give me a hug

The lectures in the classroom were quiet and unhurried.

There are teaching plans for elective courses spread out on the desk. The old professor propped his hands on the edge of the desk. The mirrors reflected white light. Hidden behind the mirrors, a pair of eyes looked in the same direction several times. Finally, he adjusted his glasses and said helplessly: "Liang Su Nian."

When everyone looked back curiously, the old professor tapped somewhere on the cast screen: "Do you know what to choose for this question?"

The person whose name was called woke up from the fugue.

Pinching the bridge of his nose, he stood up under the attention of the whole class, and quickly read through the stems of the questions: "Choose A, the person who violated the criminal law and is currently serving his sentence."

Old Professor: "Are you sure?"

Liang Suinian nodded: "Yes, sure."

"Yes, the answer is correct, the answer is A."

The old professor made a gesture of pressing down, and joked kindly: "Sit down, great talent, pay more attention in class, and don't be distracted anymore."

Liang Suinian apologized in a low voice.

The mobile phone in the drawer lights up for a while, and the lock screen interface keeps reminding that there are new messages coming in.

Liang Suinian unlocked it and saw that Xiao Chi and Li Tang seemed to have made an appointment, and they bombarded the two WeChat groups at the same time.

He first opened the latest message from Li Tang:

Poor ghost Li Xiaotang: [I heard from Brother Liang that he posted my tragic experience on the confession wall, but do you know what I found?In our school alone, many people have been friended by this "little Tu"! 】

The hero in the school: [Everyone was cheated like you? 】

Poor ghost Li Xiaotang: 【No!They all quickly found out that "Xiao Tu" was a liar, woo woo woo woo, only I didn't!Only I was cheated! 】

Chinese hero: [Miserable. 】

Poor ghost Li Xiaotang: [Hey, no, it's not all witty!There's a girl who got scammed just like me!I bought 70 catties of jujubes and left them in the dormitory, not knowing what to do with them. 】

Poor ghost Li Xiaotang: [At the same time, Tianya is a fallen person, to tell you the truth, I feel a little comfort, hehehe! 】

The hero who learned Chinese: [Hmm... Your face is not desirable, and besides, you mean to say that girls are stupid? 】

Poor ghost Li Xiaotang: [Tsk, I'm stupid too, it's just emotion, don't over-interpret it, you bastard! (Slap me in the face!]

Poor ghost Li Xiaotang: [Anyway, I've already added that girl as a friend, and we both scolded the liar to the brim!Oh, by the way, I also promised to help her share 20 catties of jujubes. Remember to go back to the dormitory early in the afternoon to eat jujubes. 】

Chinese learning hero: […]

The hero who learned Chinese: [I...why do I feel that this routine seems familiar?Are you sure that girl is from our school?Don't fall in the same pit twice, brother? 】

Poor ghost Li Xiaotang: [I didn't! ! !The girl has already given me the dates! ! !free! ! !for free! ! !Don't wear tinted glasses! ! ! 】

Liang Suinian laughed softly, and gradually restrained himself after realizing that Li Tang and Shen Xuehao were the only ones speaking in the group.

Turn to Xiao Chi's message:

Your father Xiao: [@晗前年年梁哥 I am thinking about where to go! 】

Your father Xiao: [Let's go to Huashan again!After much deliberation, I found that Huashan is the only place that is close, delicious, fun and beautiful. 】

Chen Wenyao: [I agree, I just want to soak in hot springs haha. 】

Maomao: [Plus one, living in Brother Liang’s hotel is so comfortable, the room is beautiful, the bed is big and soft, there are scenery everywhere outside the window, and the afternoon tea tastes great/kiss/compare heart]

Your father Xiao: [What else can I say, the heroes think the same! 】

Your father Xiao: [@晗前前年梁哥 must not ask you to spend money this time, my dad gave me a huge sum of money for my birthday, and I will pay for the whole process!You let go and play! 】

Your father Xiao: [By the way, Xie Jiaran and the others also called. Remember, we are all old brothers who live in each other's ears. We just took this opportunity to get to know each other better in the dormitory. There are so many people in the dormitory. 】

Liang Suinian replied [OK].

