Ayanokoji in Kexue World

Extra04 I pretended to believe

After Ayanokoji ended his revenge plan against Fukuji Sakurachi, it also meant that Orihara Rinya and Ayanokoji no longer needed any cooperation.Ayanokouji has no plans for the future.Maybe there is, but from Orihara Rinya's standpoint, asking Ayanokoji of any plans for the future is like trying to keep the other party.This is not something Orihara Rin would say.

He wouldn't even ask anyone about it, or confide in any of his thoughts.

Because Orihara Lin also found that once he started to ask Ayanokoji anything about the future, it was a disguised way to express his retention and reluctance to him.Even the fact that I am aware of this idea itself is also a kind of subconscious inner true appeal.

Orihara Rin is also the person who once said so freely that "all human beings are related to each other, but at the same time they are not related"*.

While arguing and refuting thoughts, Orihara Rin not only failed to get the satisfaction and joy he should have in successfully persuading himself to completely give up Ayanokouji, regardless of his life and death, but he even felt his strong self-esteem at work, and I feel that being entangled and entangled is boring and ridiculous.

Ayanokouji is very inactive, and Orihara Rin discovered this when they got along a long time ago.Except for the things he has to do, he will be a little more proactive. Most of the time, he completes the task without temper and seriousness, a bit like the omnipotent deacon in the novel.Because of such a Mr. Deacon, his master can be lawless, unscrupulous, and act arbitrarily.

Before Ayanokoji returned to Tokyo, he didn't inform anyone.However, Orihara Lin also saw that Ayanokōji had bought a silver two-tone whistle, like a slender flute with a shining silver light.There is a black leather cord attached to the top of the whistle.After buying, he handed it over to the courier company and sent it to the Armed Detective Agency.

The courier said at the time that the Armed Detective Agency is not far away, it can be reached in 10 minutes on foot, or 3 minutes by bus.But if the company delivered it, Ayanokōji would deliver it in the afternoon, so the goods would not be delivered until the next day.

So, the courier also asked, do you want to deliver it by yourself to save some money?

Ayanokōji said that it would be better if the courier delivered it.

Why was Orihara Rin not there and could hear the whole process?

Of course he has his own intelligence network.

It's just that after Ayanokoji got rid of the supervision of the hounds and the others, he returned to the residence provided by Orihara Rinya.When they went to the shopping center in the afternoon, Orihara Lin also mentioned it once, and Ayanokoji told him the whole thing.Therefore, Orihara Lin probably knew that he would leave at nine o'clock tomorrow morning.

That's probably what I said when I went to the supermarket.

It was a grocery store selling Chinese goods.

Because of his small stature, Ayanokōji could not push Orihara Rinya who was sitting in a wheelchair like in the past, but was pushed by Otoko Yuta in the shopping cart.Although Ayanokōji didn't know why this was necessary, he usually wouldn't refuse, so he was put into a deep shopping cart as soon as he entered the door.

Orihara Lin also looked at the white, small and well-behaved child sitting in the shopping cart, and suddenly felt that if he could hang a price tag on him, many people should come to ask the price.But if they buy it, they don't know whether the child will be a treasure or a disaster.

Orihara Lin also just set his sights on him.

Ayanokouji keenly felt that he was looking at her.But as soon as he turned his head, Orihara turned away.Ayanokouji also gave up the conversation.

In fact, for Ayanokouji, the current life did not make him feel particularly inconvenient.Although he is occasionally treated as a child, he may care a little bit sometimes, but after getting used to it, he has basically adapted to it.

Orihara Rin also saw that Ayanokouji could recover his body, but still kept it as it was, and suddenly felt that Ayanokouji wanted to grow up with this petite body.

Orihara recalled that he once heard such a saying, "Lucky people use their childhood to heal their lives, and unlucky people use their lives to heal their childhood."This sentence comes from the psychologist Adler's "Children's Personality Education".Therefore, Orihara could not help but feel that Ayanokouji changed his appearance, if it wasn't because he didn't really care about it, and felt that it could cut off past communication, then it was because Ayanokouji subconsciously or subconsciously wanted to experience a full childhood.

