Dazai said he wanted to marry me after amnesia

Hearing this sentence, Kotoko Iwanaga recalled what "dreams" he had said in front of Osamu Dazai.

Including but not limited to: doing the Titanic pose with your boyfriend, sharing a color-changing mug in the Secret Treasure Hall with your boyfriend.Now another one sees him lying in bed.

...that's quite a lot.

But,? Dream innocent!

"Mr. Dazai, is it an excuse to have a mission?"

Iwanaga Kotoko showed a confident smile.

"The Port Mafia/Hand/Party is now the time to recharge their batteries,? They won't cause trouble easily. And just sent away the investigation team, Mr. Sen will let you rest for a few days no matter what... No,? It should be you who will Request. My reasoning is correct!"

Osamu Dazai tilted his head slightly, his hair messily covering his face.

"What reasoning, you just let the monster find out about my information."

He didn't resist, and his attitude was nonchalant.

Like the ice floe in early spring, it looks thin, but it won't melt away.

"Mr. Dazai,? I heard You Taijun said that he fought with Mr. Xia You."

"He kissed Lixiang at that time,? Then Lixiang released his full power!"

Crazy hints.

"Li Xiang is You Taijun's childhood sweetheart. They have been engaged since they were young, and they have an engagement ring."

Hint again.

When will she get engaged to Mr. Dazai!

I don't know which sentence she said touched Dazai Osamu's nerves, the corner of the boy's mouth twitched, and a cold light flashed in his eyes.

Kotoko Iwanaga felt dizzy for a while, and when she came back to her senses, she found that she and Osamu Dazai were upside down.

The boy leaned on her body, kept a distance from her and did not touch her, his condescending gaze was just like when they first met.

The tables turned.

It is not accurate to say that it is like when we first met.

They have known each other for some time, and they have experienced things big and small together.

What she wants to do, her purpose, to maintain order, to help monsters, Kotoko Iwanaga never hides from Osamu Dazai.

Concealment will lead to suspicion, especially for Dazai Osamu, who has insight into human nature and is overly sensitive.

Dazai knew this too.

Therefore,? His interrogation moves, such as tearing off the protective shell and the skin layer by layer, grasping the weakness of the heart and giving the most vicious blow, are useless to Yan Yongqinzi.

He looked down at the person below him, his eyes were as dark as night, as if all emotions had been forcibly removed.

In this seemingly charming atmosphere, Iwanaga Kotoko waited calmly without saying a word.

She predicted that a storm was brewing, enough to affect their future emotional trend.

"What is your purpose, Miss Qinzi?"

Dazai said slowly.

"Want to fall in love? There are a lot of good-looking people on campus and in society. As long as you let me know, maybe they will come to back you up."

"Want to find someone who can help you maintain order? That would be easier. There are so many power users with high strength and no brains, no matter who you can find?"

"Why keep pestering me, an unknown black/hand/party member."

"Or, it's not enough to just maintain order and do charity. I want to challenge a higher level of difficulty, and I want to use love to bring the misguided boy who fell into the mafia back to the right path?"

"ridiculous."

He sneered, the sharpness and sarcasm in his tone almost overflowing.

"I'm really sorry, I'm a person who is hated by the righteous way."

Iwanaga Kotoko stared at him quietly.

This attitude seemed to irritate Osamu Dazai a little, his speech speed was slightly accelerated, and his irritability and impatience surged in it.

"I rejected you, and said that you admitted the wrong person, but your attitude has not changed. Didn't you say that if you don't respond, you will give up or change your target? You should do so quickly."

"It's boring to continue, what do you think, Qinzi?"

Osamu Dazai straightened up, tore off the tie with one hand, threw it aside casually, and unbuttoned a few shirt buttons.

"I can do it with you, don't pester me after you fulfill your wish."

He is serious.

"How about going to someone else in the future, such as the person who gave you the ring, huh?"

"..."

Yan Yongqinzi's eyes moved.

Displeased with her attitude, Osamu Dazai leaned over.

The collar of his shirt was open, and he could see the collarbone looming under the bandage.

"Aren't you very good at talking?" He smiled, "Speak, Qinzi."

Hurry up—

Let that sword of Damocles come down.

Osamu Dazai was eagerly looking forward to a torture.

He seems to be more ruthless than anyone else, he can play game consoles calmly on the battlefield where life is constantly passing away, he can make a list full of blood and darkness for the development of the port gang/hand/party, and he can also face the pursuit of Kotoko Iwanaga. Impressed.

