Female Forensic Doctor's Way to Resolve Wrongs

Gu Yixian didn't know how long she had been crying, until the end of crying, she even shed all her tears, she just felt sad, as if she was dehydrated, and could no longer shed tears.She curled up on the ground, with her back against the sofa, as if she was supported by an ethereal strand.

The sky outside sank, and the world inside the house fell into darkness.Gu Yixian didn't even eat dinner, and kept huddling on the ground until the phone that fell beside him suddenly lit up.

Her frozen eyeballs were stimulated by the sudden intrusion of light, and finally moved like a living person.When her eyes fell on the lit screen, she saw clearly that it was a message from Yan Gui.

The note of the letter was "Sister Yan", Gu Yixian's eyes seemed to be burned, and he quickly moved away from the screen.She took two deep breaths, moved her stiff fingers, and finally reached out slowly to get the phone.

After opening the message, Yan Gui sent a message telling her that she had finished dinner with Fan Zhui and was on her way home.

Gu Yixian subconsciously calculated the time it would take for her to arrive home, and there were still about 10 minutes left...

Can't let her come back and see herself like this!This is the first instruction that Gu Yixian's brain gave to his body, to tidy himself up before Yan Gui comes back, so that she can't see it...

Gu Yixian's spirit finally began to slowly return to its place.

She forced herself to sit up, then stood up a little bit, threw the phone on the sofa, and went to the bathroom to clean her crying face.After washing his face mechanically, and then drying it mechanically, he finally went out of the bathroom and turned on the light in the living room. Gu Yixian was doing ordinary things on the surface.

Thinking of Yan Gui, her heart began to feel uncomfortable again, throbbing with pain.Yan Gui is so innocent, she did nothing wrong, yet she got involved in this inexplicable "love triangle" without knowing it.Gu Yixian leaned against the bedroom window in pain, no wonder, when he and Yan Gui were together, Ren Youran would react like that, and even asked himself if he regarded Yan Gui as someone's substitute...

At that time, I just thought it was nonsense, but now, if I think about it after recovering my memory... Gu Yixian found painfully that he couldn't figure out whether he thought Yan Gui was Chu Yan stand-in for...

Although she had amnesia in the past, the first time she saw Yan Gui, she felt that she was familiar and kind. At that time, she attributed this wonderful feeling to fate, but now...she really can't be sure, she doesn't know herself Is it subconsciously still looking for Chu Yan's shadow...

Twenty minutes later, Yan Gui opened the door and came in. There was no one in the living room, she blinked in surprise, it was only before nine o'clock, why didn't Gu Yixian watch TV in the living room?

She changed her shoes in the hallway, searched around in the living room and kitchen, and finally opened the door and entered the bedroom. The person she was thinking of was leaning against the window looking at the night sky.

"Xianxian?" For some reason, Yan Gui felt that Gu Yixian seemed to have something on his mind.

When Gu Yixian heard her coming in, he turned his head and smiled at her: "You're back."

"Yeah." Yan Gui walked over, stretched out his hand to wrap around her waist as usual, "What are you looking at?"

The body of the person in his arms froze for a moment, but quickly returned to normal, as if the moment of stiffness was Yan Gui's illusion.

Gu Yixian moved, leaned against Yan Gui's arms, and said, "I didn't see anything, but the stars are quite bright today."

The two hugged quietly for a while, just like every day.

Afterwards, Gu Yixian said: "Go take a shower, I'm done!"

Yan Gui let go of the hand holding her, and said softly: "Okay." After finishing speaking, he instinctively leaned over to kiss her.

Gu Yixian tilted her head almost subconsciously, Yan Gui's kiss did not land on her expected lips, but because of her tilting her head, it landed near the corner of her mouth.

Yan Gui was startled, and looked at Gu Yixian in surprise.

Gu Yixian's heart tightened, and suddenly he felt guilty and didn't dare to look at her. Instead, he looked away and said, "I wanted to kiss you just now, but you happened to come over and missed it."

is that so?But your head tilt doesn't seem like you want to kiss me, but rather like you're avoiding me.

