Dazai said he wanted to marry me after amnesia

At that moment, two questions flashed through Yan Yongqinzi's mind.

First of all, it's not an antidote, so what did she give Mr. Dazai just now?

Second, it's not a cure,? It works...

well.

With you,? Osamu Dazai, play her again.

Can't escape her questioning,? In this way?

Fortunately, she had sincerely repented just now.

Seeing her unkind expression, the monsters thought she couldn't speak yet, and continued to write on the whiteboard with trepidation.

[It is the essence of mermaid meat balls. 】

【Beauty and beauty,? Physical fitness,? Eternal youth for 100 years! 】

Yan Yongqinzi was expressionless, took a pen and wrote it down.

【speak English. 】

She knows the efficacy of mermaid meat.

Generally speaking, it means immortality.

But the times are progressing, and so are monsters.Nowadays, depending on the production method and eating method of mermaid meat, there are also differences in "immortality".

For example,? If only a little bit of mermaid essence is added to a pill,? Most of it will be beneficial herbs.Then if you take this pill, the effect may be that you will not grow old within three years, and the injury will heal instantly within ten years... and so on.

It is not as rude as directly "immortality".

After all, immortality is not such a good thing.

Mermaid meat is actually highly poisonous.

Ordinary people eat it, not to mention immortality, they are lucky not to die on the spot.Even if he didn't die on the spot, he would die within two or three months.

Out of a hundred people, maybe only one person can adapt.

Under the greedy hunting, the mermaid tribe is almost extinct, and it has only been eased in the last few hundred years.

Mermaids began to find another way.

They found a business opportunity to detoxify the meat and reduce efficacy.All kinds of mermaid balls made have become popular items in the monster market.

... far away.

Now she needs to know what effect Mr. Dazai ate just now.

Under her stern gaze, the wood spirits wrote down.

[You can keep this person alive for four years! 】

They fell to their knees collectively, holding up the whiteboard, their eyes wide open and teary.

My lord princess, we were wrong, we were really wrong!

Who told it to look so similar to the antidote? I didn't notice it for a while...

Please punish the princess! ! !

The wood spirits are so sincere, it's hard for Yan Yong Qinzi to say anything.

I feel a little relieved that the effect is only four years, which is not bad, unlike Kuro-senpai... eh?

The name flies by like a paper airplane.

In the blink of an eye, it's gone.

Who is coming?

Yan Yong Qinzi patted his forehead.

The monsters worried: "My lord princess?"

She shook her head: "Nothing."

The topic returned to Mr. Dazai.

If the effect is immortality, that is to say...

During these four years, if Mr. Dazai enters the water, he will be fine even if he soaks for ten and a half months.If you are shot, the bullet will fly out by itself, and the flesh will heal.If you cut your wrist, the blood will flow back by itself.

Even if you jump off a building, the torn corpse can still be put back together for you!

But the pain is real.

However, although……

I really want to say something well done.

In this way, you don't have to worry about Mr. Dazai succeeding in killing you!

Although it might not be fair to Dazai-san, she didn't mean it either.

Who asked Mr. Dazai to play her, otherwise he wouldn't eat her by mistake.

You said, is it self-inflicted?

There is no way to take the wrong medicine, monsters are relatively stupid.

Although Mr. Dazai will definitely be able to deduce it once he finds something wrong, but he can't let him know in advance, eh!

The thoughts are sorted out.

Iwanaga Kotoko lowered her head and looked at someone lying on her lap pretending to be asleep.

Did you sleep comfortably?

good very good.

Then let us compare and see who can play better than whom.

"Mr. Dazai, why are you still awake..."

She put on a worried tone, stretched out her hand and pinched the tip of Osamu Dazai's nose.

Someone still had his eyes closed, his eyelashes were thick and long, and he didn't even move.

It seems that Mr. Dazai is going to play it to the end in one breath.

Iwanaga Kotoko smiled.

She put Osamu Dazai's head on the ground and moved her legs away.

Then moved to Osamu Dazai's side, and began to—

Strip pants.

Don't get me wrong, she is usually the most talkative, and she won't really take advantage of others.

But now, she is angry!

