After breaking off with Slag Gong, I was found by wealthy parents
Chapter 74 Psychological Counseling
Sure enough, after Chi's father and Chi's mother also knew about this, they thought the same as Chi Ling and agreed not to have this child.
Chi's mother was afraid that Tan Yao would think too much, so she deliberately pulled her aside to have a heart-to-heart talk with her.
"Yaoyao, Chi Ling in our family is as determined as his father. If he decides on someone, he won't let him go." Chi's mother said with a smile. I was surprised, but before he could catch up with you, he ran back and told us that he wanted to marry you. I knew at that time that it was probably because of you that he would not marry in his life. Fortunately, he still put You were caught, and we were relieved."
"After you get married, you should be able to see that he really likes you. It's just that this poor boy likes to keep everything in his heart."
"I like you and don't say it, and when I'm unhappy, I bury it all in my heart. Anyway, if you want to know what he is thinking, apart from knowing him, you can only rely on guessing."
"But there is one thing that your dad and I can tell without guessing, that is, he loves you very much."
With a smile in her eyes, Mother Chi asked Tan Yao: "You have been married for so long, have you heard him tell you that he loves you?"
Tan Yao thought for a long time before shaking her head.
Not really.
The smile in Chi's mother's eyes deepened: "That's right! He is such a person. He likes you to death, but he just can't speak. But you should also understand in your heart that although he didn't say he loves you, he still loves you." Everything he does is to love you."
"He knew that you felt sorry for Yunxing's loss, so he left the company to accompany you. Knowing that you didn't want to go to the company, he didn't force you. He followed you in many things, but this time , it should be the first time he didn't follow your wishes."
Chi's mother's eyes fell on Tan Yao's lower abdomen, and said softly: "Because he is very worried about you, and your current state is not suitable for pregnancy. As for me and your father, what do you think about us?"
"Although our little Yunxing hasn't come home yet, he will come back one day. All we need to do is wait for Yunxing to come back slowly. When Yunxing is not here, isn't there still hope?"
"You don't need to think about anyone, you just need to think about your own feelings." Chi's mother said.
After Chi's mother left, Tan Yao sat in the room for a long time that day.
When she finally came to her senses, it was already night.
The nanny brought her dinner, and Tan Yao casually asked, "Where's Chi Ling?"
The nanny said: "Mr. hasn't come home since he left at noon."
Tan Yao couldn't eat immediately. She picked up her mobile phone and was about to call Chi Ling when she heard the door being pushed open.
Chi Ling walked in frowning, looking a little ugly.
Tan Yao was very worried: "What's wrong with you?"
Chi Ling shook his head at her, only said that he was a little tired, and then fell asleep.
No matter how Tan Yao asked, Chi Ling didn't speak.
Of course Tan Yao was in a hurry. She wanted to go out to call the family doctor, but Chi Ling grabbed her arm. Chi Ling's voice was very hoarse: "Don't go, just sleep with me for a while, okay?"
Tan Yao's eyes were full of anxiety: "Are you really okay?"
Chi Ling nodded.
Seeing this, Tan Yao went to bed with him and lay down, but after lying down, it was the next day.
After she was pregnant, Tan Yao was very tired and fell asleep as soon as her head touched the pillow.
When she was having breakfast in the morning, she learned from Chi's mother that Chi Ling went to the hospital for a ligation operation yesterday.
After giving birth to Xiao Yunxing, Tan Yao and Chi Ling have always paid special attention to contraception, but even if they have taken contraception, there is a very small chance of being recruited, and this is how the child in Tan Yao's belly came about.
Chi Ling knew very well how much beating a child hurt a woman, so after he knew about it, he went to the hospital to make an appointment for surgery as soon as possible.
He didn't want Tan Yao to be hurt anymore.
The unexpected child in Tan Yao's womb finally died with Chi Ling's company.
After that, the relationship between Tan Yao and Chi Ling got better and better.
"Then why...the divorce?" Hearing this, Chi Yunxing couldn't help asking.
Tan Yao smiled wryly upon hearing this.Yes, the relationship is so good, they both like each other, how could they get divorced?
Tan Yao's eyes were a little red. This matter was a pain hidden in her heart all the time. Every time she mentioned it, Tan Yao felt extremely uncomfortable.
The matter started from the year when Mr. Chi was seriously ill.
Ever since Tan Yao's parents passed away unexpectedly, the thing Tan Yao fears the most is parting from life to death.
But the more she was afraid, the more she knew that this day would come after all.
Mr. Chi's health is getting worse day by day, and he has issued the critical illness notice several times.
During that time, Tan Yao stayed in the hospital almost every day.
Grandma Chi was a little more open-minded than Tan Yao. She knew that Mr. Chi would not last long, so she proposed to take Mr. Chi home first.
Go back to a home that is more comfortable and comfortable for him, so that it will not be too painful to leave.
But Mr. Chi just refused to leave. He wanted to stay in the hospital, and he felt that he could persist.
He wanted to wait for Yunxing to come back in the hospital.
When Tan Yao heard this, her emotions completely collapsed, and she ran out of the ward and cried a lot.
Chi Ling was by her side, comforting her in a low voice.
Tan Yao couldn't help asking Chi Ling if it was her fault.
If only she wasn't so strong back then.
If she stays with Yun Xing well, Yun Xing will not be abducted.
There will also be no such situation that Mr. Chi is about to leave and cannot meet Yun Xing yet.
Tan Yao felt that all of this was her own fault.
It was because she was too stubborn.
After marrying Chi Ling, although she knew that Chi Ling liked her, she still felt uneasy.
