Ayanokoji in Kexue World

(34) When I meet you

I originally wanted to return to Mihua Town after the village incident was over.

The teachers and students of Jugao are used to things in the village, but for me, an ordinary student who has never seen the world, after the incident is over, the most important thing to do is to go back to Mihua Town and restore my mood.However, as soon as I put forward my idea, it was blocked by Ranpo Edogawa.

Edogawa Ranpo generally would not take the initiative to refute my wishes.

If I persist, it can only mean one thing, Toru Amuro has always suspected that I have something to do with Kashasha.

But in the final analysis, to divert Amuro Toru's attention, success is also Karasawa Akira, and loss is also Karasawa Akira.

Since Tang Zeming is the middleman who came to send the news, there must be someone who receives the news.

I just don't know what Toru Amuro would think.

First of all, Akira Karasawa is set to be the person who will send the message, then he will go around and exchange messages with others, "I am here to send the message", and match the password.At this time, he can be "deceived" by Toru Amuro who pretends to be "the person who answers the code".In other words, before that, Akira Karasawa did not meet anyone who received the message.That is to say, those who have heard the news from Akira Tang, but have not met and talked with him in detail, their suspicion is relatively low.

For example, me.

But of course there are other things to consider:

Aware of the content of the message, but did not have the opportunity to sign with Karasawaaki, but Amuro Toru took the lead.Well, I originally had time alone with Tang Zeming during the time when Gojo Satoru was lured away, but I didn't give the password, which means that I should not be the one to receive the news.

Here, my suspicion should be reduced.

Of course, Toru Amuro realized that Akira Karasawa's words were a trap.He might also consider that the key information has already been exchanged, and the person who received the information deliberately asked Akira Karasawa to stay to deceive Toru Amuro.In other words, the person who did this on purpose is also the one who can recognize Toru Amuro as the "Bourbon" of the black organization at a glance.

Regarding the above situations, especially the latter ones, I cannot get rid of my suspicions.However, in order to prove this point, it depends on whether Toru Amuro realizes that from the very beginning, I also tampered with the car's navigation.

If he knew that the car's navigation was manipulated, Toru Amuro could basically confirm the conclusion that "Akira Karasawa is a trap"; if he didn't know that the car's navigation was manipulated, then he still doubted my reason. It was because he thought there was something wrong with what he took from Tang Zeming.And in the restaurant at that time, after Gojo Satoru left, the time of my conversation with Tang Zeming was unknown, which only increased the suspicion.

So, I still need to do something that can alleviate my suspicion.

For example, I took the initiative to give him the mobile phone video containing the evidence of his crime.

This is to assuage my suspicions.

In fact, I have the easiest way to get Amuro Toru's "stop".

However, I predict that I may need Amuro Toru in the future.

I really don't want my decision to be wrong.

The only thing we can do now is probably to stand still and wait and see what happens.

We transferred to the Kusatsu Net Red Hot Spring Pavilion.Recreational facilities are much more abundant than cave hotels, and there are hot spring streets emerging outside, as well as shrines that pray for health, etc. There are many attractions to visit.For me though, after dislocating my shoulder, I don't want to be anywhere.It's just that I heard that there is a place to pray for health, so I stood up and prayed for that Xia Youjie.

Other than Osamu Dazai, this is the first time I have been so concerned about the life and death of others.

At that time, I still remembered that Xia Youjie was protected by a curse spirit, so I let go of my hands and feet. As long as Xia Youjie is distracted for a second or two, we can escape safely.But I didn't expect that the water gun would directly penetrate the mana spirit's brain and hit Xia Youjie's forehead directly.

Because my movement was too unexpected, I had to dislocate my shoulder to conceal my real strength, and put it all on the miracle of "after being stimulated, the adrenaline soared and the strength suddenly increased".

After clarifying my thoughts with them, I went to the shrine alone.

Shrines and hot spring shopping streets are different ways.

