Afterglow to the moon

When Ma Xinyue arrived home, she found the ring box and the letter on the bedside table. Looking at the cold room and the half-empty wardrobe, she slumped on the ground.

Open it, only to see a short letter.The content of the letter is as follows:

Yueer:

I want to tell you, I want to stay away from you!

Because, I want you to be happy and happy.

So, no choice!

Time flies so fast, we have been together for more than half a year in a blink of an eye.It is undeniable that you occupy a place in my heart. It is you who have accompanied me through the confusing days one after another, and it is you who have made me more rational and stable.It was you who took the trouble to enlighten me, comfort me, and let me learn to face one thing after another.

I thought I could always grasp the distance between me and you with ease, but I can't tolerate any excuses.See yourself clearly, but confuse you.Blame yourself for not being firm enough, blame your concern.Time, accompanied by the message from you, pulled me, fell step by step, and finally fell into the middle, and the pain after being pulled.I am so addicted with lingering fear, what can I use to explain me and you?Indifferent and confused.

No mention of liking, no mention of love, but there is a tacit understanding without words.It's tacit, maybe God can understand.

I finally understand that you don't belong to me!

I always wanted you to be happy, but I neglected a lot. I was wrong. The greatest joy and happiness is to give you a quiet and peaceful life.Am I qualified to disturb your life?

Lianlian never forgets your warmth, so what? We are fair, what you give is restlessness, suffocation, and swinging struggles!I dare not give up easily, dare not move forward, and I am therefore wandering.

You should be happy, but I can no longer let myself sink into your world.

Pain, but no choice!

The end is not the result I want, but the end is the only exit.The end is not the only result, the memory will continue endlessly, and the longing will still lead me.Although loneliness can no longer separate my dependence on you, and habits can no longer change the feeling of missing you, loneliness and heartache, I just hope that you will be happier, happier, and have better and farther development!

I don’t know if it’s my own willfulness, maybe I will regret it, but it’s me who regrets it, and what I treasure is you, and your words; what’s more regrettable is the scenery you painted in your free days, intersecting in an instant My sky.

I am not a qualified lover, let alone a qualified mother, Xianxian, I will leave it to you to take care of me.Thanks.I will pay her living expenses on a regular basis every month. It is better for her to follow you than to follow me.

Yue'er, after I leave, you have to take care of yourself.Maybe my words are not expressive, but I hope that we will be well each other in the future.Everything is precious!May you be happy!

Liu Jinhui

Ma Xinyue closed the letter weakly, closed her eyes and meditated for a long time, opened her eyes and chased out with the car keys.During the period, I kept calling her, but the ones I received were all in the middle of the call, and the ones I sent WeChat were the red exclamation mark.

Ma Xinyue was looking at her mobile phone while driving. The speed of the car was very fast because of her anxiety. It happened that a truck in front of her changed lanes. When Ma Xinyue looked up again, it was too late to avoid it.I stepped on the brakes quickly, and it was inevitable that I suffered huge damage due to inertia.

Ma Xinyue's car turned over completely, and she lost a lot of blood because of the impact.A passer-by rescued her and called Zhang Qing, who was on the top, according to the number on her mobile phone.

Zhang Qing was terrified when he heard it, and asked passers-by to help contact the ambulance, and hurried to the scene while calling Bai Mo.Xiao Ruonan called Liu Jinhui, but the phone was turned off.Several people thought that she brought Liu Jinhui and Xianxian together, making them even more anxious.

When we got to the scene, the ambulance arrived just in time.Seeing Ma Xinyue's appearance, Zhang Qing burst into tears uncontrollably.Ma Xinyue was lying on the ground, breathing weakly. The man was in a coma, with blood coming out of his mouth and nose, and he didn't know how many bones were broken on his body.

The medical staff carried her onto the stretcher, but her hands kept holding on to the car door tightly.

"Zhang...Qing..." Ma Xinyue vaguely knew that she was coming, and called her weakly.

"Yes, yes, I'm here." Zhang Qing, who had never seen Ma Xinyue like this before, was indeed frightened, and squatted in front of her, leaning his ear towards her.

"There are photos in the car..." Without her finishing, Zhang Qing understood what she was talking about.

"Okay, you go first, I'll help you find it." Zhang Qing answered her with a sob.

Ma Xinyue was carried into the ambulance, and Bai Mo called Zhang Qing and went directly to the hospital.Zhang Qing climbed into the overturned car to look for photos, and finally found a photo of the two of them and a letter in a corner.Ma Xinyue told her that there were not many photos of them, and only one was washed and put in the car.

Both the photo and the letter were stained with Ma Xinyue's blood. Zhang Qing sat down on the ground and wiped the blood from the photo with his own clothes.Looking at the letter again, the letter was stuck together with blood, making it difficult to open.Zhang Qing carefully separated it, and put it away after the blood dried.

She called Liu Jinhui, but the phone was still turned off.Zhang Qing guessed that this matter was probably related to Liu Jinhui.

After explaining to the traffic police, Zhang Qing hurried to the hospital.

When she arrived at the hospital, Ma Xinyue was still undergoing surgery.Bai Mo sat on the chair, rubbing the space between his brows.

"The doctor said the situation is not optimistic." Bai Mo saw her coming and said.

"what happened?"

"Three ribs were broken, the left arm was fractured, and the right ankle was comminuted. I don't know if there were other internal injuries, and to what extent. For those big openings on her body, many stitches were needed. I I have already asked my dad to ask Mr. Li to come out of the mountain, and Mr. Li has a way to help cover her scars."

"Um……"

Neither of them had any intention of chatting, and the two who were usually the most noisy were also silent at this time.

After a long time, Ma Xinyue was pushed out.

"Doctor, how is my friend?" Bai Mo asked anxiously.

"Minor concussion, the others are fractures as mentioned earlier, and need to rest for a while." The doctor looked at the report seriously.

"Thank you, doctor." Bai Mo sat down weakly, took out his cell phone, flipped through the address book, and called Tang Xiaoshuang, suspending all recent work of Ma Xinyue and letting her rest.

Tang Xiaoshuang was very surprised to hear the news, and bluntly said that she would go to see her, but Bai Mo declined.

Zhang Qing went outside to smoke and told Xiao Ruonan that he was safe.He called Liu Jinhui again. Fortunately, this time, the call was finally connected.

"What's the matter, Zhang Qing?"

"Where have you been?"

"I... I left."

"Is this about you?"

"What's the matter?" Realizing the seriousness of the matter, Liu Jinhui frowned and asked her.

"She had a car accident this morning, on the way to the airport."

"Ma Xinyue?! I'll book a plane ticket to go back!"

"Stop." Zhang Qing's voice was much colder than usual.

"She is still in a coma now, don't come, it will be hard to deal with it when you come. If you want her to forget you, don't show up again!"

"Then... how is she?"

"How can it be?" Zhang Qing sneered. "When I saw her, she was covered in blood. The doctor said that there were several fractures and large abrasions on her body, which would leave scars in the future, and... a slight concussion."

Liu Jinhui was listening on the other end of the phone, tears falling down uncontrollably, his voice choked up, "Take good care of her."

"Will do."

"Actually, I also think that you should leave her. Let me tell you about her family..." Zhang Qing let out a foul breath.

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