[Attack on Titan] puppet

After that, I also had all * people, a solid waitress when I hang out with my companions in the tavern in the town, she is a gentle and considerate woman like Captain Mary, but with a little bit of belonging The young girl's youthfulness and vitality, we recognized each other almost the moment our eyes met, and she said that she didn't mind waiting for me to return safely every time I went out.

In the following days, I have been living the same life for ten years, trying to survive the task of eliminating giants, so as to eliminate more giants.

I also often go to chat with Captain Mary, she told me a lot about her past, including the structure of her body and the father-like maker, but I heard that even he was Because he felt that the world was too boring, he voluntarily fell into an eternal sleep.

I asked her why she was able to persevere for so long alone, and she initially denied it and said, "As long as you are with me, I am not alone."

But the smile that couldn't penetrate my eyes made me feel that our existence might not be enough to make up for something, and then she said: "Before I passed away, I held his hand and vowed to replace him and wipe out all the giants. As long as it is his long-cherished wish, even if it takes another hundred years, I will overcome it."

"I think he will be very pleased if he knows that you have worked so hard, Captain Mary." I sorted out the messy words in my head. Such a lukewarm remark.

Mary lowered her eyes and looked at the white paper full of letters. She seemed to be in a daze, as if she had encountered a problem that she had never been able to understand and was stuck in a bottleneck. She frowned and followed what I said: "I have never been very I don’t understand, he was such a strong man who never knew what showing weakness is, but he shed tears after hearing what I said... Randall, are those tears of relief?”

Suddenly being asked such a question made me unable to react for a while. I just suddenly thought of who among the girls in the same period said that there are two most difficult feelings in the world: one is that one always only sheds tears The man shed blood for you, the other is a man who only knows how to bleed but shed tears for you.

Before, I never thought that Head Mary would also have doubts, because she always made timely decisions without confusion and enlightened me when necessary.

"Mr. Levi, did he say anything to you?"

"No, he was seriously injured. His lungs were punctured and he should feel severe pain even when breathing. He couldn't speak at all." As if touching the past that she didn't want to recall, Mary closed her eyes while holding her forehead With dim eyes, he said to me apologetically: "Sorry, Randall, I asked you a strange question. You are just a child, and I shouldn't have said these things."

"You don't need to apologize." An overwhelming sense of powerlessness hit me, and I felt helpless because I couldn't help her, so I didn't have the courage to tell her that I had grown up. For her who passed away one by one, we were always just children.

"What do you think? I have been standing aside and listening secretly just now." During the independent training in the afternoon, the man appeared in front of me on time, probably the only thing that troubled Mary in my heart. I couldn't help asking him the question.

"You little brat with no respect, your poor wording clearly shows that you should go back to the training regiment to be rebuilt." The man stared at me dissatisfiedly with those dead fish eyes that were always murderous, and his tongue was always sharp and venomous. It was rare for him to be silent for a long time before he spoke again: "Probably he has sympathy for the world that is about to be saved by such an unreliable guy, so he shed a sad flow."

"Really, don't be so casual about Captain Black Mary! She is not reliable, this joke is not funny at all." I looked at him with a faint anger, thinking that he was at least secretly in love with Captain Mary, so even if he changed into The ghost also haunts her, but now this sarcasm sounds like an evil spirit!

"Who wants to make you laugh? You just haven't seen her unreliable before." The man gave me a disgusted look and then disappeared.

No matter how many times I hear this arrogant tone of "you don't understand", I still feel annoyed.

I looked at the direction where he disappeared, and I was stunned. Today he seems to be very kind, why did he leave without saying a few words to me...

Occasionally accepting the guidance of that man, my survival rate has been greatly improved. I took over the post of team leader, and then experienced countless life and death and the fear of lingering on the verge of death several times. The same is true in 970 When I was 28 years old, humans finally reached that sea area, and the giants completely disappeared from our sight.