I have neither desire to buy nor interest in shopping.

When Amuro Toru and Edogawa Ranpo and I parted ways, I also asked them to help buy some souvenirs to prevent them from chasing after me.It is inconvenient to tell others about the fact that I went to pray for Xia Youjie.

If they know that I care about the wicked, I don't know what they will think.But in order to cover up my purpose, I also bought all the people I knew in Mihua Town——Dr. store manager and colleagues.

In the process of buying, I remembered that I hadn't been to the shrine much.

When I came this time, I was surprised that I would have a lot of curiosity about it.Thinking about it carefully, I was probably influenced by Amamiya's words-"A year ago, I went to a shrine and made a wish. I hope my life will change, and I hope I can make lifelong friends. "

Probably since then, the shrine has taken on other meanings to me.

I don't know why Amamiya Ren really doesn't want to see me——

Ren Amamiya may know that I am a calculating person.

But even so, as long as he didn't cross the line, he wouldn't avoid me.

At that time, Amamiya Ren and the Phantom Thieves watched Shido justice repent at the bottom of the plaza, shot and killed Akechi Goro, and then committed suicide.Amamiya Ren should be aware of one thing - the change of mind of the Phantom Thieves will not make people go on the road of suicide.And Shitong Zhengyi would do such an extreme thing, that is, someone designed this result.

Therefore, the reason why he avoided me was that he suspected that the deaths of Shidou Zhengyi and Akechi Goro were caused by me, even if they were not killed by my own hands, they were also led by me.

That's why he couldn't face me.

And actually, I can't explain it.

After all, regardless of whether people are dead or not, Shidou Zhengyi and Akechi Goro will not appear in front of people.

"Just to buy amulets, don't you want to visit the shrine?" Gojo Satoru's voice came from behind.

When I turned around, I subconsciously scanned my surroundings.

After Gojo Satoru noticed my gaze, he explained, "It's just me."

I saw him bandage his eyes again.At first glance, he looked like a person with an eye injury, but every step he took was as if he could clearly see the people around him with his eyes.If it is understood as a supernatural ability, this is not surprising.

I looked away and paid the money with one hand.

Although a dislocation is not considered a fracture, but if you can try not to move your dominant hand as much as possible, you can return to a normal state sooner.

I found a bench by myself and sat down.

There are street musicians singing and playing the electronic piano behind, and there are also people accompanying them with guitars.It might have been a nice leisure time if it wasn't for dealing with this person.

"If you have anything to say, you can say it earlier."

I don't know much about spells.

Maybe this Gojo Satoru has a similar ability to the fortune-telling fortune teller who told me back then, and now he is trying to grab my secret and negotiate terms with me.

When I asked for a mobile phone from Mrs. Shiraishi, I did it while staring at them with their backs to me.But Gojo Satoru could accurately describe my small movements.According to abilities, Gojo Satoru at least has the ability to "see through".

Gojo Satoru sat casually on the other side of the bench, picked up the egg pudding he just bought and ate it: "Let me brew it."

"Ah."

I took out an amulet from the bag and handed it to Gojo Satoru.

Gojo Satoru watched suspiciously with a plastic spoon in his mouth: "Why did you give it to me?"

Sure enough, even with his eyes wrapped like that, he could still "see" other people's actions.Does he have very powerful six senses?Usually blindfolded to exercise the other five senses?Or for other purposes?

Naturally, I will not dwell on the truth.

I said lightly: "In the future, I should never have any dealings with you magicians again. You leave this trouble to Xia Youjie. I hope that the enmity between that gentleman and me will be wiped out from now on."

"But I think it's more likely that he will find you first than he will find me first."

That's right, after all, I offended people severely.

However, Wujo Wu would not take the initiative to find Xia Youjie?

