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That night, when Lu Zizheng was still on his way back from the hospital, Jiang Huaichuan called and told Lu Zizheng that he was already on his way to the airport.He said he could see that his sister was still worried about her injury, so he came over to take a look first.In addition, he also had something to say, which he wanted to tell Lu Zizheng before she saw Jiang Huaixi.

After eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, Lu Zizheng's doorbell rang, and Jiang Huaichuan had already arrived in a hurry.

When opening the door, Jiang Huaichuan noticed that Lu Zizheng's eyes and nose were red, obviously, he had cried hard.

Feeling guilty, he lowered his head and said sincerely, "Sister Zizheng, I'm sorry."

Lu Zizheng turned around and entered the room, her voice still had a strong nasal tone, but her tone was light: "Huaichuan, if you want to say this sentence, it should be Huaixi herself who said it to me." While speaking, she still went to Poured a cup of hot water to Jiang Huaichuan: "It's cold here at night, the wind is strong

, Don't catch a cold. "

Jiang Huaichuan stared intently at Lu Zizheng's gauze-wrapped hands, Lu Zizheng seemed to be aware of it, and said lightly: "I'm fine, it's just a small wound on the tiger's mouth, nothing serious."

Jiang Huaichuan looked at Lu Zizheng carefully, and he was completely relieved that there were no other serious injuries that could be seen.He took the water, sat down on the sofa in the living room, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I said it for myself and my parents. I'm sorry, we helped my sister hide it from you."

Lu Zizheng's eyes were red, and he looked at him quietly with a tired expression, without saying anything.

Jiang Huaichuan took a sip of water, rubbed his hands together, mustered up his courage, and said those unspeakable things that he wanted to defend and plead for Jiang Huaixi.

Wrong is wrong, sorry is sorry, Jiang Huaichuan knows Jiang Huaixi too well, she is not a person who will shirk responsibility and defend herself.If it was Jiang Huaixi, no matter how Lu Zizheng accused her, or even misunderstood her, she would never open her mouth to defend herself. She would only blame herself for all her mistakes, and would only blame herself from beginning to end. He concealed it, blamed himself for being selfish, and delayed Lu Zizheng.

He also admitted that Jiang Huaixi's matter was indeed wrong and unkind, and I'm sorry Lu Zizheng.However, he also knew that Jiang Huaixi's original intention was never to hurt Lu Zizheng.It's just that sometimes, to tell a lie, you need to use a hundred lies to cover it up. For some things, the longer you hide them, the harder it is to tell them.The development of the situation was beyond all their expectations.He knew that Lu Zizheng had the right to criticize Jiang Huaixi, and even leave Jiang Huaixi angrily, but he still wanted to fight for his poor sister, even if it would appear a little pretentious and shameless.

He started from Jiang Huaixi's initial congenital heart disease, and said that her current pleurisy was not cured for a long time.He told Lu Zizheng that at the beginning, medicine was not developed enough, and Jiang Huaixi was once declared that she would not live to be 20 years old. Later, with the development of medicine, Jiang Huaixi's operation was successful, but she was still asserted that she would not live to be 50 years old.In the past, she had been muddling along and obeying the destiny, but ever since she met Lu Zizheng, she began to have the will to fight against the destiny.

He said: "My sister met you, which was the most beautiful accident in her life. She has always thought that as long as she can stay by your side,

Protect you, watch your happiness from afar, even if this happiness is not given by her, it doesn't matter.But in the end, she still couldn't resist the temptation.

Confused, to be with you, this is the most selfish decision in her life. "

Lu Zizheng lowered his head, his eyes were red, and when he heard the assertion that he was 20 or 50 years old, he felt that his heart was like being stabbed by a sharp knife.

Seriously late.Scenes of the past flashed in front of her eyes, and she remembered the vague ambiguity of those years, the distance between Jiang Huaixi and

Dodging properly, I remembered Jiang Huaixi's cruel refusal when he mustered up the courage to confess, and remembered the first time Ji'an and Jiang met each other.

When Huaixi was for the first time, tears fell from the corners of her eyes when she was emotional.She suddenly understood the reason why Jiang Huaixi had been staying away, which she had never been able to understand, and seemed to understand what Jiang's mother once said, what is Jiang Huaixi's so-called heart knot.

She seemed to see the slightly melancholy and indifferent face of Jiang Huaixi, who had been struggling and trying to stay away from herself, but could only look at her sober and fallen in the end.

She remembered even more, and also understood why Jiang Huaixi never took physical education class. She understood that after she fainted in physical education class that year, she never

When I woke up from the hospital bed, I saw why Jiang Huaixi had purple lips. I understood why Jiang Huaixi’s physical strength was so poor. I understood.

