[Zhongyingmei] Hear the sound

Extra Story·Long Time Away

When Arnott returned to Baltimore, she was still greeted by the same bright sunshine as before. Passers-by in a hurry never stopped for her, and there were enthusiastic shopkeepers in the shops on the side of the road. Speaking English with a regional taste, she was left alone standing in front of the station, as if she had been a lifetime away.

Three years.

She was away for three years.

But these three years seem to be the same for this Baltimore. It still has the same or even more prosperous alleys than three years ago, and even the pen that she stuck in the door of the villa when she left , is still deeply embedded in the eaves, as if someone is still deeply embedded in my heart.

Time will change, but the speed of time polishing often depends on people's hearts.

Everyone knew that she went to London to develop the Nirinus family's business in London, but no one could understand her feeling when she left.

That is despair, numbness, resignation and abandonment.

She has never realized so clearly that she is still no match for those things in that person's heart.

Also, how scary instinct is, and love is just an adjustment to life.

I just have to admit that it was the first time she had liked someone. If she was still the original her, she wouldn't mind such a parting. After all, she wouldn't feel the slightest fluctuation in her heart if she wasn't in front of that person. After the incident on the Aiolos, she regained her emotions and all her memories—it was a sad thing, and even though Grandpa always said that she was more human, she still felt that she would rather return to her original self. Emotionless.

Feelings are bondage, original sin, and unforgivable.

It is because of feelings that there is pain, emotion, and hysteria.

Holding her luggage, she walked alone on the street. In the past three years, she has been to many places in the world and seen many beautiful scenery in the world. The best gambler in Las Vegas was also defeated by her. But she still felt empty and had nothing to rely on.

The person you fall in love with when you have no emotion, after all, is not a heartbeat that can be washed away by time.

She was Hannibal who met at the cafe.

He was still as handsome as ever, with a fitted shirt, a spotted tie with a Windsor knot, a steak in front of him, and she smelled the same favorite coffee smell in front of him.

Three years have never changed this person, he is still so radiant, he is still so gentle and deceitful, he still exudes the smell that makes her heart move, but she knows that he is still the same as before, able to use the gentlest Tone, say the most cruel words.

She has changed beyond recognition, but he is still her favorite appearance.

He probably doesn't know what to like.

Arnotte still remembers the kind of liking that she couldn't hold back when she was young and ignorant. She sent herself to the other party to be used by the other party. She showed her value like a peacock courting a mate. She was self-righteous for this. Men do too much.

But in the end, she was still not the right [experiment] chosen by the other party.

Too much expectation so there is too much harm.

Pretending not to see the man sitting at the table next to her, Arnott asked the waiter to order a cup of Blue Mountain. She had quit Guatemala coffee, just like she thought she had quit Hannibal.

But it wasn't until she walked in front of the other party that she realized that it was very difficult to quit an addiction.She still wanted to be a knife in this man's hand like a desperate moth, even though she knew well that his heart was as hard as iron, and he never liked her at all.

But liking is a matter of one person, all the accommodating and perfecting, dedication and hard work, after all, I can't escape the sentence "I am willing".

Sometimes she couldn't help herself to think, if one day she died, and the news reached Hannibal's suspicion, would he feel even a little bit sad, or would he just close the document in his hand and say something softly "pity".

It's a pity that she is no longer his pawn.After all, she is so useful.

She closed her eyes, the soreness of her eyes made her almost shed tears weakly, but the long-term habit made her restrain her emotions in the first second.

Look how used to disguising herself now.

He taught her too many things by hand, but the same person taught her what cruelty and abandonment are.

At the last moment, she was not worth mentioning after all.

She didn't expect him to walk towards her.

Back in Baltimore, one is to come back to see relatives, and the other is to do some work handover work with Lovis.

She's already teamed up with Moriarty.

He was a very smart man, but he had a deep mind that she hated, but at the same time he was very measured. After suffering a loss from her, he evaluated that the benefits of cooperating with her were greater than chasing her at all costs. So he finally chose to cooperate.

