Ayanokoji in Kexue World

(15) Are feelings more important than ideals?

I've been with the Black Organization for less than three years.Considering that I have been out of contact for two years in the past three years, if I don't show up again, the organization probably thinks I am going to defect and add some unnecessary troubles to me.At that time, the "only three months left" sent by Gin didn't refer to my planned time, but the deadline for me to be judged as a "defected organization member".

Let's talk about the matter that Amamiya Ren thinks that I have recovered my memory.

My recovery of memory has nothing to do with the fact that the Phantom Thieves used "0429" to enter the different world I know, it's simply that I followed in.

I've been in it before, even if I don't remember it, this ability comes with me.After they passed a code to enter a door, I used another code given by the plastic umbrella sent to enter another space.

"LaPaz, Hurray!"

If LaPaz here is not Spanish, then it refers to La Paz, the capital of Bolivia.And Hurray is used to celebrate birthdays in English-speaking countries.So at this time, I can start from October 10th, the day when the capital La Paz was established, and get a new four-digit password "20", which is my date of birth on the record.

Afterwards, thinking that Amemiya and Akechi would realize that I had my memory back.In addition, in the past two years, Akechi Goro should be quite proficient in using the persona.If I am targeted by him, I may not be immune to its influence.Just in case, under the pretext of uploading evidence, I disconnected them, including the Phantom Thieves and Goro Akechi.

It was an accident to know Yugong.

Meeting Akechi Goro was also an accident.

The basis of "cognition of another world" lies in Freud's definition of "consciousness", rather than exploring the "subconscious world" and "unconscious world".Two years ago, Orihara Rin and I also fell in love with a young man named Goro Akechi, and we also did an experiment.If it is determined to be amnesia, the consciousness space is almost equivalent to resetting.

This young man is ambitious, and what he is going to do is very easy to guess, worthy of being a pawn.

He just wanted to let his father use his ability to drive his father into madness at the moment when his wish was fulfilled, either by confessing his crimes, committing suicide, or smearing his own reputation, so as to fall into the political circle Top Ending.As long as he doesn't change his mind, no matter what happens in the middle, the result is controllable for me.At the very end, I can just recycle the "Different World Navigation" given to Goro Akechi.

At that time, they will not be able to find me.

However, I didn't expect Goro Akechi to make it, it took two years.

I thought it would take half a year at most, after all, the Prime Minister of Japan can be changed every year.

Orihara Lin naturally didn't think about helping me, but just saw that the time was almost up.When Akechi Goro found me again, he began to give me reminders—for example, the information on the plastic umbrella.

On the night of Shitong Zhengyi's press conference, when I couldn't get through to Yu Gonglian, I vaguely guessed that Yu Gonglian might know my plan.

He is not a stupid person, just because he is simple-minded and willing to trust people.Even if there are some unnatural places, he is willing to use his own way to justify himself.

Ren Amamiya probably guessed that I used him and Goro Akechi.

If he really thought that, he was right.

For this reason, I also thought about how to explain it, saying, "I found Goro Akechi two years ago to test the ability of "Navigation in Different Worlds", but I didn't expect that he could have a "Personality Mask" that I didn't have, and then Control affects the minds of others.Later, because of his relationship, I lost my memory. "

These are all true.

In order to prove my "innocence", I even fabricated a fake invoice when I gave him the medicine again, intending to give it to him unintentionally.As a result, Amamiya Ren didn't give me a chance to explain, but just told me not to meet again in the future.Simply put, my follow-up efforts didn't go anywhere.

That day, I sat in front of the coffee shop for a long time, and I didn't feel sleepy at all.I speculate about what will happen next, and I also think about what happened before.A long time ago, someone said that I was not good at saying goodbye, and even now, I can't learn it either.

After dawn, I didn't know what to do, thinking maybe I could talk to Amamiya Ren again.But after hearing the noise from the attic, I knew clearly that Amamiya Ren didn't want to see me.So, I just hung the medicine bag on the doorknob of the store and left from where I was.Before I left the street, I noticed from the corner of my eye that he had found the medicine bag I had given him, sitting where I had been, with his head bowed.

I suddenly remembered what Nietzsche said.

"I feel bad not because you lied to me, but because I can no longer trust you."

If Ren Amamiya no longer believes in me, I think there is nothing wrong with it.

But if he loses the heart to trust others, I think it's my fault.I will make it up to him as much as possible.But this is also a matter of later.In any case, my goal was achieved - to exchange for the lowest cost (Goro Akechi) for my ultimate goal "Prime Minister of Japan", and to get everything out of me.

……

Now, I'm back in Yokohama.

I heard that the member of the Ayanokoji Pavilion passed away, and the nursing home held a funeral for him.

The funeral will be at the Yokohama Cemetery.

The world still praises the achievements he has made, but they don't know that he once had such a stain as me.I still remember his face to this day.That face is engraved in my mind, and the words "you are my failure" are repeated over and over again.

Four years ago, I was indeed that person's biological son, and because of his relationship, I joined the artificial genius experiment from birth and lived in the laboratory called "White Room".That experiment, which taught me all the talents I have now, also took away my rights as a human being.

There was a time when I suspected that I was just a robot, or a cyborg.

Later, in the mission together, I joined the Mafia organization at the port of Yokohama, and got the paper pages of the "book" that is rumored to grant all wishes. I used that paper to sever the relationship with that person, and also erased the all non-daily life.

I want to be an ordinary person, and I'm working hard for it.