Jiang Huaixi takes care of her back in every possible way, Jiang Huaixi is enduring something alone.

At that moment, she almost burst into tears.She choked her voice hoarsely, and asked Jiang Huaichuan: "Why didn't she tell me, why didn't she tell me anything?" Does she know how much she loves her, and she loves her as if nothing happened? Do you know how much she loves? Regret deeply, regret that she wasted so much of her precious time, do you know how annoyed she is, annoyed that she was not able to be by her side and support her during so many sad and helpless times.

Jiang Huaichuan's voice was also a little hoarse, and he said: "At first, you were just friends, and she didn't think it was necessary to tell you.

, you are together, you have just gone through a big change, she can't bear to tell you, can't bear you to bear the loss again, can't bear you to know

From now on, I will linger in restlessness all day long, fearing that you will not be able to hold on.And now, she just thinks, she will tell you when she recovers from her illness and health. "He paused, and smiled bitterly: "But, if you ask my sister this question, she will only answer you, 'I'm sorry, I lied to you, no matter what the reason is, you have the right don't forgive me'. "

He begged Lu Zizheng and said: "She is an idiot. In front of you, she won't say anything nice to excuse herself. She did something wrong.

I have done a lot of things, and all the mistakes are her fault, but sister Zizheng, there is nothing wrong with her love for you, no matter what, please forgive me.

Can you forgive her?Please, don't leave her, will you?Although maybe she really can't accompany you until the end of life, but I dare say that in this world, there must be no one who loves you more than her.She really, really can't lose you. "

Lu Zizheng sobbed and cursed: "She is not only a fool, but also a bastard. Huai Chuan, you are too. Huai Chuan, you know, the reasons you said are all right, but there is one most important reason, you didn't Speaking of."

Jiang Huaichuan stared at Lu Zizheng suspiciously.

Lu Zizheng smiled bitterly with tears in his eyes, and said, "Just like you, she doesn't trust me enough."

Jiang Huaichuan doesn't believe her love for Jiang Huaixi, afraid that she will dislike Jiang Huaixi's body, afraid that she will not forgive Jiang Huaixi's concealment and deceit, afraid that she will leave, this is where Jiang Huaichuan is a fool; and Jiang Huaixi, Lu Zizheng knows, she must I believe that even if I know the truth, I will definitely not leave her with disgust.But Jiang Huaixi's stupid bastard is because she believes enough in her heart to love her, and not enough in her determination to be her lover who has weathered the storm, fearing that she will not be able to bear it and will collapse.

She is Jiang Huaixi's lover who can fight shoulder to shoulder and support each other. She is not a chick that Jiang Huaixi tried his best to protect under his wings.

She thought that Jiang Huaixi would hold up a piece of sky and shelter Jiang Huaixi from wind and rain, just like Jiang Huaixi had always done for her.

However, Jiang Huaixi has never given her such trust, never given her as a lover, to take care of, love, and be with her.

The right to share in all pain.

Jiang Huaixi has never believed her enough, and has always been self righteous and protected her in her absolute safety zone.

While thinking, she wiped away her tears, her eyes were red, she gritted her teeth and said to Jiang Huaichuan: "Huaichuan, after returning to Linzhou tomorrow morning, please send me to Hengshan first, this time, if she still doesn't understand, I will really Yes, never forgive her again."

Jiang Huaichuan stared in astonishment, and said in confusion: "Sister Zizheng, you..." He remembered his sister said that Lu Zizheng was afraid of heights and was insulated from all high mountains. A terrifying suspended boardwalk.

Lu Zizheng said firmly: "I have some things that I want to tell Jiang Huaixi. When the time comes, I will trouble you to prepare."

On the second day, through Jiang Huaichuan's channel, Lu Zizheng changed his ticket to return to Linzhou in the morning.After breakfast, she and Jiang Huaichuan dragged their simple suitcases and prepared to leave for the airport.

Lian Xuan didn't know when, she had already waited at the door early, and seeing Lu Zizheng going out, she raised a faint smile and said hello, "Are you going to the airport?"

Lu Zizheng nodded slightly.

Lian Xuan took a few steps forward, stood still in front of Lu Zizheng, stretched out her hand that had been behind her back, and a beautifully packaged gift bag appeared in front of Lu Zizheng.Lian Xuan smiled with crooked eyebrows and shallow pear dimples, and said, "It's a farewell gift for you." She blinked and continued to smile: "I will help you recover the recording pen, don't worry. Others It's nothing else, so I won't waste your time, I wish you all the best."

Lu Zizheng took her gift with both hands, took a deep look at her, slightly bent the corners of his lips, looked sincerely, and solemnly said to her: "Well, thank you, and I wish you all the best in the days to come, and do what you want the most. Do it yourself."

