throwing gentle gl

When Jiang Huaixi woke up, it was still dark, and the window was dark and black, only the faint sound of birdsong and sea waves could be heard, everything seemed so strange, yet so familiar.

Jiang Huaixi stretched out his right hand, took out the alarm clock on the side to check the time, and then rubbed his eyes lightly, a little annoyed, as if he woke up a little early.When she turned sideways slightly, she felt the soft and warm breath from her ear, and turned her face, Lu Zizheng's peaceful sleeping face was magnified in front of her eyes.Jiang Huaixi narrowed his eyes slightly and looked at Lu Zizheng's stretched eyebrows, and the slightly curved lips, and couldn't help but soften his eyes, making his eyes full of tenderness.

She couldn't help but get close to Lu Zizheng, and gently kissed Lu Zizheng's small and beautiful pen tip, and then saw Lu Zizheng pouted, like It was Haomeng who was disturbed by someone, who looked a little unhappy, and the rare and cute appearance, which made Jiang Huaixi's heart soft and soft.

Jiang Huaixi restrained his eagerness to move, moved a little away from Lu Zizheng, and then stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Lu Zizheng's face again, and saw that Lu Zizheng moved his body suddenly, violently. opened his eyes.

Jiang Huaixi withdrew his outstretched hand with a guilty conscience, hesitating too quickly and using too much force, he accidentally brought the alarm clock beside him to the floor and made a loud noise.

Lu Zizheng was frightened, looked at Jiang Huaixi in a daze, and asked in a hoarse and lazy voice when he just woke up, "Huaixi, what's the matter..."

It was the first time Jiang Huaixi heard her lazy and sexy voice, her heartbeat seemed to miss a beat for a moment, looking at Lu Zizheng's befuddled and beautiful half-asleep face, her heart seemed to be scratched gently by a feather, Itchy and numb.She turned her head back to hide her overly hot eyes and gaffe, cleared her throat lightly, pretending to be calm and said: "It's nothing, I accidentally knocked over the alarm clock, why did you wake up so early?"

Lu Zizheng glanced at the night sky still shrouded in a dark blue with his sleepy eyes open, and said a little embarrassedly: "Maybe I just changed the bed, I'm not used to sleeping, did I wake you up?"

Jiang Huaixi couldn't help being a little funny. To be precise, he should have woken her up.She looked at the dark sky outside the window, thought for a while, and asked, "Can't you sleep? Or just get up, how about we go out early and go to the beach for a walk?"

Lu Zizheng was no longer sleepy, so he nodded in agreement, then simply sat up, got out of bed and went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face.

She stood in front of the sink in the bathroom, squeezed toothpaste, took water, and put the toothbrush into her mouth. When she was about to brush, she looked up and saw Jiang Huaixi's fair and clean face in the mirror beside her. .At this moment, Jiang Huaixi was just wearing a nightgown over her pajamas. She was holding a toothbrush in one hand and toothpaste in the other. She was squeezing seriously. The face was inexplicably sexy and beautiful, but also somewhat cute.

Lu Zizheng couldn't help turning his head to the side, staring at Jiang Huaixi, motionless in a daze.For a moment, she couldn't tell if it was real this time, or if it was still in a dream.

Jiang Huaixi raised his head, and saw Lu Zizheng staring blankly at him in a daze, his bangs that had not been combed were naturally curly and slightly upturned, his moist lips with a toothbrush in his mouth were delicate and charming, and his appearance was very cute.She couldn't help curling her lips, stretched out her hand, moved in front of Lu Zizheng, gently grabbed Lu Zizheng's toothbrush, helped her slide it twice, and teased: " Looking at me so pitifully, are you begging me to help you brush your teeth? I will be disrespectful."

Lu Zizheng bit his toothbrush and jumped away in a panic, his face flushed slightly, and he said vaguely and nervously: "No, no, I... I seem to be a little sleepy, just do your own thing."

The smile on the corners of Jiang Huaixi's lips deepened, he helped his tooth cup to catch water, and said quietly: "That's a pity..."

Lu Zizheng rubbed his eyebrows lightly, looking a little annoyed.

