your glory my sniper

You support me.

Ling Jibei was stunned for a moment, he couldn't believe that he could hear these three words from Yu Jianglan's mouth in his lifetime, and still say them so confidently.

"Why," Yu Jianglan's eyes paused on his face, and he smiled, "You don't want to?"

"Yes!" Ling Jibei finally came out of his trance and nodded his head, "Why don't you want to, I'm so willing, Brother Lan!"

He stared at Yu Jianglan's serious face, still feeling unreal, "I just feel a little unbelievable."

Yu Jianglan slightly raised his eyebrows: "?"

Ling Jibei: "You are just like a stubborn donkey. You are very brave in everything, and you will never give up until you toss yourself all over with bruises. The first time I saw you showing weakness, I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable."

As he spoke, his heart ached, and he went to touch Yu Jianglan's hands under the quilt, and they were clasped together stickily.

"I'm already like this, so what can I do? How can I get hurt?" Yu Jianglan gently broke away from his hand, grabbed his thigh, and pulled a slightly sad smile from the corner of his lips: " A cripple, a paralyzed person. Tossing and turning, shouting all over the world under the banner of being physically disabled and strong, "I want to play games, I want to win the championship", so what if I get it, as an inspirational story for middle school students to write essays? Fuck, nothing happens in the end , live into a real joke? Huh?"

When he said this, he had a smile on his face, and his tone calmly ridiculed his hidden pain, loudly, but he didn't know that every word touched Ling Jibei's heart.

"Yu Jianglan." Ling Jibei interrupted him in a cold voice, "Can you stop being so vicious to yourself, what kind of useless person? What kind of paralyzed person! What kind of nonsense! What nonsense! I don't allow you to say that about yourself! Even if you are yourself You can't make fun of it."

Yu Jianglan continued to raise the corners of her lips, and stared at Ling Jibei for a long time, watching the child tightly pursing her lips, her gaze was terribly cold.

Yu Jianglan continued: "So, it's always a loss. It's nothing to be ashamed to show weakness to someone you like. I can feel better, right?"

He smiled and raised his hand to rub Ling Jibei's head, but the latter avoided him repellingly, and retreated a few feet away from him.

Yu Jianglan didn't touch it, and saw that the other party frowned and gave him a white look. He was a little annoyed, but he still smiled: "Why, what are you doing with a patient?"

Ling Jibei didn't have a good face: "You are sick."

He was worried about Yu Jianglan's words just now, he lowered his eyelashes and cut the apple, feeling his eyes were burning, and said in a low voice: "How can anyone say that about himself? Do you feel nothing at all? Did you say that? It's very enjoyable, do you consider my mood? Huh?"

Yu Jianglan looked sideways with great interest, but she had the nerve to ask, "What mood?"

Ling Jibei didn't answer, he peeled the apple, didn't bother to cut it, and handed the whole apple to Yu Jianglan, angrily said: "Eat it yourself."

Yu Jianglan didn't pick anything, and took a big bite out of it. The apple was very good and the juice was rich.

His long and narrow eyes narrowed, and he nodded with a smile: "Well, it's pretty sweet..." He heard Ling Jibei suddenly speak from the side, and said affectionately: "I will work hard and take good care of you. You, take good care of you."

"Brother Lan is the best in my heart."

The child seemed to be obsessed with something, and repeated firmly: "The best."

Yu Jianglan was about to take a second bite, but when he heard this, his movements froze, his slender eyelashes trembled imperceptibly, and a smile slowly froze on his face.

"What am I... good for?"

He wanted to put the apple on the table, but he tried his best to reach out, only to find that it was too far away, and he couldn't touch it at all. He lifted his waist vigorously, but he didn't move at all. "Um..."

"Brother Lan, give it to me, I'll help you..."

Seeing this, Ling Jibei hurried to pick it up, but instead of giving it to Yu Jianglan, he took his hand back instead.He held the apple tightly, lowered his head and tilted his neck, and his expression began to twist a little bit. The five fingers pressing on the apple were so strong that they almost crushed the whole thing, and even his arms followed. Shake violently.

The mood is wrong!

Ling Jibei suddenly panicked, so he leaned over to snatch the nearly deformed apple from his hand: "Give it to me first, brother Lan, don't do this, I'll let you go, I'll help you, it's not because of me. ..”

boom--

Yu Jianglan waved his arm violently, and the apple flew out from between the palms of the two of them, followed a lightning-like arc, and fell directly on the opposite wall, falling to pieces.

"Brother Lan!"

Yu Jianglan's sudden loss of control made Ling Jibei unprepared, he stared blankly at Yu Jianglan who was gasping for breath.

He was obviously terrified to death, but he deliberately took a relaxed tone, forced a smile on his face, and teased him softly while wiping his hands with a piece of paper: "Brother Lan is very strong, I can't even beat you haha...Look at you Are you in a hurry, an apple, if you don’t want to eat it, let’s throw it away.”

Yu Jianglan frowned a little bit, feeling like a fire was burning in his heart, and he was very dizzy.

"What's wrong with me?" Yu Jianglan stared at him fiercely, and continued to ask him the question just now, it was difficult to turn over this article: "Did I do anything for you? Ling Jibei? Tell me, I Want to hear. Where am I?"

