throwing gentle gl

"Bai Han, long time no see."

Jiang Wang said it so calmly that Xu Baihan had an illusion in a trance, as if they were really just reunited sisters who hadn't seen each other for many years, instead of former lovers who had lived and died for more than ten years, and loved and hated each other .

Xu Baihan raised his eyes and fixedly stared at Jiang Wang, trying to discern her emotions from her expression, but all he could see was that Jiang Wang's eyes were as quiet and unwavering as an ancient pool, dark and difficult to see, and no emotional fluctuations could be seen.

Xu Baihan opened her mouth, only to feel that her heart was pressed down by a huge boulder, and she couldn't breathe due to the weight.She knew that there were thousands of words in her heart that she wanted to explain, but under Jiang Wang's calm and indifferent eyes, all of them were stuck in her throat for a while, and she couldn't make any sound.

Jiang Wangwang didn't seem to be in a hurry at all, his expression seemed to be a little clear, and there seemed to be a little sarcasm that Bai Han couldn't distinguish, silently waiting for her to speak again.

Xu Baihan tightly grasped Jiang Wang's hand to gain the strength to speak, and finally, she found her voice: "Yunbo, I'm sorry..."

As soon as the words fell, she saw Jiang Wang suddenly grinned lightly and parted his tightly pressed lips. The smile was a little clear, a little lonely, and a little sarcasm.

At that moment, Jiang Wang laughed at himself, and there was still some anticipation in his heart.She couldn't help but want to laugh wildly and wryly in her heart. She felt that the wound on her heart that had not fully healed and was repeatedly opened was bursting out with blood at that moment. Dripping freely, the corners of the eyes are almost filled with tears, which cannot be restrained from overflowing.

For so many years, what she asked for was never Xu Baihan's sorry.But Xu Baihan, the only thing she can give her is this sentence, Yunbo, I'm sorry.Whether it was many years ago or today, she has never been able to give her what she wants, and she should have known it earlier, shouldn't she?

Jiang Wang turned his body slightly, broke away from the hand held by Xu Baihan, and said to her lightly: "It doesn't matter."

In an instant, Xu Baihan sensed the sudden resistance emanating from Jiang Wang's body, stretched out his hand in a panic and grabbed Jiang Wang's hand again, and explained anxiously and incoherently: "Yun Bo, I'm sorry, back then, I I really didn't want to abandon you back then, I just couldn't just leave you alone. Yunbo, I thought at that time, I would go to accompany you right away, I won't leave you alone, we will die together Together, I really really..." However, before she could say the last sentence "I love you, I love you more than I imagined", she saw a mocking smile in Jiang Wang's eyes. It flashed by, causing her to choke in her throat for a moment, and lost her voice.Under Jiang Wang's naked sarcasm and even a bit of contempt, he couldn't say anymore...

That's right, we die together, we say that we will be unyielding until death, but now, isn't he still here, still in front of her?Isn't it still like this, abandoning her and living for more than ten years?No matter what difficulties or reasons there are, the result before Yun Bo is indeed so naked.Indeed, after her life and death were difficult to understand, she has managed to live in peace until now, and now she dares to justify herself and seek forgiveness here... Is this a great irony?

Xu Baihan suddenly lost the strength to support her whole body, buried her head low, let go of her hands that were tightly holding on to Yunbo, and covered her cheeks, tears flowed silently and violently along her fingers, The heartache scattered all over the place...

Don't blame Yunbo for despising her so much, don't blame her...

For a moment, even she couldn't help but want to spurn herself, Xu Baihan, your words are really better than your songs...

But after Xu Baihan became depressed in silence, Jiang Wangji said lightly, "It's okay, I forgot about it, so you should forget about it too." She turned her head to look at the half-disappeared sunset outside the window, and said lightly in her heart. Smiled, look, no matter how happy or sad, one day is going to pass, everything is already like this, what else can I do?So be it.

She looked at her watch and asked softly, "I'm leaving get off work, do you want to go down together?"

