Ayanokoji in Kexue World

(14) I will probably never escape this fate

This time the seaside was not fruitless, at least I said they helped me think of a string of numbers.This is a very good start, because they say that in general access is much easier than you think if you have the consent of the owner of the mental space.

After returning to the hotel, Amamiya once again demonstrated how to use the different world navigation to enter the cognitive different world—the so-called world formed by human subconsciousness and the material manifestation of cognition.Although they popularized the source of weapon power called "Persona", the realization of a different world called "Magic Palace/Palace", and the twisted desire called "Secret Treasure", to me, that It's still a new world after all.

I only saw Amemiya disappearing from my eyes again.After seeing the first time, the second time is no surprise.After some time, he reappeared out of thin air.Amamiya's expression is not particularly good-looking, but I don't know if it's because of frustration and failure, or because I'm too tired after achieving staged success.

"How?" I asked.

Ren Amamiya shook her head and said, "I found out that there may be no way to treat your amnesia in Ayanokouji."

"is it?"

Actually, I wasn't particularly surprised.

It's just that he looks much more depressed than I imagined.

This really puzzles me.

Is it because the sense of justice is too strong, so I feel frustrated and frustrated that things can't heal me?

"Then since we're in Yokohama, let's play in Yokohama."

I took the initiative to speak up.

"Ah."

After Amamiya finished answering, she was silent for a long time without looking at me.

For dinner, we ordered the buffet.I was looking forward to it before departure, but now that Amamiya is so listless, I don't have much appetite.So I simply opened my mouth.

"You should have seen something? Can you tell me something?"

Ren Amamiya didn't seem to be surprised that I had such a guess, maybe in his mind I was considered a sensitive person.But Amamiya Ren did not elaborate.

"Although there is no cure for your amnesia, I think maybe it's not bad for you to lose your memory forever."

"Really? It's your decision."

"Maybe the wording is too selfish, I really think so." Umiya Ren said firmly, "For you, the current life is a new life."

"Then I think I should have a certain right to know about my past life."

"Do you really want to know?"

"I just think that if I can take the attitude of letting go, at least you can have a good meal. I don't intend to add too much burden to you. Please tell me."

So, Ren Amamiya told me a story that I can accept in his own way.

To me, it's just a "story" that isn't real.

Four years ago, Ayanokōji Kiyotaka was forced to join the port mafia because of amnesia.After that, he finally escaped from the mafia, and unexpectedly experienced a car accident. After being admitted to the orphanage, life became more and more predictable.

"that's all?"

I don't find it uncomfortable at all.

However, maybe it is because his living environment is much better than my previous days, so he thinks I am very pitiful.

"Ah."

I said truthfully, "I think it sounds like someone else's story."

"That's why I also hope that you may not recover your memory and just be an ordinary student."

"Ah."

I have no objection to that.I know it's not convincing for me to say this with a blank face, but I still hold this thought sincerely.

Ren Yugong seemed to be touched, her little finger moved, and she wanted to make some actions but was pulled back to the line by reason.I saw it in my eyes but didn't point it out, and said, "Since it's rare to come to Yokohama, let's enjoy it, my business is second to none."

As we were having dinner, Ren Amamiya reminded me of something.

"In addition, the two people I met in the suburban foreign restaurant today hide as far away as possible, and don't come into contact with them again. They are very dangerous."

I nodded.

In fact, after Ren Amamiya confessed to me, I still felt a little hard to let go.But maybe because my attitude is very firm, my thoughts are very persistent, and I don't look like the type who will be strong on the surface, secretly buried in the quilt and cry secretly, he gradually let go.

For the rest of the day, we became real tourists in Yokohama. From the night view of the port to the red brick warehouse, and then to Yokohama Chinatown, as long as it is a hot spot or an online celebrity restaurant, we will find a way to experience it.

At the end, we also took a commemorative photo. In the photo, I stared at the camera and raised a V shape that was neither high nor low. Ren Amamiya supported my wrist and raised the V shape.

He whispered in my ear that my days would be different.We can go to college together in the future, and then I will be a lawyer, and he will be a clinical counselor. After work, we can drink and eat barbecue in an izakaya full of fireworks and human touch. We will have children in the future.And maybe a puppy, or a cat, if I like.

"Maybe I won't get married?"

I don't want to be another person's burden, and I don't want someone to be my shackles one day.

Yugong said straightforwardly: "Then I won't get married either, I will accompany you."

"But you seem to be looking forward to the family?"

Yugong said embarrassingly: "It's just that I didn't use my brain to say that. Don't you usually think so? Have a good job, have a good family and so on."

