sherlock cat

The one-sided meeting with Sherlock this time made Jenny's mood, which had not been high since she left London, drop by eight degrees, and she even got into fights with her teammates when she was on missions. Not as refreshing as before.Occasionally, her mind wanders so badly that her teammates have to help her block the open and hidden arrows shot from a tricky corner in time.

Jenny felt that this was not possible. After all, she only had two lives left. If she was careless in the hands of a villain, it would be very worthless and embarrassing.Tiger King said that falling in love is very common in the human world, and she actually continued the feeling of falling out of love for a whole year, which obviously didn't work.

On the night when she saw Sherlock again after a year, Jenny thought a lot. Although most of the questions were in vain, she didn't come to any useful conclusions. It was a waste of time, but this thought made her Reminds me of a long-neglected fact——

She is actually dead.

It is true that as a cat demon with nine lives, she has died more than once.

But she used up her nine tails very efficiently, spent her nine lives extravagantly, and completed one final death.

Although being shot to death by an unnamed terrorist is not much better than falling into the hands of a villain who is not popular, she died a bit aggrieved, and combined with all kinds of tragic previous situations, she is probably a person who died with hatred .

But to die is to die.

Death is the absolute end of life.

According to Tiger King's philosophical thinking, death is the loss of all the attributes of the life system that originally maintained its existence and the irreversible and permanent termination.

Her pain, grievance, loss, and sadness should all disappear with death.

If Xiao Hei hadn't rushed to rescue her, this would indeed be her end.It's also the ending of her and Sherlock.

Xiao Hei worked so hard to save her, so naturally he didn't want her to be sad all day long.If she continues to procrastinate her feelings of broken love endlessly, first of all, she will be sorry for the two lives that Xiao Heiyun gave her.

This is such a simple truth, she hadn't figured it out until now.

Human beings always like to say that those who have experienced death will always have a great understanding of life.Probably she had died too many times, and this enlightenment was a bit lagging behind.

Jenny feels that she is not really enlightened now, at best, she can only be regarded as a small enlightenment.Because there is still some confusion and sadness intertwined in her heart, and she wants to come out from time to time.

Fortunately, she has endless time, as long as she continues to drink the good medicine brewed by time, the little confusion and sadness will fade away one day.

She didn't have any desire before, but she had her first strong desire after meeting Sherlock, she wanted to be with him for a long time, she tried hard for a long time but this wish was not realized, it was inevitable that she was sad and disappointed, this is all Very normal thing.

She had been sad for a year because of this unfulfilled wish, and that was enough.

Now her wish is to live forever.In the past, she didn't think it was difficult to live, because she never had troubles or setbacks, and 500 years of time slipped by like a breeze at her fingertips.

Now she feels some life is precious.

She doesn't regret the tails she lost. Sherlock, Watson, Mrs. Hudson, Lestrade, and Watson's unnamed ex-girlfriend, they live well, and the tail she lost doesn't In vain.

She didn't even feel sorry for the two tails that Moriarty had cut off.

Only things that do not belong to oneself can make people see themselves clearly.At this moment, Jenny felt that she had some understanding of this sentence.

She should listen to Xiao Hei's teaching more in the future, and follow him to practice and learn skills seriously, so that the fights in the future will be more enjoyable.

There are actually many things to do to live for a long time. After she was confined to Sherlock's world, she couldn't see anything except him, so she felt that it was a big thing that he didn't like her.

But that wasn't really a thing, and Sherlock could certainly dislike her, just as he disliked anyone else.In the past, she took herself too seriously. She always thought that there was a half-day relationship between them, and she was different in front of him.

The truth is, he only cares about the difference when he observes the corpses, most of the living people are similar in his eyes.The only difference is probably just stupid and extra stupid.

She knows that she still can't stop liking him, but it doesn't matter, if she likes him in her heart, she will continue to like him.

In the past, she was the one who wanted to screw up, liking someone, and still thinking about getting the same return, and being with the other person. Such narrow-mindedness completely lost the free and easy demeanor of their monster family.Such a liking is not a deep and selfless liking.

From then on, she should hold on to the detached belief of "I like you, it has nothing to do with you", which is in line with the true nature of their demon family.