No one has to face the endless despair from death anymore!After returning to the city that night, I brought this good news to the people and saw the uncontrollable and joyful smiles on their faces. I thought so optimistically.

Captain Mary approved our request to celebrate all night in the town, but rejected everyone's invitations, and rode back alone to the branch that should be empty.

I first went to visit the first person who had already been approved by my family and lived with my mother. When I learned that she was pregnant, I was overjoyed. I never felt that this originally cruel world was so beautiful and happy. Can*.

I immediately told Captain Mary the good news. She likes children very much, and I think she will be happy for me. Although I don't know whether it is a boy or a girl, I have silently decided to wait for the baby. She must be named after birth, so I couldn't wait to set off and return to the Survey Corps immediately.

"Congratulations, Randall, I'm really happy for you. In the future, you can live happily in this peaceful age without giant troubles without worrying too much... I really want to say that Sitting by the window sill in her office, Mary averted her eyes from looking out at the dark scenery outside, she was slightly surprised by my appearance at first, but I was also surprised by her change of subject in the end.

"Captain Mary, what's the matter with you?" The intuition I've honed from years of battling giants made me vaguely feel a sense of ominous premonition, but it was inexplicably illusory.

I thought Captain Mary should be relieved to end this century-old obsession, but she walked up to me and looked at me worriedly and worriedly, and said, "I have fulfilled the agreement, but it belongs to your war." It doesn't seem to be over yet... But I may not be able to keep you guys anymore, bring them a message for me Randall, I hope that no matter what happens in the future, you will not be too radical, if you can pass this life mediocrely It’s not easy, and the day when I don’t need to fight with my life is my biggest expectation.”

"Is there something you are hiding from me?" I asked with extreme anxiety in my heart, and I couldn't guess what she was thinking.

She gave me a self-deprecating chuckle and shook her head at me: "No, it's just the occasional sentimentality of a 'person' who has lived too long. It's up to you to choose the name. I believe you will be A good father."

I opened my mouth to say something, but she issued an order to evict the guest without refusal. She said that on such a day worth celebrating, I should go back to the most important people and accompany them instead of wasting time here with her.

"Good night, Randall." She waved to me to say goodbye, "If you have anything to do, come to the cemetery and meet me tomorrow. I want to see Levi."

I saw the man standing aside without saying a word, and did not stop me from leaving. I thought that nothing would happen to me, so I didn't make any further entanglements, and honestly followed the instructions of Captain Mary. I mean rushing home, I really should spend the rest of my life with my family who have been waiting for me without complaint or regret.

But when I woke up the next day, all the good things were gone like a flash in the pan.

Early in the morning, I went back to the Survey Corps with some drunken companions. It was like our second home, as if it had been carved into the bone marrow, but we found that it had already been covered by a large group of military police. Surrounded by the ground, like an impenetrable human wall.

"What the hell are you doing here like a nest of mice?" I glared at Captain Laurent, the leader, because one is an organization that leans towards civilians, while the other is an organization that leans towards the government, so the Survey Corps and the Gendarmerie have always There is an antagonistic relationship that does not come to the fore, but it does not offend the river.

I've heard that there was a period when the Survey Corps and the Gendarmerie got along very well, and that was when Warren Gold was the head of the Gendarmerie, and the Gendarmerie wasn't like it under his innovations. Now it’s so smoky, he seems to be at the same time when Commander Mary was training soldiers, so the relationship between the two is also good, but since his death, everything has returned to the original point. Captain Mary once said that she also felt very sorry for this, but she Her rights have never been controlled by the Gendarmerie. Even though she knew that Warren might not be able to rest in peace after seeing such a scene, she *could* do nothing to help.

"Ha, Captain Randall, you came just in time." Laurent looked up at his noble head, which seemed to be worth a lot of money, and spread out a piece of sheepskin stamped with a seal symbolizing the highest power in front of me, "We Executed by the government's order, Mary Mia, the former head of the survey corps, saw clearly Captain Randall, if we can't find her within today, everyone in your survey corps will be charged with covering up crimes Put to death, including your family members."