Her family background is different from Chi Ling's. She is afraid that once she loses her job, she will no longer be able to gain a foothold in Chi's family.
She was so persistent in wanting to go to work in the company, not only because she stayed at home for too long, but also because of her selfishness.
This matter has been buried in Tan Yao's heart for too long. Every time the Chi family treats her better, the guilt will deepen.
It wasn't until the day when Mr. Chi left due to a serious illness that the bomb that had been buried in Tan Yao's heart for a long time exploded completely, submerging her in a huge sense of guilt in an instant.
Old Master Chi's funeral was over, and even though Chi Ling was always by her side, Tan Yao still couldn't come out.
Mother Chi was also very sad, but she also endured her sadness and came to comfort Tan Yao.
But the more she was like this, the more uncomfortable Tan Yao was.
Finally one day, Tan Yao couldn't take it anymore, and she asked Chi Ling for a divorce.
Chi Ling's eyes turned red after hearing this sentence, the man naturally would not agree, and said that no matter what, he would not divorce.
Tan Yao only felt very tired at the time, but she still tried her best to explain to Chi Ling: "But I really don't deserve you, the better you treat me, the more guilty and uncomfortable I feel...Chi Ling, I don't want to be so uncomfortable, and I don't want you to be with me. So can you let me go away temporarily, and I will come back after I think about it? "
Chi Ling almost gritted his teeth and said, "Impossible."
"I disagree."
Tan Yao's voice was hoarse: "Chi Ling, I beg you, it's only temporary, I just want to..."
Chi Ling's voice became hoarse: "Yaoyao, have you considered my feelings?"
Tan Yao froze in place.
After a long time, Chi Ling said: "If you really feel that being with me is stressful, then I can promise you that I will not bother you during this time, let alone ask about your affairs. But I will not I promised to divorce you."
After saying this, Chi Ling left.
After that, he lived in the company for a long time, and Tan Yao could still see Chi Ling every day, but every time they met, Chi Ling would never take the initiative to talk to Tan Yao again.
The two of them were acquainted, but they seemed like strangers.
Gradually, more and more people discovered the anomaly between the two.
Some people also said that they are actually divorced, and the reason why they have not made it public now is just to avoid causing panic.
Tan Yao didn't take these rumors to heart, but Chi Ling did.
That night, Tan Yao received a call from the police station, saying that Chi Ling was fighting with someone, and the reason for the fight was because those people rumored that the two of them were divorced.
When Tan Yao saw Chi Ling, he found a big bruise at the corner of his mouth.
Tan Yao looked distressed, and at the same time she was even more angry: "How old are you, how can you still do such a thing as fighting with others?"
When Chi Ling found Tan Yao coming, he didn't say anything, but calmly looked away.
At that moment Tan Yao said she was not angry, but she was more distressed.
After releasing Chi Ling on bail, Tan Yao was about to drive Chi Ling to the hospital, but saw Chi Ling reaching out to stop a taxi.
This is the first time Chi Ling left in front of Tan Yao.
That night, Chi Ling still didn't go home.
Mother Chi is not a dull person, and she quickly discovered the abnormality.
Mother Chi didn't go to Tan Yao for the first time, but talked to Chi Ling.
Tan Yao didn't know what their mother and son talked about, she only remembered that Chi Ling came back suddenly one day.
Chi Ling returned to the room and only asked Tan Yao one sentence: "Yaoyao, do you really want to divorce me?"
Tan Yao nodded firmly.
After thinking about it, Tan Yao even took out the divorce agreement she had arranged with a lawyer earlier in the morning and handed it to Chi Ling.
When Tan Yao married Chi Ling back then, she didn't have much dowry, but she received a lot of gifts.
Now that Tan Yao and Chi Ling are divorced, she is going to leave the house without any money.
When Chi Ling took the divorce agreement, he was still calm, but when he finished reading all the content, he collapsed. He stepped forward to hug Tan Yao tightly, and kept begging Tan Yao not to divorce him.
Tan Yao was so hugged that she almost couldn't breathe well, she struggled a lot.
But the more Tan Yao struggled, the tighter Chi Ling hugged her.
Later, Tan Yao got angry, and she missed and pushed Chi Ling to the bedside table, and Chi Ling's head hit the vase straight.
Every time she thinks of this, Tan Yao feels as if a hole has been cut in her heart, and the cold wind keeps pouring in, causing severe pain.
She actually hurt the man who loved her the most.
Tan Yao couldn't forgive herself, and at the same time, the guilt in her heart was getting deeper and deeper.
Chi Ling stayed in the hospital for two months.
On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Chi Ling gave Tan Yao a divorce agreement.
Tan Yao's divorce agreement stated that Tan Yao went out of the house by herself, but in this agreement, all the property belonging to Chi Ling was given to Tan Yao in half.
Chi Ling was a little tired, but still said: "You sign now, and I can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with you later."
Tan Yao's lips parted: "But this agreement..."
"Only this agreement." Chi Ling suddenly turned his head to look at Tan Yao, "And, Tan Yao, if you sign to divorce me today, then the relationship between us will be completely over. Don't say anything to me and wait for you Calm down, come back and talk to me again."
"When it's over, it's over. I don't want to see you again. I will start my new life, and I hope you will too."
Tan Yao was stunned for a long time before she understood the meaning of Chi Ling's words.
She asked in a hoarse voice, "You mean..."
Chi Ling nodded: "I'm not divorcing you to give you time to calm down, but because I'm tired, Tan Yao, I don't want to waste time with you anymore."
Tan Yao looked at Chi Ling in disbelief.
She opened her mouth weakly, and she really wanted to ask Chi Ling, what does it mean to be tired?
