After rebirth, I sent scum to the crematorium

#053

In the ward late at night, a dim night light was lit, reflecting a little warmth on the pale walls.Since Xing Yuchuan "sneaked away" in the middle of the night last time, this time the nurses were required to keep an eye on him at night, so Xing Su hired three nurses to work in three shifts.

Xing Yuchuan opened his eyes and met the nurse next to the hospital bed, looked at him with concern and asked, "Mr. Xing? Are you awake? Is there any discomfort? Do you want to call a doctor?"

He stared blankly at the nurse, his brain hadn't come back to his senses, just now he finally fell asleep, and then dreamed again, this time the dream was chaotic and kept jumping, but he remembered every detail clearly .

First, he dreamed of the same house from last time. Qi Ningyu was still sitting in front of the window of the room, looking out the window without blinking.He pushed open the door and walked over, sat down on the armrest of the sofa where Qi Ningyu was sitting, took Qi Ningyu's hand, and started talking on his own.

"Ning Yu, the cacti outside are blooming, shall I take you to see them?"

Qi Ningyu didn't respond, and let him hold her hands, staring out the window, like a puppet that couldn't operate independently.

He got up without a response, then squatted in front of Qi Ningyu's feet, grabbed Qi Ningyu's knees and raised his head, looking at Qi Ningyu's lifeless face, he felt distressed and at a loss, and begged carefully: "Ningyu, don't you Don't talk, you scold me, you hit me, don't ignore me."

Qi Ningyu still didn't respond, just sat there in a daze, no matter what he did, he just didn't speak, he hadn't spoken to Qi Ningyu for many days, he was going crazy.

"Ning Yu, what do you want? Tell your brother, okay?"

He grabbed Qi Ningyu's hand again and brought it to his lips to kiss. He put his palm on his face and kissed along Qi Ningyu's arm. Qi Ningyu was still wearing pajamas, and he pulled it down lightly.

He lowered his head, as if holding his most coveted candy, which became the taste he most wanted to taste in his mouth, but Qi Ningyu held on to the armrest of the sofa, endured it, and still refused to look at him, as if that Only outside the window was the joy that softened him.

He raised Qi Ningyu's feet dissatisfied, so that Qi Ningyu could no longer look at the window. He deliberately made him unbearable. When he couldn't bear it, he lowered his head and kissed him, and said to him: "Ningyu, call me .”

What responded to him was still Qi Ningyu's silence, Qi Ningyu swallowed all her voice in her throat, closed her eyes tightly and ignored him.

In the end, he refused to leave, and sat on the sofa with Qi Ningyu in his arms, talking about what happened to him.

He said: "Today, there is a new engineer in the group. He is a classmate with Leisen. His name is Daniel. Has he mentioned it to you?"

Qi Ningyu ignored him, pushed him to let him go, he tightened his hand and pushed him back, biting Qi Ningyu's ear and said: "Ran Shuo is back again, do you remember him?"

Qi Ningyu froze immediately, and shrank his body suddenly. Xing Yuchuan really felt it. During this period of time, he mentioned many people, except for Qi Xiaowen, who Qi Ningyu absolutely couldn't listen to. He took out the names of the Qi family, But Qi Ningyu didn't respond.

He forgot everything at this time, only knowing that Qi Ningyu finally responded to his words, he became excited again, clinging to Qi Ningyu, kissing his swaying back, and then said: "Baby Ningyu, do you still remember Ran Shuo? At that time, you were jealous of me because of him. Do you still eat it now? He came back and begged me, saying that his family was bankrupt, and asked me to help him, okay?"

"You are disgusting! You let me go, you can get married and have children! Don't disgust me!"

Qi Ningyu suddenly broke away from Xing Yuchuan and got up, picked up a pillow and threw it at Xing Yuchuan.

Xing Yuchuan was not angry, but happy instead. After several months, Qi Ningyu finally talked to him, and all he could think about was happiness. He pulled Qi Ningyu back and pressed him down, then pinched his neck and said, "Let you go!" Impossible, I married him, and you are also my little lover, a little lover who is hidden and no one sees."

