Ayanokoji in Kexue World

(55) I'm afraid they will be so mentally unable to sleep

Otoko Yuta is by far the easiest person to turn me off.

He said that Ayanokōji-senpai now looks like the savior in the defeat of the devil.

The word "savior" gives me a bad take.

I don't care about how the world will end, and I'm not interested in knowing how to save other people.I am simply acting for myself.

However, it is expected that Otoko Yuta who can speak such naive words.

I moved the subject away and moved on to something else.The reason why I want to talk to Yi Gu Youtai is because if you don’t explain some things clearly to the other party, that person will easily start to act according to his own understanding.Yigu Youtai needs to be carefully pointed out, so as not to interpret my words as someone in another direction.In other words, he should be used to the inductive method, not the person who is used to the deductive method.

Give him a point and he won't be the one to extrapolate conclusions or make reasonable guesses on his own.

After talking about "I might be targeted", "who might be targeting me", "reasons why they did this" and "my personal purpose", I would like to briefly talk about my latest plan.

"Because I'm about to get into a lot of trouble right now, I've applied to withdraw and plan to move out of my current residence."

Yi Guyoutai's big black eyes blinked following my words, and then he looked straight at me with his mouth pursed into a straight line, waiting for me to continue.

"What I told the guardians is that I want to transfer to your school. But this move is too sudden, they can't listen now, they are just waiting."

Waiting for me to compromise and give up the idea of ​​leaving, or waiting for me to take the initiative to explain why I left, or waiting for the critical point when they don't want to force me anymore.To put it simply, we are currently deadlocked.

When Yiguyouta heard that I was going to transfer to his school, his expression couldn't control his joy, as if he had already waited for what he wanted, he leaned forward and said, "Then can I help you?"

"That's what I'm thinking of, and I'm telling you this."

"Really? What do you want from me?"

"Are you free tonight?" I asked.

Otoko Yuta said: "The school access control is at 21 o'clock. Free time!"

"That won't work." I paused and said, "If possible, I would like to borrow you for the whole night. I want to take you back to my place."

As soon as this sentence fell, Yi Guyoutai became at a loss, put his right hand on the back of his neck, and said cautiously: "Actually, I can, but I should ask for leave...I have to ask Teacher Wutiao."

If you ask Teacher Wutiao, I am afraid that even the bottom line will be explained.Moreover, if he heard that I wanted to transfer to Tokyo Manga, he would probably be the first person to rush to me and cause trouble.After all, I am also the one who used his name to create an oligopoly in the magic equipment market.

"Can I help you decide?"

Yi Gu Youtai slowly put his right hand on the table, lowered his head, and nodded.

In fact, looking at the photos of Yi Guyouta a year later, it can be found that he is actually a lot more mature and stable, but now he still has a somewhat unconfident and timid look.

I'm still planning to make it clear to him, don't reveal what I said today.

Otoko Yuta's voice slowly came out, like blowing out colorful bubbles, just appearing to attract people's attention, making people worry whether it will disappear or not.I had to wait patiently for him to finish before speaking.Otoko Yuta said: "I can let Senior Ayanokōji make the decision."

"..."

Yi Gu Youtai is a little too well-behaved.

When I think about it carefully, I haven't met such a person so far, and I'm not sure if my behavior is disrespectful and abrupt.

After all, letting an underage high school student stay out all night, for him, is to deal with his usual ethics and the pressure of the school.

I suddenly felt that I was pushing him too hard.

Because I don't care about the authority of the school, and I shouldn't give this knowledge to Yi Gu Youtai.

I tilted my head, looked carefully at the changes in Otoko Yuta's facial muscles, and confirmed: "It's okay if you don't want to."

"I don't force it."

"Well."

My thoughts went back to Dr. Ali and the others.It is impossible for me to tell them the truth directly, so I can only play the emotional card in dealing with them.I always knew they cared about my state of mind since I broke up with Ren Amamiya, and they should be able to make concessions if I say I want to get along with new friends.

In fact, the easiest way is to leave without saying goodbye.

I have a way to completely evaporate me.

But, probably I want to leave some room for turning around.

The popularity of the barbecue restaurant becomes more and more popular as the night falls.When dinner was over at [-]:[-] and we went out, the sky was already completely dark, as if the world that we could see had fallen into a black abyss with weightlessness.In order to get psychological comfort, the residents in the abyss lit up colored lamps to tell others that even in the dark, it is not as bad as imagined.

Sometimes, I feel that the world can only be turned around by positive people.Negative people don't think so much about the fun that makes them happy.

"It's already dark." Yi Gu Youtai said, looking up.

……

Someone said the same thing to him.

Noticing that I was not in the state, Yi Guyouta asked, "What's wrong?"

"I'm thinking of someone."

"An important person?"

"I need someone I always think of." I said, "That's what I said, Ren Amamiya."

"…………Yeah?"

After that, Otoko Yuta didn't talk to me any more.

But I also don't have time to always pay attention to his status.

Otoko Yuta was the third person I brought back to Dr. Ali's house from outside.

When I got to the door, I suddenly realized one thing, "All three of them have black hair."When I was forced to bring Osamu Dazai back to the house last time, Dr. Ali had already said very strange things to me. I feel that if I bring Yuta Otoko this time, there will be some strange misunderstandings.

Seeing me standing still at the door, Yi Gu Youtai asked, "What's wrong?"

"if--"

I said if.

"Dr. Ali asked another girl named Haibara Ai in my house, did I mention Ren Amamiya to you..."

Otogu Yuta reacted very quickly, and said: "Senior Ayanokōji said, those words must not be shared with others today, so I will say that I have never heard of this person, nor have I heard of Akechi Goro and Shidou justice. I It's just a blank sheet of paper."

There is nothing wrong with having this idea.