Before I said anything, Gojo Wu put away the amulet, tilted his head and continued to say to me: "To you, Xia Youjie is a villain. I didn't expect you to be so soft-hearted to the villain. If he can't be saved, you Don't worry about being cursed either. I estimate that he has at least four thousand curse spirits on him, and if he wants to curse you, you won't have enough lives for four thousand."

is it?

I still remember that he said that he wanted to create a world with only conjurers, and it seems that he has made a lot of preparations.

Not only know how to engage in capital turnover, engage in group organization, but also know the concept of preparation for action.Even if this person goes astray, he still has some brains, and he doesn't mess around with people.This is much better than someone who wants to create a world without supernatural beings, doing things and messing with others according to his mood.

I retell what he said before to Gojo Satoru, wondering if he also discriminates against ordinary people.

As far as I know, a lot of occult circles are just very exclusive.

Gojo Satoru managed to explain in words that I could understand.

"do you know?"

Only ordinary people can produce curse spirits and curses.

And conjurers have the ability to control spell power.

Our job is almost like a sweeper.Wherever there are curses created by ordinary people, we need to deal with them.So we sacrificed many companions.Sometimes, the people we save are also a bunch of disgusting people. "

Gojo Satoru continued: "It is inevitable that there will be thoughts of "doing these things are all boring and meaningful". "

Gojo Satoru's words have already explained a lot.

I'm not a magician, so naturally I can't say "I understand" lightly.

Although I think this is like a crime, trying to eliminate the curse spirit is as difficult as getting rid of the darkness of society.But in fact, police eradication of crime will gain social recognition and reputation, and it can satisfy the desire to realize self-worth.But conjurers are hidden behind the society, no one will realize the existence of this group of people who silently guard them, and naturally they will not be recognized.

According to Maslow's pyramid structure of needs, we can know that people's needs will change and improve over time and gradually after basic needs are met, from survival needs, safety needs, social needs, dignity needs to self-worth needs and self-transcendence needs, from which we can see the motives behind people's actions.

Obviously, they are stuck on the need for self-worth and self-transcendence above the need for dignity.Because these needs cannot be met, psychological pain and discomfort arise.

There are actually two directions in which this fact can be resolved: self-regulation and social approval.

But it's not that easy to do.

It can be difficult alone.

"Mr. Xia You was a good person before, right?"

If he would collapse because of his companion, his heart would be softer than he imagined.

But after so long, I don't know if his original intention has changed.

"I didn't expect you to care about him so much. You should know that even if you sigh about his experience, it won't change the fact that he wants to kill you, right?" Gojo Satoru gestured at his neck.

"A high school detective I know told me that there may be a thousand reasons to kill someone, but no reason to want to help someone," I said. "And I don't want him to die because of me."

This is the truth.

"You are such an interesting person." Gojo Satoru said with a smile.

I watched him silently, wondering when on earth he would start telling me what he was up to.

What we're talking about has gone a long way.

"I told you, actually, is Xia Youjie my friend?"

"It can be guessed."

It can be seen from the names the two people call each other that the relationship between the two people has always been very good. Even now that they are standing on opposite sides, this name has not changed.

I think even such small details make people feel good.

Occasionally, I imagined that one day, Amamiya and I accidentally met on the street, he looked into my eyes, and I looked into his eyes, how would he speak to me, or would he pretend not to see it?Do we treat the past as if it never happened?

"Guess, what kind of ending will Jie and I have?" Gojo Satoru couldn't stop talking about this topic.This is usually no one chats with him, did he suddenly start talking? "That Amuro said you were a book writer? What do you think?"

"...I'm just recording the case, and besides, I haven't written yet."

"Then what do you say? Anyway, it's about the same?"

"Various."

I would not place my hopes on false ideas.

"You're so boring." Gojo Satoru turned his head to look in the direction of the street musicians, as if he was in no mood to speak.

This person's moodiness is really comparable to that of Edogawa Ranpo.

If he really doesn't say why he came, I've been talking to him here for so long, it's really just a waste of time.