"Cough, cough, cough—"

Xing Yuchuan suddenly sat up from the hospital bed, he recalled his dream, and thought of this, he wanted to beat himself up in the dream, what kind of stupid words are these talking about!How could he treat Qi Ningyu like this! "Mr. Xing, are you okay?"

The nurse was stunned for a long time when he saw Xing Yuchuan opened his eyes, and suddenly he coughed until his whole face flushed, and he rang the bell quickly, and the doctor and nurse rushed over after a while.

He said helplessly, "I don't know what happened, it just happened all of a sudden."

The doctor stepped forward to comfort Xing Yuchuan to calm him down, and then checked again.

Xing Yuchuan pulled off the respirator and said, "I want to make a call."

"Who are you looking for? Ning Yu? It's already past 3 o'clock in the morning. Let's call tomorrow."

The doctors on duty now know that Xing Yuchuan often looks for "Ning Yu" as soon as he wakes up. Although he doesn't know him, he heard from the nurse at the nurse station that "Ning Yu" used to be the most handsome patient in their hospital.

When Xing Yuchuan heard that it was 3 in the morning, he also felt that it was too late to disturb Qi Ningyu's sleep. After the doctor's examination, the ward became quiet again, but he couldn't fall asleep facing the ceiling.

He unconsciously recalled the dream just now, thinking about it, he suddenly sat up again.

The nurse next to him was taken aback by him again, "Mr. Xing? What's wrong with you?"

Xing Yuchuan fell back on the bed again, and then told the nurse that I couldn't sleep and asked for a sleeping pill for me.

The nurse looked at him suspiciously, and he said, "I just want to sleep."

In the end, it seemed that he believed him and went out.

He suddenly realized that the fragments in his dream seemed to be linked together.

He remembered that a year ago, after Qi Ningyu hit his car, she woke up and said something strange. Qi Ningyu, who was not seriously injured at the time, was so painful that he told him to kill him in his dream.

Could it be that Qi Ningyu also dreamed that he was burned to death?

Immediately, Xing Yuchuan felt as if his heart was being strangled by something. After a while, the nurse came back with a sleeping pill. He swallowed it hastily, and then lay back on the hospital bed.

Before going to sleep, he wanted to dream about the things in the dream from the beginning, but he finally fell asleep, and he did dream, but found that the things in the dream were completely out of his control. He seemed to be watching someone else's performance from the No.1 perspective movie of.

This time, he was in the study room at home. He was sitting in front of the desk, as if he had just woken up from a sleep on the desk, and there was a table of materials on the desk in front of him.

He casually picked up a wine bottle from under the chair, raised his head and drank it twice, then threw the bottle back on the ground indiscriminately, rolled out several times, and spilled the wine all over the floor.He finally looked at the information on the table. It had already been sorted out, but it was messed up, so he sorted it out again.

The information is the evidence obtained during the investigation, which was provided by the police, and he found someone to check it himself.

He recalled what happened on the day of the fire, because he took Ran Shuo to provoke Qi Ningyu, and Qi Ningyu finally stopped being a puppet in front of him, and finally paid attention to him and got angry with him.

So, he brought Ran Shuo back on purpose, and even bought a ring on purpose to lie to Qi Ningyu that he and Ran Shuo were engaged.

Sure enough, Qi Ningyu got angry that night, biting the teeth marks all over his shoulder and scratching the scars all over his back.

However, Qi Ningyu's reaction was only temporary, and after a few days, Qi Ningyu became more silent, before he calmed down and thought about what a stupid thing he had done.So he called Ran Shuo and asked him and Qi Ningyu to explain clearly.

However, during the explanation, he went to answer a phone call, and when he came back Ran Shuo had finished explaining, Qi Ningyu let him go out, leaving Ran Shuo alone, just as he had something urgent to deal with, so he left for a while.

Then he received a call that the house was on fire, and Ran Shuo was outside the house with burns, telling him that Qi Ningyu set the fire himself.

At that time, only Qi Ningyu was left in his mind, and he didn't think about anything. It wasn't until the last time he saw the surveillance repaired by the police that his mind finally started to work.

He started to investigate Ran Shuo, and found out that not only Ran Shuo, but also Qi Rong behind him, Ran Shuo and Qi Rong colluded together, and they all wanted to destroy his Ningyu baby.

