It's hard to be a stepmother

He helped me to grope to the bed again. He checked my hands again. I still moved my hands in the shower. There was a little bleeding. He helped me apply the medicine again. Just after I finished, I heard the crew come back. sound.

It was after 11 o'clock. Director Lu and the others came back from filming. I can't shoot my film, but I can film other people's. I heard Director Lu's loud voice. He should have said to Director Chen: "I'll go and see. Mr. Huo, let's see if Xiao Chen is better."

I hurriedly sat up, Huo Hanchuan put a piece of clothing on me: "Don't get up, it's too late, see him tomorrow."

I sat on the bed and heard him get out of bed.

Sure enough, Director Lu knocked on the door after a while: "Mr. Huo, are you asleep?"

The sound of Huo Hanchuan opening the door: "Director Lu, are you back?"

Director Lu's voice was no longer separated from the door, so it became clearer: "How is Xiao Chen?"

Huo Hanchuan smiled and said, "It's okay, he's asleep. Director Lu, do you want to come in and sit down?"

After he said that, Director Lu smiled and said, "I won't go in after I'm asleep. I'll come to see him tomorrow. Then, Mr. Huo, you guys go to bed earlier."

I couldn’t fall asleep after that sleep, and my hands were also uncomfortable. The medicine I took just now was irritating to a certain extent. It hurts but it’s not considered as painful. Frostbite is warm and itchy. These two feelings are mixed together. It made me restless, I wanted to go down and turn around, but Huo Hanchuan helped me to turn around the bed, like a blindfolded donkey turning around a mill, I don't know how Huo Hanchuan feels, anyway I think it's funny when I can't see, so After turning around a few times, I still lay down on the bed.

It was already very late, and Huo Hanchuan was lying on the bed. I told him to sleep and leave me alone, but he said to chat with me. This was the first time I chatted with him in bed, so the chat was very unfamiliar. Extremely awkward.

He asked me if I had gone out to play during the 20-odd days since I came here, and I told him that I was busy with filming and didn't have time to go.

Then he said: "Then I will accompany you to play tomorrow, some places here are still very good..."

He probably saw my eyes, so he swallowed the word 'good-looking' back.

I can't see anything like this, and I can't do anything. This made him search for a topic for a long time, but he couldn't find a point. I was worried for him.

Fortunately, he coughed and changed the subject: "Are you all filming so late?" He meant that Director Lu and the others didn't come back until midnight.

I hummed: "Sometimes later than this, but sometimes earlier, basically later than this." Once a scene is set up, it needs to be completed in one go.

"Isn't that tiring?"

"After this month of filming, you can rest."

"You can rest as long as you want?"

"...if you don't want to be famous." As a star, if you want to rest for a long time, then you should take a rest.What does Huo Hanchuan mean by saying this at this time?I turned my face in his direction.I find this topic very insecure.

I didn't wait for Huo Hanchuan's reply, but I could feel his aura, he was already close at hand.I swallowed back the words I wanted to ask him, and as soon as the corners of my mouth closed, he stuck to it, and then I lay flat on the bed.

I was afraid that he would hide me in the snow, so the corners of my lips opened after he grinded for a while.

I think it's better to end this kind of chat as soon as possible. If you are not familiar with it, it is awkward chatting. It is more familiar to sleep.So the moment I posted it on the bed, I was relieved.

It's just that he clasped my chin and kissed inseparably, and pressed his hard chest against me. I couldn't breathe, and I couldn't help reaching out and pushing him.

Huo Hanchuan finally let go of the back of my head, and I gasped on my back. Before I could catch my breath, the hands that pushed him were raised above my head.

When I realized that he was going to tie my two hands on top of my head, I frowned. Is he going to change his tricks again?

I kind of miss the time when he was just in bed.

After Huo Hanchuan tied my hands with a tie, he whispered in my ear: "Don't be afraid, your hands are easy to get scratched." The body softened.

His kiss went from my ear to my neck, lingering in this position, sometimes like a dragonfly on the water, and sometimes like a mosquito bite, but each of them refused to leave. When he kissed my Adam's apple, I couldn't bear it. , Being trapped in this position, I think all animals will struggle instinctively, but it is a pity that the hands are tied this time.

I can't break free, and I have nowhere to hide. The feeling of helplessness is particularly strong.I think Huo Hanchuan was right, I started to get nervous, the feeling was exacerbated by not being able to see anything, I had to think wildly.

This time he didn't go under the bed again, his movements were unprecedentedly gentle, so I don't care about the little noises on the bed, as long as there is no longer the person with a bad mouth like Qin Jue living next door.I think Qin Jue should be home now, he is lucky that he didn't experience this incident today.