This time, I didn't go to see him, but to see the tombstone named Oda Sakunosuke.

Four years ago, he deliberately introduced Mimic, the European supernatural organization, because of the port Mafia Mori Ogai in order to obtain a "superior business license", and used the death of Oda Sakunosuke's five children to provoke a battle between Oda Sakunosuke and the leader of Mimic.

The outcome of this foreign organization's disaster in Yokohama was that the Special Ability Section backed down and gave the port mafia a "Permission to Operate Ability".The price paid was "the death of Oda Sakunosuke" and "the defection of the cadre Osamu Dazai".The design lasted less than a month, and Mori Ogai obtained the maximum benefit with the minimum sacrifice.

Naturally, my joining the Black Organization has nothing to do with the death of Oda Sakunosuke.

The time I spent with him did not add up to more than a week.

However, I don't hate Sakunosuke Oda.Besides, I saw that Dazai couldn't even save his own friends.

One thing I realized is that many times people will obey and endure the results they don’t want to bear. In fact, it’s not because of their submissive character, but because they still can’t change their “involuntary” after struggling, and they can’t escape the situation in the end. The coercion of planning, even if they are talented or talented.

They are powerless to resist them. Faced with such a predicament, even Osamu Dazai, who is wise and close to the demon, will face the pain of not being able to save his friends.What about the people in the game?What about Zhongye?

Now is not the time for me to be human, I need more power.

And when I was looking for power, I should be like Amamiya said, "No matter how fine and perfect everything is calculated, it is nothingness. A person who abandons everything will definitely not be able to keep what he wants."

However, I don't regret it, and every decision I made led me to the final victory.As long as I can achieve what I want to do, no amount of suffering, no amount of doubt, no amount of disgust, for me, those are not reasons to stop me from moving forward.

.........

I went to the grave of Oda Sakunosuke.

"I haven't seen Mr. Oda for a long time. Let this be my sacrifice to Mr. Oda."

I lit a flame in front of Oda.Xiaohuo is like a baby waiting to be fed, gnawing at a "power management license" issued by the government, from the patterns on the paper to the words written in lacquer ink, to the red sand stamping.

After the Phantom Thieves of Heart incident is over, the policies of the "Japanese Ruling Party" will also be affected by the black organization that elected them to the top.This time, the first new regulation of the political party is "From now on, all permits issued by the government will only be valid for four years. Documents issued four years ago should be immediately recalled and destroyed." The first implementation was in Yokohama. The Ability Secret Service Division of the experimental city.

The one recovered from Port Mafia, which is the one I have in hand, is shimmering brightly like noon at this moment.The fire stirred and danced strangely, until at last it was ashes blown by the wind.

"Mr. Oda, is feeling really more important than ideals to you?"

I heard that before he died, he still hadn't become a writer, and he didn't have a house facing the sea.

For this dream, he gave up his original career and insisted on the bottom line of not killing people.

After several years of hard work, for the sake of five children who have nothing to do with me, I gave up my life and my ideals, which makes me incomprehensible.

The author has something to say:

Volume [-]: Complete the task of the Black Organization - "Push the people needed by the organization to the position of the ruling party in Japan".

↓ (Execution method)

Two years ago, he took a fancy to the politician (Shido Masayoshi) who was closest to the position of the Prime Minister of Japan, and Akechi Goro, who had a grudge against Shido Masayoshi.The person who came forward was Shinjuku intelligence agent Orihara Rinya, who made Akechi Goro think that Ayanokouji wanted to avenge his father and wanted justice against Shidou.According to Orihara Rinya's plan, Akechi Goro took away Ayanokoji Kiyotaka's navigation and memory of another world.

Akechi Goro, in order to get close to Shidou Zhengyi and gain Shidou Zhengyi's trust, created a series of incidents to help Shidou Zhengyi eliminate political opponents and make himself a famous detective.Two years later, that is, the main line of the story, he successfully killed Shidou justice for himself, and put away all crimes from himself, and dragged Ayanokoji, who had a grudge against Shidou Zhengyi, into the water.The excuse is to help the amnesiac Ayanokouji investigate "his relationship with the demented Ayanokouji cabinet".

Akechi Goro's plan is reversed.

When Shidou Masayoshi was pulled down, Ayanokouji was able to smoothly push the people needed by the organization to the stage.

<Complete achievement>

A．Ayanokōji is closer to the core figure of the organization, and has a higher status in the black organization.

B．Smoothly influenced the direction of government laws and regulations by means of aides, tightened the control on violent groups, abolished the indefinite use of the ability business license, and changed it to a four-year system, that is, the port mafia license has expired; revised the "Violence Group Countermeasure Act

<hidden danger>

A. Mori Ogai began to pay attention to and target Ayanokōji with the code name of "Kasashia";

B. The undercover agent of the black organization is very afraid of Ayanokouji's great activity;

This is volume one ↑, everyone can take it as needed.

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Regarding dealing with Mori Ogai, why did you take such a detour?If you really want to start with the certificate, you can also use fraud.

Answer: One, first of all, the mission is naturally centered on the mission of the Black Organization, and Keng Mori Ogai is by the way.Second, Ayanokouji was serious about tricking him, not playing tricks on him. (Seriously, just defrauding the license to make people angry, or something else, this is a prank. Ayanokōji does not do pranks, if you want to cheat, you must make him unable to turn over in a reasonable and legal way, this is the trick.

Licensing and legislation are separate, and legislation definitely takes a long time, I understand.

Permits are local policies in key areas, and Ayanokōji has people in Yokohama.