After coming out, I lost my memory

The ward was instantly quiet because of Xu Beilu's words, except for Ji Changfeng, who was looking at himself and looking at Xi Yuan, curled his lips, and suppressed his gloating and distress for Xi Yuan, Xia Yizhou, who was Xi Yuan's assistant, was shocked His mouth was wide open, his eyes were round and round, and he looked at the person on the hospital bed without blinking.

When he went to their home yesterday, Xu Beilu was still clinging to Xi Yuan, holding him tightly like a koala, but today he has become a stranger.

It's God's will!

Hearing his question, Xi Yuan, who was sitting by the hospital bed, gradually became colder. Her phoenix eyes were fixed on Xu Beilu, not letting go of the subtle expression on his face. The hand that was about to touch Xu Beilu's hair stopped in the air, carefully Looking over, you will find that his hands are trembling slightly, as if he can't believe that his lover is looking at him like a stranger.

And the two extra people in the ward quietly left with winks, leaving space for them.

Xu Beilu raised his eyes inadvertently, saw his instantly red eye sockets and the deep sadness and disbelief contained in his eyes, couldn't help stretching out his hand, and lightly rested his fingertips on his hand that was lingering in the air, his eyelashes trembled , Na Na said: "Don't do this, I will remember."

"dont be sad."

"I feel uncomfortable."

Hearing this, Xi Yuan raised the corners of his mouth, showing a smile uglier than crying, and instead held Xu Beilu's fingertips, saying, "Okay."

Feeling the temperature hotter than his own fingers, Xu Beilu only felt his fingertips were hot for a moment, as if the place being held was no longer his own, he couldn't help but yanked it out, but he didn't.

Looking up, Xi Yuan saw that his expression had changed, his eyes drooped, and he looked sad, and said in a flat tone: "Now you forget about me, can't you even touch your fingers?"

Inexplicably feeling that he was a scumbag to Xi Yuan, Xu Beilu hastily passed his other hand up and coaxed him in a low voice, "That's not what I meant, I just wanted you to hold both hands, so I moved a little bit, Don't think too much about it."

Xi Yuan, who was crawling along the pole, immediately took hold of the other hand that was sent up, and rubbed his thumb vaguely against a red mole under the thumb of Xu Beilu's right hand. There is happiness in the corner of the eyes.

Xu Beilu's ears on the hospital bed turned red because of his movements, and his cheeks buried in the quilt were so hot that an egg could be boiled.

Xi Yuan, who caught a glimpse of all this from the corner of his eye, couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, he knew that even if his Guoguo forgot about him, the feelings and love engraved in his bones would not disappear because of the defect of memory.

He kept raising his arms to let Xi Yuan hold his hands. After a long time, Xu Beilu's arms would inevitably become numb. In addition, the two were strangers now, Xu Beilu felt that it was embarrassing for two people of the same sex to flirt.

Xi Yuan, who was always paying attention to him, soon saw a trace of uneasiness flashing in his eyes, and there was sour emotion in his eyes.

Stuffing his hand into the bed, he carefully pressed down the corner of the bed for him, in exchange for Xu Beilu's puzzled gaze.

Xi Yuan bent down and kissed Xu Beilu's forehead in his tense state, smoothed his hair naturally, and said softly, "It's getting late, you should go to sleep."

When he sat up straight, Xu Beilu held his breath and slowly let it out. In a trance, he carefully recognized Xi Yuan's words, lowered his eyes and asked in a low voice, "What about you?"

"I'll be with you."

With Xi Yuan's soft voice next to his ear, Xu Beilu's drowsiness came up in an instant, and he didn't hold on for long, he just glanced at Xi Yuan who was sitting on the sofa holding a mobile phone, and then fell into a deep sleep.

Hearing his steady breathing, Xi Yuan turned off his mobile phone, shifted his gaze to his body, saw the white gauze on his forehead, felt guilty and remorseful, wrapped him tightly, making him unable to breathe.

Ji Changfeng told Xu Beilu that ever since he met Xi Yuan, he could no longer tolerate other people in his eyes and heart, so it was not the case for Xi Yuan.

From now on, I see him in my eyes and in my heart, and every part of my body will be happy seeing him.

The vibration in his hand woke up Xi Yuan who was in deep thought. He looked down and saw the caller, Xi Yuan gently opened the door with his mobile phone and left.

"Hey, brother."

Xi Sen, who sat down with the rabbit in his arms, frowned along the rabbit's fur, and asked worriedly, "Xiao Yuan, how is Hokuriku?"

Xi Yuan pressed his hand on the window sill, looking out at the dark night, the evening wind blew his hair, revealing the distress in his phoenix eyes, "The doctor said it's okay, observe for two days, and you can leave the hospital if you're fine. .”

Si Sen, who was sitting on the sofa, heard the news, his frowning brows relaxed, and he replied excitedly: "It's fine, it's fine, then..."

But before he finished speaking, he heard his younger brother's voice trembling, as if crying, "But brother, Guoguo, he forgot me. He remembered everyone and everything, but he forgot me."

