your glory my sniper

I just feel like I'm not happy with you anymore.

It was originally Ling Jibei's favorite voice, but now it was like a sharp ice blade, piercing into his heart word by word with an unavoidable sharpness.

It's not that he didn't imagine that Yu Jianglan would break up with him, and he also has a lot of coping methods. He thought of ten thousand stalking ways to keep him, but at this moment he was speechless and couldn't say anything.

What a waste.

Yu Jianglan's plain words completely blocked his mouth, heh, there should be no more words that hurt people more than this.

Ling Jibei slowly let go of the hand holding Yu Jianglan's clothes, he sat silently by the bed for a long, long time, and finally retreated quietly.

Yu Jianglan kept his eyes closed all the time, listening to the light and heavy footsteps of him.It was so light that it was almost inaudible, and it sank to the point where it was pressed tightly against his chest like a boulder, and he couldn't breathe.

He didn't know what Ling Jibei was thinking during those ten minutes, the child was so quiet, so quiet that he seemed to stop breathing.

For Yu Jianglan, this period of time was also difficult. As soon as the words were uttered just now, he had already started to regret them before they landed.But there is no way, the water splashed out can not be recovered.

!

boom-

A feeling of being struck by lightning runs through the whole body, Yu Jianglan suddenly opened his eyes, and even the blood was cold in an instant.

He also realized what a beast he had done, and today was Ling Jibei's birthday.

On this day, he didn't buy him a cake, didn't prepare a gift for him, and even broke up with him... Oh my god, how could anyone in this world be as bad as him.

Yu Jianglan lay on his back on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze, and suddenly threw off the quilt and got out of bed.

Because he got up too quickly, a strong sense of dizziness hit him immediately, he couldn't stand on his feet, and almost staggered and fell to the ground.

He glanced at the clock on the wall, it was still early, less than eight o'clock.Fortunately, Bai Nuo and Gu Feng live in a nearby apartment, and they haven't arrived yet, so they can't see their embarrassing conflict.

Yu Jianglan searched around, and finally saw Ling Jibei in the training room, who was sitting in front of the computer, practicing shooting with headphones.At first glance, it seemed that nothing had happened, and it was extremely peaceful.But if you get closer, you can see his sadness, every point is magnified on his face.

Ling Jibei knew who was coming, but he still stared at the screen intently. He held back the tears in his eyes, and shot again and again with the finger holding the mouse. Because his vision was blurred, almost every shot was fired. flew.

"..."

He was crying, it was the kind of extremely restrained and depressed cry, Yu Jianglan didn't know how sad he was, so that his slightly trembling lips began to show a frightening and distinct bruise.

"Ling Ling..." Yu Jianglan frowned distressedly, wrapped his arms around Ling Jibei's body, wrapped his hand on the mouse into his palm and grabbed it, and turned him and the gaming chair towards him , Rubbing him into his arms and apologizing to him over and over again: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I..."

Yu Jianglan's soft voice had a huge impact on Ling Jibei at this time.The grievance at that moment was like a torrent bursting the embankment, bursting out at the bottom of his heart.The child couldn't hold back all of a sudden, and the turbulent tears rushed out of the eye sockets uncontrollably.

"I'm sorry! Don't say that to me!" He took his hand out of Yu Jianglan's hand, pushed hard on his chest, and tried to break free from the embrace he wanted to get into the most. "Don't hug me, Yu Jianglan, you said you don't want me...don't bother me again...okay?"

"Am I trash?" Ling Jibei turned his head with tears in his eyes, grinned with difficulty, and organized his words with a lonely expression: "Throw me away again and again..."

As he spoke, tears suddenly fell down: "I...is it that bad..."

With this crying, the lacrimal glands were completely opened, and in an instant, a surging emotion was hard to suppress.Ling Jibei felt ashamed, and didn't want Yu Jianglan to see his sissy side, so he stood up and pushed the chair away, and went out, and went straight into the bathroom after going out.

Close the door with a bang, isolating Yu Jianglan who followed behind him.

There was a moment of silence in the air, and the next second there was a heart-piercing cry from inside, which resounded throughout the room in an instant.

Yu Jianglan stood at the door in a daze, listening to the more heart-wrenching howls inside.Feel the heart falling from the sky, falling hard to the ground, fragmented.

He really didn't expect his words to make that seemingly heartless child sad to such an extent.

Yu Jianglan pushed open the door and saw Ling Jibei squatting by the wall, he buried his face in his knees, crying so hard that he couldn't lift his head.

"Yu...Yu Jianglan, get out, you bastard."

"Well, I'm an asshole." Yu Jianglan squatted down in front of him, hugged him tightly, and gently patted his back to comfort him: "I'm an asshole, don't cry, be good, Ling Ling, stop crying."

Ling Jibei couldn't help crying, and his shoulders kept shaking: "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...you said you surprised me on the day of the World Championship, but you ended up in the ICU, and you almost died! Yesterday you said... you want to give me a gift, I waited eagerly until now, the gift is to break up with me..."