He was responsible for her expenses and falsification of identity for the past three years, and she did one thing for him.

very fair.

Moriarty couldn't kill her, and she was at an intellectual disadvantage. It would be better for both parties to maintain such a cooperative relationship that was not salty or insipid.

And borrowing Moriarty's network, she inquired about Hannibal's news from time to time.He knew that he chose Will as his new training object, and Will's ability to visualize made his training gradually become more focused and in-depth.

She knew that he had exposed a small part of his true colors, and Will had already begun to suspect him. This man who was deeply tormented by his own fantasy but had enough conscience used his own expense to get close to this man, to gain meager trust.

Just like she used to be.

It's just that she doesn't have the heart-pounding talent like Will, she only has force, and she relies on intuition.

But in this person's eyes, she was just a blemish that could never create a perfect work of art.

She thought that all her relentlessness in the past was like a joke in this person's eyes.

No, no, how could it be a joke? At least a joke has the value of making this person's mood swings.And she?But a useless outcast.

She drank the cheap blue mountain flavor, thinking that she would not be used to it, but no, she just felt that the taste seemed to be weak. She used to only drink the best coffee, and besides learning to adapt and adapt to local conditions early on, she also learned to compromise.

But at this moment, even if it is the most delicious coffee, she will not taste it.

Because he was walking towards her.

He didn't ask where she had been all these years.

After a closer look, he seemed to be the same as before, but there seemed to be something different. Arnott took a sip of coffee. The difference had nothing to do with her. The girl who could give everything for this man was already on the Aiolos die.

worldwide.she replied.

He asked her again how she was doing.

Very routine and very polite words.

So she smiled and asked the other party if they had seen each other before. By the way, she suddenly realized that she had fallen into the water once, and some memories were lost at that time.

[I don't remember you, sorry. 】

she says.

When she told such a lie, she felt that she would be exposed. You must know that the opposite party is such an excellent psychologist. She doesn't know anything about her little expression and her little movements.

But he didn't answer.

So wordless silence began to surround the two of them.

She used to think that loneliness was a difficult thing, especially when the other person was a character she was so familiar with and liked.

She squeezed her palm hard to force the pain and wake her up.

You know, but this person pushed her into the deep water with his own hands, and she could only watch the boat drifting away in the choppy water, turning all her disappointment into the determination to live.

As the person named Jie Luo said, she became a betrayer after all.

A lonely, vengeful traitor.And when the last framer was killed by her, she suddenly fell into a daze.

She survived.

What can I do if I survive?

Does she really just want to live?

When did she, Arnott Nerisnu, become such a person?

That sentence is really good: love makes people terrible, love makes people humble.

Like a brief stalemate, she began to find nothing to say, "I heard that Mr. Hannibal found a new toy that suits his wishes. If you say that, do I have to congratulate you or myself?"

In the end, it was self-mockery that couldn't be suppressed.

"Even if it is a rough stone that may turn out emperor green, it will lose most of its value if it is not polished well." He shook his head, hesitated for a while, and finally answered her.

"So you came to me, what exactly are you going to do, to meet an old friend?" It's not impossible to produce imperial green stones, but it's not impossible to produce glass. In such euphemistic words, there is such a cruel truth hidden, but He smiled gently, just like in the past, but he couldn't find mistakes or even lies.

But what she didn't expect was that he actually admitted it. His eyes were filled with appropriate frivolity and joy, which made her feel joyful and chilly all over her body.

See, when she is useful, his attitude is always good.

She enjoyed this kind of intimacy that is more than gentle, but the final result was betrayal, and this time, the same tone appeared before her again, and her first reaction was not to refuse, but to subconsciously recall, what was wrong with her? One identity can help this man.

She loved her so humblely, so she couldn't believe that this doctor named "Hannibal Lackert" liked her even a little bit, even if it was only possessive.

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