Is Chi Ling going to give up on her?Is it completely over between them?
Tan Yao admitted that at that moment she was really scared.
She was afraid that she would lose Chi Ling just like that.
But under the huge guilt, Tan Yao still had to sign.
She was still holding luck in her heart at that time, and was praying secretly, hoping that what Chi Ling said was just angry words.
But after actually going to the Civil Affairs Bureau to complete the divorce procedures, Tan Yao knew that Chi Ling was not joking.
After that day, Tan Yao never saw Chi Ling again.
Tan Yao originally thought that if she divorced Chi Ling, she could completely get over the guilt, but it was only after this day that she realized that her original thoughts were simply ridiculous.
She couldn't get out, and she began to miss Chi Ling crazily.
Tan Yao regretted it.
But there is no medicine for regret in this world.
Seeing her depressed appearance every day, Yu Qiu couldn't stand it anymore, so he contacted a psychiatrist.
After talking with a psychiatrist, Tan Yao's condition improved slightly.
Later, she finally gradually came out of the guilt, and began to adapt to life without Chi Ling.
It was indeed difficult at the beginning, but no matter how difficult it is, it is the life you choose.
Tan Yao didn't stay at home every day, she started to try to go out, and also went to work in the company.
At the beginning, she still expected to meet Chi Ling in the company, but she didn't know until later that in order to develop overseas markets, Chi Ling basically stayed in foreign branches and rarely returned to China.
And even if he returns to China, Chi Ling seldom comes to the company, unless necessary.
Even in order not to see Tan Yao, Chi Ling also granted permission for Tan Yao not to report anything to him, and just leave it to other people.
It was also at this time that Tan Yao knew that Chi Ling really didn't want to see her again.
Tan Yao is very uncomfortable, but no matter how uncomfortable she is, she can only bear it by herself.
Because this is the divorce she proposed, Chi Ling just fulfilled her.
Until Tan Yao learned about Chi's mother's illness from Chi Xiwen.
Chi Ling said that he didn't want to see him, and Tan Yao didn't have to see him.
But Tan Yao couldn't help but see Grandma Chi.
This mother who almost regarded herself as her own daughter, Tan Yao wanted to accompany her in person no matter what.
The meeting in the hospital was the first meeting between Tan Yao and Chi Ling five years after their divorce.
Compared with five years ago, the man is much calmer and has more gray hair on his sideburns.
Tan Yao only dared to take a look, and quickly looked away.
Afterwards, every time she went to the hospital, Tan Yao would try her best to avoid meeting Chi Ling, but the hospital was so big in total, it was inevitable that the two would still meet.
At first, there was almost no conversation between the two of them, but later on, because Grandma Chi made a fuss and died of illness, the two had a rare chat.
Until they received a message from Chi Xiwen that they had found Chi Yunxing.
After that, the communication between them gradually increased.
Chi Ling has always said very little, most of the time it is Tan Yao who is talking to Chi Xiwen, and from time to time, Chi Ling will interject.
Later, when Tan Yao was struggling to go home for the first time and wanted to take Chi Yunxing back, Chi Ling took the initiative to say: "Go back to the old house." Do you prepare clothes for Yun Xing? After you move away, I will also prepare clothes for Yun Xing every year. There is nothing missing at home, and Yun Xing can go home directly."
Tan Yao was silent for a moment, then nodded: "Okay."
So Tan Yao moved back to Chi's house.
In fact, it can't be called moving, because Tan Yao only found out when she returned home that the bedroom she lived in before was exactly the same as when she left, and nothing had changed.
Even the ones on the dressing table are the skin care products that Tan Yao often uses now.
Tan Yao knew it was Chi Ling's order, but if Chi Ling didn't say anything, she just pretended not to know anything.
The two of them got along tacitly together for a long time, until yesterday——
Tan Yao knows how much Chi Ling drinks.
So how could Ling be drunk with a little wine?
So Tan Yao hardly hesitated, and took Chi Ling to the bedroom. She wanted to see what Chi Ling wanted to do.
What surprised her was that after Chi Ling returned to the room, he obediently went to wash up, and then lay down on the bed and fell asleep.
Before Tan Yao even came out of the shower, Chi Ling was already fast asleep.
It was difficult for Tan Yao to describe her mood at that moment.
She could actually go to the next room to sleep, but when she saw the man's sleeping face, Tan Yao suddenly didn't want to leave.
She got on the bed gently and lay down some distance away from Chi Ling.
To her surprise, she thought she would not be able to fall asleep, but she turned out to be sound asleep as soon as she lay on the bed, just like Chi Ling.
After waking up the next day, Tan Yao heard the sound of water dripping from the bathroom, and she knew that Chi Ling had woken up.
The two had a breakfast in peace. Tan Yao had been waiting for Chi Ling to speak, but she still didn't wait for Chi Ling to speak until she finished eating.
Tan Yao finally couldn't bear it any longer, and asked Chi Ling, "Is there nothing you want to tell me?"
Chi Ling was silent for a long time before he said, "I pretended to be drunk last night."
Tan Yao knew it a long time ago, she nodded: "Yeah."
Chi Ling rubbed some of his temples. In fact, he didn't have a headache. It was just a habitual action of his thinking.
He slept very well last night, and it was the best night he slept without drugs for the first time after divorcing Tan Yao.
After a while, Chi Ling said, "Tan Yao, let's remarry." Tan Yao was stunned for a long time.
In fact, Tan Yao was not surprised to hear this sentence, but she didn't know why Chi Ling said this sentence suddenly.
They have clearly been divorced for many years, and they are doing well each other now.Why remarry?