Looking at the last message Xiao Chi sent, he tapped the table a few times with his fingertips, and his attention, which had been distracted for a while, returned to the original point.

Xie Jiaran has been spinning in his head all night and morning.

As long as you calm down, you can't help but think about him.

After he came out of the bathroom last night, both of them tacitly did not mention what happened just now. Xie Jiaran went to sleep quietly after painting for a while. He hesitated for a while, and finally fell asleep on the sofa.

But the things he reacted to him will not be forgotten as if they didn't happen just because they avoid mentioning each other.

At least he can't, I'm worried that Xie Jiaran will think he is a hooligan.

——Although this behavior is indeed quite rogue.

Gee.

How did it become like this?

It's not the first time we've stayed in a hotel together, and it's not the first time we've hugged each other like this, so why...

You can't just turn the page so vaguely.

He did not behave properly in this matter, he must give an explanation to others, don't turn around and leave a psychological shadow on others, then he is really guilty of serious crimes.

It's true that I can't think of how to explain it.

Even he himself didn't know why it suddenly happened like that, and at that time, when Xie Jiaran approached him, he seemed to really have the urge to kiss...

Depend on.

He rested his brow with the heel of his palm weakly.

Liang Suinian, are you really a potential hooligan?

After class, he sent a screenshot of Xiao Chi's words to the 305 dormitory group. After passing the message, he exited the chat box. His eyes stayed on Xie Jiaran's profile picture for a long time, and his fingertips went back and forth several times. Finally, he put down the phone.

Wait a minute.

There is always a better chance.

All the people in the classroom had left, he packed his books and stood up and turned around, but when he walked to the door, he was stopped by someone who suddenly appeared.

Yue Yue stood in front of him and looked up at him, her eyes were wide open, her eyelashes flickered violently, and her eyes were full of tension.

"Liang Suinian, are you in a hurry to go back to the dormitory?"

She clenched her hands tightly, her voice was a little low, and she was still trembling slightly.

Liang Suinian was stunned for half a second, then quickly shook his head, took a half step back to distance himself, and asked, "No hurry, what's the matter?"

Seeing his actions, Yue Yue was stunned for a moment, and she already understood the result of her trip.

The hand hanging by the side was loosened, and the corner of the mouth was pulled up. There was bitterness in the smile, but more relief.

"Did I come too suddenly?"

She laughed at herself, pretending to be relaxed: "Actually, I also know that I just wanted to talk to you on impulse, okay, I'm here too, so you can just listen and play, okay?"

"Liang Suinian, I like you, you know that, right?"

After two seconds of silence, Liang Suinian whispered, "Sorry".

really.

"Don't be sorry, this is my own business, and you are not wrong, why should you apologize?"

Yue Yue pursed her lips and smiled: "Actually, I know that there is no hope, but it has come to an end, and there must be a full stop."

"I don't need any response, I just want you to know."

"Because you will always have someone you like, and you will fall in love with the person you like. At that time, no matter how much you like, you can't say it."

"So I have to tell you before you fall in love, I like you, I like you very much, I have liked you for a long time."

She was very serious about every word: "Maybe you didn't notice, but we really went to the same high school, we are at the same level, my classroom is downstairs from your classroom, every time I go to the office on your floor, I will deliberately Go around and pass by the door of your classroom, just to see if I can meet you by chance."

"Well, it's not just me."

She lowered her head and quickly wiped the corners of her eyes, and smiled briskly: "Many girls are like me, one grade lower, or one grade higher. We went to the canteen to buy water for a little thought. It can go around a lot.”

"Whether it's high school or college, no matter where you are, as long as you are in the crowd, you are always the most conspicuous one, and you are always so easy to be liked, because you are really good, so good that no one else won't like you."

"You really don't need to be sorry, because maybe apart from liking, I should say thank you more. If it weren't for you, I guess I didn't have the perseverance to study hard in high school, and finally got into Tsinghua University. "

"I may never have the chance to meet again in the future, and I don't know what to wish for. Your grades are so good, so let's wish you a bright future in advance!"