While taking off his pants, he sang.

"Since Mr. Dazai is still awake and there is no one here, let's just do what I love."

"Why is he always dissatisfied with me?"

"Anyway, when the pants are lifted at the end, Mr. Dazai won't know what happened in the middle."

"Finally... can I finally touch Mr. Dazai's body!"

Still a little excited.

See how long you can hold it.

She pulled up Osamu Dazai's suit and shirt hem, exposing the waistband of his trousers.The black belt looks expensive at first glance.

Her fingers deftly undid the belt, and when she was about to pull down the pants chain, her hand was held by a bandaged hand.

……Ah.

Can't put it on anymore?

Dazai Osamu's expressionless face exuded wisps of black air, and only by looking carefully could one see a trace of unease.

"……What do you want to do?"

"Do nothing."

Yan Yong Qinzi withdrew her hand, her face was obedient, as if the person who was about to take off her pants just now was not her.

The advantage of smart people is that they can understand what the other person is thinking just by meeting their eyes without talking.

--What do you want to do.

——Aren’t you playing me?

——You have already discovered that I am acting.

——You also know that I have already discovered that you are acting.

Seeing Osamu Dazai's elbows resting on the ground and intending to get up, Kotoko Iwamanga swooped on him like a cat.

Human mat!

Caught off guard by a strong impact, Osamu Dazai's back and the back of his head hit the ground again: "..."

"Mr. Dazai is awake, are you all right, is there any discomfort?"

"...you get up."

"I do not want."

It may be because one of them pretended to be poisoned, and the other was fed the wrong medicine. At this time, they were a little delicate in their hearts, so they skipped what happened just now.

Kotoko Iwanaga lay on top of Osamu Dazai.

She has a petite body, even if she hasn't fully grown, it is more than enough to be a human body cushion, but it is a bit hard.

She rested her elbows on Dazai's chest, her hands resting on her cheeks.

"If it's okay, let's continue talking about the topic just now."

She must know the answer today.

"Speaking of which, if Mr. Mori and Mr. Nakaya fell into the water at the same time, who would you save first?"

"..."

Osamu Dazai's empty, or rather "intelligent" eyes moved slightly.

He said slowly: "Is there such a good thing?"

"Mr. Dazai!"

Iwanaga Kotoko was so angry that she pinched his face hard.

What's with this happy tone!

She found out that ever since Mr. Dazai found out that murderous intent couldn't scare her away, and cold words didn't work, he began to put her aside.

Although, it's probably also because he doesn't know how to respond.

For example, now, Mr. Dazai is in a state of letting go and letting her rub, anyway, she will stop when she has had enough trouble.

Really cunning.

Rubbing the young boy's fair and tender face flushed as if venting, Iwanaga Kotoko stretched out his hand and tore off the bandage that covered half of his face.

Seeing her masterpiece, she burst out laughing.

Who would have imagined that the black ghost who was feared by her subordinates and frightened the enemy would look like this in front of her.

Although thinking about it carefully, she was forced to do this, ahem.

Feeling ups and downs all night, after feeling relieved, Kotoko Iwanaga yawned, folded her hands, and lay down on Dazai Osamu's chest.

"Sleepy."

"Go to sleep and go to sleep."

Dazai Osamu's voice came from above his head.

"No..." She responded softly, "Let me squint for a while... Otherwise, I won't even have the strength to walk out..."

"You're too unsuspecting," Osamu Dazai's voice was unclear, "Aren't you worried that I'll take the opportunity to attack you?"

"Then remember to be gentle, it's my first time."

Dazai Osamu: "..."

The strike he said was not the strike!

Of course Yan Yong Qin Zi understood.

However, she knew Mr. Dazai would not do anything to her.

Because, from an emotional point of view, although Mr. Dazai did not agree to her pursuit, his attitude towards her has long since broken away from the category of strangers and has become a fetter.Rationally speaking, Mr. Dazai also knew that her monsters were all around her, so it would be unwise to do anything.

after awhile.

As if sensing something, Iwanaga Kotoko opened her eyes and propped her head up.

There were no outsiders around, and there was no need to do anything for the time being, the black-haired boy was in a state of emptiness.

