It's hard to be a stepmother

She tutted at me: "Then I've made a lot of money. Oh, you didn't even want to touch me in this last play. It's a big sacrifice. Oh, don't be angry, it will be a matter of the two of us sooner or later." ah."

I glanced at her, this woman's heart is big enough, and Shi Xin smiled beside me, I finished my last cup of coffee and told her, "I'll go ask Director Liu, if it's okay, I'll leave first, the day after tomorrow See."

She chased after her: "Don't lose sleep at night."

The day after tomorrow is the wrap-up banquet of this drama, and I went home after greeting Director Liu.Some things need to be resolved sooner.

As expected, Ms. Su was waiting in my house, not Xiao's house, but my own residence. I lived in Xiao's house, but Xiao's house was never mine. I spent most of my time here except when I went back to Xiao's house to act.

Ms. Su knew my whereabouts very well, and she also made coffee for me, as if she also expected that the next topic would need coffee to suppress it.

I asked her to sit down: "Mrs. Xiao, please speak up if you have anything to say."

She looked at me and smiled: "You call me Mrs. Xiao?"

I followed suit and changed my address: "Ms. Su."

She was slightly taken aback when she heard this address, but at that moment, she sighed slightly: "You hate me."

I drank a whole pot of coffee in the studio, and I have calmed down a lot: "Can't I hate you?"

What I said was very dull. Ms. Su, who was opposite me, was stunned and didn't know how to answer. After she touched her hair with her hand, she changed the subject and told her purpose of using me: "You never thought Do you want the family business of the Xiao family? I have no choice but to become an actor, so I sent you to the Xiao family just to let you go my old way? "

I glanced at her and nodded: "I disappointed you, I'm very sorry."

Even if I want Xiao's company, will they give it to me?I am 25 years old this year, and my elder brother is 35 years old and has been in the Xiao family business since he was 18 years old. 17 years is enough for him to control the entire Xiao family. How could he let me, a bastard, take a share of the pie.

Ms. Su looked at me for a while and didn't find what she expected from my face, so she said: "You let me down, but since you are a part of the Xiao family now, you should do something for the Xiao family."

The so-called hard work is the marriage she said.

I took a deep breath: "I'm going to marry an illegitimate child? Don't people laugh at the Huo family?"

I don't need to think about it, I am nothing.

Ms. Su pointed out a finger and smiled at me: "You are not now, you are the third young master of the Xiao family."

I will forget what she doesn't say, she has successfully married into the Xiao family, and I have also become a regular.

Now that I have become a regular, she still wants me to marry, because I have not achieved her goal.

I know all of this, but I didn't hold back and asked, "Have you thought about the consequences? Don't you want me to give you a grandson?"

I know I'm not important in her heart, I just want to make sure.

This time she looked at me with a slightly raised mouth: "Can you give birth? Do you like women? Can you hug them?"

She said every word, I slowly tightened my hand on the cup, and stared at her. Ms. Su had a face of Su Daji, and those peach blossom eyes were soul-stirring, not a bit inferior because of her age. Li is lazy, but at this moment, the eyes staring at me are ironic and sharp, as if everything about me is invisible in front of her.

This feeling makes me very uncomfortable.

I put down my coffee cup and looked at her: "When did you know?"

She seldom sees me these years. She couldn't enter Xiao's house before, so she threw me in. Finally, she survived Mrs. Xiao's death and was able to enter Xiao's house. Back to live in Xiao's house, everyone in the Xiao family has very good acting skills, not to mention that I still have very little appearance time, counted by the second.

And in this seconds, Ms. Xiao still can't care about me.

I don't know where I acted wrong, let her notice, and then export this scene, was it planned a long time ago?

Ms. Nasu can be said to be very scheming and calculating in the long run.

Ms. Su withdrew her staring eyes like an enemy, looked at me and laughed at myself: "There is no better mother than a son, I am also your mother."

I twitched the corner of my mouth lightly, not knowing what to say.

She was also emotional for a while, and the voice behind became flat, and she explained it to me like a detective reasoning: "I know you think I am not qualified as a mother, but believe it or not, every movie you shoot I have watched every show on the TV series and online, and I can see it from this. You never hold their hands in the show, and you don’t even have any physical contact. The TV series is even simpler. You never talk to them. They really kiss, you never make sex scenes with them, is it because you are afraid that they will find that you can't get hard?"

I rolled my fingers and made fists. Is this what a mother should say to her son?

Ms. Su also took a look at my clenched fist, her eyes remained unchanged, I put my hands flat, and the corners of my mouth slightly curled up. If she saw the scenes of "The Bright Moon" in the future, she would doubt her reasoning.It's not that I don't know how to kiss them, anyone will take advantage of it, I just think that if I can respect others, I should respect them.But Ms. Su doesn't know what respect is at all.

Suppressing the coldness in my heart, I asked her: "So you just let others fuck me? Even if I don't like women, I never thought about letting others fuck me. Or do you think I just Got fucked by someone else?"

There was a bit of pity in her eyes, but this kind of pity was like a cat crying for a mouse, and I hated it even more. I looked at her and said, "It's your style to use everything up, I forgot, I thought you would go to Xiao's house if you entered Xiao's house." You can enjoy your old age in peace."

