After rebirth, I sent scum to the crematorium

#025

When Qi Ningyu arrived at the airport, Lei Sen was already waiting for him. After they passed the security check and boarded the plane, the flight attendant came to remind him to shut down the phone before takeoff.Qi Ningyu picked up the phone and looked at the time. It was already past 8 o'clock, and Xing Yuchuan probably hadn't come back yet, so he didn't know he had gone out.

He clicked on Xing Yuchuan's message box, habitually telling Xing Yuchuan where he went.

When he was in high school, he went to an ordinary public school. Once the school organized all grades to visit the forest botanical garden. He and a few classmates got lost in the forest. When they got to an unknown place, they got lost and couldn’t get out. .The school usually doesn't allow them to bring mobile phones, so they don't carry mobile phones with them, and they can't contact anyone.

Finally, when it was getting dark, Xing Yuchuan led a large group of people to find them, and he was taken home directly by Xing Yuchuan.He didn't know what Xing Yuchuan did that day, but he transferred to another school the next day, and that night Xing Yuchuan held him and educated him until midnight.

From then on, no matter where he went, he had to tell Xing Yuchuan.

At this time, Qi Ningyu was holding the phone, but he didn't press a button for a long time. The flight attendant came over again to remind him to turn it off. In the end, he didn't send anything, and turned off the phone directly.

The plane will take a long time to fly, and he has been having messy dreams last night, almost as if he has not slept at all. He used it to catch up on sleep on the road, probably because he was far away from those things on the earth in mid-air, but he slept well.

In the evening, the plane finally arrived. They got off the plane. Qi Ningyu took out her mobile phone as soon as she got used to it, but she paused when she pressed the power button. At this time, Lei Sen called him from the front, and he put the mobile phone back as it was. .

The doctor lived in a small town, and it took more than an hour's drive. Leisen asked a friend to rent a car in advance, and they drove there.

Although it is summer now, it is probably due to geography. It is not hot at all, as if it is a warm spring day in China, especially when they arrive at the town they are going to.

Qi Ningyu looked out, the town was peaceful as if it was a retreat from the world, there was no noisy market, the scattered houses were far apart, and there were even small wild animals in the green belt by the roadside.

"arrive."

Lei Sen stopped the car in front of a small building, Qi Ningyu opened the door and went down, and saw a light yellow small building, the yard was full of flowers and green plants, shining golden in the afterglow of the setting sun. Light.

They went up to ring the doorbell, and an old lady in her 60s came out after a while, holding a half-open kettle in her hand.

Leisen asked in the local language, "Is Dr. Smith there?"

With a peaceful smile on her face, the old lady replied in pure English, "I'm very sorry, I'm Dr. Smith."

"I'm sorry." Lei Sen apologized quickly.

The old lady smiled and said: "It's okay, people often misunderstand that you are the one who made an appointment today, right? Please come in."

After entering the room, the old lady poured tea for them, sat and chatted for a while, and suddenly asked Qi Ningyu: "You are the one who feels abnormal pain, right?"

Qi Ningyu was taken aback by the sudden roll call, like an elementary school student who was called up to answer a question in class straightened her back.

He breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the old lady say that she was the doctor. For him, the hospital was a painful place, and he didn't have any good memories of the doctors in white coats in the hospital.

The old lady seemed to understand what he was thinking, and said immediately: "Don't be nervous, I won't give you an injection."

Qi Ningyu was surprised how the old lady saw that he rejected the doctor, and the old lady continued: "I guess, let's just chat casually. What flowers do you like?"

Qi Ningyu didn't understand why he wanted to talk about flowers, but he still thought about it seriously, "It's not red flowers."

"why?"

"Because the red flowers are like blood."

The old lady suddenly changed the question again, "Have you done a pain test?"

Qi Ningyu nodded, "I did it when I was a child."

"Would you mind doing it again?"

"do not mind."

So, next, Qi Ningyu spent two hours, not only doing a pain test, but also a psychological test scale, and chatted with the old lady for a long time.