Xi Sen, who was holding the mobile phone, froze in place, opened his mouth and couldn't find a word to comfort his younger brother.

The dark clouds in the evening finally brought a torrential downpour, as if someone was holding a basin filled with water and pouring it down one after another, the rain was as heavy as Xi Yuan's mood at the moment.

"Brother, what should I do?" In front of Xu Beilu, he didn't dare to show too much sadness and fear, for fear of putting too much pressure on Xu Beilu, but in front of his close relatives, he found a vent for his emotions. He can tell Sisen his helplessness and fear without any scruples.

Xi Yuan closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembling constantly, when he opened his eyes again, his eyes were red and the corners of his eyes were moist.

"Xiaoyuan, you have to believe in yourself. Back then, you made Hokuriku fall in love with you. Now that you are familiar with Hokuriku, how can you prevent him from falling in love with you again?"

Xi Sen's words made Xi Yuanmao suddenly enlightened.

The depression in the tone was a little less, "I see, brother, thank you."

He said with a smile: "After all, Guoguo was interested in me at the time."

After the call with Xi Sen ended, Xi Yuan called Ning Yunzhuo again.

Someone must be responsible for their actions, and no one can escape the punishment of the law.

Xi Yuan's phoenix eyes were fierce, and the hand hanging by his side was tightly clenched.

Time flew by, and two days passed in the blink of an eye. Xu Beilu, who had been in the hospital for two days, finally returned to his and Xi Yuan's home.

In the past two days, because he was hospitalized, Xi Yuan has not gone out to work. He stays with him in the hospital every day, and does not mention the past between the two of them. He just retreats a safe distance and does not get close to Xu Beilu, just like the first day. His kiss on Xu Beilu's forehead and his intimate movements were just a dream.

Waking up from the dream, it's time to return to reality.

Xi Yuan didn't explain his attitude and behavior, which made Xu Beilu panic. He didn't dare to ask because of face, so he could only secretly take advantage of it.

Sensing his small movements, Xi Yuan not only didn't speak, but instead provided him with opportunities to satisfy his little thoughts that he thought others didn't know.

Xi Yuan went to the car and asked Xu Beilu to go home first. He didn't know whether he forgot or did not say anything on purpose, and he didn't tell Xu Beilu the password to open the door.

Watching Xi Yuan drive to the parking lot, Xu Beilu stood there for a while before walking away.

Looking up at the small villa in front of him, Xu Beilu couldn't help sighing, "You're really rich!"

He just didn't know whether Xi Yuan paid for it or the two of them paid for it together. He never thought that he bought it with his own money. After all, he is a poor man, and Xu Beilu still has a clear understanding of himself.

Standing in front of the door shaking his head, he entered 170502 without thinking, opened the door Xu Beilu didn't think about why he still remembered the password, his body was very familiar with this place, before he could react, Xu Beilu had already changed his slippers, straight He walked towards the French window, sat cross-legged on the blanket, and leaned lazily on the cushion behind him.

Today's weather is very good. Sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and looking up, you can see the white clouds in the sky, which look soft, like cotton candy.

Xu Beilu squinted his eyes slightly, casually picked up the small fan on the small tea table next to him, and blew it on himself. The cool breeze blew his hair, and the comfortable Xu Beilu couldn't help but smile.

After parking the car, Xi Yuan cast down his eyes and glanced at the half-opened door, he couldn't help crying and laughing helplessly, but thinking about it made him feel relieved and heartbroken.

It is gratifying that Xu Beilu still remembers the password of the gate, but it is heartbreaking that Xu Beilu has forgotten him.

Pushing the door open, Xi Yuan looked towards Xu Beilu's favorite place to stay as usual, and looked in the direction of the floor-to-ceiling windows. Sure enough, he found Xu Beilu's figure.

He noticed a gaze looking at him, and then heard footsteps. In the past two days, he has been very familiar with this footsteps.

"Well, I haven't asked yet, do you know why I fell?"

There was a person sitting next to him, Xu Beilu opened his eyes and turned his head to touch the gauze on his forehead, and said in doubt, that neither Xi Yuan nor Ji Changfeng had ever told him about this.

He had already guessed that Xu Beilu would ask this question, Xi Yuan hugged him distressedly, and was taken aback by his sudden intimacy, Xu Beilu was stunned for a moment, and then thought of Xi Yuan's silence these two days, he It seemed clear in my heart.

"I'm sorry." Xi Yuan let go of him, and reached out to grab Xu Beilu's right hand, gently rubbing the red mole on his palm with his fingertips, "It's all because of me."

At the end of the hearing, Xu Beilu suddenly realized that the accident happened because of Xi Yuan's illegitimate fan.

At this moment, he understood Xi Yuan's self-blame and guilt, and he suddenly understood the complexity in Xi Yuan's eyes when Xi Yuan looked at him.

"I don't blame you." Xu Beilu pulled out his hand with a red face, and moved it to the side again, because Xi Yuan started to move again.

Then he smiled and said: "Isn't it because he is jealous that I am with you? Such a good person, the young three-gold actor, was given my surname by me so early."

"Hee hee, do you think I'm so good that you never forget me?"