Zhangjia Hundred Ghosts

Suddenly he lost his previous good appetite, and poked and poked the two-thirds of the Black Forest cake left on the table, Zhang Li stared at the high-end cake that had no shape at all with a pair of red phoenix eyes in a daze.

On the opposite side, Su Shaoyan's naked eyes flickered slightly, and he put down the coffee in his hand and asked worriedly; "Don't you have an appetite?"

The hand holding the fork trembled, Zhang Li decided not to continue this boring behavior of venting on the cake, and instead replied casually; "It's true that I have no appetite, by the way... Yan Chen is playing a role between us. What kind of role?"

"En?" snorted lightly, Su Shaoyan seemed to have expected Zhang Li's question, and then asked calmly with a smile; "What did that guy Yanchen tell you?"

A trace of embarrassment flashed across Bai Tou's face, Zhang Li opened his mouth and didn't know how to ask, what the hell, why would I feel guilty after being caught and raped?And I feel so sorry for the guy opposite! ! !

Awkwardly turning his head to one side and staring at the corner, Zhang Li sighed hesitantly; "Well...that is, it seems that my relationship with him is quite...unusual..."

Sure enough, Su Shaoyan was not shocked by Zhang Li's words at all, looked at the guilty Zhang Li with a calm expression that he knew Yanchen would talk nonsense, and asked; "Oh? Then what do you think is the "special" relationship between you and him? ?”

Damn, if I can guess it myself, why don't I ask you?Zhang Li angrily turned his head and glared at Su Shaoyan; "Damn, I don't know, you tell me!"

"Hehe" let out a dumb laugh, Su Shaoyan sat leisurely on the sofa with his long legs folded, and then said deliberately provocatively; "Why, do you think you and Yanchen are lovers?"

"!"

Almost choked by Su Shaoyan's words, Zhang Li slightly narrowed his phoenix eyes and gritted his teeth to threaten; "Are you going to tell me or not?"

Looking at the frantic child in front of him in a happy mood, gnashing his teeth like a kitten not to be outdone, he smiled slightly and Su Shaoyan decided not to continue teasing the child, so he said slowly, "Don't worry, you and Yanchen are not." That "relationship."

Cicao, what is "that" relationship, can you be more serious?

This guy has completely abandoned that gentle and refined mask now!After the gentle words and expressions were wiped away, what was left now was provocation and the kind of self-will exuded from the bones. After shaking hands tightly, Zhang Li said angrily; Would you like to make it clear?"

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Knowing that Zhang Li was forced by his unhurried tone, Su Shaoyan raised his head and laughed loudly; "Hehe, actually, you don't have to care so much, I think Yanchen's misleading words are not meant for you .”

"Ah?" Opened his mouth stupidly, Zhang Li moved his rusty brain in a daze and said, "Ci Ao, didn't you mean that Yan Chen actually said that on purpose to make Zhang Nuo jealous?" Is this kind of misunderstanding?"

Su Shaoyan looked at the child opposite and raised his eyebrows and smiled; "Otherwise, what do you think?"

"Second! Are you childish?"

Zhang Li wanted to flip the table. It seems that Yanchen, who looks like a tall and mighty man, is actually similar to Su Shaoyan in his heart. He is simply a mischievous little kid, okay?Deliberately saying something misleading to test the other party's reaction, this kind of behavior is the same as the opposite guy who doesn't know what love is, and then hurts and uses others!

The thoughts of creatures in the demon world are all strange structures, and they are all characterized by self-centeredness!Oh, no, I believe that I, a hybrid of spirits and demons, would never be like this "before"! ! !

Contemptuous of slander, Zhang Li squinted his eyes and looked at Su Shaoyan with disgust: "You guys in the devil world must have twitched heads, otherwise why are you so childish when you fall in love?"

"Hehe, please don't speak as if you are very experienced."

Although what Zhang Li said is indeed correct, he and Yanchen are somewhat similar, especially the arrogant nature and the sense of superiority that looks down on everyone, probably because of such arrogance, so we must see clearly what we are really like. It's hard to care about anything, and even if you have already noticed it in your heart, in the face of power and the one you love, I believe that Yanchen will give up the latter.

Of course, such a choice is only before Yanchen has tasted the pain of losing his beloved.

With a contemptuous snort, Zhang Li blurted out with a cold face, "Ci Ao, at least I won't play with these imaginary things, and I won't hurt the person I like!"

