I have been a royal these years

01

I have always been quick in handling things. On the first day, I announced my withdrawal from the circle, on the second day I issued a statement on my relationship, and on the third day I issued an announcement on my coming out.

When the topic "Lan Shunming's love partner is a man" hit the trending searches, the entire entertainment circle exploded like a bomb in an instant.

Inside and outside the circle, fans and passers-by, those who know me and those who don't know me, a group of people, etc., are all in an uproar.

It caused such a big commotion, mainly not because of my popularity, but because of such a huge hot topic as "Idol coming out of the closet".

Idol came out of the closet, or came out during the rising period, this must be the first case in domestic entertainment.

My Weibo was bursting with countless comments in an instant, whether it was those who knew me before or those who didn’t know me, those who liked me or those who hated me, they rushed to express their opinions, as if a second later prevented them from rushing to the hot comments .They have insults, support, and some copy-pasted encouragement.If the attitudes of these commenters are distinguished by color, then my comment area must be more colorful than a rainbow.

One of the comments that rushed to the hot comment area was: Your sexual orientation is male?

Obviously, this is a remark deliberately intended to attract popularity, and was scolded by the affirmative who replied to him in the hot comment area.

I am very objective and honest.I replied to this hot comment: When I was young, I also felt that God’s biggest punishment for me was to make my sexual orientation male.

People who cared about me came, and they comforted me:

"Distressed woo woo woo"

"Don't think so, it hurts my heart"

"It's not your fault! Don't blame yourself!"

"It's bitter, isn't it? We will always support you, don't pay attention to the worldly eyes, we will always be behind you, as your backing"

"The world is colorful, but love is the same."

I think they will get it wrong, so I have to add and reply: I mean, what's so good about men, who doesn't like beautiful women more?

them:……

Not long after, I saw fans who knew me say: Lanhuang is really good at saying things that make people want to beat him to death when he is a fan.

02

Ordinary companies have to apply one month in advance for resignation, and do a good job in the handover work.As an idol, I want to leave the group, so of course I don't want to retire immediately on the day I quit.

In the past few days, the company has had many meetings and small meetings.They don't let people go, and they don't even want to let people go.However, the time limit on the contract has expired, and if I don't renew the contract, they have nothing to do with me.Those two teammates have been coming to do ideological work for me, hoping that I will stay and continue to hold them back.No one asked them to move forward with heavy burdens, and they were not used to it.

Zhu Chang, Jiatai and Zhuwu, the three of them had been trying to persuade them to stay in the early stage, but now they are surprisingly quiet and there is no movement.They seem to understand that if they want me to be happy, they respect my choices.It's just that one night, Jiatai was probably drunk again, and sent me a lot of words.Finally, he said: "It's a pity that I don't have the status to accompany you on this road. I still feel very sad when I think of the fate that I don't have with you."

Then one night, Zhuwu suddenly dragged me to the top floor, locked me in a very secret VIP room on the top floor of the company, and refused to let me go.The bear child seemed to have read too many sickly novels, and said that he would lock me there forever and not let me leave him.

Within an hour, Zhu Chang came to find him.The two almost continued the unfinished fight during the military training.

At the critical moment, Zhu Chang stopped.He saw the red eye sockets of Chasing Mist, so he stopped.

Zhu Wu cried loudly, shouting indistinctly: "I just don't want him to go!"

Zhu Chang slowly put down the unbeaten fist, and said to Zhuwu: "If you tie him by your side, he won't be happy either."

Looking at me while weeping, Zhumi seemed to see the firmness in my heart, sniffed, wiped away the tears and ran away.

Zhu Chang came to care about me and asked me if I was okay.I told him it was okay, and walked in the direction of Zhui Mist.

03

Zhuiwu stood on the rooftop, sniffing while wiping away tears.The sun had just sunk into the horizon, the sky was getting dark, and the wind was strong on the roof, which made me feel a little cool.

I walked over to Zhuiwu and said, "It's very windy here, come down with me."

Zhu Wu refused to turn her head to look at me, and the tears she had just held back couldn't stop falling.

I said, "Chasing the fog, there is a saying in China that 'there is always a feast that ends forever'. We can't stay together forever."

"I don't know this sentence..."

"But you should know."

"Understanding this is too painful..."

"Growing up is painful."

"No one told me that this pain is losing you..." Zhui Wu choked up for a long time, "It's okay if you don't like me...you can like others...but you're gone, how will I see you in the future?"

I said, "How come you can't see me? I'm not leaving here, I'm just not in the group."

"It's not all the same... At that time... when the group was first established, we clearly said that we would be together forever."

"..." I thought about the scene back and forth, "Did we talk about it?"

Zhu Wu pursed her lips: "..."

I have the impression that this is the oath they made when the five of them formed a group on the day of the draft, and I didn't participate in it.

"I don't know... I don't want you to go... What should I do if you go?"

"Your life is still so long, but my idol career is already very short."

"……why?"

"Because you are young and I am old."

"You are not old at all!"

"I'm very old, but you didn't realize it. I still have a lot of things I want to do. In a few years, I will be older, and I won't be able to do any of them."

"..."

Zhu Wu was quiet for a long time this time, tears streaming down his face slowly.

"After that, can I still learn Chinese with you?"

"of course can."

"Then...then you, will you still come to see us?"

"Well... yes, I will miss you too, and the time when the six of us were together."

Zhu Wu couldn't help closing his eyes again and crying: "Then...then you must be happy. You must...won't let us be afraid of your being unhappy..."

I was stunned for a long time.

"I promise you that I will live happily and will not let you fear that I am unhappy."

The author says:

Next, after finishing the part of chasing in vain, then talk about love with Mr. Meng