"I hope the days to come will be safe and smooth forever."

She was amazed that she could say everything she wanted to say in one breath without having to type out a draft. Amused by her strong expressive ability, the girl smiled with red eyes.

She took a deep breath and looked up at Liang Suinian: "Okay, I've finished what I want to say, and I have no regrets."

"Thank you for wasting 5 minutes of your life listening to my nonsense. I won't waste your time. I have to go back and make preparations for the exchange students to leave. Let's go."

She turned around and stepped out of the classroom door, but stopped after walking a few steps.

Thinking of something, the girl turned around and looked at Liang Su Nian who was still standing there from a distance, with her hands behind her back, she said in a clear voice, "That's right, I've told you so much, so it's not too much to ask you a question, right?"

"There are so many people who like you, but you never fall in love. What kind of person do you like?"

This question is actually very perfunctory, saying that I don’t know or I haven’t thought about it is a reasonable answer.

In other words, this is the most sincere standard answer that Liang Suinian has always considered.

But this was a special time, when Yue Yue asked the question, there was an answer in his subconscious mind: "The eyes are beautiful."

The best time to laugh is to fall into starlight.

After speaking, he was stunned.

Yue Yue, who hadn't expected to get an answer, was also stunned.

After a while, he suddenly showed his face and smiled knowingly: "Yes, I see!"

"Although the secret love failed, I still feel that it is a very lucky and happy thing to have someone I like. Really, it is more joyful than always having a courier to open it and always having a new dress to wear."

"You guys have to be good all the time, be together!"

She waved at him: "Have I not told you my full name? My name is Lin Yue!"

"Liang Suinian, goodbye!"

The boy who unintentionally lit up my whole world at my most ignorant age, and passed by my whole youth.

Goodbye.

Liang Suinian stood where he was, watching Yueyue's back trotting away, without moving for a long time.

The daze was not only because of Lin Yue's confession.

It's more because when he was asked what kind of person he likes, what came to his mind was...Xie Jiaran's appearance.

They set off for Huashan on Friday afternoon, and the seven of them booked a small, comfortable bus.

Xie Jiaran sat in the front row by the window, and of course Liang Suinian was beside him.

Compared to other people who carried only one bag, Li Tang, who carried two bags, seemed much more cumbersome, because the extra bag slowly filled with jujubes.

"Come here, don't be too polite! This is only five catties, and there are still fifty catties waiting for us in the dormitory. Eat quickly."

Li Tang got into the car enthusiastically and started to distribute jujubes, making Xiao Chi and the others look confused, Shen Xuehao laughed and scolded him for being an idiot, saying who would bring so many dates when traveling.

A group of lively treasures gathered together, the familiarization process was smoother than the magnetic field docking, the ice-breaking link was saved, and after a few words of chatting, they began to call each other lively brothers and sisters.

Liang Suinian, the middleman, would only answer a few words with a smile when he was cueed, and mostly listened quietly at other times.

He took a bottle of water, unscrewed the cap, handed it to Xie Jiaran, and said in a low voice, "The old man in Litang, the dates he brought haven't been washed in advance, so I won't give them to you. I'll leave them here and wash them in the hotel." I'll give you another meal."

Xie Jiaran answered "Okay", took the water and looked up, Liang Suinian had already looked away, leaving only half of his profile and most of the back of his head.

As expected, it wasn't the first time after all.

After that night, there was a strange change in the aura between him and Liang Suinian, as if the layer of paper between them was suddenly poked lightly, it didn't break, but it made him take two steps back in shock.

Oh, it turns out that there is still a layer of paper here.

Xu Shi didn't find a proper solution for the time being. Although Liang Suinian looked nonchalant on the surface for the past two days, he has been avoiding making eye contact with him.

Occasionally because of Xie Jiaran's "accidental" bump into each other, I can still catch the dodge and guilty conscience that flashed past my eyes.

Xie Jiaran wanted to laugh a little.

Sipping a small sip of water to suppress the curvature of the lower lip, he took out his mobile phone to read the message from Lin Shan.

