immediately went blank and his body froze.

He could feel the other person's soft hair skipping his arm, all the way up and out of his head, crawling up on him very rudely, resting his elbow on his chest, looking down at him.

The light was too dim, and none of them could see each other clearly. All they could feel was each other's warm breath and their respective heartbeats hidden under their skin.

"...Of course?" Liang Suinian's voice was very soft and hoarse.

Xie Jiaran also responded lightly.

In the dormitory for four people, two of them were already sound asleep, and the remaining two tacitly controlled their volume to ensure that they would not wake them up.

"Are you feeling unwell again?" Liang Suinian asked in a low voice.

Xie Jiaran didn't speak.

His answer was to put his elbows down, rest his palms on his shoulders, and lay his entire upper body on top of him.

Liang Suinian's hand touched his waist with hesitation and tentativeness.

Xie Jiaran just kissed lightly on the side of the neck of the owner of the hand, and felt the sudden tightening of the hands as he wished.

Relying on the cover of darkness, the corners of his mouth drew a very shallow arc.

His kiss was very light, very soft, very soft, without desire.

Just like a baby animal expressing affection to someone who likes to trust.

Going up gradually, kissing his chin, his cheek, his earlobe...

Finally stopped by the ear.

There is no need to regret that the dark night covered everything, because the light touch just now was enough for him to feel the fiery temperature of the other party because of him, as well as the freezing and stiffness of the body under the utmost restraint.

As if he was afraid that he would run away, the arms around his waist were getting closer and closer, and Liang Sunian's breathing rhythm was completely out of order.

Xie Jiaran was not afraid at all.

On the contrary, he loves it.

The tighter he traps him, the more enjoyable it is for him, and the indescribable sense of security he gets.

He is almost addicted to his intimate physical contact.

So she rubbed his cheek affectionately against his, leaned against his ear, and repeated the question during the day in a cold and low voice: "Brother, do you really want me to recover?"

There was a gleam in the boy's eyes, but his voice had a lowness that didn't match his eyes, which made people think of a kitten whose fur was wet by rain.

A pair of drooping ears, drooping and wet eyes, pitiful and cute.

"If I'm cured, then I won't need you anymore."

"I don't need to hold hands with you anymore, hug you, don't kiss you anymore, sleep in the same bed with you..."

"Brother, do you really want this?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he was suddenly buckled and led to lie on his side into the inner side of the bed.

Liang Suinian closed his eyes forcefully, pressed his palms against the boy's thin back, and pressed him into his arms almost violently.

At that moment, he felt as if he had finally realized something.

The ink is thick and colorful, but it disappears in a flash, too fast to catch.

However, what is clearer than this is his current extreme mood.

Uncomfortable.

Very uncomfortable.

Extremely uncomfortable.

But... how can he not be needed anymore?