The villain cannon fodder wants salted fish

But when he saw Lin Shan's somewhat ignorant face, his thoughts were instantly stifled.

So sinful.

"Let's go."

Seeing that he was not moving, Ji Xingyu took two steps forward, and Lin Shan followed suit.

Take two more steps, Lin Shan is still the same.

He raised the corners of his mouth, as if he had found some fun, and took Lin Shan for a walk around the building. Lin Shan was like a child, very quiet, following closely behind the adults, for fear of Ji Xingyu Don't want him anymore.

There were also a few times when I walked in a hurry and almost tripped myself.

Ji Xingyu had had enough fun, took Lin Shan's hand and led him up the stairs.

Lin Shan's hand is much smaller than his, and he can just hold it with one hand. It is slender and soft, and it is very comfortable to hold in his hand.

He took Lin Shan to his own floor. Their home was too far away from the school, and Ji Xingyu usually lived here except for holidays and holidays.

The house is not very big, only [-] square meters per floor, enough for Ji Xingyu to live alone.

Lin Shan sat on the sofa, only occupying a corner, silently looking like a very peaceful child.

Ji Xingyu walked over and handed him the hangover tea in his hand, "Does your stomach feel bad?" He reached out and touched Lin Shan's face.

Not hot, should be fine.

Lin Shan opened it, drank it down, and put it on the corner of the table for him.

Ji Xingyu saw that his movements were smooth and done in one go, and said with a smile: "Yo? It's so smooth, you're really drunk."

"Drunk." Lin Shan answered him seriously, "I'm really drunk."

Ji Xingyu stroked his bangs for him, revealing his dark eyes, the white light shone on his face, and the two spots on his face were less obvious from the blush from being drunk, as if they had been powdered.

Seeing him like this, Ji Xingyu couldn't help but want to tease him. He sat on the coffee table, stretched out his hand and waved twice in front of his eyes, making Lin Shan raise his eyes to look at him.

"who am I?"

Lin Shan frowned lightly, still with a serious expression, "Ji Xingyu, the squad leader, and..."

"What else?" Ji Xingyu faintly looked forward to it.

"Brothers."

"Tsk! It's all like this, how about a good brother?" Ji Xingyu pursed his lips, and poked Lin Shan's leg with his index finger, "Did you ever have very few friends and didn't know what a good brother is?"

Lin Shan nodded, his tone was very flat: "Not one."

Ji Xingyu opened his mouth slightly, with the tip of his tongue against his canine teeth, his throat seemed to be blocked.

not even one......

"You, are you talking about before you came to this body?"

Lin Shan nodded.

Ji Xingyu hissed lightly. To be honest, he was very curious about Lin Shan's crossing.

In this world, is there really metaphysics?

"How did you time travel? Or is it soul swapping?"

Lin Shan shook his head, "I just yawned."

"Then... what was your life like before time travel?"

Ji Xingyu was suffocating in his heart, he shouldn't be taking advantage of others now, this is what Lin Shan himself said.

He knows a little more now, and it will be easier for him to treat him better in the future.

Lin Shan is now completely drunk, and has lost most of his thinking ability, and everything he says is the most truthful.

As he recalled, he said, "Working, going to school, and," his tone seemed to be talking about very ordinary things, without any waves: "Being beaten."

"What about your parents?"

"I have no parents. My adoptive parents died in a car accident in the second year of adopting me."

After speaking, there was silence in the room.

No matter how strong the light was, it couldn't cover Ji Xingyu's face, which was already pale and bloodless.

While Lin Shan was speaking, his expression was already off. The last two words were like a timed bomb, which exploded in his brain with a bang, making him stunned.

Going to school, working part-time, and being beaten.

He felt that Lin Shan should be in a wealthy family. He was sensible, obedient, good at studying and helpful, and never let his parents worry about him.

Not only did he study hard, but he would occasionally lie on a bench in the yard basking in the sun, holding the kitten in his arms, until he fell asleep unconsciously.

Quiet and beautiful.

He couldn't get rid of his bad stomach just now.

"It's always been like this? Since childhood?" Lin Shan nodded.

Ji Xingyu counted the time, and suddenly thought of something, his palms were sweating.

"When, what, when did you wear it?"

"In the alley that day, you threatened to cut off my hands and feet."

"Tsk." Ji Xingyu couldn't help pressing his finger bones, and now he became completely nervous, so if he follows this...

He suddenly regretted, can he time travel?Can he go back and slap himself?

"Then if, let me tell you," Ji Xingyu couldn't utter a word for a long time, he didn't know what to say, he hesitated for a long time before he organized his words, and he said carefully, "If, that night , the time Wang Wuwang beat you, I actually knew the location in advance and took you there on purpose, will you, will you forgive me?"

Lin Shan rolled his eyes slowly, and the quietness of the empty room made him feel a tinnitus.

His finger bones were convulsed, and he finally let go to comfort the beating heart.

"meeting."

Lin Shan finally spoke.