Ayanokouji, who was standing inside the trolley, was pointing at the things she wanted to buy inside the cart.

Orihara Rinya, Ayanokōji, and Otoko Yuta none of them know how to cook.But at least Ayanokoji has sufficient experience in the industry and will choose better ingredients.Because of this, they still eat hot pot today.

This time I ate Chinese hot pot. I bought hot pot base and dipping sauce in the Asian supermarket.

Chinese hot pot dipping sauces are very different from Japanese dipping sauces.

Ayanokoji said that the Chinese hot pot dipping sauce sold in the market is mainly sesame sauce, which will be richer.If it is a Japanese hot pot dipping sauce, the seasoning soy sauce, yuzu vinegar or sesame sauce will be relatively light.

"Then buy more movie materials."

Ayanokoji looked at the things on the drink cabinet.Just as he pointed to the location of the freezer, several high school girls passing by happened to hear his voice, and good-natured laughter followed.

"It's so cute, the film or something."

"That's right."

Yi Gu Youtai coughed lightly, held Lingxiaolu's respect, and said, "It's probably a new brand called Shadow Material or something. Let me have a look."

Ayanokōji glanced at Yi Guyouta, and gave up talking.

Orihara Lin also felt very interesting about this.

Because he can be sure that Ayanokōji's attitude towards people is basically to be strong when he is strong, and soft-hearted when he is weak.

If he said such things to Kami Orihara Rinya or Dazai Osamu, Ayanokōji would obviously not be so tolerant and pretend that he didn't see it. There would definitely be an operation that made the two of them suffer. This operation is naturally compared to Orihara and Dazai's ridicule and level of teasing.If it were Otoko Yuta or Nakahara Chuya, Ayanokōji would generally follow their orders and had no objection.The only outlier is probably Edogawa Ranpo.

Edogawa Ranpo likes to make fun of Ayanokouji when he stutters or slips of the tongue, and often bullies Ayanokouji, for example, intentionally snatching his snacks, occasionally standing in front of Ayanokouji while walking, spoiling the ending of the story immediately after buying a book, etc. The list goes on and on.But Ayanokouji never got annoyed with Edogawa Ranpo, nor did he think he was annoying, at most he just tilted his head at him, and later found that occasionally sighing would make him happy, and Ayanokouji would sigh on purpose.

When asked occasionally, Edogawa Ranpo said swearingly: "It must be because Ayanokōji likes me so much."

If Ayanokōji was present, he would say: "There are a thousand ways to make Mr. Edogawa cry. Think about it and think he is too fragile, so forget it."

Edogawa stuck his waist in disorder, expressing his disbelief.

Ayanokōji said lightly, "Uncle Edogawa."

Edogawa Ranpo jumped on the spot,

"Therefore, there is no need to bully him, it will only be more troublesome."

……

The sub-super freezer is at the corner, and the road is relatively narrow.Therefore, Otoko Yuta left the cart where it was, and Orihara Rin also looked at Ayanokōji.As soon as the black-haired boy left, Ayanokōji also looked at Orihara Rin, but this time he didn't look away, so Orihara Rin also shook his hand kindly at him and said, "Hi."

"Are you still going to be in a wheelchair?"

Ayanokōji usually doesn't talk nonsense, he asked once before, but now he asked again.

Orihara Lin also smiled and said, "It's quite comfortable for the time being."

"Ah."

Ayanokoji is a sensible person.Orihara Rinya's injury was not an irreparable wound.If he wants to heal, there must be his way.If he doesn't want to be cured, then no one can stop him.

"Before you came to buy ingredients, you went to send something."

"I bought a whistle and sent it to Mr. Edogawa." Ayanokōji didn't keep it secret.

After hearing what he said, Orihara knew that Ling Xiaolu might be leaving tomorrow.But he didn't say a word about leaving.This literally means "leave without saying goodbye".