"What's the reason?" I looked at him coldly, people around me were already panicking, and I didn't even want to believe it was true until now.

Laurent patted me on the shoulder with a mocking face, and said it as a matter of course: "Reason? What are you talking about, isn't it obvious? Giants no longer exist, and as the only remaining threat Isn't it normal for us human beings to execute her in order to avoid extra problems? Alright, Captain Randall, you don't want to break the peaceful life you have risked your life for, right? This is also for the safety of human beings, hurry up Tell me her whereabouts, and let me go back to work."

"What are you kidding! You bastards who crossed rivers and demolished bridges!" I couldn't help being so angry that I wanted to punch that disgusting face, but was stopped by my companions, and they rushed at me He shook his head and signaled me not to act rashly with his eyes, and I could see their wavering from those eyes.

This is also inevitable, not only the lives of oneself but also the lives of family members are involved, no one will be vacillating.

I suddenly thought of what Captain Mary said to me last night. She said she was going to visit Mr. Levi in ​​the cemetery. I always had the feeling that I could find her there. If it was her, there would be the best of both worlds. There must be a solution, and the gendarmerie must not be allowed to do whatever it wants.

So, ignoring the cries of my companions, I hurriedly rode on the horse and rushed to the cemetery to commemorate those who died in the battle with the giants. Some people still have their bones buried in the ground, but some people have already found their bodies. It's gone, and there is a cold tombstone left, such as Captain Eric who died for me in the past.

There are too many tombstones, densely arranged together, so vast that the edge cannot be seen.

It must be there, according to the memory of when I came with Captain Mary, I half-groped to the front of Levi's cemetery, and as expected, I saw that figure that I am no longer familiar with, she has never been in such a long time He closed his eyes, but at this moment he leaned quietly against the tombstone as if he had fallen asleep.

"Captain Mary, those people from the Gendarmerie..." I can probably understand the meaning of the words "good night" and "go see Levi" last night in my heart, maybe she has already expected the actions of those in power Think carefully, but I still don't want to accept the facts in front of me. I prefer to believe that she is just too tired to rest with her eyes closed.

"Stop quarreling with her, Randall, keep your eyes open to see clearly." The man who was standing there before I came pointed to the blade that was inserted into the heart of Captain Mary's chest, and was still stained with a trace of blood. , expressionless and resolutely said that sentence I do not want to admit: "She is dead."

"How is it possible..." I squatted down and kept calling her name and shaking her shoulders, but I couldn't get any answer.

The man seemed to be unable to stand it any longer, lowered his voice, and stopped him with anger: "Stop Randall, stop messing around like a kid who will never grow up, it's time for her to take a good rest .”

"Why do you order me?" I stared at him unwillingly, always looking aloof, as if I was the person who knew her best in the world, and it was even more so now, making me seem like the only one who had the right to speak. people.

"Why?" The man's expression was unwavering when he looked down at me, showing his black humor appropriately: "This is my tombstone, not only making noise at the door of other people's houses, but also tampering with things belonging to other people's houses, Of course I have the right to order you to stop and shut up, uneducated Randall 'kid'."

Afraid of making mistakes, I double-checked the simple letters on the tombstone: Levi.

The man in front of me, who is completely different from what I imagined, is actually Levi?

This is really good luck, I suddenly felt very funny, but my face was always tense so that I couldn't make a hearty laugh expression, I could only slightly hook the corners of my mouth bitterly: "You should have told me earlier , not after she dies unknowingly."

"Randall, the dead have no right to speak." Levi squatted down in front of Mary with his back to me, and he reached out to touch her face, but in the end it was as if he was touching air that didn't exist He kept this posture, and after a few seconds of silence, he slowly withdrew his hand, "I can't hear, I can't see and I can't touch, but I want to tell her that such a ridiculous existence is actually in your In front of him, after all, it can only increase negative emotions by getting in the way, without any other benefits."

