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After getting in the car, there was an unusual silence in the car.Jiang Huaixi turned on the music, and the soothing piano sound flowed in the car. She spoke lightly, as if explaining to her why Lian Xuan appeared in the school: "Fengshang donated a dormitory building in the name of Lian Xuan. From now on, Hua Tong There is another neighbor next to the building, Lianxuan Building, it seems to be doing well..."

Lu Zizheng made a big cross on the dense water vapor from the car window, and said disapprovingly: "Being talked about by a thousand people is worse than being cared about by one person."

Jiang Huaixi was thoughtful: "It sounds reasonable."

Lu Zizheng snorted happily: "That's natural."

The car passed the open-air stadium for [-] people surrounded by iron fences, with a roof that looked like eggshells, and only a small iron gate was opened on weekends.It was raining, and there was no one on the big runway. In the stands, there were some people sitting in twos and threes who looked like they were waiting for the rain to stop.

Lu Zizheng suddenly turned his face to the side and asked Jiang Huaixi: "At that time, you obviously didn't have physical education class, why did you come to the playground on time for every class?"

Jiang Huaixi asked lightly: "Isn't it just to make you poor people envy and hate?"

Lu Zizheng scoffed coldly, he really regarded himself as a royal nobleman.

Jiang Huaixi turned his head and saw Lu Zizheng's undisguised disdain, and added in a soft tone: "Don't you think, the air on the playground is extraordinarily fresh, and the sky seen from the stand at a 45° angle is extraordinarily blue and transparent. With bright sadness?"

Lu Zizheng felt that he might have lost the desire to communicate with Jiang Huaixi.

Seeing that Lu Zizheng didn't talk to her, Jiang Huaixi turned the steering wheel, turned a corner, and said, "Okay, let me tell you the truth..." As she spoke, her voice gradually became softer and softer: "Actually, it's because every class I can see you..."

Lu Zizheng's heart followed the sound, and for a moment, it rose and fell unbelievably fast, and her hand on the seat grasped the seat cushion imperceptibly.

Unexpectedly, Jiang Huaixi just spoke out of breath, but after a short pause, she showed her standard smirk again, raised her eyebrows slightly, and raised one corner of her lips: "In order to be able to see you in every class, dog planer No matter how bad your mood is, it will suddenly clear up.” Thinking about it, she continued, her tone was quite sincere and probing: “Zizheng, I’ve always been curious, why you don’t even know the basic running posture? Can't grasp it correctly, but can run so fast? It must be a talent, right?"

Lu Zizheng looked at Jiang Huaixi's smiling face expressionlessly, and said coldly, "Stop the car, I want to get off."

Jiang Huaixi turned her head back, leaving Lu Zizheng with a calm and beautiful silhouette, her voice was calm and full of confidence: "Didn't you realize that you always like to treat yourself so harshly. Others like to listen to the good ones, but you are not as good as others." On the contrary, you can't hear the good ones, but the bad ones are immediately on your mind. Didn't I seriously praise you for running fast?"

Lu Zizheng smiled but didn't smile: "So, I have to thank you for your appreciation and praise?"

Jiang Huaixi smiled, and his words were full of joy: "You're welcome, I've always been kind. What I just said was actually just my polite words. You don't have to take it to heart."

Lu Zizheng leaned on the back of the chair, closed his eyes and didn't want to waste any more energy looking at Jiang Huaixi, and decided to follow the golden saying that silence is golden.

But after a while, I heard Jiang Huaixi turn off the music in the car, and made a warm call: "Auntie, Zizheng and I are going back now, we will pass by the supermarket later, do you want us to bring something?"

"Auntie, don't go out when it's raining. I'll go shopping with Zizheng. Auntie, you can just wait and cook. Well, okay...then hang up first."

After hanging up the phone, the car drove out of the campus. Jiang Huaixi changed the gentleness on the phone just now, and signaled to Lu Zizheng in a soft voice: "Let's divide the work, you think about what you want to eat at night, and you will be responsible for the money and effort. In return, I will Responsible for taking you to the supermarket. I think that's fair, don't you?"

Lu Zizheng sighed from the bottom of his heart, Jiang Huaixi, the master of tricks and favors, was the considerate and gentle child in front of his mother just now, but it turned out that he was the one who contributed money and efforts...

After parking the car, Jiang Huaixi walked in front, Lu Zizheng followed a few steps slowly, watching Jiang Huaixi skillfully pull a cart, with one hand in the pocket of the woolen coat, and the other hand leisurely pushing the cart.Seeing Lu Zizheng walking slowly, Jiang Huaixi turned around and urged: "Come ahead and pick something up, go back early, I'm cold and hungry now."

Lu Zizheng came to her in a few steps, and while looking at the food on the shelf, he asked her: "You know, when I first saw you, I felt that you seemed to be otherworldly, but later, you said to me The three words I used the most were, I'm hungry."