The fire was started by Ran Shuo, but the guarantee behind it was helped by Qi Rong, so it was able to hide from the police investigation.

Xing Yuchuan laughed, and got up to get the wine again, but he reached under the chair and touched for a long time, but he couldn't find the wine bottle. He looked down and found that the wine bottle had rolled to the side of the cabinet.

He pushed away the chair and stood up, but just as he stood up, his eyes blurred, his body shook several times, and he held on to the table before falling to the ground.

After recovering, he lifted his feet, walked over to pick up the wine bottle on the ground, raised his head and drank the remaining wine in the bottle, then threw the bottle hard and smashed it on the bookcase, the bottle shattered in an instant land.

The next day, when Xing Yuchuan woke up again, it was almost noon, and the person beside the hospital bed was Xing Su.

"Are you awake? Would you like something to eat?"

Xing Su turned his head and asked casually, and he replied, "Where is my mobile phone?"

"Are you looking for Ning Yu?"

Xing Yuchuan shook his head, he has been transferred to a normal ward, and the respirator was taken off early this morning, but his chest still hurts and his voice is still hoarse.

Xing Su turned his head and stared at him seriously, he explained: "I suspect that the fire this time may be caused by Ran Shuo and Qi Rong."

Qi Rong is Qi Xiaowen's biological sister and Cheng Zilu's mother, because Cheng Zilu was born with an incurable disease, and he inherited the rarest blood type.Therefore, Qi Rong lived like a lunatic for decades.

Xing Su thought for a while, and said that Qi Rong would do something illegal, he still understood, but what could Ran Shuo have to do with her?If Xing Yuchuan didn't mention it, he wouldn't even remember this person.

He asked Xing Yuchuan, "How did you think of the two of them? What did you do to make Ran Shuo deal with Ning Yu like this?"

Xing Yuchuan didn't want to explain. After Qi Ningyu left, when the group split up, he discovered that Ran Shuo's father's company had been a supplier for the group. It happened that there was a problem when Ran Shuo was his special assistant, and Ran Shuo suppressed him.

It was like a problem with a box of fruit served at a dinner party. It wasn't a big deal. If it was another person, he would pretend he didn't see it.But when he found out that it was Ran Shuo's father's company, he seriously pursued the responsibility, and finally asked for a sum of compensation.To him, it was just an account, but to Ran Shuo's father's company, it might be bankrupt.

Ran Shuo hated him around then.

But what is the dream for?He wasn't so sure, maybe really thought he would marry him?So Ning Yu is regarded as an obstacle?

Xing Yuchuan couldn't help sneering, Xing Su glared at him inexplicably, and he replied: "I guess, my mobile phone."

Xing Su searched around and found Xing Yuchuan's cell phone, and then suddenly took it back, and then said suspiciously: "No, Ran Shuo thought it was you who did something. But why did Qi Rong set fire to Ning Yu? Many years have passed, even if Cheng Zilu is seriously ill now, if something happens to Ning Yu, Cheng Zilu will be fine! What is she trying to do? When I was young, I could coax Ning Yu to donate blood because of his childhood, but now—"

"Second uncle!"

Xing Yuchuan sat up suddenly.

He had been affected by the emotions in the dream before, and instinctively wanted to protect Qi Ningyu, but he didn't think about it.And Qi Ningyu was hurt by the Qi family when he was a child, knowing that Qi Rong hurt Qi Ningyu, he also used to think that it was something Qi Rong would have done, and never thought about Qi Rong's motives.

However, Xing Su's words suddenly made him think of a possibility.

"Give me the phone."

Seeing that Xing Yuchuan was suddenly so solemn, Xing Su handed over the mobile phone. Xing Yuchuan's voice has not recovered yet, so he sent a message without calling when he got the mobile phone.

[Go to find out about the car accident of Ningyu's parents. 】

Xing Su didn't see what Xing Yuchuan posted, and when he saw that he finished posting, he asked curiously: "What did you think of? Tell me."

Xing Yuchuan didn't tell him, put down his phone and was about to get out of bed, "I'm going to find Ning Yu, take me out."

Xing Su replied with a sneer: "Do you think you can be discharged from the hospital like this?"