My cranky thoughts were interrupted by his entry, and the subsequent imagination was broken into fragments with his movements.

I think I'm going crazy, this approach is going crazy, I don't know what adjective to use, ecstasy?All I know is that I can't even take care of the itching and pain in my hands, and I have to work hard to keep silent.

I used to be able to grab something with my hands or bite something, but now there is nothing. When I tossed and turned on the pillow, my jaw was pinched by him, so the sound from behind never came out again.

Want to stick up and down, tight fit, inseparable, only the uncontrollable saliva flows out, like silk like honey, like sugar but not sugar, constantly pulling, the reason is still chaotic.

I don’t know when I fell asleep, maybe it was because of the avalanche that happened today. I had a dream. I dreamed that I was buried in the snow. I couldn’t breathe under the heavy snow. I waved my hands vigorously, but I couldn't swing it anyway, so I had to push my legs hard, which seemed to collapse the snow cave, so I watched the person standing on the top of the snow also fall down, it was Huo Hanchuan, because I saw him Carrying a bag, the safety buckle I bought was hanging on the bag. I tried my best to pull it, but I could only pull the safety buckle, but the safety buckle I bought was inferior, so I only got this one. Huo Hanchuan fell down.

"No! Huo Hanchuan!"

I yelled at him sharply, but it was useless, the snow cave was so dark that I couldn't see anything.

"Xiao Chen, wake up, wake up, where am I?"

When Huo Hanchuan helped me up, I realized that I had a dream, but that dream was too real.

"Don't be afraid, are you having a nightmare?"

He wiped my forehead with his hand, I took a rough breath and nodded: "Yeah." He supported me and leaned against the head of the bed: "Drink some water."

I wanted to reach out to take it, but he blocked it: "You can't touch it, I'm holding it."

After drinking the water, he leaned against the head of the bed with me, put my hands on the quilt, and asked, "Is it better now? Does your hand still hurt?"

His hand was gently pinching my wrist, and it took me a while to realize that he was in the same bed as me, close to me, with the back of his foot against my foot, and I could feel the heat.So I think I understand why I had a nightmare. He was afraid that I would hurt my hand and kept pressing on my wrist, so I had a dream of being buried in snow.

"It's okay," I shook my head and turned in his direction: "Are you okay?"

After experiencing the avalanche, there will be some sequelae, and his wife was also buried on this snow mountain.

I heard his voice sober, as if I hadn't slept much.

But he just comforted me and said: "I'm fine, don't worry, I'll sleep again later."

I chatted with him for a while, and he put me at ease: "Sleep a little longer, you don't go to film tomorrow morning, sleep more."

He regarded me as a disabled person, put his arms around my waist and laid me flat on the bed without asking me if I was sleepy.But since they were all lying down, I didn't say anything, and fell asleep again after being confused for a while.

When I woke up again, it should be morning, Huo Hanchuan told me it was 7:[-] in the morning.

This time Huo Hanchuan put on the clothes for me, from underwear to socks to coat, when he tied my belt, I coughed: "I can do it myself."

My waist is ticklish, but Huo Hanchuan separated my hands, and he said softly: "Don't move." After he fastened his belt, he added: "Your hands can't touch anything these days, what's the matter with you?" You can tell me everything. I will do it for you."

"Let the times come."

I still can't use him like this, and my hands are not as delicate as he thinks.

"Shixin? Let him change clothes? Let him take a bath?"

His tone didn't fluctuate, but anyone could hear the displeasure in the three rhetorical questions, so I didn't say anything, just thanked him: "Then I will trouble you."

Dressing and bathing are not as difficult as I thought. I don’t know who said that after a month of marriage, there is no sense of shame. I think he is right.

It's just that I still feel a little uncomfortable when eating, I can't see or touch it, so when Huo Hanchuan handed the spoon to my mouth, I froze, I don't think Huo Baize needs to feed like this now.

Huo Hanchuan seemed to see my stiffness, he smiled and said: "No one else saw it, eat it quickly."

I know no one saw it, and the meal was called to the room.

I weighed it and ate it. Since Huo Hanchuan is not afraid of trouble, then I will not be polite.

I feel a little suffocated every day when I stretch out my hands to eat and open my mouth with this kind of clothes, so I look forward to the day when my eyes will recover.

My eyes will recover in three days, Shi Xin and Director Lu are both there, I heard Shi Xin's voice: "Brother Chen, how are you doing, can you see?"

I glanced at everyone and smiled: "I can see it. Thank you for keeping you waiting."

Almost everyone in the production team is here, no matter whether they are waiting for me to film or not, I have to thank you.