Your Shan Shan: [How do you say it? ! 】

Your Shan Shan: 【Three days!Tell me the details! ! ! 】

Your Shanshan: 【You that night! !How did you find out that he likes you too? ? 】

Your Shan Shan: [What did you do! ! 】

X,: [I didn't do anything, just intuition. 】

Your Shan Shan: 【I don't believe it!I do not believe!Something wrong must have happened!Qiuqiu satisfies the curiosity of the child, huh QAQ]

X. :【it is true. 】

Lin Shan spent three days prying him out, so she could only give up with tears in her eyes, and changed to another issue of the same concern:

Your Shan Shan: [Then what about now?He likes you but he doesn't know it himself, what are you going to do? 】

X. :【He will know. 】

Your Shanshan: [So you plan to wait patiently for him to find out? 】

Your Shan Shan: 【Don't!Although he is my male god, I have to say one more thing, how low is the love IQ of this kind of person who can't even find out that he likes the other party!Are you sure you're not waiting for something out of the ordinary? 】

Xie Jiaran was about to reply when the bus driver suddenly stepped on the brakes.

"It's raining too much. There may be falling rocks on the mountain road ahead, and the road surface is also slippery. I may not be able to go up tonight."

Xie Jiaran lifted the window curtains and looked out, and sure enough, it was raining heavily outside at some point.

"Ah? What should I do then?"

"I can only stay nearby for one night, and I will go up the mountain after the rain stops tomorrow morning."

"Is there a place to live near here?"

"Yes, take a short walk from the side road, there are some homestays over there."

The driver turned the steering wheel to turn the direction: "It's okay, you can see it when I drive past."

The car was parked on a spacious bluestone parking lot. They booked nearby homestays in the car, and then got off the car one after another.

There were not enough umbrellas, so Liang Suinian and Xie Jiaran walked last with one.

Because of the heavy rain, Liang Suinian tightly hugged Xie Jiaran's shoulders, half-protecting him in his arms, almost the entire umbrella tilted towards him.

"Come closer to me, don't get wet."

When they arrived, the homestay owner was already waiting at the door.

Hand them the keys, give them a brief reference map of the distribution of the town's infrastructure, and leave quickly.

Several boys came into the room and took a shower and changed their clothes one after another. The dinner was delivered by Liang Suinian from a nearby restaurant. After eating, it was close to ten o'clock, and the rain had lessened.

"Sleep now?" Chen Wenyao asked.

Xiao Chi and Li Tang frowned at the same time, saying in unison: "It's so early?"

Liu Maomao: "Then what do you want to do? We don't have the right number of people in the fifth row of the game, there are too many."

Shen Xuehao casually lay down on the sofa: "I can do it, sleep or find something to play to pass the time, you decide."

Xiao Chi turned his head: "How about we fight Landlords?"

Li Tang: "But there are no playing cards here."

"I'll go buy it." Liang Suinian stood up and picked up the sketch map by the way: "It says there is a supermarket nearby."

Shen Xuehao: "Brother Liang, are you going alone?"

Liang Suinian said casually, "Why, are you still worried that I will get lost and be kidnapped?"

Shen Xuehao: "Isn't it still raining, or I—"

"I'll go with you." His words were interrupted, and Xie Jiaran stood up.

The rain didn't stop, Liang Suinian originally didn't want Xie Jiaran to run this trip with him, but Xie Jiaran insisted on following to the door, he had no choice but to take him with him.

Walking down the road, fortunately, the slope is not steep and the road surface is clean, but Zhenghai is on a bend in the road, so it would be a waste of time to go around half a circle.

"You live in the ancient pear garden, right?"

The lady cashier in the supermarket kindly helped them point out a new way: "From this side, there is a bluestone path next to the curve, which can be climbed directly, without such a big detour."

"It's over there with the street light, okay, thank you."

"Small things, you're welcome."

Liang Suinian put the playing cards in the pocket of his coat, and led Xie Jiaran along the path.