The old lady kept them for dinner, and they were invited to cook dinner with the old lady. After eating, the old lady poured them tea, and finally told Qi Ningyu solemnly.

"There are physiological and psychological reasons for pain sensation. Of course, the ones who come to me are all psychological reasons. In fact, there are not many cured cases, but everyone's situation is different.

There was once a case where almost all treatments were ineffective for him, but suddenly one day he recovered by himself. "

Qi Ningyu asked: "Can you still heal yourself?"

"When the pain exceeds the limit of tolerance at that time, it may be the cause of the abnormal pain perception. On the contrary, when the pain exceeds the limit of tolerance, it may also heal itself. This case experienced pain beyond his limit and then healed itself."

Qi Ningyu seemed to see hope, "If I endure it once, I can get back to being normal in the future. I am willing to try."

The old lady immediately said: "No, my dear, you must not try it. In this case, a leg was really broken and it was smashed during the earthquake. This is already unbearable pain for normal people, right For you, there may really be a "painful death" situation.Besides, you can't really harm your body because of this. You are so young, what you should cherish the most is your health. "

"That is to say, unless you encounter such a coincidence, you can bear it. Otherwise, it is impossible to return to normal, is it?"

After hope, Qi Ningyu returned to despair. In fact, he had seen a psychiatrist in the early years, and he had also been treated for it. The treatment at that time did not work.

Later Xing Yuchuan refused to allow him to be treated, saying that he would stay by his side as long as he was in pain.

"Don't be so pessimistic." The old lady patted Qi Ningyu's hand comfortingly, "Anything is possible, maybe there will be other miracles in your body."

Qi Ningyu accepted the old lady's comfort, and promised with a serious smile: "Okay, I will. Thank you, Dr. Smith."

Then they said goodbye to the old lady and drove back to the city.

On the way back, Qi Ningyu didn't speak, Lei Sen didn't drive back to the hotel, but drove to the door of a bar.

"Ning Yu, do you want to have a drink or two?"

Qi Ningyu realized that it was a bar when he heard Lei Sen's voice. He hardly drank alcohol except for entertainment. Looking at the huge neon lights of the bar outside, he was not sure whether he wanted to go or not.

Lei Sen had already got out of the car, dragged him out of the car, and dragged him directly to the bar.

In the bar, the light and shade overlap, the music is deafening, and there is almost no gap between people and people.

He remembered that the first time he met Leisen was at the bar, and sure enough Leisen could easily squeeze people.He happened to follow behind and didn't need him to squeeze, but they were still pushed apart in the blink of an eye, and a tall white man stood in front of him.

"Hi, beauty."

Qi Ningyu looked up and subconsciously wanted to ask the other party to move away, but he smiled inexplicably, and the other party immediately showed an "ohmygod" expression, and stretched out his hand to wrap around his waist.

"Ning Yu."

Lei Sen suddenly fell back, pushed the white man away, and pulled him away.

Qi Ningyu didn't pay attention to the white man anymore, Lei Sen yelled at him worriedly amidst the sound of the music, "Are you okay?"

He shook his head indifferently, and replied, "What can I do."

Maybe Lei Sen didn't see him, so he dragged him to the bar, where it was finally quieter, and he didn't have to shout anymore.Then Lei Sen said again: "I thought you hated other people flirting with you."

"I don't like it." Qi Ningyu replied, but he paused and said, "But it feels okay."

"It seems that the music festival last time worked well." Lei Sen said, turning his head and ordering two glasses of wine.

After a while, the bartender pushed the mixed wine in front of them, and Leisen gave him one of the glasses.

"This cup is called Freshman."

"Xinsheng?" Qi Ningyu stared at the wine in the glass. The wine under the light swayed slightly, like a dancing flame, but he didn't see why it was called "Xinsheng".

Lei Sen said, "Would you like to take a sip first?"

He took a sip tentatively and noticed a bitter taste.

Lei Sen said again: "Shake it before drinking."

