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It was late at night, and the surroundings were dark and silent. Lu's mother left Lu Zizheng and Jiang Huaixi to stay at home overnight. Jiang Huaixi saw that Lu Zizheng was obviously hesitant, and advised lightly: "You haven't been with auntie for a long time, otherwise you will be late at night." I won’t go back for now, I’ll come early tomorrow morning to take you back to change clothes and send you to work before it’s too late.”

Hearing this, Lu Zizheng hesitated for a while, then shook his head slightly.

Jiang Huaixi raised an eyebrow and asked, "Is there any problem?"

Lu Zizheng licked his lips and said, "Are you busy tonight?"

Jiang Huaixi said concisely: "It's okay."

"Um, then you, stay together too." This was the first time she invited Jiang Huaixi to stay overnight. Obviously, Jiang Huaixi was a little surprised, and was slightly taken aback, but she didn't have time to hide it.Lu Zizheng pretended to be natural and added: "Otherwise I would have to trouble you to come and go, I, I also feel quite embarrassed."

Hearing this, Jiang Huaixi bent his mouth and smiled: "I really rarely hear you say sorry to me. It's rare to hear it, and I feel a little hot in my ears." He tilted his head towards Mother Lu as a joke Said: "Auntie, help me see if there is any redness."

Mother Lu just smiled and looked at the two of them.

Lu Zizheng glared at Jiang Huaixi in embarrassment, and said to Lu's mother, "Mom, I'm going to take a shower." After speaking, he ignored them and went back to his room to get his pajamas.

In the living room, only Jiang Huaixi and Lu's mother were left watching TV together.

Lu's mother forked a piece of apple cut from the coffee table and handed it to Jiang Huaixi, and said with emotion: "Huaixi, I still remember the scene when the kite took you home for the first time. In a blink of an eye, so many years have passed."

Jiang Huaixi took a small bite and said with a smile: "Yes, you don't even know, Auntie, that Zizheng was unwilling to take me home that time. Seeing you being so enthusiastic about me, she almost died of anger It's gone." Thinking of Lu Zizheng's stubborn look at that time, Jiang Huaixi's ink-like eyes were full of tenderness, I really miss it.

Lu's mother smiled knowingly: "How could I not know, but, Huaixi, the first time I saw you, I knew that you didn't mean anything to Zhengzheng. I knew you were a good boy. Zhengzheng is good."

Jiang Huaixi was a little agitated. After eating the apple, he lowered his head and did not speak.

Mother Lu continued: "Thanks to your company these years, Zhengzheng has been much happier. You didn't even know that she used to..." Before she finished speaking, she sighed heavily. "In short, Auntie, thank you for being kind to Zhengzheng over the years. She is sometimes too awkward and doesn't know how to express herself. If there is something ignorant or inadvertently hurt you in these years, Auntie will express to you on her behalf. Apologize."

Jiang Huaixi shook his head hurriedly, and said, "It's nothing, Auntie, I also want to thank Zizheng, she also brought me a lot of happiness."

Mother Lu said: "Huaixi, Auntie really likes you, it's a pity..." She didn't speak, but Jiang Huaixi could hear her regretful tone clearly.

Jiang Huaixi could vaguely guess what Lu's mother wanted to say, and felt regretful, but he still smiled and comforted her: "Good friend, we can go longer."

Mother Lu looked at Jiang Huaixi thoughtfully, smiled, and said nothing.

It was late at night, and when Jiang Huaixi came out of the shower, Mother Lu had already arranged everything on the bed, adding a quilt and a pillow to Lu Zizheng's bed.Lu Zizheng was lazily leaning against the bed and reading a book with his head down.

For a while, Jiang Huaixi was a little dazed, and the movements of his feet slowly slowed down. He leaned against the door and looked at Lu Zizheng quietly.

Unprepared, she stayed at Lu Zizheng's mother's house for the first time, but she found that in the bathroom of Lu Zizheng's room, there were cups, toothbrushes and towels for couples, and in her closet, there was a brand new one that fit her size. Underwear, nightdresses.

It seemed that after all these years, she had warmed Lu Zizheng's heart of stone.

Jiang Huaixi squinted his eyes, feeling a great sense of accomplishment.

Mother Lu knocked on the door and came in with two cups of milk. Jiang Huaixi always had a good rest. After drinking the milk, she saw the clock was pointing to ten, so she pulled the quilt and lay down to sleep.

After Lu Zizheng drank the milk, seeing that Jiang Huaixi was already lying down and ready to sleep, he also closed the book and turned off the light, and lay down to sleep.This is not her usual sleep time, with her eyes closed, she couldn't fall asleep for a while.

After a long time, Lu Zizheng surrendered.He opened his eyes, turned his head to the side, and looked at Jiang Huaixi beside him, only to find that she had a peaceful face, as if she had already slept soundly.Lu Zizheng just looked at her quietly for a long time, finally smiled slightly, then closed his eyes, and fell asleep at some point.

But, she didn't sleep well.

She dreamed of the scene when Lian Xuan spoke to her for the first time.

Not long after I entered high school, a transfer student came to my class. It is said that he came back from England. For a time, there was no two in the limelight.Lu Zizheng was in the same class as her, and was at the next table to her, so he naturally paid attention, but he was just watching.At that time, she only wanted to live in her own world in a low-key and quiet manner, not wanting to disturb anyone, let alone being disturbed by anyone.