It looks like a doll whose inside has been hollowed out, leaving only a beautiful skin like a walking dead.

What his eyes stare at is also a distant void that ordinary people cannot touch.

The research institute is located underground. After the personnel evacuated, only the sound of the exhaust device running was left, which made it extremely quiet, even to the point of creeping.

Even if she is alone, she will not be afraid.

But with Mr. Dazai, there is a sense of peace of mind that settles down.

"Mr. Dazai, do you want to work in saving lives?"

Although the question was thoughtless, she believed that Mr. Dazai could understand.

The pair of kite pupils moved and looked at her.

"Just, how did Mr. Dazai feel after going through this incident?"

She asked earnestly, "Do you feel that saving people feels better?"

In order to lie down more comfortably, Osamu Dazai folded his hands behind his head.

He bent up with one leg, didn't know what happened to him, stiffened, and then put it back.

"Miss Iwanaga is going to poach corners?"

She heard a hint of superficial ridicule in Osamu Dazai's words.

"You want me to be a good person?"

"certainly not."

Iwanaga Kotoko muttered.

"I'm not a good person either. I don't care what punishment the bad guys will receive. I don't care whether they reform their ways or be tortured to death."

"I just need to make sure that the bad guys are punished enough and order is maintained. That's enough. There will be no more children being caught for experiments in the future."

She paused, saw Osamu Dazai listening quietly, and continued.

"I think, for Mr. Dazai, it's almost the same whether it's on the side of killing or saving people... If killing makes you find no meaning in existence, why don't you try to save people."

Saying that, she shook her head again.

"But I feel that it's not right to say such things to Mr. Dazai, it's very wrong... It's like putting a shackle on Mr. Dazai."

For most people, doing good deeds does make them feel better.

Such as helping orphans, guarding cities, and saving the world.

But for Mr. Dazai, once he agrees to do good deeds, it will be an extremely heavy burden on his shoulders.

Dazai-san could have avoided doing those things.

He can be free and unrestrained, free to go to death again and again, and then live to death, looking for the meaning of living.

He could not have had so much on his shoulders.

Comparable to bondage, but worse than bondage.

Moreover, saving people will suffer more than killing people.

Killing people can be unscrupulous, but saving lives can be restrained.

What's so good about being a hero?

Mr. Dazai will probably be racking his brains for this, without sleep.

Worrying about helping and raising orphans, fighting with his life time and time again to protect the city, enduring physical pain, and perhaps not being fully trusted by his companions due to personality flaws.

Coupled with self-destructive tendencies, in the end, you may sacrifice yourself for the world.

too tired.

That's too tiring!

He is obviously so afraid of pain.

But, but...

Kotoko Iwanaga couldn't help howling, and smashed his head back in discouragement, hitting Osamu Dazai with a muffled groan.

"What should I do with you, Dazai-san!!!"

Dazai Osamu couldn't see his expression, but he could hear a strange breathing sound.

It seemed that he was angry and a little funny. He couldn't do anything about her, and he had a lot of feelings and complicated emotions.

Forget it, she still didn't say anything.

After Mr. Dazai struggled in the muddy world, let's make a choice according to his heart.

She would always be by his side anyway.

"Speaking of which, Mr. Dazai has already expected what happened today, right?"

As early as when the hospital was attacked, Mr. Dazai had reminded her.

——[Have you not discovered the danger lurking around you? 】

It was her bodyguard that Mr. Dazai was looking at at that time.

Osamu Dazai flatly denied: "I don't remember."

"How awkward."

Yan Yong Qinzi twisted her waist and hummed.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

"You can go down now," he said.

"I don't." Yan Yong Qinzi yawned again, "I'm really going to sleep this time."

Brainstorming too much.

"Bring me a cheesecake when I get back, Dazai-san."

"Shouldn't you ask the parents who got their children back?"

"Oh yes."

"I have to go back and offer incense to the people in the hospital..."

Sleepiness rises, and consciousness becomes muddy, like crossing a river with heavy wet clothes on.

"Mr. Dazai, what happened to you..."

There was a hint of weirdness in Dazai's voice.

"The recorder you played."

"yes……"