A gust of cool spring breeze blew by, spitting out fresh green leaves and shaking jubilantly.

Jenny felt that she was "wake up by the wind blowing in the wind", and her ideological consciousness also climbed up with the spring breeze, and she had a qualitative leap in an instant.

With the improvement of her thinking realm, when Jenny looked at the juniors like Little Spider and Kuaiyin, she unconsciously brought a kind of kindness and tolerance like a "loving mother".

Kuaiyin always pulls her to compare her speed, so let's compare, the child is a good talent.

It doesn't matter if you can't run as fast as him and lose, just treat it as an encouragement to minors.

The child laughed a little bit, took a deep breath, and silently reminded himself that he couldn't hit him with spells, and couldn't draw a portal to throw him out, calm down, and maintain his state.

The little spider always pulls her balabala and talks endlessly, just say it, Stark said that children in the restless period of adolescence are like this, although I don't understand what it means, but don't hit it, in case you feel inferior again.

An hour later, Jenny even knew that a security guard named Hunter at Little Spider's school had three children, two boys and one girl, and his wife was pregnant again last month, and the baby might be a girl.

Jenny looked at him weakly, you are not Spider-Man, you are actually Balabala Little Demon Fairy.

In fact, in terms of age alone, except for Thor, the other members of the Avengers are considered juniors compared to her-Captain America, who Stark dubbed "old popsicle" and "old man", is no exception.

So, everyone in the Fulian was surprised to find that Jenny seemed to have changed overnight, as enthusiastic as a little bee.

Thor passed by holding the hammer, and Jenny said worriedly: "Is your hammer heavy? Do you want me to use magic to make you a storage bag, just this big." Two thin fingers compared a Xiaoquan, "When you are not fighting, you can put the hammer in the storage bag. When you are fighting, just think about it, and it will appear in your hand. How about it? It is a must-have product for home travel, killing people and stealing goods." .”

Thor with a confused face: "..." Could it be that this is the legendary forced sales in the human world?

Captain America walked by with the shield, and Jenny said with concern: "Is your shield heavy? Do you want me to use spells..."

Hawkeye Barton walked by with his quiver on his back, and Jenny said thoughtfully, "Is your quiver heavy? Do you want me to use spells..."

Doctor Strange walked by wearing a red cloak, Jenny came up to him, and Doctor Strange hurriedly said, "I don't have a hammer, a shield, a quiver, and I don't need a storage bag..."

Jenny looked at the time gem on his neck, and the doctor was shocked: "The eye of Agamotto is not heavy at all, it fits me right! Really!"

Jenny smiled, and looked behind him again: "You have worn this cloak for several years, should it be washed? Do you want me to use spells..."

The levitation cloak shook like chaff on Doctor Strange's back.

……

All the Avengers players looked at Stark questioningly.

Didn't you go to have a heart-to-heart talk with your child?What did you talk to your child about? How did it become like this overnight?

Mr. Iron Man frowned: "It seems that her lovelorn syndrome has escalated again, and now she can hypnotize herself and backfire."

Avengers members: "..." Are you sure this idiom is used in this way?

Just when her ideological awareness reached a qualitative leap, and Jenny, who had arranged a long program for herself to live for a long time, was busy making "intimate little padded jackets" for everyone in the Avengers, she suddenly received a call from McCauf.

The British government on the other end of the phone just said a word, and Jenny immediately threw away her "intimate little padded jacket" character set that could stand up, and she didn't even have time to draw the magic portal. She turned around directly, and the surrounding scenes changed instantly. Standing in front of Mycroft, the mobile phone produced by Stark Industries in his hand was still attached to his ear.

Mycroft once told Sherlock that Jenny had saved him three times.

Mr. Holmes, who represents the British government, also made a statistical error. Although Jenny lost the Nine Tails successively, strictly calculated, there were only two times when Sherlock needed her life to save him.

Once, she just ran out of the woods and saw Sherlock again after 21 years.Jenny saves him from an explosion.

And the time Moriarty threatened him on the roof.Jenny organized a team with Watson and others to rescue him.

The tail lost by the terrorists doesn't count, and Sherlock didn't need her to save that time.