Qi Ningyu picked up the wine glass suspiciously, swirled the glass a few times, and a piece of ice popped up from the bottom of the glass. The ice cube swirled a few times in the red wine, and the wine slowly turned light green.

He took another sip and found that the bitterness disappeared, turning into a minty sweetness.

He couldn't help laughing, "This is quite interesting."

Lei Sen brought the glass over and clinked it with him, took a sip and said, "Look, wine is like this, if you change it, it will be sweet, why bother to drink bitter ones."

Qi Ningyu turned to look at Leisen, "Are you enlightening me? Chief Leisen."

"Do I look like someone who can enlighten others?"

Lei Sen disapproved of his expression, but suddenly became serious again, "Although I don't have any good life experience, there is one thing I can tell you. If you like it, don't wait, you have to fight for it, just like You convinced me to cooperate with you."

"Then you were persuaded by me?"

"Of course not."

Qi Ningyu made a joke with Lei Sen, and lowered his eyes to the bar, he actually understood what Lei Sen wanted to say, he was silent for a moment and spoke to himself.

"When you saw me in the hospital before, it was not that I was treating illnesses, but that others needed my blood when they were sick. Later, I didn't want to be a blood bag for others, so I ran away with Xing Yuchuan. Maybe it was because I was too young at that time, It was too weak, and I just felt that it was so good that someone cared about me.

Even though the water he feeds me is always too hot every time, and he always strangles me when he hugs me, I am still very grateful.So I dare not tell him, I am afraid that if I tell him once, he will treat me badly.

He had a very bad temper at that time, and everything had to be according to his ideas, and he would lose his temper when he was dissatisfied, and then I learned to follow him.After a long time, I am very good at coaxing him. No matter how much he loses his temper, I can coax him not to be angry.They all thought he listened to me, but it wasn't.

It's because I listen to him, what I listen to him.

I have listened to him like this for 18 years, and I still need to fight with someone he has just met for a few months, is it worth it? "

The sound from the bar was too loud, and Qi Ningyu's voice was too low, Lei Sen listened very hard to get a rough idea.

He didn't know Qi Ningyu for a long time, but Qi Ningyu seemed to be a perpetually moving machine in front of him, and he only had work in his eyes at any time. This was the first time he heard Qi Ningyu mention his personal affairs.

He doesn't know the past between Qi Ningyu and Xing Yuchuan, and he can probably feel a little bit of the feelings outlined in these few short sentences. Qi Ningyu's feelings for Xing Yuchuan cannot be summed up by simple love or not love.

If he hadn't remembered that Qi Ningyu was only 7 or 8 years old in the hospital at that time, he really couldn't imagine what a child who couldn't bear to refuse a hug that made him uncomfortable, had experienced what it was like.

He also couldn't persuade Qi Ningyu to abandon his 18-year relationship, so he could only pretend to be relaxed and said: "Look ahead, there is always something better ahead! For example, look at me! At least we are equal, you If you hate me, you can ignore me."

Qi Ningyu still lowered his eyes, gave a soft "hmm", and then said: "He has been used to being followed since childhood, and he shouldn't be able to bear me for a long time. Soon, he will—"

— would tire of me and drive me away.

"What do you mean?"

Lei Sen didn't understand the meaning of Qi Ningyu's words, but just as he asked, his cell phone rang suddenly. He took it out and saw a very unexpected number and called him.

Xing Yuchuan was his boss, and he saved Xing Yuchuan's phone number, but he felt that it was impossible for him and Xing Yuchuan to call each other.

However, at this time he saw Xing Yuchuan's number.

Lei Sen was puzzled for a long time, then quietly glanced at Qi Ningyu, and then picked it up.

"Where is Ning Yu?"

As soon as Xing Yuchuan was connected, his voice came over quickly, so cold that he could feel the killing intent even across the ocean.Lei Sen looked at Qi Ningyu again, but did not answer.

Qi Ningyu guessed in an instant who made the call. His mobile phone has not been turned on since it was turned off. He hesitated and said, "Give it to me."