Director Lu breathed a sigh of relief: "Great! Then let's..."

Before he could say anything about filming, Director Chen coughed: "Xiao Chen's hands are not fully healed yet, let him rest for another day."

She looked at Huo Hanchuan and said it because Huo Hanchuan is now my family member.

Huo Hanchuan just glanced at me and smiled: "Let him decide for himself."

I told Director Chen, "It's okay, it's much better." If Director Lu is not filming anymore, I'm anxious, and so am I.It will take a while for my hands to fully heal, but Reaper wears black gloves, and the scene behind me is Reaper, and the clothes are all tall.

Huo Hanchuan didn't go back for the next few days, since he didn't go back, he went to be a producer.

My later role is very ruthless, Reaper, a complete villain, just like his name, he burns jade and stone, he wants everyone to accompany him to the ashes, so he is very ruthless to everyone, and finally the heroine stands in front of him , died for him to force me to stop.

My sister was in so much pain when I died, and now that she's dead, I can't cry.

Director Lu shouted with a loudspeaker: "Xiao Chen, the feelings here are not right, your face is too ferocious."

I heard Huo Hanchuan's chuckle on the loudspeaker.

What do I do if I have a good face like a villain?

I beat my own sister to death, can I still look good?

I didn't say anything, I knew that my face was really stiff, I couldn't find the feeling after I didn't take pictures for a few days, or I couldn't let go, Huo Hanchuan sat next to the monitor, I felt a little uncomfortable, I The later role was too similar to Ruan Le, I was afraid that I would act like that, although I knew that Huo Hanchuan would not embarrass others, but I was instinctively overthinking, so I couldn't express my emotions.

This is my problem, I self-regulate.

Director Lu talked to Huo Hanchuan, and then came over to tell me about the play:

"Your sister is your close relative. Although you have become a god of death and your feelings are indifferent, there is still feeling in this indifference. This kind of feeling is..."

He scratched his hair and began to think of any words to describe it, but he couldn't think of a suitable one for a while. Finally, he took a look at Huo Hanchuan, coughed softly, and said to me: "Think about the avalanche that day. The scene, yes, is the kind of haggard appearance, all thoughts are lost."

In order to get people into the drama, Director Lu can imagine any scene, I glanced at him, was I like that that day?

However, Zhou Qingzhi also looked at me and said, "Can't you treat me as Mr. Huo?"

The corners of my mouth froze, and then I managed to smile at her, I think they all misunderstood, I didn't have that deep relationship with Huo Hanchuan, it was because I thought he was really dead that day.

Any living being dies in front of you, and you can't help it.

When I was a child, I picked up a cat and was kicked to death by Xiao Junzhuo. I was very sad, let alone a person.

I am so afraid of the life that dies because of me.

I took a deep breath and said softly, "I'll think about it again."

Zhou Qingzhi nodded: "Yes, I think about him to death, haha, let me just talk about it, it's purely acting."

I smiled and didn't say anything. Our actors are not born to burst into tears. We can easily control our emotions. Some crying scenes miss our relatives. If you are forced to do that, you will really think about it, just like Director Lu gave me guidance just now.

It's just that I have no relatives, and I don't think Ms. Su will be sad, because I can't think of a scene where Ms. Su died, and I can't even think of Xiao Nanshan.

As for Huo Hanchuan, I shook my head after thinking for a second, I don't want to think about him.Yesterday's avalanche was so real, I think of the aftermath with nothing but fear.

But I still acted in this scene. I have no emotions, but I have professional qualities, and I graduated with honors.My teacher told me when I was about to graduate that I am a very good actor with lifelike acting skills.

I hugged my sister's indifferent face cracked little by little with time, and that face covered with ice was like a glacier melted away. Director Lu said that any emotion would be touched and melted. My face is perfect for acting. From indifference to death, as long as the acting is good enough to make the audience feel distressed, as the biggest villain, he is finally influenced, and the ending of his soul disappearing into nothingness is also a good ending, which will be remembered by people.

After the scene was over, I hugged Zhou Qingzhi and didn't get up for a long time, and Zhou Qingzhi didn't move, but she opened her eyes and looked at me with complicated eyes. I haven't recovered my emotions for a while, it's just like this Looking at her, she is not my beloved, but my dear relative, I live for her, and I die because of her.

So she is the whole of my life, so I use my life to act, what I think is that when I die one day, I will be like this, without sorrow or joy, everything is gone, this world has nothing for me anymore significance.

I don't have much affection in this world. I have many brothers and sisters, but no one treats me like she does. Although it's acting, I put my heart into it. I think I lack such a family relationship.

Life is like death, and there is nothing more sorrow than heart death.

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