"No such thing! I can see you! I can help you convey whatever you want to say!" As if trying to break the cold tone, I raised the volume without concealment.

I still can't figure out what the man in front of me is thinking. He obviously sees everything in his eyes. Why did he refuse to even give a word of charity to Captain Mary from the beginning to the end? Is he really so heartless?Or maybe he has never really put his feelings into practice.

"Hmph." Levi snorted coldly, and said to me mercilessly: "Randall, in my opinion, your strength is not as good as Eric's until now. The reason why you have survived until now is just It's because your luck is better, that's all. During the expedition, luck is always equal to your strength, but that game is so illusory that no one can grasp it, so in the past, you can guarantee that you can survive to the end ?”

I shook my head, and I could draw a negative conclusion without any thinking. Every expedition outside the wall is a life-and-death bet for me, and it is never an exception. The reason why I can still stand here alive is probably It is really thanks to God's favor that is greater than my own strength.

"You're the first person in a long time who can see me," he said after a slight sigh.

Levi didn't make it clear, but through the question he asked before, I suddenly understood what he was thinking and caring about - if I die, the only link between them is also It broke, knowing it was right in front of my eyes but I couldn't even catch the slightest trace, that was more painful than not knowing it in the first place.

Although I really want to ask him, "Whether you have so many worries in life or after death, when will you be entangled until you are willing to give up", but I have no way to say it. Compared with him, I am still too thoughtless after all.

"Besides, if she knows that I'm still here, death will no longer be salvation for her, but another tortured farewell, but I don't expect your childish head, which is as naive as a kid, to understand, I'm afraid Not so long ago, you naively thought that as long as the giants were wiped out, everyone could live together with each other?" Levi sneered mockingly.

I was taken aback, clenched my fists and lowered my head unwillingly: "I originally thought so... Did Captain Mary know that things would turn out like this?" Why didn't I notice anything? How useless.

"I once told her during the training period, before the giants were wiped out, that the only enemy of human beings can never be giants, let alone now, the situation that will evolve into the present situation is predictable without much thought. Got it, are you Randall who only has age but no brains?" Levi turned his head and looked at me, without seeing any strangeness in his expression, he instructed me in an orderly tone: "Go and inform the military police The gang come to collect the body, and the gang will be dancing with joy for one less troublesome errand."

"Why? Why can you still say such things as if nothing happened? No, it can't be like this, she is already dead, if you hand over the body to them, you don't know how humiliating it will be... you really Does she have feelings?" I couldn't help but look suspiciously at the expressionless man in front of me, unable to capture any emotion from his face.

Levi stared straight at me, frowned, and said to me seriously: "It's your turn to doubt, but think about it carefully, are you going to abandon your family? For this lifeless Don’t forget what she once said, rather than caring about how the corpse will be disposed of, it’s better to remember it in the bottom of my heart.”

After listening to his words, I only felt a sore nose, and my eyes were a little hot. I kept taking deep breaths. Wouldn't it be too ugly if I cried?He is right, but it is precisely because of this that I feel extremely bitter. How much patience must a person have to say such sensible things after the death of the most important person?

I think my doubts just now are superfluous. There are probably some things that no one other than them can understand deeply, so I didn't ask any more in the end, whether it was why he shed tears before he died or what he said to him. The view of this relationship, I am willing to let this become a secret between them and not get involved.

Before leaving, I finally expressed my own thoughts to his back: "Dream tomorrow, believe in human beings, you may think this is a stupid idea, but I still think so, after all, among human beings It’s not just those bad guys. Aren’t you and Captain Mary included? There are also the companions of the Survey Corps and those who have struggled so far. As long as such existences haven’t completely disappeared, I’m still willing to do so. Continue to believe that no matter what kind of adversity the world will face next, I think it will definitely develop towards a better direction like defeating giants now."

