I have been a royal these years

01

Bai Zhui's answer made me feel another "thump" in my heart - it blocked my throat.

To be honest, I didn't mean to flirt with him or listen to his confession when I asked this question.

I really just want to know how I am different from other royal families!

But obviously, my original intention was not really understood.Or maybe he really understands it, but his way of doing the questions is different from what I think.

I can't always say to him "You gave the wrong answer, please answer it again".

So I can only say: "Bai Zhui, actually, I have something to tell you."

The smile on Bai Zhui's face, as if drinking honey water, gradually fell silent.

As if unwilling to give me a chance to say those words, he picked up a plate of cut sandwiches and said, "The sandwiches are ready, or you can eat first and then talk."

"When does it make a difference?"

Bai Zhui turned his eyeballs to the left, as if he was thinking about this problem.After thinking about it, the eyes turned back: "After eating, your blood sugar will be higher, and your mood will improve. When you feel better, you may give a different answer."

I think this is a fallacy.No, I don't think so, it's a fallacy.

To put it another way, if a girl confesses to me, will I suddenly change from curved to straight because my blood sugar is high and I am happy?

I haven't even tried to argue with him, but his pace has come to me quickly.

"Try it first. Aren't you hungry?" He picked up a sliced ​​sandwich and handed it to me with a smile on his face.

Fine.Now that the food is already in front of me, I will listen to him, eat first and then talk.

I took his sandwich and took a bite.As the sandwich chewed in my mouth, a big surprise melted into my heart.

Bai Zhui made this sandwich very delicious.Can use simple ingredients and simple steps to make such an extraordinary taste.All I can say is that human talent really varies.

The food was delicious, and I felt better after being full.

Suddenly, I forgot what I was going to say.

What am I going to say?

There is only a sigh in my heart that I don't know what to answer. Bai Zhui is right. After the blood sugar becomes high, the human will is really easy to be affected.

Sandwich, おいしい (oishii delicious)! ! !

02

After I finished eating the sandwich, Bai Zhui washed the dishes for me, cleared the table, and told him that he had to go and talk about cooperation with a music producer.

I took a sip of the juice I just poured into my mouth, and swallowed hard: "Aren't you looking for that gold medal producer?"

"Huh?" It took him a while to realize who I mentioned, "Oh, he has approached me a few times. But at present... Maybe I don't match his style, I said I will meet again when I have a chance. cooperate."

I doubtfully "ha" and made an expression that only exists in Japanese manga.Any singer in this circle, whoever can get in touch with that gold medal producer, would like to put the most listenable song he has produced in his life into his ears. "There is a chance to work together again" is only worthy of that producer.

I was so shocked that I almost had countless Japanese comic emoticons on my face.It's a pity that the muscles on my face are made of normal human tissue, so I can't make such rich expressions to express my rich emotions.

Finally, I understand.Bai Zhui is a player who forces himself to turn on hell mode.Obviously there is a convenient path in front of him, but he just wants to challenge himself.

This state is really beyond the reach of mere mortals.

03

Many people care about whether I have someone I like.Few real fans care, countless black fans care, my dad cares, and the people around me care too.

That's right, from the perspective of modern society, liking the opposite sex is normal.Homosexuality is also normal.Not having any favorites, then, is kind of abnormal.

But in modern society, such "abnormal" people account for the majority - commonly known as single dogs.

I'm having trouble explaining my concept of "like".

In fact, in my emotional system, the emotion of "like" is very thin and weak.Compare my "Like" function to fruit juice, which is diluted with water and has almost no sugar.The proportion of fruit is not much.

Later, I checked the information and found that this situation can be explained by a professional term - single gene.

This term was born in the British "Daily Mail" on November 2014, 11.This gene, which lowers concentrations of the feel-good chemical serotonin in the brain, can make people feel less comfortable in close relationships.

When I say this, it is difficult for many people to understand.Therefore, in the final analysis, there is one sentence: royal genes, mortals do not understand.