Lian Xuan was an unexpected intruder into her world.

At that time, only Lu Zizheng was alone at the same table in the whole class, because the head teacher did not allow boys and girls to sit at the same table, and girls were unwilling to sit at the same table with Lu Zizheng.

During the English quiz, the teacher asked to take out the test papers, but that day alone, Lu Zizheng, who had always prepared well, forgot to bring the English test papers.

Everyone has paper and pens ready, and the teacher is about to start the test.Lu Zizheng bit his lip, he had no choice but to take the white paper for the test, when suddenly a piece of English test paper with lines was handed over from the next door.Lu Zizheng was a little surprised for a moment, and the students in the class were also surprised, and made a slight "噫" sound of surprise.

But Lian Xuan, the owner of the paper, just calmly smiled at Lu Zizheng friendly, turned her head back and waited for the teacher to dictate.

Lian Xuan didn't know that her unintentional action and inadvertent smile illuminated Lu Zizheng's gloomy freshman life in high school, and gave her almost dry heart a little moist vitality.

Just like that, Lu Zizheng carefully started his friendship with Lian Xuan, carefully guarding their friendship, almost exhausting himself.

As soon as Lian Xuan got closer to her, Lu Zizheng cheered and cheered.She knew that her begging for Lian Xuan's affection had gone beyond the limit.

It doesn't matter if Lian Xuan doesn't know.She can bear it, she can wait, she will.She lowered herself into the dust, just so that one day Lian Xuan could see her humbleness and be willing to embrace her sincerity.

But one day, Lian Xuan still pushed her away, and she said to her in the same contemptuous tone as those people: "Lu Zizheng, you are disgusting, they are right, you are just fighting with those power grabbers Like a person with power, I tried every means to seek benefits from me, but I misread you. Go away. "

At that moment, her heart was shocked and her heart was ashamed, but she still struggled to beg her: "Lian Xuan, it's not what you think. Just pretend that I never mentioned that, okay?" She forgot Still holding an umbrella, she pulled Lianxuan's left arm with both hands.

But Lian Xuan used her right hand vigorously, bit by bit, to break away her grasping hands, and finally gave her a complicated look, got into the car that was parked aside waiting to pick her up, and left without a trace.When the car started, the water splashed heavily on Lu Zizheng. It was Lian Xuan's last gift to her - a body covered in dirty water and in a mess.

In desperation, she gave up all her dignity, called Lian Xuan's name, and ran after the car for a long, long way, until she could no longer catch up, and she couldn't see the shadow of the car...

"Lian Xuan, you clearly said that you believe me..."

She collapsed powerlessly on the ground, drenched and embarrassed.She knew that many students passing by around her were looking at her and laughing at her, and she also knew that this incident would become one of the topics of her being ridiculed and humiliated, but she no longer had the strength to stand up and defend her There is little dignity left.

That day, she didn't remember how she got home. In her memory, there seemed to be only surging tears...

At night, she developed a high fever and took three days off. In addition to the two weekends, she hid at home for a total of five days.When she went to school on Monday, she was still naively thinking that if she went to explain to Lian Xuan, maybe things would turn around, and Lian Xuan would believe her.

However, when she arrived at school, she found out from other people's pointing eyes and comments that Lian Xuan had transferred.

She clearly heard the voice of her heartbroken.

She disappeared.

She will never come back.

With her, Lu Zizheng has a heart that is riddled with holes but rarely sincere.

Lu Zizheng lay on the table and cried all morning.

She knew that all her classmates said that she forced Lian Xuan away.They all said that Lu Zizheng was a disgusting homosexual, and Lian Xuan left because she was pestered and scared; they said that Lu Zizheng was not as poor as his father, so he knew that he had the thighs of rich people, you see, he was dumped Let's go; they said that Lu Zizheng is a slut, because of his good looks, he likes women but likes to seduce men, they say Lu Zizheng...

Lu Zizheng also forgot how she got home after school at noon that day.

After that, she never went to that high school again.

She disappeared like Lian Xuan, leaving only a chat for the alumni after dinner.

When Lu Zizheng woke up from the dream, Lian Xuan's cold "You are disgusting, go away" echoed in Lu Zizheng's ears. Her eyes were so contemptuous, piercing her heart like a sharp sword.Lu Zizheng opened his eyes in panic, only to feel that the corners of his eyes were wet, a few strands of hair stuck to his face, and the corner of the pillow was already wet.

She turned her head and looked at Jiang Huaixi beside her. Fortunately, she didn't wake her up.

Jiang Huaixi fell asleep peacefully like that, her long and dense eyelashes curled up naturally, breathing peacefully, Lu Zizheng suddenly felt a rare peace of mind.

She stretched out her hands from under the quilt, turned around, gently hugged Jiang Huaixi through the quilt, and gently pressed her head against her chest.The quilt was too thick, she couldn't hear Jiang Huaixi's heartbeat, but she could feel the rise and fall of Jiang Huaixi's chest and abdomen when he breathed steadily...

The sense of fullness in her arms filled the emptiness in her heart after waking up from a dream, and Lu Zizheng only felt that her heart was full of nostalgia and softness.She buried her head in the quilt, smiled slightly, and whispered silently in her heart: "I love you..."

She didn't know, when hugging, Jiang Huaixi, who closed his eyes, said over and over again in his heart: "Zizheng, don't cry..."