But in fact, in this relationship, it is him, Osamu Dazai, who is involved in the restless and disturbed mind.

Feelings are mutual.

Qinzi saw his heart, comforted him, and worked together to maintain order, bringing him a little closer to the world.

He felt that he was no longer so lonely in the world, and gradually got used to Qinzi being in close contact with him, and he took it for granted.

Even inevitable dependence, admiration, and monopoly desire.

It's like drinking, it's addictive.He can't control himself.

What a dreadful thing!

Everything worth pursuing is doomed to be lost from the moment you get it.

If he gets it, does it mean that the countdown to losing will begin.

Of course Yan Yong Qinzi is worth it, but she is never under his control.

Maybe because of her divinity, he couldn't see her completely.

That's where things get even scarier.

Uneasy, scared, powerless.

These emotions grow secretly and continue to amplify.

Mori Ogai is right, Osamu Dazai is only 16 years old now, and he is still unable to do things with ease like an adult, hiding everything under a cynical appearance.

He would lose control from time to time, and the black mud in his heart would emerge, turning into a hysterical monster with teeth and claws, hurting those around him.

Osamu Dazai couldn't figure out why Kotoko Iwanaga liked him.

He desperately needed something from her.

— definite proof.

—or, a death sentence.

His panic comes from his heartbeat, and sharp words are the last line of defense to protect his fragile heart.

Especially, he is like this, Yan Yong Qinzi still has a calm expression like a god.

Too much.

Dazai thought.

……

Iwanaga Kotoko was indeed not angry.

Although she often loses her temper, those are superficial and fleeting, and she has never had real mood swings.The identity of the God of Wisdom requires her not to be impulsive about major events.

only……

She sighed inwardly.

The uneasiness and doubts in Mr. Dazai's heart were heavier than she imagined.

Under Dazai Osamu's cold and gloomy gaze, Iwanaga Kotoko made an incredible move.She reached out and buttoned his shirt back.

"There's no need to force yourself, Dazai-san."

"If I really just want to enjoy the desire of the body, I promised you as early as the container."

Then, she took off the ring on her finger and put it aside.

"It's just an accessory, nothing else. I won't be wearing it again."

Apologize to Chief Dazai.

If you don't do this, you won't be able to coax your past!

"..."

Dazai opened his mouth, wanted to say something, then closed it again, his lips were tightly pressed, and the corners of his mouth were pressed down stubbornly.

Yan Yong Qinzi looked into his eyes and said seriously.

"I'm not going to give up, and I'm not going to fall in love with someone else. That will never change."

"Mr. Dazai doesn't need to respond to me, but he doesn't need to test me again and again."

She paused word by word: "No need."

After a while.

Sensing that Osamu Dazai's attitude had softened, Kotoko Iwanaga put on an expression of grievance and weakness.

"I've said it so many times, and confessed it in front of the people of the whole country. Does Mr. Dazai still have doubts?"

"How can this be so sad."

"Mr. Dazai may not agree, but he cannot question my feelings."

Blinking his eyes, he was so wronged that he was about to cry.

Osamu Dazai was helpless, and was a little panicked when he saw her, but he couldn't adjust his emotions that were out of control before.

This caused his expression to become very complicated, and he simply buried his head on the side of her neck to prevent her from seeing it.

The fluffy curly hair made Yan Yongqinzi's neck and cheeks a little itchy.

She heard an inaudible sigh.

"……Why."

why?

Because although Mr. Dazai was hurt by the world, he is still trying to find a way to reconcile with the world.

Because although Mr. Dazai indulges himself in the darkness, he will still help her when she maintains order.

A good boy like a god.

Isn't that enough.

These - enough to make the gods take pity on them.

Of course, now she is not a god, just an ordinary girl who pursues the person she likes.

"Mr. Dazai."

At that moment, Iwanaga Kotoko suddenly blessed his soul.Although she was still not sure, she said it in a firm tone.

"—To put it bluntly, you are just jealous."

Or the kind of sudden explosion.

Dazai didn't speak.

Seeing hope, of course Kotoko Iwanaga will not let him go easily.

"Mr. Dazai?"

"Tai-zai-mister-student-"

Yan Yong Kotoko reached out to pull his hair.

"Isn't it, isn't it?!"

Maybe because she couldn't stand it anymore, Osamu Dazai straightened up, pinched both sides of her cheek with his thumb and index finger, and seemed to change the subject forcefully.

"Which room did you hide Verlaine?"

"'I will never do the things that are hidden in the golden house', huh? How many times is this?"

……ah?ah!