The teasing smile on Su Shaoyan's face suddenly turned cold, and the words Zhang Li blurted out came from the depths of his own heart, that is, the truest thoughts in his heart, which meant that even though Zhang Li promised "reconciliation", he still didn't really let go.

The atmosphere that had warmed up between the two of them suddenly cooled down again. For a while, only the sound of peaceful music echoed in the air. After a moment of silence, Su Shaoyan looked at Zhang Li's face and said with a sneer; "You're blaming me." Did it hurt you?"

The cold tone matched that proud face, which made Zhang Li feel a little annoyed instantly, so he wrinkled his red eyes in displeasure, why did he keep biting what he said unintentionally?That's right, what I said just now was indeed said out of my head, but it was only because I was short of breath that I didn't notice the severity of the tone. Why do you have to confirm with me again and again ah?

Having said that, it is a fact that you "in the past" hurt me, so can't I have a little lump in my heart?Now I am not the pure and kind existence you said, I will be sad, and I will be afraid when I am hurt, and I will not dare to approach the person who hurt me, even if I do have love for you now, can't I survive Feeling a little confused and overwhelmed?Can't you be afraid that you will be hurt again?

Zhang Li's face also turned cold, Su Shaoyan's words made him feel a little cold, if one side of the love feels afraid and shrinks back, then how can such a relationship go on side by side?Uncomfortably pouted, Zhang Li said coldly to Su Shaoyan; "If you always have this kind of thought about me, then why insist on wanting to be with me?"

"Ha ha…"

Smiling indifferently, Su Shaoyan's eyes were full of coldness, why did he insist on being together?At the beginning, he really didn't want to be together, but he felt that a certain place in his heart was hollowed out, which made him uncomfortable. Later, various images of himself and Zhang Li often flashed in his mind, making him unable to I can't help but miss Zhang Li, even though I can't even describe Zhang Li's appearance in the end, but I still remember him in my heart.

Probably because of the repeated repetitions every day, Zhang Li has been integrated into his body and blood in this way, making him unable to give up and unwilling to give up.His feelings for Zhang Li are actually very complicated. There are belated love, unwillingness to be abandoned by Zhang Li, and deep apology to Zhang Li.Perhaps the relationship composed of so many negative emotions is indeed very heavy, but Su Shaoyan does not want Zhang Li to escape from his eyes, and even if it is suffering, he will spend it with Zhang Li until the two of them are changed. until it becomes dust.

Su Shaoyan's face was as cold as Shura at this time, and he said in a cold and deep voice, "Hehe, is it painful? Then let the two of us suffer together. We still have a lot of time. I am willing to share with you." Spend it."

Suddenly he didn't know what to say, Zhang Li looked at Su Shaoyan in front of him complicatedly, he knew that Su Shaoyan really loved him, and the love was heavy and destructive, Su Shaoyan had been using regret for thousands of years It tormented his heart, which made Su Shaoyan unwilling to let go of this painful and guilt-ridden love like this. He was unwilling to continue to suffer in silence alone again, so even if this relationship would become very fragile, he You have to pull yourself to bear it together.

I don't know whether the relationship between the two of them, chasing from the previous life to the present life, can be called love, and I don't know whether it is because of the unwillingness and guilt of being left behind by him, which makes Su Shaoyan feel that he actually loves him, or I really discovered in the long years that the feeling for myself is love.But Zhang Li understood that the hurdle between the two of them might not be able to be crossed, because the wound lying in the middle was too deep for people to ignore.

After all, everyone has dark emotions in their hearts. Humans and demons are the same. They all have unwillingness to let go, and they all have the raging feeling of dragging them into the water even if the other party is in pain. Looking at Su Shaoyan's face, Zhang Li suddenly felt a little tired.

It seems that I suddenly understood why the self in the "previous life" chose to leave, probably because he didn't want to face the current situation. I was afraid that Su Shaoyan's change of feelings towards him in the end would be due to a debt, and he was also afraid that Su Shaoyan would actually be the same from the beginning to the end. He has never loved himself, and is unwilling to figure out these cruel realities, so he chooses to self-enclose and escape to the world.

Hehe, in fact, I and Su Shaoyan have been tormenting each other invisibly all the time. Su Shaoyan blamed himself for his escape, and Su Shaoyan's ruthlessness and cruelty made his heart hard to forget and forgive. In fact, both of them were afraid He and I were worried that the other party would no longer love me, but Su Shaoyan, I am afraid that such a heavy love has already exhausted the time and pride of both of us.

Is there really any point in continuing to entangle like this?

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