"Really?" Ji Xingyu was a little joyful, but then became unconfident, "Could it be that you want to recover from the sins of your body, so you can get rid of me in the future?"

Lin Shan opened his eyes wide and looked at him in surprise.

Seeing his expression, Ji Xingyu accepted it.

Damn, might as well not ask!

His lungs seemed to be blocked by something, and it became difficult to breathe. He messed up his hair in agitation, unable to speak a word, and his heart ached.

He got up and went to his bedroom to find a brand new pajamas for Lin Shan to wear.

Holding the smooth and soft silk pajamas in his hand, he thought for a moment, threw them aside, and picked out the one he had worn.

He walked to the living room and put it in Lin Shan's arms, "Take a bath and go to bed early."

Lin Shan touched the pajamas in his arms, tilted his head, pointed his nose, and thought slowly for a while.

After roughly understanding what it meant, he stood up and walked towards the bathroom gently.

"Forget it, don't wash it, you are drunk, don't fall." Ji Xingyu stopped him.

Lin Shan nodded half understanding.

Ji Xingyu took his hand and took him to his bedroom. He squatted in front of Lin Shan, "Is your stomach still uncomfortable?"

Lin Shan shook his head.

Ji Xingyu let out a sigh of relief, and he rested his forehead on Lin Shan's lap.

I sighed in my heart: Lin Shan is so obedient after being drunk!

He said calmly, "Put on your pajamas, and sleep well." Standing up, he didn't forget to stroke Lin Shan's hair.

After Lin Shan was drunk, his brain reacted very slowly. When Ji Xingyu walked to the door, he was still holding his pajamas and thinking about the meaning of the sentence just now.

He scratched his head, blinked his eyes, and began to undress.

The moon was dark and the wind was blowing, and there was a rustling of branches above his head. Ji Xingyu gave Lin Shan his coat. He was only wearing a thin short-sleeved shirt now. The cold air made his nose red and white As long as his skin matches, he looks like a painting.

He squatted beside the flower bed, still holding a pack of cigarettes and a lighter in his hand.

After squatting for 25 minutes, he realized that he never smoked.

The street lights on the street were still dimly on. He squatted at the junction of the two street lights, his whole body hidden in the darkness, his gloomy eyes showed no emotion at all.

He sniffed, reached out and wiped his face, only to realize that he was crying.

The last time he cried was because he didn't get the little red flower when he was in kindergarten.

Just now, he cried because of Lin Shan.

He took out his cell phone and looked at the boy with a fair face who was holding a video on the screen.

This was taken while Lin Shan was not paying attention when the fireworks were set off just now.

Such a well-behaved and lovely person, he really dare not think about what he has experienced.

With no parents, friends or relatives, working alone to save tuition fees, and being bullied at the same time, he gently caressed the person on the phone screen.

He finally figured it out. Before he made things difficult for him, he was able to do his job with ease, and even with a sprained ankle, he could endure a class without saying a word.

My heart suddenly tightened, and I suddenly felt a little scared.

If he didn't notice Lin Shan's strangeness at that time, he wouldn't dare to think about it.

He scratched his hair, threw the cigarette into the trash can, and wiped his face a few times before heading for the elevator.

Ji Xingyu pushed open the door, squatted down on Lin Shan's bed, looked at the sleeping child, couldn't help laughing.

Lin Shan was so drunk that his brain was no longer able to understand what he meant just now.

He was now naked and covered with a quilt, revealing his exquisite collarbone. He curled up into a ball, holding his pajamas in his arms.

Lin Shan's furry head was attached to it, and his hands were tightly clenched in his arms to protect him.

Ji Xingyu stood up and helped him tuck up the quilt.

Looking up, he saw that his bed was very spacious, and Lin Shan only took up a small corner, not as big as his pillow.

He frowned, he knew Lin Shan was like this whether he was drunk or not.

Just like last time, when I sprained my ankle, I won't ask others for help, and clean up the back by myself.

When I have a sprained ankle, I will also wash my hat, and I will also help myself search for information on speeches.

He will not trouble others, nor will he cause trouble for others.

He enclosed himself in a small place, and no one was allowed in, not even him.

Lin Shan seemed to come and go as soon as he wanted, soft and spineless.

He touched Lin Shan's face lightly with his hand.

Doesn't it mean that he was used to being bullied, suffered a lot of grievances, and realized that he couldn't resist at all.

He knows that resistance cannot change, it is better to accept, survive in the cracks, and strive for self-improvement.

Ji Xingyu thought, if only he had met him earlier.

He felt that he wanted to make up for the mistakes he made before.

Otherwise, he might be good brothers with Lin Shan for the rest of his life.

He bent down, wrapped his hands around Lin Shan's slender body, and tapped Lin Shan's forehead with the tip of his cold nose.

good night.

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In the future, it can finally be sweet all the time! !

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感谢在2021-04-2712:26:28~2021-04-2823:54:43期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: 1 mahjong stewed pork ribs;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!