Ling Jibei was at a loss for words for a moment, he subconsciously felt that Brother Lan had done too much for him, but his mind was blank and he couldn't think of a single thing.

Yu Jianglan smiled: "No."

Ling Jibei: "Yes!"

Yu Jianglan: "What?"

Ling Jibei: "I..."

"That's nothing." Yu Jianglan's Adam's apple moved repressedly: "I didn't do anything for you except the two times I fucked you, what am I doing?"

"Oh yes, those two times can't be counted, you think it hurts, you don't like it...then there's nothing left."

"No...not...I didn't..." Ling Jibei just shook his head helplessly and looked at him, his eyes were filled with tears and unspeakable grievances, all of which were red and swollen. "no…"

He didn't know what happened to Yu Jianglan, and he couldn't figure out what was going on in his mind. His intelligence instantly dropped to zero, and he didn't even think about it.

The child is stupid.

Yu Jianglan chuckled lightly: "What's wrong with you staring at me like this? You pity me, but you still feel sorry for me? No need, no need, Ling Jibei, hold back your tears! Don't be a bitch! You Why are you crying? Hold back!!!”

His tone was very fierce, unprecedentedly fierce, before the words fell, the child's tears fell down.

I was told to cry, but I couldn't stop it.

He opened his mouth, and before the words came out, a hoarse choked sob overflowed, and he was so wronged that he couldn't even finish his sentence: "...Yu Jianglan, you...you can say whatever you want, I'm an idiot, I'm just an idiot. Stupid, I don't know what you're thinking, and I don't know what you want, but can you stop telling me in this tone..."

He sobbed and didn't finish his sentence. He probably felt that he was ashamed to cry. He turned his face and covered his brows and eyes with his hands. This time he felt even more aggrieved: "You...what are you scolding me for? How can I offend you? You? Do I owe you!?"

Yu Jianglan's voice became hoarse, and he sniffed lightly: "You don't owe me, I owe you."

Ling Jibei was stunned.

"You are too sensible," Yu Jianglan closed his eyes for a moment, tears streaming from the corners of his eyes, he said with difficulty: "Can you...don't be so sensible."

Yu Jianglan spoke very slowly: "Do you know what hurts me the most, Lingling?"

Ling Jibei shook his head blankly.

"When I was able to run, jump, and be healthy, I didn't have time to give you anything. When I wanted to give you the whole world, heh, I couldn't even let go of a leftover apple." go back."

Ling Jibei: "Brother Lan..."

"Listen to me." Yu Jianglan said, "Then do you know what annoys me the most?"

Ling Jibei: "?"

Yu Jianglan: "It's because I didn't give you anything, but you are still so satisfied, so happy, and thinking about my well-being. Just because I am a patient and disabled, you have lowered your expectations of me so much. Low...I'm really mad."

???

Ling Jibei continued to wonder: "Huh?"

Can't understand.

Yu Jianglan sighed, and said softly, "It's like, if I give you a flower, you will be very happy."

Ling Jibei accepted it seriously: "Yes."

I heard Yu Jianglan continue to say: "But I can obviously give you a garden, but I can't give it now."

Ling Jibei: "If I can't give it, I won't give it. Didn't you give me a flower, and I am also very happy?"

Yu Jianglan: "But in love, there is no pity or compromise. Maybe I can only give you a flower now, but you want to ask me for this garden. This is not self-will, but respect."

Ling Jibei: "Huh?"

"You say I'm good, you say you take care of me, you say you will support me for the rest of my life, I'm three years older than you, and you call me brother, how can you make me feel at ease?"

"Didn't you ask me to raise you..." Ling Jibei was dizzy and muttered in a low voice, "What the hell...why are you awkward..."

Yu Jianglan talked, perhaps a little tired, raised his hand and pinched the center of his eyebrows: "The more sensible you are, the more I hate myself."

Ling Jibei didn't understand a single word: "So Brother Lan, what exactly are you trying to say?"

Yu Jianglan: "I want to say... If you really want to motivate me, you can scold me every day, if you can't do it, you can beat me, anyway, just don't treat me well, it's too much."

Lan brother is a shaking M? ? ?

Ling Jibei didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "You... why did you lose your temper with me just because of your nonsense? You still scold me? Scold me? Huh? Yu Jianglan? It really belongs to you."

"Recently, I've been too depressed. I lost control of my emotions just now. I didn't expect that. I'm sorry." Yu Jianglan closed his eyes and let out a long sigh of relief. Do you understand what I told you just now, if you don’t understand, just take it as my fart.”

...

Ling Jibei: "Brother Lan, let's go through the discharge process, I think if you stay any longer, you may need to transfer to another department..."

Yu Jianglan: ...

The author has something to say: Today is a day for brother Lan to talk nonsense, please be more tolerant to the disabled.

peace & love

凌凌：说出来你们可能不信，就因为我懂事，澜哥把我给骂了。感谢在2021-04-1123:02:27~2021-04-1321:23:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Nakajima Atsushi -2; Mingxi i, Ziyi Yaya#, Homeland and Frostrise 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: h.2 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!