Moreover, Tan Yao had heard people say that Chi Ling was already accompanied by someone...
Thinking of this, Tan Yao suddenly felt a little sour in her heart. She couldn't help asking: "Why do you want to remarry me suddenly? Don't you already have someone to accompany you?"
Chi Ling suddenly showed a faint smile: "Tan Yao, after divorcing you, I know how you are doing, but I found out that you really don't know how I am doing."
"Tan Yao, let me tell you now, after I divorced you, I didn't live well at all."
"Why is there someone by my side? I'm doing well. It's because I let others tell you about it on purpose."
Tan Yao's eyes widened in astonishment: "What did you say?"
"After I divorced you, there was no one around me anymore. How could I go to someone else? I can't fucking forget you at all!" Chi Ling suddenly approached and said, his eyes fell on Tan Yao's lips, very Move away quickly.
"I miss you uncontrollably every day, but the more I miss you, the more uncomfortable I feel. In order not to feel so uncomfortable, I can only work hard. In fact, you should also know that we did not plan to expand overseas markets so early at the beginning. But why did I insist on developing abroad?"
"Because I can't get too close to you, if I get too close to you, I can't help but see you."
"Although I said, I don't want to see you again, but many times when you don't know, I will secretly visit you."
"I know that after you divorced me, you stayed at home for almost a year. At that time, no one knew how you were doing. I called Yu Qiu and asked her to accompany you."
"Knowing that you are not in a good state of mind, I went to contact a psychiatrist again, and then recommended it to you through others."
"..."
"I know many things about you, because I have been paying attention to you... I even know that after I leave, there are still a few suitors around you."
"Yes, one of them is the chairman of the Chen Group, right? You should have been sick and hospitalized some time ago, right?"
Speaking of this, Chi Ling suddenly smiled. Men seldom smile, but once they do, it still makes Tan Yao's heart tremble.
"I did it." Chi Ling said with a smile, his tone was very naive, "I really can't get used to him."
Tan Yao's eyes were a little red, and she couldn't help asking, "What did you do?"
Chi Ling nodded briskly: "Well, I'm so angry. Tan Yao, in the past five years, I couldn't eat well or sleep well every day. First I got a stomach problem, and then I had to rely on melatonin every day to sleep... ..." He frowned, and then said, "Sometimes I also take sleeping pills, but I can't take too much of this thing, it will make my stomach feel uncomfortable..."
"Wait..." Tan Yao noticed that her voice was trembling, she asked softly, "You said you have a stomach problem?"
Chi Ling: "Yes."
Tan Yao laughed angrily: "You still drink when you have a stomach problem?"
Chi Ling's expression was calm: "You have to drink when you are socializing, and sometimes you will drink a little when you feel uncomfortable."
"What happened to sleeping pills?" Tan Yao asked again in a trembling voice, "I remember you slept well before."
Chi Ling said: "I don't know, it's been several years, and I'm used to it..."
"Chi Ling!" Tan Yao's eyes were red with anger, "You are a fucking bastard! Your body has become like this, and you still drink? What do you mean you have to drink when socializing? You are in this position, you don't drink yourself, Who else can force you to drink?"
Chi Ling stopped talking again.
Just like when Tan Yao and him didn't divorce, every time Tan Yao got angry at him, he kept silent.
The fire in Tan Yao's heart does not come from one place, and sometimes when she gets angry, her thoughts are opened.
Tan Yao suddenly figured out why Chi Ling suddenly agreed to divorce her back then, and she asked with some uncertainty, "Are you... are you still angry with me?"
Chi Ling didn't expect Tan Yao to ask such a question, and he raised his eyes to meet Tan Yao's.
Tan Yao lost her patience: "Speak!"
It took Chi Ling a long time before he turned his head, and his voice was obviously lacking in confidence: "Yes."
Tan Yao became anxious: "You are angry with me, that's why you agreed to divorce me? And deliberately revealed that you have started a new life, just because you are angry with me?"
Chi Ling smashed the jar and said, "So what? Yaoyao, I love you so much, I can't bear to let you suffer a little bit of grievance every time, but what about you? You only care about your own feelings, you don't consider me at all, you don't think But what will you do if I leave you, you say you like me, and at the same time you want to divorce me, I can't accept it..."
Tan Yao closed her eyes in pain: "But I told you at the time, I just left temporarily, after I think it through, I will..."
"But I dare not bet."
"Then you dare to divorce me in anger?" Tan Yao laughed angrily.
Chi Ling stopped talking.
It was at this time that Chi Xiwen went downstairs.
Seeing Chi Xiwen, Tan Yao regained her senses in an instant. She turned around and left without saying anything.
She urgently needs a quiet environment to think about what went wrong.
Why did Chi Ling want to divorce her in a fit of anger, and why she was so dazed that she insisted on divorcing Chi Ling.
Tan Yao needed time to think clearly, but before she could figure it out, Chi Yunxing came again.
Tan Yao actually knew very well in her heart that the reason why she told Chi Yunxing and others about this was because she couldn't figure it out.
If she figured it out, she and Chi Ling wouldn't be separated for five years.
After listening to Tan Yao's words, everyone present fell silent.
I don't know how long it took, but Duan Zhiyan broke the silence first: "Aunt Tan, tell me, have you received psychological counseling before?"
Tan Yao froze for a moment, then nodded.
Duan Zhiyan asked again: "How many times have you talked with a counselor?"
Tan Yao remembered clearly: "Twice, because I was really in a bad state at the time, so I felt better after talking twice, so I didn't..."