Other than that, most of the time, she usually only needs to use some innocuous spells to protect him.

In fact, there are not too many times like this. Sherlock is very powerful, and there are very few people who can really hurt him.It's just that sometimes he regards solving the case as more important than his own safety, which makes people a little worried.

But no matter Jenny used to protect him with her life, or secretly protected him with magic, she never saw him injured and dying.

How could she hurt him by protecting him?

McCoff was in the hospital corridor when he called Jenny. What he said on the phone was: "Sherlock has been shot. It's serious. If you want to see him one last time, I suggest you come back now."

As expected of the British government, the logic is clear, the thinking is clear, and the words are concise and to the point. They are not procrastinating, and there is no panic of the younger brother being rescued in the operating room.

Jenny didn't think of this, she only heard the sentence "Sherlock was shot, it was serious", and it was the same sentence that kept echoing in her mind.

Jenny saw Sherlock through a small window in the ward. It was not more than a month since the last time she secretly saw him. It was the time since she consciously figured out the relationship with him, and it had nothing to do with him to like him silently. My belief is only a month old.

The sun outside the window is warm and the water waves are gentle.Inside the window was his pale face that had lost all blood.

Jenny had never seen him like this before. He was lying on the hospital bed with his eyes closed, as if he would never wake up.

When this idea came up, she was stunned for a long time, her heart felt as if she had suddenly fallen into a hole in the ice, shivering and aching from the cold.

After another long time, she suddenly whispered: "He will be fine."

Mycroft, who was standing next to her, didn't hear her clearly, and asked her, "What?"

As if to reassure herself, she nodded and repeated, "He'll be fine..."

It wasn't that Jenny realized anything from McCoff's calm and calm expression, but she remembered that when she left London a year ago, she gave him one of her two remaining lives.

I was too anxious just now, and forgot about this matter.Only then did I remember.

When Sherlock asked her to leave a year ago, she was sad and confused, all kinds of thoughts were mixed together in her mind, making a mess, and at the same time, her mind was empty, as if frozen, without a single thought.

Sherlock said goodbye to her, and she didn't know then if they would ever see each other again.The thought that they might never see her again, or that he might never want to see her, made her sad.

Just like that, she was still busy thinking about it, if she left, who else could protect him all the time.

She thought for a long time but couldn't come up with any perfect solution. Perhaps it would be a good idea to use invisibility to stay by his side secretly, but Jenny was not sure if he would be even more angry if he found out.

After thinking about it, he could only spare one of his remaining two lives for him. If he really encountered any danger, there was always room for change.

In that situation, she could still be so thoughtful. Jenny felt that it was not easy for her, and she was also very prescient.

It's just that these two lives on her body are not hers anymore, they were given to her by Xiao Hei, and Jenny feels a little guilty about transferring them to Sherlock without permission.

When she left Linzi 23 years ago, Xiao Hei had all kinds of bad faces and worries.Jenny, who was still very naive at the time, only thought that he was old and that it was all the worries of old people.But it turns out that Xiao Hei has not only grown up as a demon, but has also gained some experience-his worries are right.

Jenny thought, when she ran out of the woods, she used the title of "Repaying Gratitude". Although she had saved Sherlock many times in the past, she had her own selfish motives at that time, so those rescues were not counted.

Now, she gave him one of her own lives, which should be regarded as a real repayment.To repay his affection for playing with her for half a day 23 years ago, and they have never owed each other since then.

As for what she owes to Xiao Hei... well, she owes him too much, it's not bad, anyway, she doesn't itch when there are too many lice, and doesn't worry if there are too many debts.

At most... At most, she will be more obedient in the future, avoid skipping some classes, stop messing around with King Tiger, and learn skills from him in a proper manner.Then, beat the invincible hands of the Avengers.

Jenny looked at the snow-white Sherlock on the hospital bed, and thought to herself, she really hasn't been back in the woods for a long time.

When he gets better... When he gets better, and she is sure that she has repaid her kindness, she will go back.

The author has something to say: Since it's the weekend, let's have a happy third watch.

In the past few days, I have lost my collection, and my glass heart is broken.

I arranged the crematorium you want, but Maomao likes Sherlock so much, I'm afraid the crematorium will burn her too......