I quickly ended the subject by saying, "The ending is nothing more than—" I said, ""We can never go back to the past". "

Wujo Gojo was stunned, and his emotions were written on his face: "Next time you open a blog and tell me, I will go to watch and give a bad review by the way."

"The ending is not a matter of saying a few words. The ending I imagine is never an empty dialogue between two people, whether it is to clear up the past, turn the fight into friendship, or just want you to die, but that both parties are in a way that can feel each other's feelings. on the screen."

I am trying to learn about emotions.

Although unsuccessful, although few people will know about it, even I myself do not know how to express my emotions occasionally.

But I also thought about it, and I hope that time can stay in the good times forever.

"Mr. Wujo, come here."

I led him towards the street performers and said a few words to the electric pianist.He borrowed my electronic piano, and I tried to play the prelude of "The Moment of Waking Up" first, to try my hand.

Gojo Satoru was standing in front of the crowd, his silver hair was now covered with golden light from the sun, waiting to see what I wanted to do.

In fact, I also feel that this is not what I usually do.

Maybe because of Wujo Wu and Xia Youjie's affairs, some of my thoughts are also projected on them.

A clean and long prelude sounded leisurely.

"The Talmud of Judaism has such a passage.

it says--

"Human eyes are made up of black and white. But why does God want people to see things only through the black part? Because life must pass through the darkness in order to see the light."

The dark days may be as long as a ship sailing in the fog, you may be lonely, you may get lost, you may collapse, but there will always be a bright light to accompany you in life, "Let the light guide your way, please use the light to guide your way forward "This sentence comes from my next song "Seeyouagain". "

"

It's been a long day without you my friend

Without your company, the days are really so long

And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again

When I meet you again, I will tell you all about it"

Unlike the song, I won't tell anyone anything about me.I will carry those secrets with me until I disappear from this world.

Therefore, I can't talk about my affairs with anyone.

Too many things happened to me that ordinary people can't understand.

I have neither the habit of telling others about my difficulties, nor will I easily tell anyone about me.Because I know that once I say these things, people around me will abandon me, stay away from me, reject me, and question me.Or, being mean and suspicious, I would no longer want to trust them.

I would question their purpose and sincerity in approaching me.

Therefore, keeping silent became my strongest protection mechanism to maintain the relationship.

I have never experienced life and death tribulations with anyone.

I have never held true love with anyone until death.

I didn't pay, and I certainly didn't get anything in return.

I didn't come close, so there must have been no response.

I have been so, I am so, and I will be so in the future.

But others are not like that.

If I were Wujo Wu, I could chase back not only one Xia Youjie, but even ten Xia Youjies.

Because "feelings are never just that, something that can be easily let go."

Someone told me so.

For Gojo Satoru, recovering Xia Youjie who has betrayed him requires courage and is difficult.But it's the same for him, and it's the same for Xia Youjie.They don't necessarily know, maybe they can sit down with each other again to talk about the present and the future.Because now they still use the names that are closest to each other.

The electronic organ sound is flowing.

More and more people stayed by the side, clapping their hands in an orderly accompaniment to the singing.They had smiles on their faces because of the song, and some even sang along softly.The guitarist also quickly followed my melody, wrapped in a rich melody, as if telling a story.

"Everything I went through

no matter what hardships

Youre standing there by my side

always have you by my side

Andnowyougonnabewithmeforthelastride

For the last journey, I need your company even more.”

When I hit the last note, the audience fell silent.

This is not quite what I imagined.When it's over, it's time to leave.I subconsciously looked at Gojo Satoru, and he smiled at me.Then the applause of the people around me fell on my ears like autumn rain.

I sat in the chair and didn't know what to say, and finally leaned into the microphone and said softly, "Thank you."

Then, I immediately quit.

The original bench can no longer sit on it.

