I have been a royal these years

I didn't agree to Meng Shaoqing's confession, and to be fair, I didn't agree to his younger brother's confession either.

Just like when I found a love letter from an unknown source in a drawer in high school, I can't accept all the love letters at the same time, and I can't just accept one and throw away the other love letters, so that the psychology of the other love letters will be unbalanced.

"You let me take it easy." After a long silence, I rubbed my temples and said under Bai Zhui's expectant gaze.

Strange, I didn't drink any alcohol tonight, but my head was as messed up as if I'd been soaked in three catties of alcohol.Probably because of being attacked by too many "likes".

Bai Zhui's eyes looked like a dog that was immediately aggrieved when its owner refused to pet it.Although describing him as a dog does not seem to respect him very much, but the look in his eyes at the moment can only remind me of a dog.Maybe that's why I rarely come into contact with animals other than dogs.It's the same as when some novel authors describe the weaker characters, they can only describe them as cats, cats, and rabbits.Maybe it's not that they don't know how awkward the "cats, cats, and rabbits" are, but they simply don't know animals other than cats, cats, and rabbits.

This "dog" with aggrieved eyes tried to find the reason why he was not favored: "Is it because I don't know me well enough, and I am afraid that I will not be what you expected in the future?"

I shook my head and said no.

If you really get to know someone deeply, it is impossible for people in the whole world to become lovers.After all, no one person ever truly lives up to another person's ideal of perfection.

"Think I'm poor and not famous?"

I said, "You are Meng Shaoqing's younger brother, I know."

Bai Zhui looked at me in shock: "Did he tell you?"

"I accidentally found out."

Bai Zhui fell silent.He found that it wasn't that I didn't know him enough, but that he didn't know me enough.

He lowered his head again, wandering in his own complicated emotions.I don't quite get the feeling.But at this moment, for no reason, I recalled what a college classmate said to me.

When you can't pursue the person you like, what you feel in your heart is a kind of mood that cannot be described by "joy, anger, sorrow, and joy".He was absolutely uncomfortable, but not in pain.At least at first, it won't be painful.But he is like catching a kite.I want to catch a kite that is about to fly away, but is still very close to me.

Want to hold on to that kite string tightly, even if you can't let the kite fly to you, don't let the string break.

But this job doesn't depend on how hard he works.No matter how hard he tried to reel in the thread, the thread might break.

This is not like exams and fitness, where you get as much reward as you pay.There are only so many things he can do. If the other party completely avoids or completely rejects him, there is nothing he can do.

So, at this moment, the kite string that Bai Zhui wanted to grab wrapped around his whole body.

Bai Zhui was quiet for a while, then asked me: "Then do you want to know more about me?"

After a moment of hesitation, I chose to say, "If it is something that cannot be said, it would be better for one less person to know about it."

"There's nothing I can't say to you." Bai Zhuo began to talk by himself, "Meng Shaoqing is indeed my brother. A half-brother."

Standard start.

"When I was 13, I ran away from home and wanted to pursue my music dream." Bai Zhui moved the corner of his mouth and smiled self-deprecatingly, "It sounds funny now. What about chasing dreams... If I really like music Just tell my dad. He won’t stop supporting me. But at that time... I just couldn’t understand his behavior of suppressing those real capable factions and spending money to promote some water-injected artists.”

I coughed violently.

Bai Zhui paused: "I didn't mean to target you—"

I coughed louder.

"Teacher Lan is different from other water injection artists—"

I'm almost out of breath.

Bai Zhui hurried up and patted my back.

I relaxed a lot, and said to him: "It's okay, you... go on."

Maybe it was because the embarrassing scene was not over yet, Bai Zhui's tone was not as calm as before, and he faltered nervously: "In short... Anyway, I don't like my dad, and I don't like my brother. So all these years , I have been working hard outside by myself, without their help and assistance.

"But the reality is like this. People who don't have any background and want to stick to their principles, no matter which circle they are in, will run into walls again and again. Although my strength is indeed not at the level of a song god, people in the circle never give me any progress. opportunity to rise."

"Then... have you ever regretted it?" I asked softly with a better voice.

He hesitated for a long time, and said: "Yes. I regret it. If I hadn't fallen out with my family, I would be a big hit now, appearing on TV every day, and appearing on hot searches every day, right?" Then he laughed, like I laughed happily imagining that scene, and seemed to think that the idea I said was funny, "No way, who made me ignorant when I was 13 years old, I have already chosen this path. I have already made this choice, so I will not I can go back on it.

"My brother often wants to help me, but I don't want to accept his help." Bai Zhui rubbed his hair, "I just can't get along with him. A while ago, a gold medal musician in the circle came to me, and I thought it was me again. Brother arranged, so I seriously rejected him."

My eyebrows moved: "...?"

I finally know why I can't amuse the boss, it turns out that I was chasing myself to cut off the road.

When I heard the reason, I felt aggrieved as if I swallowed a big steamed bun and choked my chest.

Just when I wanted to clarify this matter with him, I heard him continue to say: "Actually, as long as I go home now, admit my mistake to my dad, and toast him with a cup of tea. Immediately, all big-name companies will rush Come sign me, a lot of resources will drop from the sky. Even if I am not good at singing, there will be top teachers who will teach me to sing every line word by word, and rush to create an album that will definitely win for me with all the awards. But— —" He looked up at me, "Is this fair? Even if you don't say it's unfair to other hard-working characters...is it really fair to me?"

Bai Chasing this question entered into my heart and made my heart sink deeply.Gradually, as if countless bees were biting my heart, the painful and itchy feeling spread to my throat.

There was nowhere to put my face, as if I had been slapped twice.

"Then why do you like me?" I asked, "Aren't you supposed to hate me?"

"..." Bai Zhui lowered his eyes, and said "um", "I really didn't like you before. But later I found out that you are different."

"What's the difference?"

Bai Zhui laughed suddenly: "You want to know?"

I didn't react to his sudden change of mood.

He leaned over, put one hand on my shoulder and the other on my back, and leaned into my ear and said, "You go on a date with me this weekend, and I'll tell you then."