After rebirth, I sent scum to the crematorium

#046

Qi Ningyu walked a long way, sweating all over, and finally got a taxi. It was not noon when he returned, he put down his guitar and was going to take a shower first, when Xue Yuan suddenly opened the bedroom door and came out.

"Why did you wake up so early today?"

He looked at Xue Yuan strangely, and then pointed to the guitar that had just been placed on the sofa, "I went to get the guitar back, and I also bought you a maintenance suit by the way, you haven't bought it before."

"Did you go to find Xing Yuchuan just now?"

Xue Yuan didn't look at the guitar, and walked up to Qi Ningyu.

Qi Ningyu didn't want to mention Xing Yuchuan, and just said: "Well, I'm going to get the guitar. The landlord dropped a lot of things, and I'll buy your clothes for you again."

"I can wear whatever I want."

Xue Yuan didn't ask. Qi Ningyu was actually very grateful to Xue Yuan for this. From the very beginning, Xue Yuan never asked what happened to him and Xing Yuchuan. Even when Xing Yuchuan came to disturb them again, Xue Yuan didn't ask him to explain.

"Ayu, I'm sorry."

Xue Yuan suddenly lowered his head to apologize to him, he looked at Xue Yuan strangely, Xue Yuan was always selfish, rarely thought about his own right or wrong, let alone say "I'm sorry".

He asked puzzledly, "What happened?"

Xue Yuan lowered his head, lost his sense of aggression, and admitted his mistake: "I didn't think so much about the hot search on the Internet that day, and I didn't consider the impact it would bring to you. I shouldn't have asked you what you thought. I did it myself."

"What's trending?"

"It was the video of singing in the square that night. Now it is said on the Internet that I brought my boyfriend out to the public."

Qi Ningyu remembered that the girl also mentioned it in the car, and said without paying attention: "Since I went with you, I have already thought about the result, and I don't mind. If one day what I do fails, it must not be because of me. Personal sexuality, that's a fact, and you don't have to apologize for that."

"Ayu."

Xue Yuan couldn't help but stepped forward and hugged Qi Ningyu. He remembered Xing Yuchuan's words. He was often scolded by black fans. He didn't care, but he knew that the harm caused by words was not as easy as Qi Ningyu said, and Qi Ningyu was not him. , he has no right to ask Qi Ningyu to not care as much as he does.

But it was obvious that he did something wrong, but Qi Ningyu comforted him instead.

When he saw Qi Ningyu for the first time, his heart was moved, because Qi Ningyu was good-looking, and the way he stared straight at him in the audience seemed to penetrate into his heart directly.But after nearly a year, it wasn't just Qi Ningyu's face that moved his heart.

Qi Ningyu is so kind, they encountered many things along the way, and Qi Ningyu can always solve them in the fastest and most effective way.Qi Ningyu understands him, tolerates him, magnifies his advantages, understands him, and forgives him.

"Ayu, let's go."

Xue Yuan suddenly said, he doesn't want to let go at this moment, maybe his ideal and freedom will one day be a thing of the past, but such a good Qi Ningyu, he won't let it become his past.

"Ayu, you said you would stay with me for a while. Let's go, shall we?"

Qi Ningyu was slightly taken aback.

Xue Yuan continued: "The last paragraph, if we finish walking and we are still together, we will always be together, okay? Ayu."

Qi Ningyu pushed Xue Yuan away, stared at him for a moment and asked, "Xue Yuan, are you serious?"

"Yes, I know you don't have confidence in me, and I don't really trust myself either. I've been doing whatever I want for so many years, but now I want to try a new way of life, and I've been thinking about it for a long time Yes. Ayu, are you willing to give me a chance?"

Qi Ningyu looked at Xue Yuan seriously, and answered after a while: "Is it okay to wait until Lin Shao and I get things done and the company is on the right track?"

A plane took off from the ground, Xing Yuchuan tilted his head and looked out from the window next to him, the city was getting farther and farther away from him, and Qi Ningyu in this city was also getting farther and farther away from him.

——Ning Yu, I'll be back soon, wait for me.

He knew what he was doing was disgraceful, but there was nothing he could do about it.He still went to check all kinds of information about Qi Ningyu. Their 18 years of life regardless of each other left him with many loopholes to check.

Just a few days ago, Qi Ningyu invested in a company to take up shares. Based on his understanding of Qi Ningyu, Qi Ningyu made this decision, and he will definitely not leave this city easily in a short time.

Qi Ningyu didn't leave, and he didn't plan to leave either.Since Qi Ningyu won't go back with him, he can only follow Qi Ningyu.