Yan Gui took a deep look at Gu Yixian, saw the embarrassment and anxiety deep in her eyes, and did not expose her.

"Then I'll take a shower first."

"Ah."

Gu Yixian snorted softly, then took Yan Gui's hand, raised his head to her lips, and kissed her lightly.

Yan Gui immediately rolled his eyes with a smile, squeezed her fingers, and turned to get the bath towel and pajamas.

Gu Yixian looked at her back, her heart and eyes were filled with guilt, which made her breathless.She clearly felt that at this moment, she loved Yangui, very much!Because of love, when I just saw her feeling astonished and disappointed because I avoided her kiss, my heart would also hurt!

Such an innocent Yangui, Yangui whom she loves so much, how could she have the heart to hurt her?

Gu Yixian sat on the bed slumped, raised his hand to cover his face, it's too bad!She only felt that she was bad, but she couldn't tell where she was bad.Is empathy bad?Or is it worse now that a heart has been split in half by two people?

When Yan Gui came back from taking a bath, Gu Yixian had already laid down in the bed. She seemed a little tired today. When Yan Gui just came back, she noticed that she was abnormal, but since she tried her best to cover it up, then Yan Gui would not To expose her.

After getting ready for bed, Yan Gui turned off the lights at home and got under the covers.It's actually only ten o'clock now, and it's not time to go to bed every day.

Lying on the bed, Gu Yixian didn't roll into her arms as usual, Yan Gui turned his head to look at the back of her head, feeling even more strange in his heart.

"Xianxian, are you asleep?" Yan Gui asked after hesitating for a while.

Gu Yixian was silent for a moment, finally moved, turned to face her, opened his eyes, and said, "No."

Yan Gui groped over, held her hand, and asked with concern: "I always feel like you have something on your mind today, what's wrong?"

They were all together in the morning, Yan Gui went to meet Fan Zhui in the afternoon, and had dinner with Fan Zhui in the evening, Gu Yixian became a little strange when he came back, could it be that something happened in the afternoon and night?

Gu Yixian opened his mouth to say it's okay, but seeing Yan Gui's worried and anxious expression, he couldn't bear to lie and lie to her.But she herself is a mess now, and she doesn't know what to do if she doesn't lie to her.

"I don't know how to say it..." Gu Yixian looked a little distressed.

Yan Gui's heart tightened, he raised his arms around her waist, and hugged her comfortingly, in a supportive and reassuring hug.Her embrace still had a strange soothing effect on Gu Yixian, and Gu Yixian's restless heart really calmed down a lot, so he let her hold her, and no longer subconsciously wanted to break free like before.

Gu Yixian once again confirmed in his heart that he loves Yangui very much.

"If you don't know what to say now, then tell me after you think it over." Yan Gui patted her on the back softly while comforting her.

"Don't worry, we have a lifetime!"

Forever... These three words are really beautiful.Gu Yixian buried her face in Yan Gui's arms, but couldn't help remembering that Chu Yan once said these three words to herself. When she proposed to herself, she said that they would be together for a lifetime, forever. Not separated.

Suddenly grabbing the hem of Yan Gui's pajamas, Gu Yixian tightly closed his eyes in her arms, desperately trying to drive away those inappropriate images in his mind!She doesn't want to think about Chu Yan at this time, she doesn't want to be in Yan Gui's arms but keep thinking about Chu Yan, it makes her feel that she is too bad!

"Yan Gui." She mumbled in Yan Gui's arms.

"Ok?"

"I want to sleep." In addition to being bored, there was also a hint of coquettishness.

Yan Gui's eyes suddenly became softer, he stroked her back, and said, "Okay, then let's sleep, I will hold you."

Gu Yixian hugged Yan Gui tightly, and the familiar atmosphere enveloped her, allowing her to calm down, get rid of all distracting thoughts in her heart, and immerse herself in the world of only her and Yan Gui.