Chi Yunxing looked at Duan Zhiyan in astonishment, Duan Zhiyan just patted Chi Yunxing on the back, and said in a low voice, "It's okay."
Chi's mother was afraid that Tan Yao would think too much, so she deliberately pulled her aside to have a heart-to-heart talk with her.
"Yaoyao, Chi Ling in our family is as determined as his father. If he decides on someone, he won't let him go." Chi's mother said with a smile. I was surprised, but before he could catch up with you, he ran back and told us that he wanted to marry you. I knew at that time that it was probably because of you that he would not marry in his life. Fortunately, he still put You were caught, and we were relieved."
"After you get married, you should be able to see that he really likes you. It's just that this poor boy likes to keep everything in his heart."
"I like you and don't say it, and when I'm unhappy, I bury it all in my heart. Anyway, if you want to know what he is thinking, apart from knowing him, you can only rely on guessing."
"But there is one thing that your dad and I can tell without guessing, that is, he loves you very much."
With a smile in her eyes, Mother Chi asked Tan Yao: "You have been married for so long, have you heard him tell you that he loves you?"
Tan Yao thought for a long time before shaking her head.
Not really.
The smile in Chi's mother's eyes deepened: "That's right! He is such a person. He likes you to death, but he just can't speak. But you should also understand in your heart that although he didn't say he loves you, he still loves you." Everything he does is to love you."
"He knew that you felt sorry for Yunxing's loss, so he left the company to accompany you. Knowing that you didn't want to go to the company, he didn't force you. He followed you in many things, but this time , it should be the first time he didn't follow your wishes."
Chi's mother's eyes fell on Tan Yao's lower abdomen, and said softly: "Because he is very worried about you, and your current state is not suitable for pregnancy. As for me and your father, what do you think about us?"
"Although our little Yunxing hasn't come home yet, he will come back one day. All we need to do is wait for Yunxing to come back slowly. When Yunxing is not here, isn't there still hope?"
"You don't need to think about anyone, you just need to think about your own feelings." Chi's mother said.
After Chi's mother left, Tan Yao sat in the room for a long time that day.
When she finally came to her senses, it was already night.
The nanny brought her dinner, and Tan Yao casually asked, "Where's Chi Ling?"
The nanny said: "Mr. hasn't come home since he left at noon."
Tan Yao couldn't eat immediately. She picked up her mobile phone and was about to call Chi Ling when she heard the door being pushed open.
Chi Ling walked in frowning, looking a little ugly.
Tan Yao was very worried: "What's wrong with you?"
Chi Ling shook his head at her, only said that he was a little tired, and then fell asleep.
No matter how Tan Yao asked, Chi Ling didn't speak.
Of course Tan Yao was in a hurry. She wanted to go out to call the family doctor, but Chi Ling grabbed her arm. Chi Ling's voice was very hoarse: "Don't go, just sleep with me for a while, okay?"
Tan Yao's eyes were full of anxiety: "Are you really okay?"
Chi Ling nodded.
Seeing this, Tan Yao went to bed with him and lay down, but after lying down, it was the next day.
After she was pregnant, Tan Yao was very tired and fell asleep as soon as her head touched the pillow.
When she was having breakfast in the morning, she learned from Chi's mother that Chi Ling went to the hospital for a ligation operation yesterday.
After giving birth to Xiao Yunxing, Tan Yao and Chi Ling have always paid special attention to contraception, but even if they have taken contraception, there is a very small chance of being recruited, and this is how the child in Tan Yao's belly came about.
Chi Ling knew very well how much beating a child hurt a woman, so after he knew about it, he went to the hospital to make an appointment for surgery as soon as possible.
He didn't want Tan Yao to be hurt anymore.
The unexpected child in Tan Yao's womb finally died with Chi Ling's company.
After that, the relationship between Tan Yao and Chi Ling got better and better.
"Then why...the divorce?" Hearing this, Chi Yunxing couldn't help asking.
Tan Yao smiled wryly upon hearing this.Yes, the relationship is so good, they both like each other, how could they get divorced?
Tan Yao's eyes were a little red. This matter was a pain hidden in her heart all the time. Every time she mentioned it, Tan Yao felt extremely uncomfortable.
The matter started from the year when Mr. Chi was seriously ill.
Ever since Tan Yao's parents passed away unexpectedly, the thing Tan Yao fears the most is parting from life to death.
But the more she was afraid, the more she knew that this day would come after all.
Mr. Chi's health is getting worse day by day, and he has issued the critical illness notice several times.
During that time, Tan Yao stayed in the hospital almost every day.
Grandma Chi was a little more open-minded than Tan Yao. She knew that Mr. Chi would not last long, so she proposed to take Mr. Chi home first.
Go back to a home that is more comfortable and comfortable for him, so that it will not be too painful to leave.
But Mr. Chi just refused to leave. He wanted to stay in the hospital, and he felt that he could persist.
He wanted to wait for Yunxing to come back in the hospital.
When Tan Yao heard this, her emotions completely collapsed, and she ran out of the ward and cried a lot.
Chi Ling was by her side, comforting her in a low voice.
Tan Yao couldn't help asking Chi Ling if it was her fault.
If only she wasn't so strong back then.
If she stays with Yun Xing well, Yun Xing will not be abducted.
There will also be no such situation that Mr. Chi is about to leave and cannot meet Yun Xing yet.
Tan Yao felt that all of this was her own fault.
It was because she was too stubborn.
After marrying Chi Ling, although she knew that Chi Ling liked her, she still felt uneasy.
Her family background is different from Chi Ling's. She is afraid that once she loses her job, she will no longer be able to gain a foothold in Chi's family.