I just don't know if there is anyone in this world who is strong enough to use love to change another person's genes.

04

That night, I lay on the bed, unable to sleep from side to side, with a mass of thoughts in my chest, and mixed feelings in my heart.

After I was discharged from the hospital, my announcements were supposed to follow.But the manager has a new idea, let me rest at home for a few days, and when the wound on my arm is almost healed, I can put a tattoo on it.

I am very confused.This wound does not go for laser treatment.Instead of tattoo stickers, what do you say?

The agent said that at that time, he would invite people to take pictures, and then let his professional fans frantically wash the board: Do you know the meaning of Lan Shunming's tattoo?In order to save others, he left a scar on his arm, which couldn't be removed by surgery, so he had to cover it with a tattoo.

This screen can be washed until the day the company closes down, it is simply an indispensable material for abuse fans.

So, just like that, I was forced to take a few days of vacation by my agent.

The life at home was very chaotic, lying on the bed at night, looking at the ceiling covered with black gauze, I sighed one after another.

I don't know if it's the time, or the hypoglycemia is causing trouble, I opened NetEase cloud, listened to the song in it, and followed the trend to "woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo"" followed the trend.

Not alive, really not alive.

This world is full of gay men!

05

Suddenly, my music cuts out and is replaced by the ringtone of my phone.

My mood like when Osamu Dazai was writing "No Place in the World" suddenly stopped, and I hurried to see who the caller was.

Meng Shaoguang.

I picked up the phone and said "Hi" softly.

"Sleep?" he asked cautiously.

"Going to sleep."

"I'm sorry to call you so late. But I really... um. How are you? Are you out of the hospital? Are you recovering?" His greeting came later than anyone else's.

"It's fine, it's all right." I wasn't angry, but I couldn't help but ask him, "But why didn't you call me those few days?"

"Sorry," he said, "I'm dealing with that billboard."

"Is that billboard related to you?"

Meng Shaoqing's voice was soft and gentle: "That plaza has a cooperation with our company. Because of this incident, I want to terminate the cooperation with them, so there is a small lawsuit. Recently, I am busy with this lawsuit."

"... Is the lawsuit over? How did it turn out?"

"It's over, and both sides accepted it." Meng Shaoqing's voice became a little lighter at this moment, "I called you just to hear your voice...it's getting late, if you're sleepy, go to sleep. "

I turned over, held the phone, and said in silence for two seconds, "Actually, I can't sleep tonight."

"What's wrong? Are you in a bad mood?"

I said: "No. In the past two nights, I have taken the medicine prescribed by the hospital. Maybe it has side effects. I always have nightmares at night. So I dare not sleep."

"Then how about I chat with you?" he said.

I gave a long "hmm".

What are you going to talk about?I don't know either.He and I should actually have a lot to talk about.

For example, did you let that male duck voice drop out of school; for example, when you borrowed books with my card, did you return them in the end; for example, when Teacher Mingming arranged me to sit at the same table with another person, did you Who crossed out the name of my original tablemate on the seating chart, and wrote "Meng" in a handwriting that the teacher couldn't write...

06

The next morning, I woke up, stretched and yawned.

A slightly hoarse voice on the phone: "Are you awake?"

I woke up all of a sudden, picked up the phone, and saw that the battery was less than [-]%, and the display of "calling": "You... haven't slept all night?"

Meng Shaoqing said in a still energetic voice, "I'm afraid you'll wake up in the middle of the night."

I shook violently, like genes shaking.

"are not you sleepy?"

His tone of spirit gradually weakened, and he yawned: "I'm a little sleepy now..."

"Go to bed quickly."

"I can't sleep, I have to have a meeting later." Every word he said trembled with exhaustion from a sleepless night.

My heart was sore and numb, and I said, "Don't do this next time, and sleep well."

"Well, okay, I'll listen to you..." He said "um" twice, responding as if he was delirious.After regaining his composure, he said, "Jian Ming, I miss you. I miss you so much."