Lei Sen handed over the phone, and he held it to his ear, "Hello."

The person at the other end didn't speak for a long time, only the sound of heavy breathing could be heard, Qi Ningyu reminded impatiently: "If you don't speak, I will die."

"Qi Ningyu! You are getting more and more courageous, you dared to run away without making a sound, and even turned off your phone. Come back to me immediately!"

Compared to Xing Yuchuan's rage, Qi Ningyu's tone was calmer than usual, and he replied, "I booked a ticket for tomorrow."

"I said now, right now, come back!"

Qi Ningyu repeated again, "I booked a ticket for tomorrow."

"...Okay, if you don't come back, tell me where you are, and I will go find you."

Qi Ningyu repeated again, "I booked a flight ticket for tomorrow."

"Qi! Ning! Yu!"

"Yeah." Qi Ningyu continued, as if calling him in response to Xing Yuchuan, "I'll hang up if you're okay, this is Lei Sen's phone."

"Don't call him by his name! Qi Ningyu, where did you go with him? What did you do? Where are you now? Why are you so noisy!"

Qi Ningyu replied truthfully as usual, "We were at the bar and just drank a glass of wine called Xinsheng. Someone also struck up a conversation with me. I think he meant that he might want to ask me to open a room, but he is not as good as you, so I ignored it." he."

Xing Yuchuan felt that he was going to go crazy in a second, but he didn't know whether it was because of what Qi Ningyu said or Qi Ningyu's tone.His baby Ningyu is not like this, he won't talk to him like this, he is very flustered, but he can't grasp the source.

After a while, he couldn't help asking with a trembling voice: "Baby Ningyu, are you drunk? Tell me where you are, and my brother will pick you up."

Before Qi Ningyu could answer him, a strange male voice suddenly rang out from the phone, saying in broken Chinese in an ambiguous and obsequious tone: "Handsome guy, do you want a date?"

After a while, he heard Qi Ningyu answer.

Qi Ningyu said, "Okay."

Then, the call was hung up.

He immediately called back, and was hung up after a few rings. He dialed again, reminding the other party that the phone had been turned off.

Xing Yuchuan stood like an ice sculpture in the middle of his study, maintaining a motionless posture with his mobile phone, but there seemed to be a blind beast in his mind, rushing here and there, hitting him with the sentence that Qi Ningyu just replied .

"Okay!"

"Okay!"

"Okay!"

What's so good!What is "okay"?Is that person in good shape?Or better than him?So there you go.

What to do after "Okay"?open a room?

That was his Qi Ningyu, the baby Ningyu he had grown up holding in his hands from such a small point, how could he be with others.

is his.

is his.

It's his baby Ningyu.

Xing Yuchuan kicked the desk next to him furiously, and he kicked the 2-meter-long solid wood desk to the side. He stood motionless in front of the desk as if he didn't feel it.

After a long time, he finally suppressed the rage that wanted to destroy the world, picked up his mobile phone and dialed a number, the voice of the other party was trembling.

"Xing, Mr. Xing."

"Have you found it?"

"No, no, Mr. Qi didn't turn on the phone after he got off the plane, nor did he use a credit card, nor did he book a hotel in his name. The whole city is so big, it's really impossible to find someone for a while."

Xing Yuchuan took a deep breath, forced himself to calm down, and then said: "All the hotels, bars are next to each other. He will not go to a hotel with a view of the hospital, he will not stay in a hotel lower than five stars, and he will not go to a hotel with a view of the hospital. Stay in a hotel with a fountain at the entrance, not a hotel starting with Q. If Leisen’s name cannot be found, someone whom Chaleisen knows... If you find a clue, let me know immediately.”

"Yes."

The other party replied and hung up hastily. There was no sound in the study, and he froze on the spot holding his phone tightly.

He understands that as long as he doesn't see Qi Ningyu, there is no way to calm down the irritability that has invaded his every nerve, and the picture about Qi Ningyu pops up uncontrollably in his mind.