Xu Baihan looked at Jiang Wang's calm expression with teary eyes, and felt that his heart was ashamed, and all kinds of misery welled up in his heart, but in the end, it could only turn into bitter tears that fell from the corners of his eyes...

How can she tell her that she really, really loves her very much?She engraved her into her heart, melted into her life, taught her, how could she forget?She opened her mouth again and tried to tell her: "Yun Bo, all these years I haven't thought about it for a moment..." The "you" was still surging in her throat, Jiang Wangwang interrupted her calmly, with a calm and terrifying voice: "Bai Han, today I'm afraid it's not a good time to reminisce about the past, let's go downstairs first."

Xu Baihan was momentarily slumped, she didn't hear the slightly trembling end of Jiang Wang's calm tone in her despair.Only Jiang Wang himself knew that she was close and fled in despair.Xu Baihan's arrival came suddenly, beyond all her expectations, she was not ready yet, no matter what Xu Baihan said or did, she was not ready to respond or soften her heart.So, she didn't want to hear it, she didn't dare to listen, she was afraid that every word Xu Baihan uttered in a crying voice would accidentally tear off all her calm masks and all her rational assumptions.

Many years later, Jiang Wang finally faced himself honestly.Sure enough, she still loves her, just like many years ago, she loves her very much.It's just that looking forward to the accumulation of disappointment after disappointment.

I still love you, entangled with inexplicable and unclear hatred.But so what?

You must know that sadness is always inevitable, so why care about that little bit of tenderness.

In such calm and indifferent like Jiang Wang's, Xu Baihan finally became powerless to defend himself, opened his mouth, but could no longer utter any sound.The two looked at each other in silence, and walked out the door in silence. Jiang Wang pushed Xu Baihan's wheelchair and walked slowly. Xu Baihan sat in the wheelchair, thinking deeply.

When approaching the gate of the hospital, Jiang Wang finally heard Xu Baihan begging her with desperate hopes: "Yunbo, I love you, let's start over, okay?"

At that moment, Jiang Wang's hands trembled slightly, his footsteps paused, and he staggered for a while.

Xu Baihan turned slightly sideways, looked at Jiang Wang expectantly in the mist, and waited for her answer.If all words are feeble, then she is willing to prove everything with actions.

But from the beginning to the end, Jiang Wang just silently pushed her forward step by step.

When she was about to walk to the car waiting for Xu Baihan, Xu Baihan finally heard Jiang Wang's low chuckle, she raised her head slightly, and saw Jiang Wang gradually approaching with a faint smile.

Jiang Wang bent down, pressed against her ear, and sighed softly: "Bai Han, you are always so late..."

In the next moment, the world was spinning, and Xu Baihan could only watch helplessly as Jiang Wangjue turned around and left indifferently, step by step, out of her sight, her world, tears, dazzled her eyes.

In her ears, what kept echoing was Jiang Wang's cold and mocking sentence: "I'm sorry, I don't need it anymore..."

At that moment, thousands of arrows pierced through the heart, and the heart was broken like snow...

At night, Jiang Huaixi decided to change Lu Zizheng's bad work and rest habits, but before ten o'clock, she turned off the lights and urged Lu Zizheng to go to bed.

Because of the determination she made during the day, Lu Zizheng was no longer as cautious as the night before. Without much hesitation, she climbed onto the bed, got into the bed, and voluntarily nestled beside Jiang Huaixi, like Just like the night before, she stretched out an arm and wrapped it around Jiang Huaixi's slender waist, and then felt Jiang Huaixi's body tremble slightly inadvertently.

Under the faint moonlight, Lu Zizheng saw that Jiang Huaixi had a somewhat shy look on her face, which made her unable to help but spread her lips and chuckle, a little bit appreciatively.

Jiang Huaixi frowned slightly, cleared his throat secretly, turned around pretending to be natural, released Lu Zizheng's hand resting on her waist, and said lightly: "The weather will get hotter in a while, we probably have to change the quilt gone."

Lu Zizheng looked at Jiang Huaixi's beautiful figure who turned his back to her, softened his eyes, and responded to her softly: "En." She looked at Jiang Huaixi for a moment, without a trace of sleepiness in her eyes.