Kotoko Iwanaga's eyes drifted away, looking at the curtain above her head, and at the doll by the bed, but she didn't meet Osamu Dazai's eyes.

"What are you talking about, what Verlaine, isn't he already dead, haha, ahaha."

In the eyes of Osamu Dazai, this is tantamount to admitting in disguise.

Of course, Kotoko Iwanaga can pretend to be perfect and fight against Osamu Dazai, but it's not necessary.

One is that Verlaine, who has lost most of his strength, is of little value in the eyes of the port gang/hand/party. In addition, Hong Kong/Black is now seriously weakened and cannot afford the price needed to confront the Yan Yong Group head-on.

Of course, Mori Ogai can also disclose the news to the European government, but in this way, the port mafia/hand/party is suspected of covering up accomplices.She can make the fake become real.

After thinking about it, Mr. Mori's best solution would be to pretend not to know.

The second is that she believes that Mr. Dazai is on her side and will not speak out.

Mr. Dazai was not that loyal to Mori Ogai either.

So admitting it is equivalent to telling Mr. Dazai in a disguised form that she believes in him.

Speaking of which, the 【Book】has never been found...

"Mr. Dazai, you don't want to be the leader of the black/hand/party, do you?"

Yan Yongqinzi asked seemingly unintentionally.

"will not."

Generally speaking.

"Why would I do such a thing? It's very troublesome when you think about it," the boy said in a soft and lazy tone. "Only Mr. Mori would rush to take on such troublesome things."

Although one of Mr. Mori's goals is to end the bloody storm caused by the previous generations.

It seems that Mr. Dazai has not changed his mind now.

Iwanaga Kotoko was a little relieved.

Her fingertips caressed the collar of Osamu Dazai's shirt, revealing a section of white bandage above. When she spoke, she could feel the vibration of her Adam's apple below.

"What I wanted to say before was interrupted."

"—Mr. Dazai's body is very good-looking, very good-looking!"

A trace of unnaturalness quickly crossed Dazai Osamu's face.Maybe it was because he had kept this position for too long, just as he was about to get up, Kotoko Yan Yong grabbed his collar as expected, with a triumphant smile on his face.

"It's all here, do you think you can still escape?"

She undid the buttons she had fastened before.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

While explaining, Iwanaga Kotoko was still muttering dissatisfiedly.

"I've been saying it all the time, Mr. Dazai didn't tell me, do you miss me?"

"How cunning."

"Too cunning Mr. Dazai," slowly stretching his hands behind him, forming a more intimate gesture around his neck.Kotoko Iwanaga's purple eyes are bright and sweet, making people unable to look away.

"As the price for your cunning, promise to have a relationship with me on the premise of marriage?"

She closed her eyes, pulled down Dazai's neck, raised her head slightly, and wanted to kiss his cheek.

Very strange.

Mr. Dazai didn't speak or struggle, his breathing was steady, as if he was quietly waiting for her.

"Yan Yong--"

At this moment, the door was suddenly opened.

Seeing this scene, the handsome young man was taken aback for a moment, and then his face turned red.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to!"

Yigu Youta immediately closed the door.

Iwanaga Kotoko sighed.

Forget it.

She looked at Osamu Dazai again, intending not to let him go without giving an explanation.

"If you don't agree, I won't even be able to kiss Dazai-san."

"...Didn't you already kiss me?"

"That time doesn't count."

Yan Yong Qinzi asked again, but this time he backed down a bit and didn't mention marriage.There was anticipation in the coquettish tone.

"Are you dating me?"

Osamu Dazai breathed slowly.

A few seconds seemed solemn and long to him, as if the few courage accumulated in the previous 16 years had been exhausted.

"……Um."

"Hey, it's fine if you don't agree, anyway... what?!"

Kotoko Iwanaga's eyes widened, her face full of disbelief, even more surprised than when Chief Dazai said to go to the hotel.

—what did she hear? !

The emotion rushing in those purple pupils was too hot, it was a bit unbearable for Osamu Dazai.His eyes flickered, but he didn't get up.

Based on his understanding of Qinzi, this guy will definitely pounce on him and continue to do what he just did.

However, what he imagined did not happen.

Relying on his petite stature, Yan Yong Qinzi got out from under him with a golden cicada shedding its shell!

Running to the next door, running around to tell each other, the joy in the tone almost broke through the building!

"Shelley! Dazai-san promised me!!! Shelley—"

When a girl falls in love, the first thing to do is of course tell her good sister!

Dazai Osamu who was left alone in the room: "..."

Eh, don't you want to kiss again...