Whether it will be another hundred years or another thousand years, even if we are no longer here, the world will definitely change gradually in places we cannot see.

"Naive." Levi's back facing me trembled slightly, I couldn't see his expression at the moment, so I wanted to imagine in my heart that he breathed a sigh of satisfaction before saying this: "But it's not bad."

The Gendarmerie finally came to recover the corpse, and then in a world where there were no giants, the Survey Corps was disbanded without any suspense as a useless pawn. The puppet that is going to go, but they may never realize that we have always fought for the will to be free in our hearts.

What followed was the revolution initiated by the people to overthrow the dynasty and the endless struggle for power among the powerful classes, and human beings began to war with each other.

Rather than the lifeless calm, in my opinion, this turbulent situation is more like the result of the collision of light and darkness in human nature.

But I had no intention of participating in it. As she expected, I moved with my family to a remote area far away from disputes and started a peaceful life.

I haven't seen Levi since the day we parted at the cemetery. He seems to have disappeared completely. Maybe he is long gone, but I still pray all the time that they will finally be together.

In the end, I became the only person who knew something that was never known in that period of history. Whether it was contact with Mary or being able to see Levi, this was probably a hidden arrangement.

I don't want it to be buried in my head forever, to disappear completely in this world after I'm gone, no one will remember it, but to be passed down forever, and it should be passed down forever, I think so.

So I picked up the pen and recorded what Mary had told me about everything she had come into contact with and the story with Levi: In the legend of the Survey Corps, it is known as "the strongest human being" Next to Captain Levi, there is a girl who keeps her 15-year-old face until she dies...

——Dedicated to those "heroes" who have to be heroes, but are worthy of this title.

The author has something to say: [Ah ah ah the giant is over TT

But to be honest, regardless of whether it’s Brother Chuang’s request or not, I’m really disappointed with the original content of the last two episodes of the animation, which is obviously intended to drag the plot.

The dialogue between the two regiment leaders in the last episode made me feel that the animation aspect of the Black Gendarmerie did not forget to whitewash a little bit. From the audience’s point of view, I might agree with this approach of the Investigation Corps. I am the same way. People who go to a district are very likely to catch Arnie, but I think if I am in the ordinary group, I must agree with the Gendarmerie Corps and hate the Survey Corps == This is like reading the text and generally not liking the Virgin and Daughter Lord, it would be nicer to look more ruthless, but in real life...give me a bunch of Holy Mothers, so I don't think Captain Neil's approach is "absolutely" wrong.

I saw a lot of people on the barrage saying that Commander Nair has a problem with IQ, and that people hiding in the wall deserve it if they die. After saying that, I felt a pain in the ass... This is so secondary, I feel that since the animation repeats After emphasizing Amin’s words about human nature, many people who always talk about “abandoning human nature” and think they are crazy and cool_(:3」∠)_Abandon you sister!Parents really raised you for nothing!Good boy, don't just imitate the team leader casually!

By the way, I feel so sorry for that little loli whose face was spoiled!It's really amazing! =////=]

↑The above is my nonsense ww

Then talk about the main topic of this article. Probably no one will remember the same as the penultimate paragraph at the end. Randall who recorded all of this~☆

In fact, I think this series actually ends with hope, just like Randall and the views expressed in the lyrics below, but I also understand that many people will not have the same thoughts as me, even for this I don’t understand the series, I feel that the author is an idiot who abuses others for the sake of abuse. QAQ is actually not like this... [tears] Although the hope is slim, I firmly believe that there is still a 0v0 who understands my little friend

Tomorrow is officially a holiday!The title of the next chapter is "To You After 2000", I plan to rest for two or three days and go out for a stroll occasionally before continuing to write =v=

Guys please feel free to...

In another 10 years, in another 100 years, the world will gradually change

Even if we had disappeared by then

The things I want to protect still exist

Endless hatred and quarrels of foolish people

At last it fades away gradually, praying like this

The country will also be full of *

——茶太-変わり行く世界のために