"Why give the detective the whistle?"

"When we met three years ago, he asked me for a whistle. I didn't give it to him."

"Eh—then why did you want to give it this time?"

"I'm in the mood."

"How do you feel?"

"The mood I want to give."

"What exactly do you feel like?"

"Is it the mood to draw a period?"

Orihara Rinya had just felt a little warmth from Ayanokoji, but the next sentence returned to Ayanokoji who had no warmth.A sentence of "the feeling of drawing a period" is the same as saying goodbye.It is conceivable that after this person went to Tokyo, he would not come back without necessary reasons.

Thinking about it now, even Ayanokouji like this is still surrounded by people.

From Mihua Town in Tokyo to Yokohama in Kanagawa, from Mori Kogoro Detective Agency to the Armed Detective Agency, from Teidan High School to Tokyo Judaka, he can always get help from many people.

This is probably because Ayanokōji can be said to be emotionless, but he can never be said to be inhuman.He has enough human warmth, so under his overly rational cognition, his behavior is more inclined to emotional disorders.However, after all, it became a partner three years ago, so in the past three years, Ayanokōji's personality has changed, and his personality has become softer.

People affect people.

This is real.

Thinking of Orihara Rin also sighed.

"Why did you suddenly sigh?" Ayanokōji asked.

Orihara Rinya put his hand on the handle of the wheelchair, propped his chin with one hand and said: "When I think about you leaving, in places I don't know, you will change because of other people, maybe it will become worse, or it will become worse. Be kind. Whether it's good or bad, these things don't matter to me anymore, and it makes me feel like I've lost something."

"What do you mean?" Ayanokōji didn't quite understand.

Orihara Lin also looked at Ayanokoji not understanding so seriously, and suddenly felt amused: "Think about it, when I'm with you, I can't change you, but after you leave, when I'm with others, I can't change you." My personality has been affected by others. Don't you think you will lose?"

Ling Xiaolu seemed to realize something: "I didn't expect you to have such a strong determination to win."

"You haven't seen it, it doesn't mean you don't have it. Moreover, people originally like to win or lose emotionally."

"You are right."

Ayanokouji nodded.

Orihara Lin also felt that he didn't understand, but shrugged indifferently.He didn't like to maintain a stable and intimate relationship with people.After saying it, Orihara Rin also felt that the story between him and Ayanokoji ended here.Although Orihara Rin also claims to be Ayanokouji's patient friend, but in the final analysis, the "symptoms" of the two people are different-even if they are also curious about human beings, what Ayanokouji wants is to devote himself to it, not to become an observer like him.

Orihara Rin also started to fiddle with the potato chips in front of him, intending to stop the conversation.

The three-year story, now that I think about it, it ends really quickly.

That's why he thought so, and Ayanokoji in the shopping cart asked, "Are you still celebrating the New Year together this time?"

"………What's the meaning?"

"Am I asking you, or are you asking me?"

The corners of Orihara Linya's mouth couldn't help curling up, he threw the potato chips back into the shopping cart, and put on a gesture like a president: "It depends, I'm very busy."

"Sorry, I can't see it at all."

"Every time you say sorry, you don't mean sorry."

"..."

"But I'm a nice person, so I'll let you go today. Then where are you going?"

"Go to Tokyo Jugao first. I promised Wujo teacher to help him before. I may also finish my graduation directly there, and there is still a year left. During this time, think about what you want to do. Although I was in Yokohama before Gave me out, but I'm not out of the blacks yet, so maybe they'll give me something to do."

"Just don't scare them to death."

Ayanokōji glanced at the gloating Orihara Rinya: "You suddenly got a little too excited."

"No, this is completely false." Orihara Lin also smiled with loose corners of his mouth.

"I pretended to believe it."

The author has something to say:

"All human beings are related and at the same time unrelated."*

—— Orihara Rinya "The Strange Record of the Headless Horseman"