He will follow Qi Ningyu wherever he goes, even if he dies in this life, he will never be able to leave Qi Ningyu.

When the plane landed, Xing Yuchuan turned on his mobile phone and called his assistant, "I'll go to the group right away and notify all executives to hold a meeting."

The assistant was Shu Jingyan who was recruited together with Qi Ningyu at the beginning. After Qi Ningyu left, Shu Jingyan admitted to him everything Qi Ningyu asked her to do.He dealt with Shu Jingyan, but reused him. Now that he is not in the group most of the time, Shu Jingyan has become his most capable helper.

"Okay, do you need me to send a car to pick you up?"

Shu Jingyan didn't ask why Xing Yuchuan came back suddenly, she knew that Xing Yuchuan was looking for Qi Ningyu everywhere, and he often left and came back suddenly for more than half a year.

When she first accepted Qi Ningyu's conditions, she thought that Qi Ningyu and Xing Yuchuan were fighting for power within the group, but later found out that it was a "love debt".

Xing Yuchuan knew that she helped Qi Ningyu harm the interests of the group, but in the end he still kept her and even reused her.Once she couldn't help asking Xing Yuchuan the reason, and Xing Yuchuan replied "It's because Qi Ningyu will come back to deal with him someday, and someone is available."

When she heard this, her jaw almost dropped. Now a boss as stupid as Xing Yuchuan is probably extinct, but she dare not say this to Xing Yuchuan.

"no need."

After Xing Yuchuan refused, he hung up the phone, called a car and went back to the group.

After arriving, he first said to Shu Jingyan: "For the next period of time, I'm not sure how long it will be. I can't come back to the group often. You will be the agent for the group's affairs. If you can't solve it, then contact me."

Shu Jingyan asked him, "Did you find Vice President Qi?"

"Ah."

Xing Yuchuan's face lost the seriousness just now, and then he smiled self-deprecatingly, and went to the meeting without saying any more.

At the meeting, Xing Yuchuan announced the result without any explanation. After the previous division and the "war" with Qi Xiaowen, all of them were a bit jittery. If it weren't for the group's quarterly report, they would have suspected that Xing Yuchuan planned to throw The next group ran away.

However, without waiting for them to ask any questions, Xing Yuchuan left after making his arrangements. Now that the group has no other shareholders, he is completely self-centered.

Xing Yuchuan returned home immediately after leaving the group, and Aunt Lan stared at him unexpectedly as soon as he entered the door.

"Ayu, why did you come back in just a few days? This time -"

"Aunt Lan, I found Ning Yu!"

Xing Yuchuan couldn't help interrupting Aunt Lan, his tone was full of joy that couldn't be concealed. At this moment, he returned to this house again, thinking of the hopeless despair every time he came back, he really realized it.

He really found Qi Ningyu.

So, he couldn't help but say it again.

"Aunt Lan, I found Ning Yu!"

After finishing speaking, he hurried upstairs and went into Qi Ningyu's room to pack his things. Now he wanted to rush back immediately, and wanted to be in the place closest to Qi Ningyu, and he didn't want to wait for a second.

"What are you in such a hurry for? Anyway, I've had dinner, so I'll leave tomorrow."

Aunt Lan followed her upstairs, and when she reached the door, she saw Xing Yuchuan packing up her things.

Xing Yuchuan suddenly stopped and turned to look at him, unable to restrain the smile in his eyes, he said it again.

"Aunt Lan, I really found Ning Yu!"

Aunt Lan looked at Xing Yuchuan's appearance, and while she was happy, tears flashed in her eyes.

During the year when Qi Ningyu left, she often felt that Xing Yuchuan was only an empty shell, and she hadn't seen such a real expression on Xing Yuchuan's face for a long time.

She used to blame Xing Yuchuan for not knowing how to cherish, which hurt Qi Ningyu's heart. She thought it would be a matter of time before Qi Ningyu left.But she also watched Xing Yuchuan grow up, and she was used to Xing Yuchuan's calm and calm appearance at home, and never thought that Xing Yuchuan would suffer like that.

Every time Xing Yuchuan went to find Qi Ningyu and came back, he would lock himself in the room, not going out for a day or two, not eating, just drinking, and when he was drunk, he would start searching for "Baby Ningyu" all over the house.During this period of time, the wine collection at home was almost exhausted.

"It's good if you find it! As long as you are all well."

Aunt Lan wiped her eyes, went in to help Xing Yuchuan clean up, and they took half of it out.

Xing Yuchuan thought that he might not be able to keep the small apartment, and he was reluctant to throw it away, so he picked and took out half of it, and he collected a few sets of clothes and daily necessities at random, and was about to go out again soon.