He paused and said, "I just thought, we can be together in the future. If I didn't have a criminal record, I would actually like to be a lawyer with you. We will go to the same university together and keep up with you."

"Why should I be a lawyer?"

"Because you are very smart, you don't usually speak, but when you speak, you hit the nail on the head. I think you are very handsome. If possible, I hope you can become a hero who can save people who have been wronged. I also want more people to like you, It is not good?"

I tilted my head to look at him.

Yu Gong looked at me unnaturally, and coughed lightly: "That's all I said. There are infinite possibilities in the future. You don't have to really do what I say, I just think about it. You think about it later. , what are you doing?"

"I haven't thought about it. In fact, I don't know where my life should go. I don't have anything I like or dislike. Whether it's a doctor, a lawyer, or a freelancer, I don't think about it. Yes. If you like me being a lawyer, I'll be a lawyer."

"I'm really kidding."

I also started imagining what it would be like for me to be a lawyer.

"Your clinic is opposite to me. I can introduce customers to you."

Ren Yugong also cooperated with me more: "Hahahaha, I will also introduce the guests to you. There should be a coffee shop under the office building."

"Do you want it to be delicious?" I asked while remembering.

"It's not necessary, is it? If it's unpalatable, we can still make complaints about it."

"But I still go shopping every day."

"Yes, we will know the store manager very well. Once we walk in, they will know what we want."

"If the day doesn't pass, you can still find out that something happened to us in the first place. Even if you don't have other relatives and friends, you can call the police for us."

"Why did your topic become so scary?"

But Yu Gonglian who said so laughed to herself.Sure enough, he also thinks this method is very effective for single people, right?

He said with a smile: "If this is really possible, it will be great. I must be very happy."

I don't know if that's really the case.

But wouldn't Amamiya Ren's words be tempting?

Maybe this is the "expectation" I get from others in my life, just one sentence makes me feel that I will really be different.

After that, we will go back to Mihua Town together.

>>>>>

Summer vacation flies by.

Ren Amamiya and I also took a lot of commemorative photos.

There was a picture of Amamiya and I untangling the headphone cables when riding a bicycle along the high-speed coast, which was pointed out by Dr. Ali and others with their fingers; After soaking in the hot springs, the whole body turned crimson from head to toe; and we challenged the super-popular milk shaved ice... There was also an amusement park. only balloons.

If it weren't for these photos, I don't know how many days I have passed.

When I was sending Ren Amamiya back to LeBlanc Cafe, I received a call from Goro Akechi.

"Lyanokoji, did Ren Amamiya go back?"

"gone back."

"According to what you said, have you photographed how he changed his mind?"

"I don't think they can enter a different world of cognition, but I photographed their process. They also mentioned the "Persona Persona", which can exert the power of attacking in a different world. "

I spoke word by word calmly.

A wise voice raised his voice: "Then, as long as they prove that they can turn people's hearts into rages, it can be proved that they have indeed committed crimes."

"really."

"Thank you, Ayanokouji-kun is working as an undercover agent for them."

"That's what a detective's assistant should do. From day one, I knew what I was supposed to do. I'm sending you the footage now."

"it is good."

I sent the video of Amamiya helping me with amnesia to Goro Akechi's phone.Because the videos are very large and numerous, when I watched the buffer bar of uploading was constantly being filled, I suddenly remembered a sentence from the Austrian writer Stefan Zweig.

He once wrote, "Life becomes arithmetic, adding and multiplying, and counting and counting, and counting and counting, and math and numbers are endless, like a maelstrom. This maelstrom drains the last of one's possessions. And all swept away, sucked into the bottomless abyss that can never be filled."

And my life is full of calculations, traps, traps and falsehoods, just like indivisible irrational numbers, running through my life infinitely and disorderly.Even I can't see the end.

I will probably never escape this fate.

The author has something to say:

Cough, the weather is really nice today (top the pot and run away

After V, I add the number 13→15.I love you!

[Jiuqingbo] asked a very good question: Is it true that a person with a criminal record in Japan cannot be a lawyer?I didn’t explain it in the article, so here’s an explanation: [China has such laws and regulations, but it depends on the situation.There is no such legal regulation in Japan, and there are also examples in the news of Japanese gangsters studying law in prison and obtaining a lawyer's qualification certificate.It can be seen here that Amamiya is not very clear about the content of lawyers, and has been influenced by adults, and feels that many things cannot be done if he is convicted of a juvenile delinquent; it can also be seen that he really raised his thoughts when he made such a statement.Many things are not purposefully discussed when chatting, and occasionally they are said as soon as they come to mind. 】

Thank you Jiuqingbo, if you have any questions, or if you find any bugs, you can ask me at any time.As long as there are no spoilers involved, I will answer.