Jiang Huaixi pushed the cart and walked a few steps forward, stopped to pick up a box of curry, looked through the production date carefully, and replied to her in a calm tone: "Really? I thought you remembered how old you are the first time you saw me. Hate me..."

Lu Zizheng stopped in place, his heart froze for a while, and then he lowered his head with a complicated expression.

It turned out that at some point, she could easily recall this incident.When I think of it, all the indignation and grievance that filled my heart back then have been replaced by peace and indifference.

Lu Zizheng stared at the quiet woman in front of her who lowered her head, frowned, and carefully compared different brands of the same sauce in both hands, feeling as if she had passed away.Smile wryly, maybe, we should thank that inexplicable start back then?

Just as he was meditating, he saw Jiang Huaixi gently put one can back with his hand, and put the other can in the cart. Then, he stretched out his beautiful little finger and gently brushed away the few strands of black hair hanging down in front of his eyes, and continued to push the can. The car moves forward.That bowed his head and raised his hands in a different style made Lu Zizheng stunned, and lost his mind for a moment.

Until Jiang Huaixi didn't know when she stood beside her, looked at her with a half-smile, and suddenly said: "I think when you go out with me, you'd better maintain your image a little bit, and don't lower my image. "

Only then did Lu Zizheng recover from embarrassment, and asked in a daze, "So?"

Jiang Huaixi shook his head and sighed with an unteachable expression, "I don't think it can be sold, what about the public morality you have always been proud of?"

Lu Zizheng was puzzled, looked down, and realized that at some point, the pack of instant noodles in her hand had been crushed to pieces.

Jiang Huaixi smiled: "The evidence is solid and there is no room for sophistry."

Lu Zizheng was depressed: "..."

When the two returned to Mama Lu's house with vegetables in high spirits, they opened the door only to find that Mama Lu was sitting on the sofa, pressing her lower left abdomen with one hand, with a look of pain evident between her brows.Seeing Lu Zizheng and Jiang Huaixi coming back, Mother Lu reluctantly stood up and walked towards them, trying to take the bags from Jiang Huaixi and Lu Zizheng into the kitchen with a forced smile.

In an instant, the smile on Lu Zizheng's face was replaced by deep worry. She put down the bag, stepped forward to help her mother, and asked her in a low voice: "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

Jiang Huaixi bent down and picked up Lu Zizheng's bag on the ground, put it aside together, then turned around and opened the door, and told Lu Zizheng: "Help Auntie, go to the hospital."

But Mother Lu pushed Lu Zizheng's hand away, tried her best to smile and said, "I'm fine, my stomach hurts, it's an old problem. You and Huaixi don't make a big fuss. I'll be fine after a while, go What hospital?"

Lu Zizheng was naturally worried, and insisted: "Mom, you see that you are suffering so much, let's go to the hospital to have a look, so I can rest assured."

Jiang Huaixi also stepped forward, and persuaded in a gentle voice: "Auntie, let's go..."

Mother Lu also insisted: "You children like to be so nervous. I'm really fine. I don't know about my own body? It's been a problem for many years. I've tried both Chinese and Western medicine. It's useless. It's raining and cold today, so I'm reacting." She stood up, patted Jiang Huaixi on the shoulder, smiled kindly and said, "Huaixi, save the strength to take Auntie to the hospital, and go into the kitchen with Auntie to help Let's fight, auntie."

Jiang Huaixi glanced at Lu Zizheng, who was full of worry, and then at Mother Lu, who was full of persistence. She was helpless, but she couldn't hold back Mother Lu, so she had to compromise and said, "Okay, auntie, since you don't want to go to the hospital, Then go lie down and rest first, and leave dinner to me."

Lu's mother refused: "How can I do it? Auntie has already agreed to let you come to dinner tonight. How can I let you..." Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Lu Zizheng: " Mom, go and rest, Huaixi won't care about it."

Then, Jiang Huaixi carried the dishes into the kitchen, and Lu Zizheng helped her mother into the bedroom, went to the living room to get a cup of hot water for her mother to drink, then closed the bedroom door, went back to the living room sofa and sat down.

Sitting on the sofa, Lu Zizheng didn't turn on the TV. It was getting late, and the night was getting lower and lower. She didn't notice it, and even forgot to turn on the light.

Jiang Huaixi was wearing an apron, holding a spatula, turned around, and saw Lu Zizheng sitting alone in the night.She turned around, a small wrinkle gathered between her brows, and then she heard her cold and quiet voice resounding in the silence: "Zizheng, come in and help..."

Lu Zizheng's thoughts were interrupted by her sudden voice, and his body couldn't help shivering slightly.After recovering, I realized that the surrounding area was already dark, only the kitchen was emitting a warm orange light in the darkness.

She stood up heavily, walked to the kitchen, stood beside Jiang Huaixi, silently opened and took the potatoes next to the chopping board, and mechanically peeled the potatoes one by one.