I said: "The other two people are irrelevant. But if you mention Yu Gonglian, you have to say that I mentioned this person to you."

"Oh oh oh, okay." Yi Gu Youtai didn't quite understand, but he still wrote it down as if he swallowed it whole.

I continued: "Last time my guardian misunderstood that I used another person as Amamiya Ren's substitute. So, they may remind you that if it is serious, it may make you better keep a distance from me." Now think about it carefully , in their minds, am I this kind of paranoid persona?Will be too attached to things that have passed, brooding, and unable to let go.

When Yi Guyouta responded, his voice also dropped: "So that's the case." Probably imagining what kind of scene will happen.

I also kept him to continue to make mental preparations, and opened the door directly by myself.

The door of Dr. Ali’s house is directly facing the open bar. The kitchen and the three-piece sofa and glass table set for the living room can be seen on the left and right of the bar. The interior of the house attaches great importance to the lighting design, so skylights are also installed.At night, you can open the skylight to see the brightest stars in the sky.When I entered the room, I saw that Dr. Ali and Huiyuan Ai were not doing their usual business, but looking up at the starry sky, chatting without saying a word.But as soon as the door opened, the two of them fell silent.

"You're back." Hui Yuanai greeted in advance.

"Yes." While I answered, I also looked at Dr. A Li.

Dr. Ali cheered up and said to me as usual: "Do you want to drink milk?"

"it is good."

To be honest, I don't like drinking milk.

However, when I first moved into Dr. Ari's house where I lived alone, our conversation started with this sentence, and I would say "yes" every time.This time is no exception.

After answering this sentence, Dr. A Li was obviously happier, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"I also brought my classmate here." I said, "He is from Tokyo Jugao. I think you may be worried about that school, so if someone introduces the school to you, you will be more accepting."

The expressions of Dr. Ali and Haihara Ai froze obviously. After they exchanged glances, they turned their gazes to Otoko Yuta behind me.Otoko Yuta hurriedly bowed to the two of them and said, "Hi, I'm Otoko Yuta, a freshman in Tokyo Curs High."

"Please come in." Hui Yuanai said.

Dr. Ali waved his hand and said, "You're welcome, you can sit wherever you want. Do you want to eat cake?"

Yi Gu Youtai acted according to my expression, and said, "I'm sorry for your inconvenience."

After the pleasantries, the four of them quickly sat down in the living room, and there was embarrassment and silence for 3 minutes.

At this time, Dr. Ali still played the role of his real parent, saying: "When I received the call from the head teacher of the school, I had already checked what school Tokyo Jugao is."

I still remember the teacher's evaluation that it was a religious school with a low enrollment rate and a low promotion rate.

According to the teacher's description, Dr. Ali probably wouldn't want to see me jump from a gold medal high school to a religious school.

"Tokyo Curse High is actually pretty good. Ayanokōji is introverted and shy, but there aren't many teachers and students in the curse high school, and the interpersonal relationship is not complicated. For Ayanokōji, it's actually pretty good. Moreover, the employment rate is [-]%, and the school guarantees employment for students. It's very rare." Dr. Ali held the water glass with a positive attitude, "Not to mention, Ayanokouji has friends in Kagako that he wants to keep in touch with all the time. In fact, when Ayanokouji moved here, although I often let Shinichi Coming here with Xiaolan allowed Ayanokouji to have many good friends, but it didn't seem to be very successful. So, in fact, it's really great now, isn't it?"

Speaking of this, Dr. Ali laughed, stood up, patted my shoulder, and said: "I heard that Tokyo Manga High is a boarding system. If Ayano Koji passes by, I think you will come back in the future." here?"

"After all, Ayanokouji is not active at all, and is too polite." Haibara Ai said, "It feels like if you leave, you won't come back."

"..."

I sat stiffly on the chair.

I also know that Otoko Yuta has been looking at me, but I didn't respond to him.

Actually, I think I'm a little uncomfortable.

"I have already signed the application for you. I will also actively talk to the teacher, Ayanokōji, just do what you want." Dr. Ali continued to pat me on the shoulder.

After a moment of silence, I felt that everyone was waiting for my response.But I didn't make a sound, so Hui Yuanai said, "Don't you want to say something?"

"Thank you."

"you are welcome."

After Dr. Ali responded, he went directly into the room. Only Huiyuan Ai was still looking at me, and said bitterly: "Ayanokōji, you are really an idiot. You just say, "I will come back and take a look." "Dr. A Li" would be fine, it wouldn't be like this. "

Even Hui Yuanai was angry.

Looks like I'm really doing really badly.

Seeing that I still didn't move, Haibara finally gave up.

"If they knew the situation of Senior Ayanokouji, they wouldn't say that. Senior Ayanokouji just didn't want to cause trouble for them... What should I do to help you?"

"You don't have to do anything."

Maybe they guessed my difficulties and secrets that I couldn't tell, so they turned into supporting my decision.I don't ask why anymore, I just want to ask if there are any reasons and excuses for the continuation of the fetters between each other.The reason why Hui Yuanai was angry was that I didn't even give a word of consolation.Even if there is really no scene, a lie full of loopholes can make people survive the most uncomfortable parting period.

"...Really?" Yi Gu Youtai was a little frustrated.

I said, "I can make them not sad in a second."

"Ok?"

As long as I tell them I'm Kashasha of the Black Organization.

Their feelings will evaporate, and feelings are inherently fragile.

If you are too involved, you will become a clown instead.

"Then let's talk about it now!" Yi Gu Youtai hurriedly urged me, "Let everyone regain their spirits."

“……………………”

I'm afraid they'll be too nervous to sleep.

The author has something to say:

Dragon Boat Festival Ankang.

Thank you for your comments, I will try my best to finish it by the end of June.