She was so persistent in wanting to go to work in the company, not only because she stayed at home for too long, but also because of her selfishness.
This matter has been buried in Tan Yao's heart for too long. Every time the Chi family treats her better, the guilt will deepen.
It wasn't until the day when Mr. Chi left due to a serious illness that the bomb that had been buried in Tan Yao's heart for a long time exploded completely, submerging her in a huge sense of guilt in an instant.
Old Master Chi's funeral was over, and even though Chi Ling was always by her side, Tan Yao still couldn't come out.
Mother Chi was also very sad, but she also endured her sadness and came to comfort Tan Yao.
But the more she was like this, the more uncomfortable Tan Yao was.
Finally one day, Tan Yao couldn't take it anymore, and she asked Chi Ling for a divorce.
Chi Ling's eyes turned red after hearing this sentence, the man naturally would not agree, and said that no matter what, he would not divorce.
Tan Yao only felt very tired at the time, but she still tried her best to explain to Chi Ling: "But I really don't deserve you, the better you treat me, the more guilty and uncomfortable I feel...Chi Ling, I don't want to be so uncomfortable, and I don't want you to be with me. So can you let me go away temporarily, and I will come back after I think about it? "
Chi Ling almost gritted his teeth and said, "Impossible."
"I disagree."
Tan Yao's voice was hoarse: "Chi Ling, I beg you, it's only temporary, I just want to..."
Chi Ling's voice became hoarse: "Yaoyao, have you considered my feelings?"
Tan Yao froze in place.
After a long time, Chi Ling said: "If you really feel that being with me is stressful, then I can promise you that I will not bother you during this time, let alone ask about your affairs. But I will not I promised to divorce you."
After saying this, Chi Ling left.
After that, he lived in the company for a long time, and Tan Yao could still see Chi Ling every day, but every time they met, Chi Ling would never take the initiative to talk to Tan Yao again.
The two of them were acquainted, but they seemed like strangers.
Gradually, more and more people discovered the anomaly between the two.
Some people also said that they are actually divorced, and the reason why they have not made it public now is just to avoid causing panic.
Tan Yao didn't take these rumors to heart, but Chi Ling did.
That night, Tan Yao received a call from the police station, saying that Chi Ling was fighting with someone, and the reason for the fight was because those people rumored that the two of them were divorced.
When Tan Yao saw Chi Ling, he found a big bruise at the corner of his mouth.
Tan Yao looked distressed, and at the same time she was even more angry: "How old are you, how can you still do such a thing as fighting with others?"
When Chi Ling found Tan Yao coming, he didn't say anything, but calmly looked away.
At that moment Tan Yao said she was not angry, but she was more distressed.
After releasing Chi Ling on bail, Tan Yao was about to drive Chi Ling to the hospital, but saw Chi Ling reaching out to stop a taxi.
This is the first time Chi Ling left in front of Tan Yao.
That night, Chi Ling still didn't go home.
Mother Chi is not a dull person, and she quickly discovered the abnormality.
Mother Chi didn't go to Tan Yao for the first time, but talked to Chi Ling.
Tan Yao didn't know what their mother and son talked about, she only remembered that Chi Ling came back suddenly one day.
Chi Ling returned to the room and only asked Tan Yao one sentence: "Yaoyao, do you really want to divorce me?"
Tan Yao nodded firmly.
After thinking about it, Tan Yao even took out the divorce agreement she had arranged with a lawyer earlier in the morning and handed it to Chi Ling.
When Tan Yao married Chi Ling back then, she didn't have much dowry, but she received a lot of gifts.
Now that Tan Yao and Chi Ling are divorced, she is going to leave the house without any money.
When Chi Ling took the divorce agreement, he was still calm, but when he finished reading all the content, he collapsed. He stepped forward to hug Tan Yao tightly, and kept begging Tan Yao not to divorce him.
Tan Yao was so hugged that she almost couldn't breathe well, she struggled a lot.
But the more Tan Yao struggled, the tighter Chi Ling hugged her.
Later, Tan Yao got angry, and she missed and pushed Chi Ling to the bedside table, and Chi Ling's head hit the vase straight.
Every time she thinks of this, Tan Yao feels as if a hole has been cut in her heart, and the cold wind keeps pouring in, causing severe pain.
She actually hurt the man who loved her the most.
Tan Yao couldn't forgive herself, and at the same time, the guilt in her heart was getting deeper and deeper.
Chi Ling stayed in the hospital for two months.
On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Chi Ling gave Tan Yao a divorce agreement.
Tan Yao's divorce agreement stated that Tan Yao went out of the house by herself, but in this agreement, all the property belonging to Chi Ling was given to Tan Yao in half.
Chi Ling was a little tired, but still said: "You sign now, and I can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with you later."
Tan Yao's lips parted: "But this agreement..."
"Only this agreement." Chi Ling suddenly turned his head to look at Tan Yao, "And, Tan Yao, if you sign to divorce me today, then the relationship between us will be completely over. Don't say anything to me and wait for you Calm down, come back and talk to me again."
"When it's over, it's over. I don't want to see you again. I will start my new life, and I hope you will too."
Tan Yao was stunned for a long time before she understood the meaning of Chi Ling's words.
She asked in a hoarse voice, "You mean..."
Chi Ling nodded: "I'm not divorcing you to give you time to calm down, but because I'm tired, Tan Yao, I don't want to waste time with you anymore."
Tan Yao looked at Chi Ling in disbelief.
She opened her mouth weakly, and she really wanted to ask Chi Ling, what does it mean to be tired?
Is Chi Ling going to give up on her?Is it completely over between them?
