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It is said that Shi Zhongyu's family left the Xueshan School and went straight to Xuansu Village. Shi Zhongyu has been away from home for many years, and now he can finally return home.

Since Shi Zhongyu solved the matter of the Xueshan faction, it can be regarded as having almost settled all the debts left by his predecessor. Shi Zhongyu is now free of debts and can do things according to his own wishes from now on. Gao Renniaofei.However, Shi Zhongyu was not very happy in his heart, his freedom was bought by Shi Potian for him, Changle Gang and Xueshan School, if it wasn't for Shi Potian, how could he be so comfortable now.And... Shi Zhongyu always felt very guilty towards Shi Potian in his heart, and now it was even more difficult to tell him what was on his mind.

Shi Qing and his wife also knew that their family owed a lot to Shi Potian for the settlement of the Xueshan faction, so their mood along the way was not very clear. It was only after the wreckage that he suddenly remembered that Xuansu Village had been burned by Bai Wanjian many years ago, and now he felt even more depressed.

In desperation, the three had no choice but to stay in a nearby farm and rebuild Xuansuzhuang at the same time.

Shi Zhongyu has been a little absent-minded recently, and after Min Rou found out that he had left Lingxiao City, Shi Zhongyu began to be like this.It's not obvious when I'm on the road, but when I'm riding a horse, I occasionally look ahead with confused eyes.Min Rou also only thought that his son was worried about Shi Potian, and because he had been away from home for too long, he was timid due to being close to his hometown.When I returned to Xuansuzhuang, this situation became more obvious, and I was in a daze from time to time.

Min Rou asked worriedly, and all she got was worrying about Shi Potian, a friend, or because of her closeness to the hometown, or because of guilt and exhaustion, Xuansu Village was burned. Shi Zhongyu paid attention to it after being asked a lot, and she seemed to be in good spirits. many.

What is Shi Zhongyu thinking?

There is indeed a part of the reason before, but Li Xin has already said that Shi Potian is the protagonist of this book, a man of great luck, nothing will happen to him, and the biggest hidden danger, Knight Island, is not in danger. Shi Zhongyu was worried that Shi Potian would go to The worry of dying is gone.

He was thinking, where should he go in the future?

Shi Zhongyu had been working hard to resolve the grievances left by his predecessor before. He would not think about things when he was busy with things. Now that things are resolved, he has enough time to think about his future life.

First of all, Shi Potian, what should they do with their relationship?Shi Potian has always regarded him as his best friend, but he has such thoughts about him, but it is really difficult for him to face the person he likes without showing the slightest clue. I kept shaking my head, I'm afraid I can't even be friends.If you stay away, he will not bear it.I can't bear Shi Potian's kindness and care for him.

Difficult to do.

Moreover, according to the life trajectory of ordinary people, starting a family and starting a business, now that he has reached the age of weakness, his parents may arrange for him to marry a wife and have children in the near future, but he has no feelings for women at all.As for starting a career, with the family property left by his parents, as long as he is not too incompetent, he can always support himself. In modern times, he can be regarded as an elite white-collar worker with a monthly salary of tens of thousands, so there is no need to worry about that.

Shi Zhongyu himself is not an ambitious person. His biggest wish is to find a good job to support himself after graduating from university, and it is best to find a caring lover to accompany him.To say that such a wish seems really simple, and it is not difficult to realize, his grades are excellent, and he also works outside to earn money in order to pay for his tuition, so it is not difficult to find a good job.Moreover, he is optimistic, cheerful, and polite, and is favored by many girls in the school.

His life should have been smooth sailing and calm.However, he likes men. When he first found out, his whole body was about to collapse, and he had the urge to break the pot and give up on himself.Homosexuality, that is the existence of being criticized.He still remembers the insults received by his classmates when a boy in the next class was found out to be gay. Later, the boy couldn't take it anymore and had to drop out of school.

What is he going to do?Absolutely not to be discovered.

So he started making girlfriends, he wanted to prove: Look, I still like girls.Holding hands, no problem, kissing, no problem, if you think about it further, he can't do it, he doesn't feel it.He comforted himself and said that it must be because I didn't love her enough, so he found another girlfriend, but it was useless. He tried several times in succession, but none of them worked.They all only thought that he was conservative and courteous, but they didn't know that he had more than enough energy.