Her mind, after a brief return, returned to the bedroom lying on Lu's mother again.She is a person who is easily negative. At this time, all kinds of terrible thoughts filled her mind, making her panic and almost unable to hold herself.

After her father left, her mother was already her whole world. Her mother promised her that she would never leave her. How could something happen...

That year, she had just entered the third year of junior high school, and two weeks after her father passed away, she was forced to stand up in the principal's office with her mother. Standing in that dull and breathless office, she listened to the principal talking to her mother Said: "Mother Zizheng, I suggest you take her to see a psychiatrist. In the past, she would be arrested for hooliganism and rape. I can't bear to see this child ruined like this." myself."

She lowered her head and held her mother's hand in fear, feeling the slight trembling from her mother's hand.

The principal is still pretending to persuade: "Besides, you see, the current situation here in the school may not be suitable for her to continue her studies. This incident has brought great harm to her class, the surrounding students and even the school. Big negative impact. Zizheng’s mother, you should consider changing Zizheng’s environment and transfer to another school.”

She raised her head with red eyes and looked at this well-dressed man in a suit and leather shoes.Not long ago, this man, in front of the whole school, presented her with the first prize of Municipal Science and Technology Innovation Award, and asked all the students to learn from her and be proud of her.

The same goes for those classmates who bullied her. Not long ago, they politely borrowed homework from her to copy, but now, they just throw her homework for no reason, tear up her textbooks, and even spit on her desk .

Why, they all become so fast, so strange?

Did she really do something wrong?

Is she really sick?

Is it true that she is, as they say, a pervert, and that's why they treat her like this?

Lu Zizheng felt that her world suddenly became dark, and everything started to toss and sway, and everything around her was so eerie and eerie...

She heard her mother say to the principal in a hoarse voice: "Give me some time, we will transfer."

She took her mother's hand and followed her mother out of the principal's office with heavy steps. Behind her, curious students waiting outside the principal's room cast various glances, and occasionally they could hear their whispering discussions.

Mom covered her ears, half hugged her, and walked out quickly, almost in the posture of running away.

Finally, they left that campus and the eerie darkness...

Mother hugged her, and the tears she had been holding back in front of the principal finally fell.

Lu Zizheng has only seen his mother cry three times, the first time was at his father's funeral, and the second time was at that time.She felt a tight pain in her chest, and she choked up when she opened her mouth. She couldn't cry, and guilt overflowed her heart.She couldn't help admitting her mistake: "Mom, I like girls, isn't it... I'm really wrong... Is it really perverted and scary... I'm sorry, Mom, it's all my fault, I was wrong, Don't cry, I was wrong..." She cried so hard that she could hardly breathe, and she felt wronged after admitting her mistake: "Is it because I was wrong that everyone should stay away from me and exclude me, so The school didn't want me anymore, and the teacher looked at me with blank eyes. Mom, is it because I committed such a crime that Dad was punished for me and left us?" She was terrified, hugging her mother tightly, Ask her: "Mom, will you also want to leave me because of this, mom... Mom, don't you don't want me... I will change, I will change, I will change..."

But her mother hugged her back distressedly, and kept comforting her in her ear: "No, Zhengzheng, no, you are not wrong, mother will not want you..."

At that time, my mother said to her weakly but firmly: "Zhengzheng, you are not wrong, and you are not sick. You are just different from most people's choices. Don't be afraid. Just like everyone likes to eat vegetables , but you like to eat radishes, what's wrong with you? It's them who are wrong. Dad didn't want you, his departure was an accident, so what does it have to do with you, and mom didn't want you, never will. "

Mom said: "Zhengzheng, you have to believe that even if everyone in this world is on the opposite side of you, mom will stand by your side forever and never leave you."

Mom, she doesn't know, she really survived for many years relying on these words...

From then on, she believed that no matter how desolate the world is, there is still someone who will always be with her and never leave...

But now, she began to panic. What mother said, forever and ever, how far is it?

Lu Zizheng's eye sockets gradually turned red, and the movement of peeling the potato skins in his hands also slowly, slowly stopped.She fell into her imaginary sadness, unable to extricate herself...

Suddenly, her eyes went dark, and a cold hand brushed her eyes, and she closed them reflexively, and she heard Jiang Huaixi say faintly: "Cry if you want to cry, isn't it uncomfortable to hold back?" ?”

Lu Zizheng wanted to open his eyes, but found that he couldn't open them? !I just feel that my eyes are hot and hot, and my tears are flowing uncontrollably, it's... oh!Doesn't Jiang Huaixi know that her hands have been cutting peppers just now?She must have done it on purpose!

All of a sudden, the sadness was thrown out of the blue, Lu Zizheng wiped his tears in embarrassment, his fighting power soared, and what echoed in his mind was: Jiang Huaixi, you are dead!

She must stuff the whole ginger and garlic on the chopping board into Jiang Huaixi's mouth!