[National Table Tennis] Ping pong pong, dream collection

*Set love for many years, quarrel or something

"Did you say something serious?" My best friend poured a glass of water and handed it over, looking down at me.

"I'll go, how dare I, he's going to be busy with the game soon, I'll say a few more words that don't affect his mind, what should I do if it affects him, I can't live anymore..." I was in so much pain, I calmed down the whole body in one breath in a state of hypoxia.

"Have you done it yet?" She nodded and asked again.

"Are you asking me or him?"

"It counts."

"He moved, and when I glared at him, he pulled my wrist. Do you think this is domestic violence?"

"Speak carefully, should you pull or hold?"

I was speechless for a moment, and raised my head to look at her. Obviously, my eyes were wandering and hers were calm and calm.

I twitched the corners of my mouth, and my eyes wandered around: "...hold."

"You're still wronged."

Can I not be wronged, the cold violence that I can count on my fingers after being together for so many years comes again, how can I bear it.Just because of the dinner problem, I said "whatever" and threw out the truth, and ignored people after the trouble was over.When I was repairing the water pipe before returning to the team, I didn’t even talk to me about the water pipe. I just said: “Turn it lightly when you use it next time. If it breaks, you won’t be able to fix it.” Then he went out with his luggage. If you don't even bring it, who can bear it?

"Why can't I be wronged? I'm a young girl who fell in love with a widow. I'm a dog with a cold pillow and a cold bed. I have a good temper when I cook, and any one I take out will be delicious, so why can’t I be wronged.” When people get emotional, they tend to cry, which is a common problem and cannot be changed.

My best friend took two pieces of paper and smeared them on my face, and started to settle accounts without losing any face, "Why are you wronged, Ziwei Xing, a talented boy in the table tennis world, won the world championship in his teens, and now he has a house and a car There is honor, and the bonus is several decimal points every minute. After falling in love with you, except for the training and competition family, it is you. When you are on vacation, you are always around you. When you are dysmenorrhea and sick, you learn to cook soup and stay at home. It is repairing water pipes and connecting sewers, and the property management is not as busy as him, so what are you dissatisfied with?"

"..." I was so stunned by her, I didn't know what to answer for a while, every word she said hit the point, I felt ashamed, and at the same time, that came to my mind Thought: Is it because he is so considerate of being my boyfriend, or because he treats me the same way no matter who is his girlfriend.

This problem is also the root cause of our quarrel this time, so I told him when I was confused.After he finished speaking, his whole expression changed, and the corners of his lips that were naturally raised were drawn down, and he didn't say a word after that. I was terrified at that time.

I didn't dare to tell my girlfriends about this, firstly because I was afraid of being scolded, and secondly because I thought it was sensitive and hypocritical, and talking about it would only be annoying and make people laugh.

"I see." I was a little frustrated, "I'll call him later and talk about it."

In fact, I didn't call him until the end. I was too confused and I was afraid that the conversation would collapse. It's good for each of us to have a calm time. We both should think about it.

But in order for him to train with peace of mind, I sent a message to him, telling him to train well and not to be greedy for cold words during the dog days.

After the training was over, he replied two sentences lightly, one was to say yes, and the other was to tell me not to stay up late and pay attention to rest.

I sighed to the old man, and finally didn't reply, and started to sleep with the quilt covered.

In the days that followed, he was busy with training and I was busy with work. During the period, I flew to a game in Guangdong. Although it was not a festival, I still bought some fruits and supplements and went to his house to see the old man. I didn’t mention this matter to him. .

These days, our contact has been lukewarm but not broken. One phone call a day and one video call every three days, which is basically the same as before, but we both know the actual situation well, and we are arguing.

After that, it will be the day of his competition. In the first half of the competition, I couldn't make time due to work, so I rushed to the auditorium until the final.

In the men's singles final, he played very anxiously against the Japanese teenager, who was at the top of the world at the time. After the tie, at the half-time break, I saw him frowning and communicating with the coach. in his age group, but this competition really tripped him up a bit.

I suddenly felt very uncomfortable watching it, and began to reflect on why I had to quarrel. At this time, as a partner, I am the person who can give him emotional sustenance other than his parents, and the person he can deliver to his back, but now I can only Sitting in the stands and doing nothing.