When he and Qi Ningyu first moved into this house, when Qi Ningyu had just entered high school, she only reached his shoulder height, ran upstairs and downstairs several times back and forth, then jumped on his back, wrapped his limbs around him and asked.

"Brother, is this our home?"

He said, "Yes."

Qi Ningyu asked him again after a while, "Brother, is this our home?"

He said, "Yes."

Then, after a while, his little fool asked him again, "Will this always, always be our home?"

At that time, Qi Ningyu was as good as a cotton candy sticking to his body, soft and sweet.

That night, Qi Ningyu got up secretly in the middle of the night, carved their names on the wall at the gate, and secretly covered them with a vase, thinking he didn't know.Both names are still there.

And their first time was also in this house. Since he brought Qi Ningyu home, they have never been separated for such a long time. Those two months made him experience emotions that he had never experienced before.

He misses Qi Ningyu.

At first, I just wanted to see Qi Ningyu clinging to him by his side, but slowly it turned into wanting to hug, kiss, and possess.

When he went back, this emotion did not lessen, but became more intense.

That day he took Qi Ningyu to the bar, gave Qi Ningyu two sips of fruit wine, and seeing Qi Ningyu's cheeks turned red and her lips became shiny with wine, he was sure that his mind was wrong.

He didn't struggle, didn't doubt, he accepted it naturally, as if they were destined to take this step a long time ago.

Later, he noticed that Qi Ningyu slipped out quietly, and he followed anxiously, only to see that Qi Ningyu was kissed by a wild man who didn't know where.At that moment, his brain seemed to be on fire. After dealing with that damn dirty man, he took Qi Ningyu home.

He still remembered that day, when Qi Ningyu looked at him with her shiny lips in front of the mirror, raising her green and ignorant eyes, and he in the mirror looked like a very hungry beast, and he kissed him uncontrollably.

He didn't know how much Qi Ningyu understood what they did to them that day, but his baby Ningyu was still so obedient, doing whatever he was asked to do, he couldn't help but let himself indulge in it, as if a flaw born somewhere in his heart finally was filled.

The next day, Qi Ningyu opened her eyes in his arms with marks all over her body, and asked into his eyes: "Brother, have we become a couple like this?"

He forgot what he answered, only remembering that Qi Ningyu's smile seemed to penetrate directly into his heart, and then his baby Ningyu raised his head and kissed him proactively, the kiss hooked the tip of his tongue, as if it had also been imprinted into his heart , just like Qi Ningyu at that time, soft and sweet.

However, he immediately remembered the voice of Qi Ningyu talking to another man just now, and the lingering picture in his mind uncontrollably turned into a bunch of messy clips.His baby Ningyu showed a seductive expression like a little vixen, but it wasn't him, it was another man.

He couldn't bear that other man, whether it was Lei Sen or whoever it was.

In an instant, the fury rising from the bottom of his heart swept through his limbs and bones.

How could his baby Ningyu go with other men!How dare you let another man touch you!That damn man, damn—

Xing Yuchuan squeezed the phone tightly, the joints protruded high and turned white, and the veins on the back of the hand also protruded one by one, intertwined intricately.

Bang, bang——

Suddenly the door of the study was knocked twice, and then it was pushed open from the outside. Ran Shuo leaned in and said, "Brother, don't just because of Deputy Qi—"

Xing Yuchuan turned to the person at the door with a sudden glance, and cursed, "Get lost—"

"Brother, it's me, Xiao Shuo."

Just as Ran Shuo finished speaking, a mobile phone flew over and hit him precisely on the face, and then he raised his eyes to meet Xing Yuchuan's gaze.

Xing Yuchuan said it again.

"roll."

The phone fell to the ground with a "pop", and Ran Shuo's cheeks instantly became red and swollen. He raised his hand and gently touched the sore cheek, looking at Xing Yuchuan inside with resentment and disbelief, but he didn't dare to speak out again.

He bowed his head carefully and exited, closing the door back.

The author has something to say: Is it fun to scold?I'm not happy to continue, but don't swear, you will be caught~