He rested his forehead on Yu Jianglan's shoulder, holding back his tears and said in a low voice: "Do you really dislike me... woo woo woo... Why do you always make me sad when I'm full of expectations? ?”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Lingling, just pretend... Brother Lan has a fever and is confused? Is that okay?"

"You are not confused, you said you are not happy with me, you are serious, you just coughed accidentally... you told the truth... woo woo woo..." Ling Jibei coughed anxiously Got up, trembling violently in Yu Jianglan's arms twice, continued: "Do you know how many people told me happy birthday at zero o'clock, but you, you didn't even send me the four words happy birthday..."

"I've been waiting, I didn't get up early, I didn't sleep all night, I can't figure it out."

"Don't think about it, Lingling, let's not think about it anymore, it's all my fault, ah, I am moody, I am the one who speaks without thinking. You are fine, everything about you is fine." Yu Jianglan lowered her eyes tenderly, and kissed Ling Ling Ji Bei's head: "Brother Lan is not good."

Ling Jibei curled up in his arms, buried his head deeply in his neck, still sobbing a little: "You told me that you have a bad temper and a weird personality, I know, I have tried my best to guess you I'm thinking about it, but I'm stupid, I can't figure it out. Even if I lied to you, I did it for your own good, so why... to the point where you want to break up with me?"

Yu Jianglan held the back of his head, stroked it one after another, and his eyes turned red: "It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, I'm impulsive, it's my fault."

"Yes, it's your fault!" Ling Jibei felt aggrieved again, wiped his nose and tears on Yu Jianglan's clothes vigorously, and gradually brought a bit of coquettish cuteness into Yu Jianglan's boyfriend , you are not qualified, I will give you zero points! ! ! "

Ow.

He raised his hand to clasp Yu Jianglan's shoulder, grabbed his neckline and pulled it aside, exposing half of the shoulder that was as white as jade, and bit it recklessly.

"Uh huh..."

Yu Jianglan cried out in pain, folded his eyebrows, endured it, and wrapped his arms around him tighter under the pressure of pain: "Well, zero points, negative points."

Ling Jibei bit down deeply, and he didn't let go until a rusty taste came out of his mouth. When he saw it, he was indeed bleeding.

Ling Jibei raised his chin and looked at the clear tooth marks on Yu Jianglan's shoulder, which were slowly oozing red, and his heart still ached.

He stretched out his hand to touch it, but stretched out halfway and then retracted it. After a moment of silence, he pushed the man's shoulder away confidently: "You deserve it!"

After Ling Jibei finished speaking, he wanted to get up, but Yu Jianglan held him in his arms and couldn't move: "Lingling."

Ling Jibei struggled slightly, pretending to be sullen: "What are you doing, let me go."

"I said I'm unhappy because I can't accept so much love from you with peace of mind." Yu Jianglan held his hand, pressed his chin on Ling Jibei's shoulder, and said in a low voice: "I am a girl who has been loved since I was a child. A child without parents, no one wants me, I only have grandma, ahem..."

He still coughed, and his voice was hoarse, as if sandpaper had been scratched.

"No one is kind to me, so once someone is willing to give me a little kindness, I will return it ten times."

Ling Jibei became quiet when he heard the words, and listened carefully to him continuing to say: "Since I was a child, when someone buys me a bottle of water, I have to return a bottle of drink. When someone invites me to a meal, I must find someone Please go back in time, and it’s more expensive and better.”

Yu Jianglan took a deep breath, his back was numb from the pain, he closed his eyes, and leaned weakly on Ling Jibei's shoulder: "I never want to owe anyone, it's not that I'm withdrawn, it's not that I want to be with everyone. The distance is that I think those who treat me well deserve better."

"I'm the one nobody wants. I'm terrible and nothing good. Only by being nicer to others and making them owe me more can I get along with them with peace of mind."

Yu Jianglan's nose was sore, tears fell down, and he sobbed inaudibly, and asked him with a smile: "Do you understand?"

Ling Jibei: "Brother Lan..."

Yu Jianglan: "You are so kind Lingling, I will remember every bit of your goodness, the more I owe the more, the more I owe..."

Ling Jibei was shaken all over, and let him hold him without moving, feeling his shoulders getting wet from the outside to the inside.

"In the past, every time I thought I couldn't afford it, I would terminate a relationship, but with you, I couldn't bear it. I persisted for a long time, and it was very hard..."

He couldn't hold it back, and let out a fragile cry. "I said...I'm not happy with you..."

Ling Jibei's heart was pulled violently, and his throat seemed to be blocked by something because of suffocation, and he heard Yu Jianglan say the last sentence intermittently: "I love you as much as I am unhappy."

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-05-1314:47:31~2021-05-1600:14:03期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: Xu Wo Qirinuan, Ming Xii, Nakajima Atsushi, Love to Eat Pigs, and Softhis father;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!