I would have liked to sit down anyway, since it was time to get down to business.As a result, Gojo Satoru took my arm and said, "Are you still in the mood to sit here?"

"Why can't you just sit down?"

"A lot of people are watching you."

"Why are you looking at me?" I turned my head and did see some people holding their phones in my direction trying to strike up a conversation.

"People are beautiful and songs are sweet."

Gojo Satoru's words made my scalp tingle, and I got goosebumps all over my body.He seemed satisfied with my disgusted look and continued to laugh.But he didn't stop, but went down the long steps step by step.

"You do sing well."

"I've learned basic vocal music before."

I have basically learned all the compulsory education courses for every child in WhiteRoom, and I can also play basic musical instruments, so it is not difficult to hear some tunes and repeat its melody.

"I was moved by you just now."

"........."

Don't think about it, my face must be full of doubts, doubts, and expressions of complete disbelief.

Wujo Gojo smiled and said: "I started to think naively, maybe Jie and I still have a common future. I also have a very wonderful idea - do you want to be my student? Then through your eyes , Let's see what the ending of Jie and I will be like."

"Sorry, I can't see the curse spirit."

"This kind of trivial matter, Wujo Wu, who is invincible under heaven, can easily settle it for you. Didn't you see the magic spirit through the special glasses? Moreover, you are not at a disadvantage when facing a super magician. Hit him in the face. Isn't it great?"

"Well, Mr. Xia You is your friend, right?"

"It's a friend, but I don't mind seeing him deflated. This is the basic etiquette of a friend."

"You are really friends, I believe it." I said in a sticky voice, "I hope your (broken friends) friendship will last forever."

"Don't reject me like that, maybe you will get what you want most from me?" Gojo Satoru spread five fingers in my direction.

I looked at him inexplicably.

This Wujo Satoru should never know the priorities of things, and his personality is too casual.Whether he wants to talk to me or not, we are really talking more and more sideways now.

"doing what?"

"If you clap your hands, it means you agree. I will lower my hands a little according to your height." Gojo Satoru said with a smile, "Don't you want to know what I can give you?"

I put my hands in my pockets.

"I usually only talk to strangers for a few words. If you have nothing else to do, I'll leave first."

I quickly left the steps of the shrine with my head down.Gojo Satoru followed my footsteps and said, "Ayanokōji, don't be so heartless."

"……speak English."

"I want to overthrow the upper echelons of the entire conjuration world and shut up those old antiques. I know you are a smart person. I need someone with a brain like you to join me. As for the price, if you want it, it belongs to I can give you all of the Gojo family. The Gojo family is one of the three royal families in the magic world, and it is a famous family—"

He really doesn't seem to care about his family status.But compared to Gojo Satoru, Xia Youjie would be more useful.Xia Youjie is proficient in casting spells and pitting money, which is very convenient for me to do things.

"how?"

"The entire Wujo family, are you also included?"

"If you finish it, it's okay." Gojo Gora said with a long smile, "I know, I am also a person who is "unstoppable in certain groups and cannot be rejected". "

I looked up at Gojo Satoru.

Gojo Satoru nodded.

"Can you still use other people's spell spirits as your own monitor?"

Toru Amuro said something similar to me the other day.If this is the case, if Gojo Satoru can do things without a lower limit, it might be impossible for him to cooperate.

"That's because I have a keen six senses."

Oh, it's just a coincidence, I heard it.

"I'm just an ordinary person, please don't disturb my life, thank you."

At the end of the long vacation, Gojo Satoru didn't give up the idea of ​​letting me transfer to their mantra reading.But that's not the point. The point is that I don't know which tourist uploaded the picture of me playing and singing on the Internet.

Orihara Lin also gloated and said, I became popular on the Internet.

"You can shut up quickly."

If the whole network is hacked, will I be suspected?

In addition to Orihara Rinya, I also received an unexpected call that day——

"Ayanokōji-kun, my surname is Dazai, can I meet you?"

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