After being silent for a while, Jiang Huaixi turned around, lay flat and looked sideways at Lu Zizheng.Seeing Lu Zizheng looking straight at her, her heart skipped a beat, and with a slight smile on her lips, she pretended to be calm and teased: "I know I'm pretty, but you can't use such a Looking at me with wolf-like eyes, I will be so scared that I can’t sleep.”

Lu Zizheng couldn't help but frowned, and said amusedly, "Do you know what exaggeration is?"

Jiang Huaixi smiled triumphantly, raised his eyebrows and said calmly, "It's not like me anyway."

Looking at Lu Zizheng's vivid, delicate, charming and gentle face, who was so close to Chi Chi, her heart couldn't help softening and softening, feeling that her heart was moist.The first time she wakes up, the last time she sees before going to bed, she can always see this face that haunts her in her dreams, and it is not a dream that she has wanted to have but dared not to have for many years.Countless times, she wanted to reach out and hug that soft and slender body back, countless times, she wanted to nod in response to those shining eyes of hope, countless times, she couldn't restrain herself...

However, Zizheng, if our dreams come true today, and one day, when you wake up from the dream, you find that I am not by your side and will never come back, will you blame me for my indulgence and greed today?

There was a gentle wind blowing in outside the window, which was refreshing. Jiang Huaixi closed his eyes slightly, looked sideways at the large French window, and looked at the vast night sky, with a faint smile on his lips.

She stretched out her hand from under the quilt, tapped her slender fingers, compared the distant night sky, and asked softly: "Zizheng, do you see the seven stars arranged like a spoon? That's the constellation Ursa Major." ..."

Lu Zizheng looked along her fingers, but only saw a dark patch of night sky, not even ordinary stars, so she replied with some hesitation: "Well, I don't seem to see..."

Jiang Huaixi just smiled lightly, then compared to the lower part, and continued: "Look, the one that glows like a reversed question mark on the south side of it is Leo...See it?"

Lu Zizheng couldn't help approaching Jiang Huaixi, put his chin on Jiang Huaixi's shoulder, and looked at the night sky with her, and couldn't help whispering in her ear, "Where is it, why didn't I see anything?"

Jiang Huaixi turned his head back, raised the corners of his lips, raised his eyebrows and responded with a smile: "Maybe it's because you are stupid?"

Hearing this, Lu Zizheng poked Jiang Huaixi's slender shoulder with his pointed chin in displeasure, as a punishment of displeasure.

In Jiang Huaixi's eyes, there was some pampering and tenderness that could not be concealed. She looked at Lu Zizheng's childish movements, said softly, and said seriously: "When I was young, I liked to pester my father with Huai Chuan and teach us to recognize stars. , Ursa Major, Leo, Polaris, they have always been in my heart, so I can see them, I can see that they are always by my side, accompanied by Dad's gentle whisper."

Lu Zizheng was slightly taken aback, staring at Jiang Huaixi quietly.She saw Jiang Huaixi's eyes shining like stars, a gentle smile appeared on her lips, she stretched out her hand to gently cover her heart, and said to her: "Zizheng, Auntie is here, have you seen it?"

Lu Zizheng just looked at her with burning eyes.

Jiang Huaixi raised his other hand, covered Lu Zizheng's eyes, and said softly, "Look with your heart, have you seen it? There is a small house in your heart, and Auntie lives in it, safe and sound. , watching you tenderly, accompanying you, always..."

Lu Zizheng's eyes rolled slightly, her long eyelashes flickered, brushing against Jiang Huaixi's palm, once and for all, itchy, making Jiang Huaixi's heart tremble.

After a long silence, a faint smile finally appeared on Lu Zizheng's lips.

She gently pulled Jiang Huaixi's hand covering her eyes, and looked sideways at Jiang Huaixi, her gaze was gentler than the night.Under Jiang Huaixi's dazed gaze, Lu Zizheng put Jiang Huaixi's hand to his lips, and kissed her lightly on the palm.

She said: "Huaixi, I saw my mother. I also saw, Huaixi, you still live in that house, except for your mother, it is full of you..."