After a simple breakfast, they went out together, walking shoulder to shoulder along the long, narrow concrete road.The dark sky covered everything in front of us with a veil of tranquility, and Ji'an Village seemed to be still asleep.The clean and clear cool wind that is unique to the early morning blowing head-on, with the unique salty smell of the seaside, made Lu Zizheng completely awake in an instant, feeling refreshed, which is rare.Lu Zizheng stared ahead, and occasionally, couldn't help it, secretly glanced sideways at Jiang Huaixi once or twice.

After walking around the cement road at a leisurely pace, Lu Zizheng saw the endless sea clearly displayed in front of her eyes.She turned her face to the side, and saw Jiang Huaixi's faint smile on her lips, pointing to the boardwalk on the sea not far away, and whispered to her: "When I was young, I often went out early and sat there. Waiting for the sun to rise. Do you want to be here and watch the sunrise?"

On Lu Zizheng's face, there was a look of longing for an instant, looking at the wooden plank road, looking at the still dark line connecting the sea and the sky, he spread his lips and smiled: "I think."

She has longed for more than once to walk the path that Jiang Huaixi walked, to see the scenery that Jiang Huaixi has seen, to grasp the pulse of Jiang Huaixi's life, to know her a little more, and then, maybe she will be able to leave Jianghuaixi. My heart, come closer, come closer...

Jiang Huaixi took Lu Zizheng to find a slightly cleaner place on the boardwalk, sat on the floor, looked at the women in twos and threes who were bending over to pick up oysters with green gauze nets on their backs, and the children with bare feet playing and flying kites and picking shells, Her heart twitched slightly, as if for a few moments, she saw those years that had passed for a long time, and everything was just like the beginning.

The scenes are similar every year, but people are different every year.

Jiang Huaixi looked at the beach with far-reaching eyes, and said to Lu Zizheng in a faint voice: "Zizheng, look, the people here have been working like this since morning, until night, every day year after year, day after day , It’s all the same, it’s always the same. I once didn’t understand the meaning of such a life, and what kind of belief they used to support it.”

This kind of Jiang Huaixi was lonely and negative that Lu Zizheng had never seen before. For a moment, Lu Zizheng was a little uneasy.She tortured herself countless times in her heart, how much did she know about Jiang Huaixi, but at this moment, she only found out sadly that the answer was, not at all.

Jiang Huaixi blinked at Lu Zizheng lightly with a faint smile, expressing comfort, and continued calmly: "After I came here when I was 12 years old, I was homesick at the beginning and often suffered from insomnia. I would wake up, and then lay on the bed, tossing and turning, feeling the emptiness in the room. In a trance, I would feel that the world was empty and lonely, as if I was the only one left. So later, as long as the sky was just a little bright, I would be eager to go out , came here, looking at these busy people, looking for some lively feeling. In the morning, watching the sun rise from the sea level, in the evening, watching it, disappearing bit by bit in the sea level, understand, nothing A meaningless day has passed. Many times I have watched the sun move westward bit by bit, thinking, life is nothing more than coming naked and leaving naked. Why do we humans have to live in this world for nothing? Suffering this kind of experience. Leave early, maybe, it can be regarded as an early relief."

Lu Zizheng looked at Jiang Huaixi blankly, bit his lip, and waited for Jiang Huaixi's next words, feeling a little dazed for a while.

Jiang Huaixi smiled softly, turned his head, and said with some slyness in his eyes: "Zizheng, at that time, I was extraordinarily wise, seeing through the true meaning of life a long time ago."

Lu Zizheng was amused by her self-promotion and boasting, and the melancholy in his heart eased a little, he hummed lightly, and didn't answer her.

Jiang Huaixi smiled, sighed softly, and said: "At that time, I was not in good health. I was often tortured by illness, and my mood became more and more depressed. I couldn't find the meaning of my existence. Living life was like doing something. A task that has to be completed is ordinary, becoming more and more depressed. Aunt Lin saw it in her eyes and secretly remembered it in her heart." Speaking of this, Jiang Huaixi deliberately added: "Although Aunt Lin looks a little stupid , but, she is really, very good at observing words and expressions. Well, Zizheng, you can learn more from Aunt Lin in the future, so you can make me worry less."

Lu Zizheng's complexion couldn't help turning dark, and he retorted: "You have been with Aunt Lin for so many years, it seems that you haven't learned much." good?