"Bring Ningning something to eat!"

Aunt Lan suddenly remembered and hurried downstairs.

When Xing Yuchuan carried the suitcases downstairs, Aunt Lan brought out four or five suitcases and said to him, "Ningning, is he fat or thin now? Is he used to eating outside? He is so picky eater, no one will give him taste Do, what do you eat every day! He didn't know to call me, and the kid forgot about me when he went out—"

Aunt Lan paused, wiped her eyes and said, "Ah Yu! You know it's hard, don't mess around like that in the future, coax Ningning well and tell him to come home early."

Xing Yuchuan didn't dare to answer these words, he didn't know if there would be a day when Qi Ningyu would go home with him.

He called a driver to take him to the airport, loaded his stuff into the car, and went out to the yard, taking his prickly pear with him.

Sure enough, the cactus flowers have faded, but they will bloom again one day.

Ding, ding, ding——

On Monday morning, Qi Ningyu's bedside alarm clock rang, and he reached out to turn it off, and slept for a while before getting out of bed.

Since he took the guitar that day, Xing Yuchuan hasn't appeared again for a few days, and his life has returned to normal, as if Xing Yuchuan's appearance was just an accident.

However, Xue Yuan is so good at staying up late that the routine he has cultivated for more than ten years is messed up, and he needs to use the alarm clock when he wakes up in the morning.He didn't know what Xue Yuan was doing every day, even if he agreed to only go out with him for a day on weekend nights, Xue Yuan could still toss until midnight if he didn't go out.Once he was already asleep, but was complained because Xue Yuan played the guitar in the middle of the night.

"Ayu, where are you going?"

Xue Yuan half asleep and half awake asked: "Go to work."

"Yeah." Xue Yuan replied and went back to sleep.

Qi Ningyu ignored him, got up, washed and changed clothes, today was his official position in the company, and it was his first day to go to work, he didn't want to be late.

After almost a year, he returned to his professional formal attire, but Lin Shao said that he didn't have to be so formal, so he didn't wear a tie and unbuttoned the top button. It looked between rigorous and casual, but still felt It's okay.

He said that he has never bought a car, and he still takes a taxi when he goes out. Fortunately, it is not far from the company and not in a congested road, so it is not too troublesome.

When he arrived at the company, he went in and saw that Lin Shao had already arrived.

The company is not big, and the area is not as large as Xing Yuchuan's president's office, so when he entered, Lin Shao saw him through the half-open door of the office and yelled at him directly.

"President Yu, come here."

Qi Ningyu walked to the door of Lin Shao's office, and leaned against the door frame and replied, "Mr. Shao, why are you so early?"

Before he joined the company, they used to call each other by their first names, but when they came a lot, they found that no one called them seriously at all, and they called them by all kinds of nicknames at will. Lin Shao, the boss, also had a bunch of them. "Master Shao", "Boss Mu Mu", etc., the atmosphere is completely different from his previous work.

Lin Shao pointed to another person in the office and said, "This is a newcomer to the company, Deputy General Manager of Business, Xing Yuchuan—"

The area of ​​the general manager's office is small. The sofa opposite the table is just behind the door, blocked by the half-open door. Qi Ningyu didn't notice the people inside. He only took a step in when he heard Lin Shao's words, and met his eyes. Xing Yuchuan sitting on the sofa.

Lin Shao got used to it casually, and continued: "Speaking of which, you and he are still fellow villagers, both from Huocheng, and they both came to our side to develop. It's really fate! Ayu, get to know each other quickly! Take Brother Xing with you when you have time. Go eat hot pot!"

"Hello, Mr. Qi. Nice to meet you."

Xing Yuchuan stood up without changing his face, as if seeing him for the first time, he walked up to him and held out his hand for a handshake.

Qi Ningyu stared at Xing Yuchuan's hand, touched it lightly with her fingertips, then retracted it, and said, "Boss Lin, I have something to do, so I'm sorry."

After he finished speaking, regardless of Lin Shao calling him from behind, he went out and went back to his office, and then closed the door.But his office is next to Lin Shao, and the partition is only two layers of frosted glass. Although the sound insulation effect is good, he has the illusion that he can be seen through.

He sat down and covered his forehead with his hands and heaved a sigh of relief. He never thought that Xing Yuchuan would come to work in such a small company. Even if the group was split, a hundred such small companies would not be worth the revenue of the group. It is impossible to do such a thing with a slightly normal mind.

However, Xing Yuchuan has already arrived. Although he has drawn capital, the real boss of the company is still Lin Shao. At that time, he also said that he would not take care of the company's operations. This time he came to work only to be responsible for technology development.