I didn't want to look at her anymore and looked out the window.At this point, to mock her is to highlight my own incompetence.

And Ms. Su was not angry at my ridicule, so she said with a smile: "Xiaochen, I told you that there is no eternal stability in this world. Feelings are unreliable, and nothing else is unreliable. You must always let you Always ready to fight."

My name is ambiguous, I can't tell whether she calls me Xiaochen or Xiaochen, and I can't tell whether she has any family affection.After she sent me to Xiao's house, she asked me to call her Ms. Su. He thought I could be called Mrs. Xiao's mother, but I could only be called Mrs. Xiao. I was already ten years old when I entered Xiao's house, so The eldest son is too old to raise, how could Mrs. Xiao recognize me, let alone she has no shortage of sons.

Always preparing for battle is the secret of Ms. Su's success. I don't want to tell her this anymore: "I can work hard for the life I want, and you don't have to worry about it."

I don't want to worry about that either.

She stroked her hair lightly: "Xiao Chen, you are wrong, I want you to help me stabilize my position in the Xiao family, not for you."

She finally admitted that although I knew it in my heart, it was different to hear her say it with my own ears. I looked up at her, and my movements were slow. My chest was stiff and painful, as painful as all parts of my body. I thought The physical pain is the most painful, but it turns out that the inner pain is even better.

After I could catch my breath, I asked her: "Aren't you afraid that he won't marry me? He already knows that I planned to climb into his bed. Do you think he will be persecuted? Or do you think he will marry a celebrity?"

Even if he doesn't care that I'm an illegitimate child, or the fairy dance between the two of us, doesn't he care about marrying a celebrity?

Although I don't know Huo Hanchuan's character very well, I know that no one with dignity will marry, except Xiao Nanshan, and Xiao Nanshan only let Ms. Su in when he was in his twilight years.And Huo Hanchuan's ex-wife was a famous lady.

So if Huo Hanchuan doesn't marry me, I'll be a big joke, then Ms. Su's face will not look good, she is already inferior among those wealthy wives, and now she failed to sell her son, The consequences can be imagined.

She raised her eyebrows slightly: "Are you speaking for him?"

She didn't wait for me to get angry and said: "You worry too much. The Huo family just wants to marry the Xiao family. It doesn't matter if he marries anyone. It's not you or someone else. So," she looked at me and chuckled: "Let's So the fat and water won't flow to outsiders' fields. As for acting, you don't have to go there after you marry into the Huo family. "

I squeezed very hard, and she covered my hand: "Okay, even if you still want to act, with the Huo family's backstage, do you still need resources? You are my son, I know you, Use everything you can, step on the moment everyone ascends to the highest position, you can control your destiny. Before that, accept your fate.”

I withdrew my hand, I don't want to be her son at all, if possible, I don't want to be born from her belly, just like she was disappointed in me and wished she had never given birth to me.

Now I finally have a little use for her, so she comforted me with a smile: "Maybe you will fall in love with him, since you like men, then he is a rare good man."

"You mean to choose a good husband-in-law for me?!"

I don't know what expression to look at her with, but luckily I have a facial paralysis, and the anger didn't make my face collapse.

She regards feelings as bargaining chips, and now I doubt how much of her feelings for Xiao Nanshan are true.

She also looked at my face, and answered my question with a smile: "Yes, don't you know how many people want to marry him as a continuation? Let's not talk about the family background of the Huo family, just talk about him His appearance is peerless, right? Didn't you see how angry your sister was when she saw you coming out of his room? My son is so handsome, and only you can match him. "

It was so sweet, I reminded her: "He likes women, have you forgotten? Oh, and he has a four-year-old."

That four-year-old child was mischievous and became her trigger, she will never forget it, right?

Sure enough, Ms. Su didn't forget, her eyes wandered, and she brushed her hair in a disguised way: "Maybe he likes men too?"

I didn't hold back from mocking her: "If you were so sure, you wouldn't have drugged him."

Ms. Su is quite funny, even if Huo Hanchuan likes men, how could he like someone who drugged him.

She was choked by me this time, and she said after a while: "I'm just in case."

She is making sure that her plan is perfect, not me. From this morning to now, she has never asked me how I feel. I am just a tool to her.Tools don't care about feelings.

Now that it has been ensured, she doesn't want to continue chatting with another tool, and said bluntly: "This is the end, you just wait. You will have as many resources as you have in the future. When you board the highest You'll appreciate me when you're on stage, enjoying the attention of everyone. If you've figured it out, go home. Here,"

She looked around and smiled: "This is suitable for licking wounds, but not a battlefield. I don't want you to hide here all day."

She looked around at my licking wound and left. I drank the cold coffee in one gulp. After drinking it, I didn't feel any more.Ms. Su's saying is right, I let her, my heart is cold and hard-hearted, and I even attack myself ruthlessly. I am a person without much emotion and will not waste time blaming others.

I have seen swords that have lost their sheaths on the battlefield, because they are red-eyed from killing, and because they have no casing, they can't stop cutting, because if they don't cut, they will be cut by others, and they won't be put into the sheath until they die.

If you want to survive, you need to tread a bloody road.

I am the dog that Ms. Su threw into the Xiao family's wolf pack. I was forced to grow up by being slaughtered. I didn't become the wolf king she expected, but I became the coldest and most ruthless wolf dog.