The whole of Yokohama thought we were together

These words were like a switch. The young man who was almost exhausted forced himself to sit up, but this was only his last breath. He soon lost strength again and leaned against the wall.

"...What do you mean? You know Dazai?"

Blood flowed down from the forehead and flowed through the eyes, and the tea-brown pupils seemed to be stained with a tinge of red.

The smile under Yu Yanjin's mask remained the same: "I know that the matter of Dazai-kun is not surprising at all. Rather, it would be better if Oda-kun didn't doubt the reason why Dazai-kun was able to come back. It's surprising."

Oda Sakunosuke looked at him: "How did Dazai come back?"

"..." Yu Yanjin couldn't hold back his laughter, "I didn't ask Oda-kun to ask me what I mean."

Oda Sakunosuke didn't smile.

Okura Yeko's ability allows him to return to his youthful appearance, but it seems that the changes to him are not limited to his body, but also his expression and posture that are inadvertently revealed at certain times.

Compared with his youth, he was calmer and more indifferent when he was young. There was never a smile in those eyes, neither in the past nor in the present.

"I haven't thought about the truth about Dazai being able to come back, but I'm just a little glad that he was able to come back." Cold sweat mixed with blood dripping, but Oda Sakunosuke's expression remained unchanged, "I think, if he wants to, he will tell me .”

"What if you learn that the purpose of Dazai-kun's return is to completely destroy this world?" Yu Yanjin asked with interest.

"Impossible." Oda Sakunosuke replied instantly, "Dazai wouldn't do that."

Osamu Dazai who would give his coat to the boy who committed suicide, Osamu Dazai who would send a distress signal for the people on board but ignored his own death, Osamu Dazai who would argue with him whether to have curry or crab meat rice for dinner, what? Maybe do something like destroy the world?

He obviously also... loves this world so much.

Yu Yanjin shook his fan: "Oda-kun, what is it that makes an emotionless killer trust a person so much? I'm sure that your trust in Dazai-kun far exceeds that of those around you. other people."

Oda Sakunosuke was silent for a moment: "I don't know... I just felt at a certain moment that I should do something, and when I came back to my senses, I was already standing beside him."

"Well," Yu Yanjin nodded half-understanding, "This is what's so interesting about you humans, right? Human beings full of complex emotions, although not as relaxed as gods, can live a more exciting life."

He smiled: "This is why I have always liked you."

Oda Sakunosuke was not interested in his strange hobbies, he licked his dry lips due to excessive blood loss, and asked hoarsely, "Where is Dazai?"

Yu Yanjin waved his hand, and a fox walked up to Oda Sakunosuke with a glass of white water.

The other party said thank you, but did not answer.

All his attention is now on what Yu Yanjin is about to say, and he really doesn't have the energy to take the glass of water anymore.

Yu Yanjin ignored him, and just answered his question with a smile: "Mr. Dazai... the spirit body has reached its limit and will dissipate soon."

Oda Sakunosuke's lips moved slightly: "...I don't understand, why?"

"Because the broken soul is put together again, the spirit body is only the end of the battle. It is a miracle that he can persist in one body until now." Yu Yanjin said leisurely, "Perhaps he wanted to destroy the world before destroying the world. Feel it for a few more days."

Oda Sakunosuke gave up arguing with him whether Dazai Osamu would do this, he lowered his head as if he was tired, and said with a little effort: "I want to save him."

He took a light breath, and then with his uninjured hand, he pressed his almost tragic shoulder.

The powerful stimulus brought by the pain made his body stiff, and then his consciousness that was tending to slack came back together. He coughed out the bloody smell in his throat, and said to the god in front of him: "Since it is 'Responsiveness', you must have a way... I want to save him."

Yu Yanjin looked at him with low eyes: "Oda-kun, do you know why there are always very few guests in this wishing house?"

Oda Sakunosuke didn't care to listen to him talk about this topic, closed his eyes almost impolitely, and leaned back against the wall.But Yu Yanjin didn't care about it at all, and said to himself: "Because there are so many obsessed people in this world that they can see this wishing house, and those who see the wishing house and realize their wishes People—all have no good results.”

"Oda-kun, the price you need to pay for the wish you want to realize is very high, and the realization of the wish is actually up to you, so I can't guarantee success~" Yu Cuijin is like a conscientious businessman , asked considerately, "Have you really considered it? You know, you have much more bonds in this world than Osamu Dazai."

Oda Sakunosuke opened his eyes, but he didn't look at the god.

He lowered his eyes, looked at the guard in his palm that was already stained with blood, and was silent for a long time before speaking again.

"During the period when Dazai was injured and unconscious, I was panicking every day, I was very worried that he would leave, but at the same time, I knew very well that when he really wanted to leave, I probably couldn't stop him.

"However, even so, I still want to do something for him, I can't... leave him alone.

He paused, and the cold look in those eyes finally gradually softened, revealing a little softness.

He didn't seem to be looking at the amulet in front of him, but looking through it at the child who was always hiding in the corner and crying secretly.

"My wish...is not only to save him, but also to...stay with him, share with him the interesting things we encounter in our daily life, laugh together, chat together, and...do a lot together Many things. Most importantly, I hope... Dazai can be happy forever, happy forever, I hope that all the things in this world will never fall on him..."

Oda Sakunosuke: "..."

His eyelashes trembled slightly, and after a while, he clenched the guard tightly, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"So this is ah……"

As if he finally felt the sliver of sober light from the chaos, Oda Sakunosuke pressed the mormon to his forehead, closed his eyes, and said the truth that was too lingering and painful.

"So, I love him."

It turned out that all the closeness and inability to let go were just because he fell in love with that person a long time ago.

I love his intelligence and cunning, his timidity and cowardice, and his desire to embrace death from beginning to end.

He didn't know when exactly this feeling was born, but he had never realized so clearly that he wanted to live with Osamu Dazai, wanted his person to be full of traces of Osamu Dazai, wanted to be with him Together, keep going.

But ah.

But he understood too late.

The author has something to say: enlightenment progress (2/2)

The words of Oda Saku came from "The Little Girl Who Looked for the Light" by Hiril Masahotto. After blurting out, I realized that my hope was so similar to the text, and finally got the hang of it.

Original text: When you love someone, you want to stay with the other person often, share some things with this person, laugh together, chat together, care about each other, and do various things together. The point is, you want this person to be happy Be happy and hope bad things never, ever happen to him.

Going for a walk in Beijing tomorrow, there is a high probability that there will be no update, see you on Monday~