Therefore, he couldn't ask Lin Shao to fire the people he recruited on the first day of work.What's more, even if Xing Yuchuan's resume is only half of the most common, it is enough to gain a foothold in this company. Lin Shao has no reason to drive away the "talent" he just recruited just because of him.

Even if he directly talked about the matter between him and Xing Yuchuan, Lin Shao would not necessarily give up on Xing Yuchuan just like that, and he didn't want to say it either.

Bang, bang——

The door was knocked twice, Qi Ningyu had a premonition of who was knocking on the door, looked up, and saw Xing Yuchuan pushing the door and standing at the door, as if waiting for his permission before coming in.

He asked casually, "What's the matter?"

"Boss Lin asked me to get acquainted with you."

Xing Yuchuan spoke seriously, Qi Ningyu didn't want to put on a show with him, and said directly: "What do you want to do?"

Listening to Qi Ningyu's words, Xing Yuchuan finally entered the office door and closed the door back.

He walked to the table and stared straight at Qi Ningyu. Today, Qi Ningyu was wearing a white shirt again, but he didn't wear a tie, and he unbuttoned it to reveal a section of his collarbone.

He glanced away subconsciously, and then said: "I went back a few days ago. Aunt Lan knew you were here, so she asked me to bring you a lot of things, and told me to tell you to call her...she Miss you too."

Qi Ningyu didn't expect that Xing Yuchuan would suddenly mention Aunt Lan, her mood sank, and she couldn't say no to it.

Aunt Lan and him are not close relatives, but in those 18 years, apart from Xing Yuchuan, Aunt Lan was his closest relative, like half a mother to him.

After a while, he finally looked at Xing Yuchuan and asked, "How is Aunt Lan?"

"In the past six months, my hair has turned gray a lot."

Xing Yuchuan didn't lie to Qi Ningyu. Aunt Lan had a son who didn't get along much with Aunt Lan when she was a child. After growing up, she got married early and was not close to Aunt Lan.In comparison, Aunt Lan treats Qi Ningyu more like she loves her own son. They are often away this year, and Aunt Lan is often alone in a daze.

After hearing this sentence, Qi Ningyu was silent for a long time before answering: "I'll go get things with you after get off work, and I'll call Aunt Lan."

"Ning Yu, if Aunt Lan is angry, she is angry with me. She just misses you. Don't blame yourself."

Xing Yuchuan looked at him reassuringly, and he chased people away, "Get out."

After a while, Xing Yuchuan finally turned around, and when the office door opened and closed, only Qi Ningyu was left inside.

Qi Ningyu raised his hands to cover his face and took a deep breath. He remembered that Xing Yuchuan went to school when he was a child, and asked Aunt Lan to follow him for fear that he would be bullied by other members of the Xing family.

He remembered that every afternoon when the sun was at its highest, Aunt Lan would always sit by the small bed by the window and read to him with a book of fairy tales until Xing Yuchuan came home, sometimes making him feel like her mother. The feeling of being alive.

However, the company has fewer people and more things to do, so Qi Ningyu soon became busy. On the first day, he had a lot of things to familiarize himself with, and Xing Yuchuan was not idle either. They didn't have a chance to formally say a word throughout the whole day.

It's just that the company is too small. Although Xing Yuchuan's office and his are on the two sides of the company, with a large office area in between, they are not far away, and it is always too late to catch a few glances.He could only avoid it as much as possible, and Xing Yuchuan didn't force himself in front of him. This first day, his colleagues behaved fairly harmoniously.

After the off-duty time in the afternoon, Qi Ningyu remembered to get something, so she didn't leave until that time, waiting in the office for Xing Yuchuan to finish his work.

But when everyone in the company had left and Xing Yuchuan was still in the office, he finally couldn't bear it and called for someone.

"Boss Xing, are you busy?" Xing Yuchuan quickly put down the documents in his hand and stood up, "I'm not busy, I'm waiting for you."

So, it turns out they're wasting an hour or two of each other's time?

Qi Ningyu frowned and said, "I'm done, let's go."

It was not easy to take a taxi in the park at night, so Xing Yuchuan opened the door of the passenger car, Qi Ningyu hesitated and sat in, but Xing Yuchuan was ignored on the road, and Xing Yuchuan also kept his mouth shut.

Until he found that Xing Yuchuan had parked his car downstairs in the apartment where he lived before, he couldn't help but speak.

"You live here?"

Xing Yuchuan nodded and got out of the car.

Qi Ningyu roughly guessed where Xing Yuchuan lived. Last time the landlord said that Xing Yuchuan received his things, he thought of it, but he didn't expect that Xing Yuchuan would live here.