Xing Yuchuan ignored Xing Su's words, and lifted the quilt to get out of bed, when there was a knock on the door of the ward.

The two turned their eyes at the same time, and happened to see Qi Ningyu.

"Okay, you can't go out."

Xing Su stood up as he spoke, picked up a big, red apple and a fruit knife from the cabinet, walked up to Qi Ningyu, and stuffed them into Qi Ningyu's hands, "He hasn't eaten, let him peel an apple."

After he finished speaking, he left the ward and closed the door intimately.

Qi Ningyu went over with the apple, sat on the stool that Xing Sugang was sitting on, looked at Xing Yuchuan and asked, "Are you feeling better?"

"Cough, cough, cough—"

Xing Yuchuan was fine at first, but when Qi Ningyu asked him, he coughed uncontrollably, Qi Ningyu watched him cough, slowly peeled an apple, and said casually: "It seems that he is not well, don't keep thinking about leaving the hospital. "

"Oh." Xing Yuchuan finally suppressed the discomfort in his chest, and replied obediently.

Then, his gaze uncontrollably turned to Qi Ningyu, and he stared at Qi Ningyu's hand peeling apples. This was the first time Qi Ningyu peeled apples for him, and he couldn't help but secretly happy in his heart.

It's just that Qi Ningyu is obviously not very good at peeling apples, the peeled skin almost lost half of the apple, and her fingers gently rotated on the apple, wanting to touch the peeled part but not daring to touch it.

Xing Yuchuan looked at Qi Ningyu's cell phone trembling, the color of the peeled apple was like skin, flashed in his mind as Qi Ningyu's fingertips slid across Xue Yuan's body, and the picture of that night reappeared in his mind.

He raised his eyes and saw Qi Ningyu's, Qi Ningyu's neck, Qi Ningyu's Adam's apple, every part of Qi Ningyu's body was under Xue Yuan's body.

He thought of Qi Ningyu's bewildered eyes, and the water light that kept swaying in front of his eyes.

"Ning Yu."

Xing Yuchuan yelled suddenly, Qi Ningyu glanced at him, and he said in a panic: "Peeling the apple for me, it's almost gone by you."

His hands were still wrapped in burnt gauze, but his fingers were still flexible.

Qi Ningyu reached out and handed it over. When he went to pick it up, he accidentally touched Qi Ningyu's fingertips, and he trembled as if his whole body was electrified.

"what happened to you?"

Qi Ningyu turned his head and asked, he took the apple and the fruit knife stiffly, his hands were trembling uncontrollably, he could only clenched them tightly against the quilt to cover up.

But when she raised her eyes, she saw Qi Ningyu's collarbone.

Qi Ningyu is wearing a T-shirt today, which is relatively loose. When she turned her head, the neckline of the T-shirt was folded to the side, revealing a trace that was about to fade away.

But this was enough for Xing Yuchuan to remember, he saw how the red mark got there with his own eyes, and he clearly remembered what kind of expression Qi Ningyu showed at that time.

At this moment, he wished he could lose his eyes.

That way he can't see it, he won't see it again, and he feels that even if he thinks about it again, he will die.But when he saw Qi Ningyu, he recalled uncontrollably.

"Xing Yuchuan, what are you doing?"

Qi Ningyu suddenly stood up, grabbed Xing Yuchuan's hand, and said again, "What are you doing?"

Xing Yuchuan blinked, as if he didn't know that he was pointing the knife at his eyes, and then replied as if nothing happened: "I'm peeling apples."

"Don't eat it."

Qi Ningyu took the knife and apple from Xing Yuchuan's hands, and got up to throw them outside without throwing them into the trash can in the room.

"Ning Yu!"

Xing Yuchuan thought that Qi Ningyu was going to leave, so he yelled hastily, turned over and got out of bed, and chased him out without even putting on his shoes.

As a result, when he chased to the door, he saw Qi Ningyu came back again, and finally heaved a sigh of relief.But when he waited for Qi Ningyu to approach again, he subconsciously moved his eyes away and stepped back.

His possessiveness broke out again unexpectedly, Qi Ningyu's body was full of traces left by another man, he couldn't touch anything that Xue Yuan could touch.