Tan Yao admitted that at that moment she was really scared.
She was afraid that she would lose Chi Ling just like that.
But under the huge guilt, Tan Yao still had to sign.
She was still holding luck in her heart at that time, and was praying secretly, hoping that what Chi Ling said was just angry words.
But after actually going to the Civil Affairs Bureau to complete the divorce procedures, Tan Yao knew that Chi Ling was not joking.
After that day, Tan Yao never saw Chi Ling again.
Tan Yao originally thought that if she divorced Chi Ling, she could completely get over the guilt, but it was only after this day that she realized that her original thoughts were simply ridiculous.
She couldn't get out, and she began to miss Chi Ling crazily.
Tan Yao regretted it.
But there is no medicine for regret in this world.
Seeing her depressed appearance every day, Yu Qiu couldn't stand it anymore, so he contacted a psychiatrist.
After talking with a psychiatrist, Tan Yao's condition improved slightly.
Later, she finally gradually came out of the guilt, and began to adapt to life without Chi Ling.
It was indeed difficult at the beginning, but no matter how difficult it is, it is the life you choose.
Tan Yao didn't stay at home every day, she started to try to go out, and also went to work in the company.
At the beginning, she still expected to meet Chi Ling in the company, but she didn't know until later that in order to develop overseas markets, Chi Ling basically stayed in foreign branches and rarely returned to China.
And even if he returns to China, Chi Ling seldom comes to the company, unless necessary.
Even in order not to see Tan Yao, Chi Ling also granted permission for Tan Yao not to report anything to him, and just leave it to other people.
It was also at this time that Tan Yao knew that Chi Ling really didn't want to see her again.
Tan Yao is very uncomfortable, but no matter how uncomfortable she is, she can only bear it by herself.
Because this is the divorce she proposed, Chi Ling just fulfilled her.
Until Tan Yao learned about Chi's mother's illness from Chi Xiwen.
Chi Ling said that he didn't want to see him, and Tan Yao didn't have to see him.
But Tan Yao couldn't help but see Grandma Chi.
This mother who almost regarded herself as her own daughter, Tan Yao wanted to accompany her in person no matter what.
The meeting in the hospital was the first meeting between Tan Yao and Chi Ling five years after their divorce.
Compared with five years ago, the man is much calmer and has more gray hair on his sideburns.
Tan Yao only dared to take a look, and quickly looked away.
Afterwards, every time she went to the hospital, Tan Yao would try her best to avoid meeting Chi Ling, but the hospital was so big in total, it was inevitable that the two would still meet.
At first, there was almost no conversation between the two of them, but later on, because Grandma Chi made a fuss and died of illness, the two had a rare chat.
Until they received a message from Chi Xiwen that they had found Chi Yunxing.
After that, the communication between them gradually increased.
Chi Ling has always said very little, most of the time it is Tan Yao who is talking to Chi Xiwen, and from time to time, Chi Ling will interject.
Later, when Tan Yao was struggling to go home for the first time and wanted to take Chi Yunxing back, Chi Ling took the initiative to say: "Go back to the old house." Do you prepare clothes for Yun Xing? After you move away, I will also prepare clothes for Yun Xing every year. There is nothing missing at home, and Yun Xing can go home directly."
Tan Yao was silent for a moment, then nodded: "Okay."
So Tan Yao moved back to Chi's house.
In fact, it can't be called moving, because Tan Yao only found out when she returned home that the bedroom she lived in before was exactly the same as when she left, and nothing had changed.
Even the ones on the dressing table are the skin care products that Tan Yao often uses now.
Tan Yao knew it was Chi Ling's order, but if Chi Ling didn't say anything, she just pretended not to know anything.
The two of them got along tacitly together for a long time, until yesterday——
Tan Yao knows how much Chi Ling drinks.
So how could Ling be drunk with a little wine?
So Tan Yao hardly hesitated, and took Chi Ling to the bedroom. She wanted to see what Chi Ling wanted to do.
What surprised her was that after Chi Ling returned to the room, he obediently went to wash up, and then lay down on the bed and fell asleep.
Before Tan Yao even came out of the shower, Chi Ling was already fast asleep.
It was difficult for Tan Yao to describe her mood at that moment.
She could actually go to the next room to sleep, but when she saw the man's sleeping face, Tan Yao suddenly didn't want to leave.
She got on the bed gently and lay down some distance away from Chi Ling.
To her surprise, she thought she would not be able to fall asleep, but she turned out to be sound asleep as soon as she lay on the bed, just like Chi Ling.
After waking up the next day, Tan Yao heard the sound of water dripping from the bathroom, and she knew that Chi Ling had woken up.
The two had a breakfast in peace. Tan Yao had been waiting for Chi Ling to speak, but she still didn't wait for Chi Ling to speak until she finished eating.
Tan Yao finally couldn't bear it any longer, and asked Chi Ling, "Is there nothing you want to tell me?"
Chi Ling was silent for a long time before he said, "I pretended to be drunk last night."
Tan Yao knew it a long time ago, she nodded: "Yeah."
Chi Ling rubbed some of his temples. In fact, he didn't have a headache. It was just a habitual action of his thinking.
He slept very well last night, and it was the best night he slept without drugs for the first time after divorcing Tan Yao.
After a while, Chi Ling said, "Tan Yao, let's remarry." Tan Yao was stunned for a long time.
In fact, Tan Yao was not surprised to hear this sentence, but she didn't know why Chi Ling said this sentence suddenly.
They have clearly been divorced for many years, and they are doing well each other now.Why remarry?
Moreover, Tan Yao had heard people say that Chi Ling was already accompanied by someone...