Jiang Huaixi chuckled and didn't care. Seeing the brighter sky and more and more people on the beach, his eyes gradually became distant: "One day, when Aunt Lin came to cook for me, she suddenly handed me She gave me a package of green packaging and told me that it was a new variety of flowers cultivated by her daughter. She saw that I was usually bored. If you are interested, you can try to grow one to relieve boredom. Let's see what flowers bloom in the end."

"I didn't care about it at that time, I just said thank you casually, and put it in the drawer in the living room. But Aunt Lin hesitated for a long time, and said to me, 'Speaking of it, don't be angry, Aunt, sometimes I see you always depressed, But the most stupid, can't speak. Once, you asked me, what is the meaning of life, I can't answer. My daughter came back a few days ago, and I told her about your situation, and she said Let me bring you this packet of seeds.

She is a gardener, let me tell you that when she cultivates a new variety of flowers, she always expects too much whether it will bloom as she wants, but in the meantime, no matter how much she worries, it will not help, she has to wait until it finally blooms Only then will she know the answer.And the meaning of life is roughly the same. You have to wait until the seeds germinate and bloom to understand what kind of flowers life wants to bloom for you. If you want to give up before the seeds germinate, then, You will never know the answer.Now that the seeds have been planted, think hard and worry, but it is better to be full of anticipation, enjoy the anticipation in the days waiting for flowering, and make life easier. '"

Jiang Huaixi withdrew his gaze into the distance: "That day, I found a pot, planted those seeds, watered it every day, took it to bask in the sun, and looked forward to what kind of flowers it would bloom. Because of Looking forward, life seems to be getting better." She turned her head and glanced at Lu Zizheng, her eyes were filled with soft light, and she said with a touch of tenderness in her voice: "The year I entered the university, I saw the meaning of life. The seed opened the first flower for me, and I named it 'Meet Love'..."

Lu Zizheng's heart trembled slightly.

Jiang Huaixi stretched out his hand and gently covered Lu Zizheng's hand on the wooden board, clasping it vaguely: "Zizheng, I don't know what kind of flowers bloomed in your life 20 years ago, but the rest of your I really want to see the flowers that are about to bloom in my life, please don't give up, and look forward to it with me, okay?"

Lu Zizheng's eye sockets were moist for a moment, and his eyes were covered with a layer of mist. While he was still in a daze, Jiang Huaixi suddenly raised his voice slightly to remind: "Zizheng, look..."

Following Jiang Huaixi's line of sight, Lu Zizheng saw that the morning sun finally rose from the sea level. In an instant, the sun was shining brightly. Everything on the beach was like a black and white oil painting, which was painted with color by a wonderful painter in an instant. , everything became alive.The never-ending rising and falling tides, the fishermen with their trousers rolled up, the barefoot children running with their kite strings, everything is so full of vitality...

Jiang Huaixi stretched out her slender fingers, pointed at the kite flying tremblingly in the blue sky, and said calmly and softly: "Zizheng, our life is like the kite that the child flies. I don't know when the kite will break and fall. But it can't refuse to fly because of this. As long as someone picks up the kite and re-wires it, it can fly in the sky again after all. Only when the kite keeps flying to higher and farther places can it Know how vast the outside world is, and we, only by continuing to walk, can we know what kind of flowers the seed we plant will bloom for you in your life."

Jiang Huaixi's words seemed to be a tepid heat slowly ironing Lu Zizheng's heart. The place covered with ice and snow seemed to gradually melt, revealing the fertile land underneath that could breed seeds and bloom flowers. ...

She stared sideways at Lu Zizheng, with a gentle voice: "Zizheng, I would like to be your kite picker thousands of times. And you, would you like to fly again for me?" Jiang Huaixi was deserted Temperament, but at such a moment, exudes tenderness from the inside out.

Lu Zizheng looked at Jiang Huaixi's serious and gentle face, looked straight into her eyes and heart, stared at her for a long time... Finally, a gentle smile bloomed on Lu Zizheng's lips, and she said: "Huaixi, for you Thousands of times..."

If I can have you in my life, then I choose to love.

If I can have you in my life, then I choose to look forward to it.

As long as there is you, it can only be you.

For you, thousands of times.