He frantically wants to get close to Qi Ningyu, wants to kiss, wants to hug, wants to possess.But he backed away unconsciously, one step closer and he would go crazy, he wanted everything, but he didn't even dare to touch Qi Ningyu's fingertips casually.

"Since it's so uncomfortable for you to be near me, I'll go."

Qi Ningyu finally saw that Xing Yuchuan was refusing him to approach, he stopped, turned around and was about to leave the ward.

Seeing this, Xing Yuchuan rushed up from behind, but he was injured all over his body. After running for two steps, it was as if his chest had been forcibly torn open. He managed to grab the corner of Qi Ningyu's clothes, but he fell straight down.

He fell to the ground with a muffled sound, and the pain made him unable to move for a while, but he was still afraid that Qi Ningyu would just leave, so he stretched out his hand and grabbed Qi Ningyu's ankle, raised his head carefully, and said with a sore throat Shouted to Qi Ningyu in a hoarse voice.

"Ning Yu, don't go."

Qi Ningyu lowered his head and met Xing Yuchuan's gaze. He suddenly had the feeling that he and Xing Yuchuan had switched identities when they first met.

He felt that Xing Yuchuan at this time seemed to be the same as the one who pulled Xing Yuchuan to ask for help back then.

He didn't speak, and Xing Yuchuan nervously retracted his hands. He watched Xing Yuchuan stand up slowly supporting the wall, and stretched the hospital gown on his body vigorously, as if trying to straighten it.

Then, Xing Yuchuan finally spoke to him hesitantly.

"Can I hug you?... like Xue Yuan hugged you."

Qi Ningyu finally understood that that morning, because Xing Yuchuan was desperate to save him, he had a stalemate with Xue Yuan all night, and then Xue Yuan pestered him to apologize when he woke up early in the morning.

Hearing the sound later, when he went out and saw Xing Yuchuan outside the door, he was not sure how much Xing Yuchuan had seen, but now he probably understood that Xing Yuchuan should have seen everything.

He turned around involuntarily, stared at Xing Yuchuan quietly for a long while, and then asked, "Did you see everything?"

Xing Yuchuan didn't answer his gaze, but just clenched his hands so that all his joints protruded.

He asked again: "Xing Yuchuan, are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Xing Yuchuan moved his lower lip several times, but finally said nothing.

"I've seen it many times."

When Qi Ningyu said it calmly, Xing Yuchuan was shocked. He couldn't remember when Qi Ningyu had seen it, but he remembered that Qi Ningyu had sent him and his lover to the hotel, and seen him go home with his lover, without even thinking about it. What is the difference between knowing what he did and seeing it with your own eyes?

He was speechless for a while, and he dared not look at Qi Ningyu with his eyes down.

Qi Ningyu turned around to leave again, he turned around abruptly and blocked the door, and then said to Qi Ningyu like an oath: "I won't do it anymore, I won't be able to straighten up anymore, okay?"

Qi Ningyu looked at Xing Yuchuan in surprise, and then said, "It's none of my business."

Then, he bypassed Xing Yuchuan to open the door, and he didn't remember the business of coming to the hospital until he opened the door halfway.

So he put the door loose again, turned around and said to Xing Yuchuan: "I'm going abroad for a while, if the warehouse catches fire, you can go to follow-up investigation."

He paused at this point, then suddenly remembered, "And those people across from where I live, you all left."

Xing Yuchuan only heard Qi Ningyu say that he was going abroad, and when Qi Ningyu finished speaking, he was stunned for a while before asking, "Where are you going?"

Qi Ningyu didn't say where he was going, but only replied: "I will go to the show with Xue Yuan."

——Together with Xue Yuan!

Another image appeared in Xing Yuchuan's mind, Qi Ningyu and Xue Yuan are going abroad together, will they never come back again?It will be many years before he comes back. At that time, Qi Ningyu may have forgotten his appearance, and at that time, Qi Ningyu will become an appearance he has never seen before.

"Can I see you?"

Of the countless lines in his mind, only this one came out at the end, but Qi Ningyu's voice was so hoarse that he couldn't hear it clearly, and stared at him suspiciously.

He forced a smile, and said to Qi Ningyu again: "Okay, be careful on the road."

After hearing this, Qi Ningyu left the ward and left.