I have been a royal these years

01

Meng Shaoqing and I rarely contact each other, and we rarely see each other.He is busy and I am even busier.But we don't seem to become indifferent or calm because we have more or less contact with each other.

Whether he is calm or not is up to him.

At the beginning, I felt that his series of confessions of love were actions made without calm thinking in his mind.

Maybe he saw me, an old classmate who had been reunited for a long time, and then he was excited by the friendship of his former classmates. He was reminded of the beautiful youthful past of his teenage years, and he became even more excited amidst the excitement.The superposition of double excitement caused the steering wheel in his brain to quickly turn to an unpredictable area.

Of course, all of this is just my personal conjecture, and only he himself knows what the real situation is.

It's just that since he expressed his "love" to me many times, every time we meet, I feel that the atmosphere is stirring a circle that makes me feel at a loss.

I can't tell if it's a good feeling or a bad feeling.

"I have to have dinner with someone later." I stood by the car window and told him that I had no intention of getting in the car at first.

Meng Shaoqing glanced at the time, then asked me gently: "One hour, is it okay?"

I took this hour out of my time which is not extremely urgent.

Because I didn't have much time, Meng Shaoqing didn't take me to a very far place. I found a nearby coffee shop with a high-rise building overlooking the sea.

We were sitting by the glass wall, with two cups of fragrant coffee on the table, and outside the window was the sea that was inverted from the blue sky.

Every time I get alone with him, there always seems to be a beautiful and dreamy scene like a TV drama.I really don't know if he did it on purpose, or God added to him the setting of the heroine of the TV series.

He said he hadn't seen me for a long time and missed me very much.If you can drink coffee with me for an hour, you will also feel that this hour is very pleasant.

There is only one sentence before and after, expressing the literary and artistic atmosphere of the fox in "The Little Prince".

I thought it was too miserable, why would the capitalists be so busy that they even spend an hour as a luxury?

He took a sip of the cup of hot Americano with no sugar or milk, and asked naturally as if he was doing homework in middle school: "What if you live with me?"

I almost choked on my orange juice, and I was completely dazed.

"Scared?" Meng Shaoqing smiled and said, "Indeed, it was a bit too sudden... You never gave me an answer, and our relationship was never confirmed. But I'm serious. I've always It is my dream to live with you. No matter how busy the day is, I can meet at night."

The remaining energy of being almost choked by the orange juice scratched my throat and made me cough violently.

Meng Shaoqing took out a tissue and handed it to me, asking if I was okay.I said no.

After my cough subsided, I wiped my mouth with a tissue.

I now know that the series of actions that Meng Shaoguang confessed to me and expressed his love to me did happen when he was calm.

He... really liked me since middle school?

He is still waiting for my response.Instead of thinking about when he likes me, I should first answer the question of whether he lives together.

I didn't think about it for too long: "I'm an artist. Although I'm not that good as an artist, I don't think that because of this, I can unscrupulously disobey the artist's rules."

As I said to Jiatai earlier, if an idol falls in love, it is an idol disqualification, regardless of whether the love partner is a man or a woman.

It doesn't matter who Meng Shaoqing is to me now, the important thing is that I still live with him knowing that he has love for me, which is no different from agreeing to start a relationship with him.

Then, starting a relationship with him is no different from being an idol.

Although I have nothing to lose in the eyes of black fans, I can't break the pot and make bad things worse.

Someone once said that the difference between humans and animals is that humans can control their desires, so they are called humans, while animals cannot.This sentence, I think, applies equally to entertainers and ordinary people.

Taking entertainers as ordinary people to make excuses for their disqualification has the meaning of "human beings are also animals" to wash the ground for violating morality.It really shouldn't be.

Meng Shaoming poured a can of milk into his hot Americano, stirring with a spoon: "I say these words, I don't want you to have too much pressure. But, Jin Ming, if you really want to be with me, what you worry about , I wouldn't let them be a problem."

I have been in the imperial circle for many years, so I can't understand what he said. With the "money ability" in hand, don't say that I live with my big boss behind the scenes and fall in love, even if I hold a "multiplayer event" every month, I will not be exposed.

Even if it is exposed, no one can do anything to me.

But the fact is, my nature is doomed to me not being able to do such a thing.If my nature could act so recklessly, it wouldn't make me feel so uncomfortable being a royal family.

"Actually, there is a question I've always wanted to ask you, but I don't know how to ask it." I temporarily bypassed the topic of cohabitation or not, and looked up at him, "Since I entered the circle, I always enjoy It's beyond...you can even say that the resource treatment is beyond common sense..." I didn't know how to organize my words, "You will know when I join this company as an artist, right?"

Meng Shaoqing was silent for about a second: "Well, I admit it. On the day of your interview, I saw you standing outside the practice room, and I had dinner with the chairman of your company several times afterwards."

My fingers moved slightly: "So, all the good resources I have in the future are also under your care?"

Meng Shaoqing quietly stirred the milk in the coffee that had been well blended, and the corner of his mouth slightly curved: "Don't you like it?"

I:"……"

02

I really admire their Meng family brothers.

One person gave half of the country to the prince.

One was given to the world of the prince's idol world, and the other was given to the world of the prince's music teacher.

Forced to make this prince the emperor of the universe.

What Bai Zhui sent is incomparable to what Meng Shaoguang gave.

Shaoguang, Shaoguang...

I can't tell from the bottom of my heart what it's like to feel.

You gave me such a big country, but the people in this country are cutting me down.You really make me -- ecstatic.

But I am not a pure person, and I cannot be purely compassionate or purely only concerned about myself, so I am destined not to be purely ecstatic.

After getting the answer I expected, I was still surprised and stayed there for a long time.

After a long time, we said: "Shao Huang... How should I put it... I thank you, thank you for your care. But you, you can't trample on other people's dreams like this. Those other artists who have no background in the entertainment industry, look, they Because of how much injustice has been done to people like me?"

I admit that I am somewhat of a holy father at the moment.It's just these words, I have to say them anyway.

Meng Shaoqing was not moved by this sentence, his facial muscles stayed in the original position quietly: "I am not a very good person." He said, his eyes flatly reflected the blue sky-like sea outside the window, "I have always I don’t know people in the entertainment circle very well, and I don’t pay much attention to them. So, the entertainers in the entertainment circle, I only care about you. The others, as well as their dreams, have nothing to do with me.”