Just as I was thinking about it, I saw him suddenly turn his head and sweep towards the auditorium. His team uniform was soaked with sweat, and his eyes were wet like a small animal, but they were full of determination and did not retreat.

I didn't tell him I would come, but I'm sure he must have seen me.I thought about it, but I still mustered up my strength and said with my mouth: I, love, you.

Then I saw the corners of his curled mouth raised back again, and he lowered his head and smiled softly.

Although the subsequent games are still difficult, the young player's style of play is very similar to his. It is more difficult to overcome the same type of players, because your strengths are also his strengths, and your weaknesses are difficult to overcome in a short period of time. Self-breakthrough, but fortunately he has his own dominance, experience and willpower, and finally won this game.

When I went backstage after the game, he had just changed his clothes and came out. He was stunned for a moment when he saw me, and then said lightly, "Here we come."

I knew that his anger had not completely subsided, so I lowered my face and acted like a baby with him, hugged his arm and said, "Are you happy when I come?"

He glanced at me: "Don't play tricks."

The atmosphere was very serious, I could only withdraw my hand angrily, and followed him out.

There is a Chinese restaurant not far from the hotel. The team decided to hold the celebration banquet there. Halfway through the meal, my colleague called me and said that I needed to check a manuscript. The file was stored in the hotel’s computer, so I had to withdraw it in advance.After the phone call, I leaned close to his ear and told him about it. He still kept his brows indifferent, then let go of the hand that had been playing with my fingers and nodded.

He is the hero of the day and cannot go.

I patted his leg, and said you should eat honestly, drink less wine, and talk about it when you have something to go back.

He looked a little unhappy, but he didn't say anything, because the hotel I booked was next door, so he didn't ask him to see me off.

After returning to the hotel, I sent him a message saying that I had arrived, and then I started to organize the manuscript. After about two hours, I received a call from a young man in their team.

As soon as the other side came up, he said, "Sister-in-law, help me!"

I had a rough idea in my mind and asked, "Did he drink too much?"

"Great plan, you!" He heard a familiar voice say, "I didn't drink much, so don't call her." It was pure nonsense, and I couldn't catch up.

I just laughed, thinking that he confessed his confession because he blocked the drink for me at the time, but in fact he was not as good at drinking as me, not to mention how funny.

Then I replied, "Then you help me keep an eye on him, I'll go there now."

I walked for 5 minutes, and I deliberately dragged it to 10 minutes, just to let him hang out for a while.

They were also over there. When I arrived at the restaurant, I just caught up with him coming out. He was dressed in black, and the hat of the down jacket was pulled up very high. When I got closer, I saw that he was really drunk, and his blushing was particularly obvious. The ends of his eyes are all pink, I teased him, "Handsome guy, are you leaving?"

Without raising his head, his voice was low and hoarse, "How much is it?"

"You please me as much as you want."

"Okay, let's go."

Then he took my hand, during which I wanted to slip through my fingers countless times and intertwine with him, but he didn't buy it.

"I've already apologized, why are you still angry?" I admit defeat.This person didn't drink too much at all. If he really drank too much, he would just stick on my shoulder and call his wife and say I love you.

"When did you apologize?" He smiled.

"In the stands, I said I love you."

"You are always playing tricks." A little helpless.

I denied that no, and he sighed and stopped.The wind was a bit strong at night, and I ate several hairs. He lifted my face, brushed the hair stuck to my face behind my ears, called my name seriously, and said, "I don't know What is the reason, what did I say or do, that made you ask such a question."

I am very guilty.

"I've been reflecting on these days, where does your insecurity come from?"

I stopped here, and I also reminded him in a business-like tone, "Didn't I say that the quarrel is only thought of when the two of us are together, usually your training is training, and the game is a game. Bring emotion to work."

"The time outside of training and games I'm reflecting," he added.

I nodded to signal you to continue.

"Including the question you asked me," he pressed the tip of his tongue against his palate, his eyes narrowed slightly.

After a moment he said:

"There is only one premise for me to do all this, and that is you."