He accepted his fate, he was born gay.

He thought, it doesn't matter if he is alone, anyway, he has come here alone since he was a child, and at this moment, he is a little thankful that he is an orphan and doesn't have to worry about his parents' opposition.

It's just that, alone, it's still too lonely.As Gaara said in Hokage, people are always no match for loneliness.Even if he has many friends around him, they are just friends and will not stay with you all the time.As all the friends around him have made girlfriends one by one, and he is the only one who is still alone, this feeling becomes stronger.

At that time, he appeared, he was handsome, gentle and polite, and because he was a junior in the same society, he took good care of him.So he simply fell in love with him, he secretly fell in love with him, tried to help him, just wanted to be closer to him.Sometimes he would secretly think in his heart, he doesn't have a girlfriend now, and he takes care of me so much, can I...

He struggled for a long time, and finally decided to tell him, how can a man be so timid, and the senior is such a good person, even if he doesn't like him, he won't think of him... It's a big deal, and he will be a stranger since then.

He carefully prepared and planned for a long time, and bought the watch that his senior had recently taken a fancy to as a confession gift.I can't remember what the senior said at that time. I only remember the moment when he confessed. The senior's face was a little ugly, but he calmed his anxiety with gentle words, and politely refused. He only thought that the senior was frightened.

The senior said that he would still be friends in the future, and asked him to put his mind on other places, because studies are important.But he didn't expect that from that day on, someone would point fingers at him.At first he didn't take it seriously, but when his roommate found out and came back to ask, he found out that someone spread the news that he was gay.

He has been hiding it very well, except...he hasn't told anyone about it, and he even had a girlfriend.

The roommate was filled with righteous indignation and said: Which bastard is spreading rumors, our brother Yu obviously had a girlfriend, go fuck gay.Let me know who is spreading the rumors and beat him up.

Brother Yu, what's wrong with you, why is your face so ugly?

Shi Zhongyu didn't think about that possibility, but he still sneaked to the club activity room. He should be there at this time.Sure enough, there was something loudly talking about inside, and the main character was him.

You don't know, he turned out to be gay, and he confessed to me a few days ago, it's really disgusting...

"Bang!" He pushed open the door of the activity room and looked coldly at the people in front of him.

Maybe he was caught talking bad about people, so he simply said to his face: "You disgusting homosexual, thanks to my friend, you have such nasty thoughts about me."

No, I just like you...

Others also echoed:

"I didn't expect that the person who looked human turned out to be gay."

No, that's not the case...

"It's disgusting."

Do not……

"Disgusting gay."

no……

The coldness spread from his heart to his whole body little by little. He only felt as if he was standing naked in the snow, and his body slowly became numb.

With a "bang", he kicked the door forcefully, and there was a moment of silence.

He bowed and said loudly: "Senior, I'm sorry! I was drunk that day, so I dragged the senior to confess. I regarded you as the girl I had a crush on. Afterwards, I felt embarrassed, so I didn't say it, no I'm really sorry to think that the senior misunderstood."

The man smiled stiffly and said, "It's okay, aren't you drunk? I was joking with them."

Others chimed in: "Yeah, we were joking."

The turmoil finally calmed down, but even if the injuries had scabbed over, there would still be scars left.

He was even more afraid to let others know the truth. He made a few more girlfriends one after another. He didn't want to delay those girls. He chose to change boyfriends more often until no one mentioned it. He just stopped doing it.

Until, he got into a car accident and traveled back to hundreds of years ago.

It's just that I didn't expect that when I traveled here, I would lose my memory. What I traveled through was still in a book, and I fell in love with the protagonist in this book, which disturbed his marriage.

He has nothing to worry about, he doesn't care where he goes, and now he has parents who love him.Now, everything has been decided, he wants to live in this era.

It is impossible for him to marry a wife. He has no feelings for women at all, and he doesn't want them to be widows. This era is more harsh on women, but his parents will not allow him to be alone for the rest of his life.He didn't want to disobey his parents, but if he told the truth...this is true in modern society, let alone a more feudal era.

Ah Tian, ​​what should I do?

Ah Tian, ​​are you okay?

Ah Tian, ​​I miss you so much.

Ah Tian, ​​I like you.

The author has something to say: Shi Potian: Ayu, I miss you too.