It was indeed a lot closer, but after walking a little further up, they came across a place where the fence was broken, and there was a large area of ​​mud and water dripping on the road.

Liang Suinian stopped, handed the umbrella to Xie Jiaran and wanted to say something, but accidentally touched the back of his hand, and frowned: "Why is it so cold?"

Without waiting for Xie Jiaran to explain, he took off his coat and put it on his shoulders: "My fault, I forgot to remind you that the temperature on the mountain is lower than that on the mountain."

He also only wore two pieces, and when he took off his jacket, he could only wear the long-sleeved T-shirt inside. Xie Jiaran wanted to return it to him, but he held his wrist and put it on carefully.

"My body heat just dissipates, don't worry about me, just don't catch a cold."

After finishing speaking, he walked around to a step below him, and squatted down: "Come on, the road here is not easy to walk, I will carry you up."

Xie Jiaran put an umbrella on top of his head to cover him as much as possible: "No need, I can be more careful, just walk slowly."

"But no matter how careful you are, you'll get your shoes dirty." Liang Suinian turned his head: "Hey, come up quickly."

There was no movement behind him for a long time, Liang Suinian thought he was still being polite to him, and was about to speak when an arm was wrapped around his neck, and his back felt warm.

Liang Suinian couldn't help pursing his lips and smiling.

Supporting his knees, he easily stood up with his back on his back: "Hold me tight, don't fall."

Xie Jiaran held the umbrella firmly on top of the two of them, and when she heard this, she hummed obediently and tightened her arms.

In the dark and quiet night, the rain pattering on the umbrellas, the white mist rising from the ground slowly rises at a gentle speed, dimming the lights of the street lamps on both sides of the road.

Two people only one person's footsteps.

Xie Jiaran leaned on Liang Suinian's shoulder, listened carefully to the rain for a while, secretly rolled up Liang Suinian's collar with his fingertips and then let it go, repeatedly enjoying himself, thinking that his small actions would not be discovered.

The rain hit the soil and grass, and he sniffed, always feeling that the air was filled with a cool, watermelon-like fragrance.

This is his favorite night ever.

Even though he knew it shouldn't be, he silently hoped that this journey could be longer, that he could walk a little longer.

Anyway, since his sweetheart is so powerful, he won't feel tired if he walks more on his back.

"Thank you Jiaran."

Liang Suinian opened his mouth to break the silence, his clear voice seemed to melt into the night.

"Sorry about what happened that night."

In fact, he still didn't know how to explain it, but the embarrassment was relieved by the time and the environment, which just allowed him to express his apology calmly.

"Didn't scare you?"

Of course, Xie Jiaran was not frightened by the result of what he did deliberately, but was amused by Liang Suinian's words.

Pursing the corners of his lips, he said, "Brother, I'm not an ignorant teenager, I'm also an adult."

Liang Suinian understood what he meant, and laughed along with him: "That's not what I mean, I'm just afraid of causing irreversible impact on your young mind, afraid that you will think I'm a hooligan and ignore me, what should I do?"

"A hooligan who only plays tricks on one person is not a hooligan."

His murmur was too low, even Liang Suinian couldn't hear clearly when he was close to his ears: "Huh?"

"Will not."

Xie Jiaran raised his voice, and quietly changed his words: "They are all boys, I know this is normal in occasional situations, and it doesn't mean anything."

"I don't think you're a hooligan, and I won't ignore you."

"Really?" Liang Suinian's voice could hear a joyful rise.

Xie Jiaran closed his eyes and let out a "hmm", lowered the umbrella a bit, and they were caged alone in a narrow world separated by rain.

Liang Sunian's heart that had been hanging for several days finally let go, his eyes were bent, and even his footsteps showed lightness.

Recalling this period of time, I accidentally thought of something, and called Xie Jiaran in a lazy and joking tone: "Hey, of course."

Xie Jiaran didn't open his eyes, but the curvature of his mouth deepened because of the way he called him: "Huh?"

Unexpectedly, the next second, because of his words, he opened his eyes suddenly.

The expression solidified.

He said, "Say, should I really find a girlfriend?"

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