They got into the elevator, saw Xing Yuchuan press the floor, and finally walked to the door of the room where he lived, he was not surprised anymore.

Xing Yuchuan didn't explain much, and opened the door to let Qi Ningyu in.

Qi Ningyu didn't think much, went in directly, but couldn't help being stunned when he reached the hall.

He is very familiar with all the things in the room, half of which he used when he lived here, and the remaining half is from his previous room, pillowcases, ornaments, and even vases Xing Yuchuan brought over.

He looked at Xing Yuchuan suddenly, and felt that Xing Yuchuan's behavior was very abnormal.

Xing Yuchuan didn't feel anything wrong, and explained calmly, "I brought some things from home. If you want anything, you can take it."

"I don't want anything! Give me Aunt Lan's things."

Qi Ningyu suddenly felt a little suffocated, and didn't want to stay for a second longer.

"I'll get it."

Xing Yuchuan answered his words and went inside. He found that the previous small refrigerator had been replaced by a super large two-door refrigerator. Xing Yuchuan took out four or five boxes from the refrigerator in a row. The stacked boxes were almost as tall as others, so there must be no way to take them all at once. Walk.

Xing Yuchuan thought of a way for him and said: "Today, you take a box home first, and then come to get another box after get off work every day?"

He refused, "Don't you think it's troublesome?"

Xing Yuchuan replied: "No trouble."

"I'm in trouble."

Qi Ningyu said something, took out his mobile phone to call a car, but the phone rang first, and when he saw it was Xue Yuan, he picked it up first.

"I have something to do now, I'll go back later."

Xing Yuchuan couldn't hear the voice on the phone clearly, but he saw Qi Ningyu's name on the screen, and then heard Qi Ningyu speak in a tone as if coaxing Xue Yuan, as if his internal organs were soaked in vinegar.

Obviously, he was the only person Qi Ningyu would coax in the past.But now Qi Ningyu will never coax him again.

"Then you come, call a car, I'll wait for you, I'll be between us—"

Before Qi Ningyu finished speaking, the phone was suddenly taken away.

He turned his head angrily, and saw that Xing Yuchuan had hung up the phone and was staring at him, like a bullfighting bull who saw a red flag on the field, with bloodshot eyes.

Before he could speak, Xing Yuchuan returned the phone and said, "I'll take you back."

"No need."

Qi Ningyu refused as expected, put the phone away and picked up the box that Xing Yuchuan brought out. He planned to move out of the house first, and then go downstairs to call a car.

But before he touched the box, Xing Yuchuan picked it up first.

"I'll help you."

"No need."

Qi Ningyu refused again, and directly hugged the box in Xing Yuchuan's hand, turned around and left.

But Xing Yuchuan suddenly grabbed his wrist again and dragged him back.

"Ning Yu, Xue Yuan, he will only pick you up on a motorcycle when you move house. He doesn't understand what you need at all. He is not suitable for you."

Qi Ningyu met Xing Yuchuan's gaze, and replied seriously: "Love and suitability have never been related, and I have never felt that you are suitable for me."

After he finished speaking, he shook off Xing Yuchuan's hand, picked up the box and went out, put it in the elevator and came back to carry the rest, and he could finish it in three trips.

Xing Yuchuan froze in place, watching Qi Ningyu go out and come in again, recalling what Qi Ningyu said just now in his mind.

Qi Ningyu said that "love has nothing to do with being suitable", and also said that "I never think he is suitable".

But Qi Ningyu has been with him for so many years——

Because Qi Ningyu loves him.

But he lost the Qi Ningyu who loved him, and now the person Qi Ningyu loves even if he is not suitable is not him.

Qi Ningyu will never love him again.

Qi Ningyu came back for the last time, picked up the last box on the ground and walked to the door.

Xing Yuchuan caught up unexpectedly, passed Qi Ningyu and slammed the door shut, then turned his back to the door and opened his mouth to Qi Ningyu.

"Ning Yu, I'm sorry! In the past, I was conceited, I was self-righteous, I was an asshole, I'm damned! But, but—"

As Xing Yuchuan said, he approached Qi Ningyu, pulled the box from Qi Ningyu's arms, and stretched out his hand to hug Qi Ningyu tightly, as if hugging his last life-saving driftwood.

Then, he said with a hoarse nasal voice: "But, can you not drive me away! I just want to get closer to you, just a little bit! Otherwise, or I'm really going to die... Ning Yu, are you really Do you want me to die?"

The author has something to say: the content has not changed much, the details and typos have been repaired