Lian Xuan nodded, and watched Lu Zizheng go away with a smile, her voice was full of gentle smile: "Well, goodbye, we will see you later."

It wasn't until Lu Zizheng's figure disappeared for a long time that Lian Xuan wiped away the tears that overflowed from her cheeks at some point, and turned to leave.

On the plane, Lu Zizheng opened the bag, and inside was a small and exquisite hand-painted comic book.The cover is two long-haired girls lying on the snow on a cold night watching fireworks. The name of the comic is "About I Love You".

For a moment, Lu Zizheng's hand shook slightly, and his heart touched.

In the manga, the protagonist is a girl with sweet dimples.She had just returned from England, and on the first day after transferring to school, she found a beautiful and unique girl sitting next to her.That girl almost never leaves her seat during get out of class, and almost no classmates talk to her.The girl looked a little sad in silence.Over time, she found that she cared more and more about the girl next door and became more and more curious.In class, she would often turn her head to look at her involuntarily.In private, she couldn't even help asking other classmates about the girl.However, when she heard bad reviews about girls from others, she was not willing to believe it at all.

She decided to only believe what she saw and felt.So, she wanted to get to know this girl who made her care.

So, she thought hard about how to get close to the girl, seized all available opportunities, and sent the girl the required test papers; when the girl was on duty alone, it was too late to finish the two tests before the preparatory bell for morning reading rang. When taking out the trash, she silently picked up a bucket and went downstairs with her; even, she deliberately stayed at school to eat, creating opportunities to have lunch with girls again and again...

So, because of that girl, she knew for the first time what it means to be heartbroken, and when she couldn't help hiding the love letters that boys asked her to hand over to girls again and again, she also understood for the first time what it meant to be jealous.When she kissed the girl's lips for the first time, she finally understood what is the sweetness of love.

The girl gave her too much joy and happiness, but in the end, because of her selfishness and cowardice, she avenged her kindness, leaving the girl with a broken heart.

Many years later, she met that girl again, and found that she had never really let go of her over the years, so she wanted to be brave for herself once again.She insisted on retiring the engagement, wanting to win a free body, and was put under house arrest by her grandfather. As a result, she missed the moment when the girl needed her most.She had a big fight with her friend for many years, and she cried and quarreled regardless of face, and finally won the repentance of her friend, who exchanged heart for heart and told her about the harm she had done to the girl behind her back.Finally, she settled down with the girl, but found that the girl seemed to have changed... But no matter what, she still wanted to try again...

At the end of the manga, the night before the girl left, she took the girl to see the sand sculpture exhibition. On the Titanic, she put her arms around the girl from behind. The girl smiled and spread her hands, posing in that classic pose. She leaned close to the girl and asked her, "Stay here and let's start over, shall we?"

The girl turned her head, looked at her deeply, and agreed, "Okay..."

Lu Zizheng saw that on the word "good", there was a huge drop of tears, which blurred the handwriting.

Lu Zizheng pursed her lips tightly, and slowly turned over this page, the next page was Lian Xuan's beautiful handwriting, she said: "Zizheng, this was drawn after Japan promised you to prove it to you. , I thought it would be a surprise for you when you promised to start over with me. But I didn't expect that it would be a good gift for the end now.

Whether it is heartbeat or heartbreak, sweetness or bitterness, you gave me a unique treasure, and I will cherish it in this life.So thank you.

The latter is the real ending of the story, I hope you like it. "

Lu Zizheng's eyes were a little wet, she sniffled, and then turned back gently.

At the end of the manga, the girl with pear dimples wakes up from the bed, only to realize that the so-called "restart" is just a dream of her own.Today, when she woke up from the dream, it was the wedding ceremony between the girl she liked and her true love, another beautiful girl with long black hair and straight hair.At the wedding scene, the two brides kissed sweetly under the sincere blessings of everyone. She sat under the stage and sincerely wished the girl with a smile in her eyes: "Zizheng, I wish you happiness."

At the end, Lian Xuan wrote:

May there be no years to look back, and we will spend the rest of our lives with affection.

Zizheng, I wish you and Huaixi a happy life and never leave each other.

Lu Zizheng closed the comic book, a tear fell from the corner of his eyes.She wiped it away gently, and turned her head to look out the window.This is the first time she has dared to look down on a plane.She saw that the plane skipped one piece of cloud, one piece of scenery, and one mountain after another.

She couldn't help closing her eyes and didn't dare to look any more, but Jiang Huaixi's beautiful face slowly emerged in her mind, arrogant, sly, helpless, and gentle... She opened her eyes again, turned her head towards Looking down at the earth, she answered Lian Xuan word by word in her heart: "We will definitely, and you must be happy too."