Thinking of this, Tan Yao suddenly felt a little sour in her heart. She couldn't help asking: "Why do you want to remarry me suddenly? Don't you already have someone to accompany you?"
Chi Ling suddenly showed a faint smile: "Tan Yao, after divorcing you, I know how you are doing, but I found out that you really don't know how I am doing."
"Tan Yao, let me tell you now, after I divorced you, I didn't live well at all."
"Why is there someone by my side? I'm doing well. It's because I let others tell you about it on purpose."
Tan Yao's eyes widened in astonishment: "What did you say?"
"After I divorced you, there was no one around me anymore. How could I go to someone else? I can't fucking forget you at all!" Chi Ling suddenly approached and said, his eyes fell on Tan Yao's lips, very Move away quickly.
"I miss you uncontrollably every day, but the more I miss you, the more uncomfortable I feel. In order not to feel so uncomfortable, I can only work hard. In fact, you should also know that we did not plan to expand overseas markets so early at the beginning. But why did I insist on developing abroad?"
"Because I can't get too close to you, if I get too close to you, I can't help but see you."
"Although I said, I don't want to see you again, but many times when you don't know, I will secretly visit you."
"I know that after you divorced me, you stayed at home for almost a year. At that time, no one knew how you were doing. I called Yu Qiu and asked her to accompany you."
"Knowing that you are not in a good state of mind, I went to contact a psychiatrist again, and then recommended it to you through others."
"..."
"I know many things about you, because I have been paying attention to you... I even know that after I leave, there are still a few suitors around you."
"Yes, one of them is the chairman of the Chen Group, right? You should have been sick and hospitalized some time ago, right?"
Speaking of this, Chi Ling suddenly smiled. Men seldom smile, but once they do, it still makes Tan Yao's heart tremble.
"I did it." Chi Ling said with a smile, his tone was very naive, "I really can't get used to him."
Tan Yao's eyes were a little red, and she couldn't help asking, "What did you do?"
Chi Ling nodded briskly: "Well, I'm so angry. Tan Yao, in the past five years, I couldn't eat well or sleep well every day. First I got a stomach problem, and then I had to rely on melatonin every day to sleep... ..." He frowned, and then said, "Sometimes I also take sleeping pills, but I can't take too much of this thing, it will make my stomach feel uncomfortable..."
"Wait..." Tan Yao noticed that her voice was trembling, she asked softly, "You said you have a stomach problem?"
Chi Ling: "Yes."
Tan Yao laughed angrily: "You still drink when you have a stomach problem?"
Chi Ling's expression was calm: "You have to drink when you are socializing, and sometimes you will drink a little when you feel uncomfortable."
"What happened to sleeping pills?" Tan Yao asked again in a trembling voice, "I remember you slept well before."
Chi Ling said: "I don't know, it's been several years, and I'm used to it..."
"Chi Ling!" Tan Yao's eyes were red with anger, "You are a fucking bastard! Your body has become like this, and you still drink? What do you mean you have to drink when socializing? You are in this position, you don't drink yourself, Who else can force you to drink?"
Chi Ling stopped talking again.
Just like when Tan Yao and him didn't divorce, every time Tan Yao got angry at him, he kept silent.
The fire in Tan Yao's heart does not come from one place, and sometimes when she gets angry, her thoughts are opened.
Tan Yao suddenly figured out why Chi Ling suddenly agreed to divorce her back then, and she asked with some uncertainty, "Are you... are you still angry with me?"
Chi Ling didn't expect Tan Yao to ask such a question, and he raised his eyes to meet Tan Yao's.
Tan Yao lost her patience: "Speak!"
It took Chi Ling a long time before he turned his head, and his voice was obviously lacking in confidence: "Yes."
Tan Yao became anxious: "You are angry with me, that's why you agreed to divorce me? And deliberately revealed that you have started a new life, just because you are angry with me?"
Chi Ling smashed the jar and said, "So what? Yaoyao, I love you so much, I can't bear to let you suffer a little bit of grievance every time, but what about you? You only care about your own feelings, you don't consider me at all, you don't think But what will you do if I leave you, you say you like me, and at the same time you want to divorce me, I can't accept it..."
Tan Yao closed her eyes in pain: "But I told you at the time, I just left temporarily, after I think it through, I will..."
"But I dare not bet."
"Then you dare to divorce me in anger?" Tan Yao laughed angrily.
Chi Ling stopped talking.
It was at this time that Chi Xiwen went downstairs.
Seeing Chi Xiwen, Tan Yao regained her senses in an instant. She turned around and left without saying anything.
She urgently needs a quiet environment to think about what went wrong.
Why did Chi Ling want to divorce her in a fit of anger, and why she was so dazed that she insisted on divorcing Chi Ling.
Tan Yao needed time to think clearly, but before she could figure it out, Chi Yunxing came again.
Tan Yao actually knew very well in her heart that the reason why she told Chi Yunxing and others about this was because she couldn't figure it out.
If she figured it out, she and Chi Ling wouldn't be separated for five years.
After listening to Tan Yao's words, everyone present fell silent.
I don't know how long it took, but Duan Zhiyan broke the silence first: "Aunt Tan, tell me, have you received psychological counseling before?"
Tan Yao froze for a moment, then nodded.
Duan Zhiyan asked again: "How many times have you talked with a counselor?"
Tan Yao remembered clearly: "Twice, because I was really in a bad state at the time, so I felt better after talking twice, so I didn't..."
Chi Yunxing looked at Duan Zhiyan in astonishment, Duan Zhiyan just patted Chi Yunxing on the back, and said in a low voice, "It's okay."
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