At six o'clock in the morning, the biological clock made Gu Yixian wake up naturally. She sat on the bed and lay her hair in a daze for a while. To her surprise last night, she didn't dream or sleep well. The sense of peace in Yan Gui's arms made her fall asleep. In the morning, it's time to wake up and do morning exercises.

She looked down at her lover who was still sleeping under the quilt, her eyes were soft and soft, and she leaned over like every morning, hugged the big rice dumpling huddled in the quilt, and kissed her through the quilt.Then he got up and picked up his phone, took a photo of the rice dumpling on the bed, and sent it to Ren Youran casually.

Ren Youran also got up for morning exercises, so she got back very quickly.

[?Woke up early in the morning and you abused the dog again?Oh, it's a pity that I'm not single now! 】

Gu Yixian raised her eyebrows, and typed for her: [If you have the ability, you can also take pictures of your girlfriend and show me. 】

Ren Youran: [Thank you for the invitation!She has an announcement today, and she is already up and ready to go out! 】

Since the bombing of the crew, Xia Zhiqing has temporarily stopped the show at hand, but this has not had a big impact on her personal work. The announcement that she has already accepted should be done, and because the schedule has been vacated for a while , so her agent accepted a reality show variety show for her to go on satellite TV to brush her face. This variety show was filmed in Binhe, and it was very convenient that she didn't need to change places.

Gu Yixian smiled, threw the phone aside, went to wash and change clothes, and then went out for morning exercises.

The day went on as usual, no different from usual. In the morning, the team held a small meeting to give an all-round explanation of the current investigation direction and progress, and then each of them performed their duties.

In the afternoon, Gu Yixian went out alone, without telling anyone, including Yan Gui and Ren Youran, who were busy investigating the bombing, if she left for more than two hours, they should not be found .

In order not to arouse Yan Gui's idea, Gu Yixian did not drive the Cherokee at home, but went out on a motorcycle, and the destination was the Third City Hospital.

The Third City Hospital is a well-known place in the country for the treatment of mental illness.Gu Yixian deliberately avoided the public security affiliated hospital where his colleagues might find out.After arriving, she quickly registered herself, and then went directly to the corresponding department.

There are not many people in the outpatient department of the Third City Hospital. Gu Yixian went to the clinical psychology department, where he met Deng Zhengchu, a well-known clinical psychologist in the country.

Deng Zhengchu is almost seventy years old this year, but he is still a veteran expert in clinical psychological healing in China.

Gu Yixian entered the expert clinic and sat in front of Deng Zhengchu. The old man sized her up and said with an amiable smile: "The girl is so beautiful, she is very kind."

Gu Yixian didn't take it seriously, she only thought that psychologists should have a good relationship with patients, so she also smiled at Deng Zhengchu.

Deng Zhengchu didn't just say it casually, he really felt that Gu Yixian looked familiar, as if he used to be his patient, and maybe a special patient who had been out for a doctor, he didn't remember exactly what it was.

"The girl came to see me today, what's the matter?"

Gu Yixian pursed her lips, she knew the truth that one should not shy away from medical treatment, since she took the initiative to seek help from the doctor, there was no need to hold back.So he told Deng Zhengchu carefully what he had suffered from selective amnesia and suddenly remembered.

Deng Zhengchu opened his eyes slightly after hearing this. Selective amnesia is not a common disease, especially it is very rare for her to forget a person and a relationship precisely after experiencing a major stimulus like her.So after she finished telling her story, Deng Zhengchu suddenly remembered who she was.

That young criminal police girl, Deng Zhengchu was invited by the Provincial Public Security Department two and a half years ago to go to the Affiliated Hospital of the Public Security Bureau for consultation, to see a girl who had suffered a huge mental and psychological trauma.

Deng Zhengchu took a deep look at the girl in front of him. He didn't remember the girl's name, and he didn't intend to tell her that he had seen him before, but he was only conducting further consultation on the question she raised this time.

"Since your memory has recovered, what troubles do you have?"

Gu Yixian pondered for a moment, smiled wryly, and said, "Recovering my memory has become my trouble..." So she also told Deng Zhengchu about her relationship with Chu Yan and Yan Gui.

Deng Zhengchu looked at her and said, "So you feel that you are in love with two people at the same time?"

Gu Yixian frowned subconsciously, and instinctively wanted to refute, but he didn't know what to say when the words came to his lips.

"Then let me ask more carefully. Do you love your current partner?"

Thinking of Yan Gui, Gu Yixian nods without hesitation, "Love."

Seeing that she was so sure, Deng Zhengchu was a little surprised, he thought the girl had to struggle a bit.

"What about the one before that?"

Looking back on this, Yixian is entangled. To be honest, she has been avoiding this question. She has never thought about whether her previous feelings will come back together when she thinks of Chu Yan.The only thing she can be sure of is that when facing Yan Gui, her heart is always throbbing for her.

Deng Zhengchu said: "Looking at you like this, you seem to have a choice in your heart, so where is your problem?"

Gu Yixian grabbed the hem of the T-shirt and said hesitantly, "I don't know if this is right..."

"What's right or wrong?"

"It's just... I feel that I am so empathetic... Besides, I have not completely let go of the past. I have to admit that the past still occupies my heart... I feel that I am so bad, especially It sucks. It makes me unable to face my current lover normally..."

She was trapped in guilt and self-blame for Chu Yan and Yan Gui, and got into a corner that outsiders could not understand.

Deng Zhengchu understood her crux of the problem, and he also knew that there was nothing he, a psychiatrist, could do in this situation.Because she didn't have a nervous breakdown because of the sudden memory recovery, she just had a psychological stress reaction, which can only be overcome by herself.

"Let me make a suggestion." Deng Zhengchu leaned on the chair and looked at her kindly: "You have to try to let go of all the past. I know that those memories have just been restored, which will make you pay special attention, but after this period of stress After a while, I hope you can calmly try to put them down. People have to look forward in life, so that they and the people around them can live a better and more comfortable life."

This time when I came to the Third City Hospital, I didn't make much progress, but Deng Zhengchu had already given the most pertinent advice, and Gu Yixian also knew clearly that she was in a dead end, and she really needed to let go of the past.

Taking a deep breath, Gu Yixian was about to go back to the city bureau. Just as she got on the locomotive, her cell phone rang suddenly. She received a text message from an unfamiliar number, and the content of the text message was only two words—【Hello. 】

Gu Yixian ignored it and treated it as a spam message.

It's just that before she had time to put her phone away, the text message came again.

[Officer Gu? 】

Gu Yixian frowned, who would send her a message?And it's an unknown number.Her mind was spinning quickly, filtering through a lot of possible options, but she couldn't come up with a precise answer in the end.

While she was staring at the text message in a daze, the man sent it again.

【Want to know about Chu Yan? 】

Gu Yixian's pupils suddenly dilated, and he stared at the phone screen, repeatedly confirming that he was not dazzled.

The look on her brows changed from shock at the beginning to gloomy coldness. The intention of the person on the other end of sending text messages is unclear, but there are not many people in this world who still remember Chu Yan and know how to use Chu Yan to lure her into a bait. It's not hard to guess who it is.

【What do you want to say? ] Gu Yixian finally replied to the message.

The man replied quickly: [Come out and meet me, I'll tell you what you want to know face to face.You only have this one chance, after this one, you will never have the chance to know about Chu Yan's past again.Come on, I'm waiting for you. 】

This text message was followed by another one.

【Forward right】

Gu Yixian looked up subconsciously, a black Maybach was parked there, the rear window was slowly lowered, a man's hand stretched out from the window and gestured for Gu Yixian to follow.

After that, the window was raised again, the car started, and drove away from the hospital.

Gu Yixian frowned slightly, only hesitated for a moment, then quickly put on the helmet and started the car to keep up with the Maybach.

The author has something to say: Come on, pretentious!

PS: There is no second watch~