The whole of Yokohama thought we were together

The sound of footsteps outside the door gradually faded away, Osamu Dazai lowered his head, looked at the bug that came out when he put the mobile phone in Oda Sakunosuke's pocket just now, the corners of his lips raised, but there was no smile in his eyes.

Sure enough, those people were not at ease in handing over a fainted Oda Sakunosuke to him, and this behavior was probably just testing him.

The bug was jumping around nimbly at his fingertips. He rested his elbows on his thighs and rested his chin in the palm of his hand, watching the person under the quilt in a daze.

Is the former leader of the Mafia "Dazai Osamu"...

What kind of person is he?

Now I only know that his name and appearance are exactly the same as the other party, so it is only natural that other people will recognize him as that "Dazai Osamu", guarding against, being close to, hating, respecting, it doesn't really matter.

only……

Since he doesn't have the memory of "Dazai Osamu", why does he have to be that person?

Even he himself is not sure about things, why should he admit it when others think so?

He has no interest in playing other people.

So when he thought this way, and looked at the people around him, he would feel that Oda Sakunosuke was a strange alien.

From the beginning of the encounter, the other party's attitude towards him was very contradictory.

First of all, as a member of the detective agency, why did he rush out to chase him? If it is really like what Oda Sakunosuke said, he is simply afraid of Osamu Dazai committing suicide, then Oda Sakunosuke really knows him too well.

Because he can really do this kind of thing.

However, since the two have a certain understanding, why did Sakunosuke Oda subconsciously put his hand on the gun during the return journey, and be on guard all the way, coupled with the avoidance in the cafe, this does not seem to have a certain friendship It doesn't make sense to do things that people would do.

Furthermore, when he arrived at the school, Sakunosuke Oda clearly wanted to follow him, but he didn't deliberately hide the sound of his footsteps. His movements were obvious, as if he was waiting for Osamu Dazai to expose him, but after being called out, he still remained silent. It looked unexpected.

Was he just pretending, or did he really forget to hide the footsteps?

But when he was tracking the supernatural being in the fog at night, his footsteps were almost inaudible. With his skill and reflexes, would he really forget this simple matter?

Osamu Dazai was a little puzzled by this person.

Oda Sakunosuke's attitude towards him is not like that of an acquaintance, who does not express his emotions so obviously, but it is also not like a stranger, who passes by after a little intersection.

Oda Sakunosuke seemed more like wanting to get close to Dazai Osamu so as to achieve some purpose.

It's just that this kind of purpose should be harmless to Dazai Osamu, because he can't feel the other party's malice; and this kind of purpose should not be any substantive result, because after a brief contact, Dazai Osamu not only can't see the other party's intentions. The urgency to get something done, and suspect that the other person may not even realize it.

Even this approach is unconscious.

Purpose……

[What does he want to use me for? ]

When thinking of this, Osamu Dazai's eyes fell lightly on the other party's face for a moment, but at this moment, the movements between his fingers stopped.

Oda Sakunosuke's eyes opened at some point.

With a flick of the fingertip, the bug flew into the water basin along with the force.

There was a muffled sound in the water, and a circle of ripples broke on the water surface, and a few drops of water splashed out of the basin, almost touching Osamu Dazai's pants.

He hid for a while, and said to Oda Sakunosuke with his face unchanged: "...you are awake, how is the towel on your head, is it hot?"

After he finished speaking, he waited for a while, and seeing that the other party was silent, he suddenly realized something——

The guy might not be sober.

Sure enough, the next moment, the other party's half-closed eyes were all closed. He sighed slowly, and the words he said were as soft as whispers.

"Today...isn't it a bar..."

Osamu Dazai looked at him without making a sound, but he suddenly had a premonition that all the confusion in his heart would be resolved in the next few minutes.

There was no response, and Oda Sakunosuke didn't seem to care. He closed his eyes and didn't speak for a long time after that sentence.

Just when Osamu Dazai thought he was falling asleep again, he finally spoke again, and said in a sleepy voice:

"The world where we are friends... what is it like..."

His breathing slowed down again, his hair was moistened with a towel soaked in water, and it was wetly pasted on his forehead. The deep red hair color was in stark contrast to his pale face due to illness. At first glance, it is a bit dazzling.

The room fell silent again.

Dazai laughed out loud.

There was no emotion in the laughter, not even ups and downs, and there was a coolness in it.

He got it.

It turned out that what Oda Sakunosuke saw through him, what he wanted to express, and what he unconsciously pushed him to approach——

It's the guilt of "Osamu Dazai".

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Oda Sakunosuke was awakened by the vibration of the mobile phone.

He couldn't remember when he put his mobile phone in his shirt pocket, and when a call came, the mobile phone vibrated in his chest, to the extent that even a person who slept like a dead pig would be woken up.

He sat up covering his dizzy head, took out his cell phone from his pocket, squinted at the name on the screen, and pressed the key to answer the call.

The voice on the other side rang the moment the phone was connected:

"Hey! Oda! Are you okay?!"

"I..." Oda Sakunosuke's voice was so hoarse that he could hardly hear the original tone, he coughed twice, and got up to find water to drink, "I'm fine...why—"

When he looked up and saw a shirtless man in the kitchen who was wrapping a bandage on his body with his back facing him, let alone this sentence, Oda Sakunosuke froze in place.

If there are other people here at this time, they may think that his place is a still picture.

The person on the other side of the phone continued:

"It's good that you're fine! There was no sound in the earphone before, and the bug was probably broken. I thought you... Anyway, I'm going to your place now, and I'll be there soon."

Oda Sakunosuke was taken aback for a moment, and immediately returned to his senses: "Wait, don't come here..."

Kunikida Doppo: "Ah? What do you mean—"

Before he could finish speaking, Oda Sakunosuke apologized in a low voice, and hung up the phone neatly.

After finishing these actions, he looked at Osamu Dazai again, but when he touched the back of the other party's bandages, he quickly looked away and said in a low voice: "...Sorry."

"I'm not a woman, you don't have to mind that, right?" Osamu Dazai rolled down the bandage that completely covered the wound on his neck, took a moment to glance back at him, raised his chin again, and gestured to him not far away , "Do you want water?"

"...Thank you." Oda Sakunosuke also entered the kitchen, following the other person's line of sight, there was a glass of water on the cupboard, it seemed that someone had poured it long ago.

It wasn't until he picked up the water glass and took a sip, the water flowed through his throat, and his throat became more comfortable, that Oda Sakunosuke later realized what happened before, and why Osamu Dazai appeared here.

Since Kunikida Doppo called him, that is to say, Osamu Dazai probably found out about the exam.

As if he knew what he was thinking, Osamu Dazai said at this moment: "I put that phone for you."

Oda Sakunosuke looked at him.

"I think I really don't know how to take care of people, so I thought of a way - let you wake up and take care of yourself." Osamu Dazai smiled at him innocently, "Look, my method is very effective, right? Sure enough, someone called you."

[He doesn't seem very happy. ]

This thought crossed my mind inexplicably.

Oda Sakunosuke held the water glass, was silent for a moment, and said slowly: "Actually, every member will have a test when he joins—"

Before he finished speaking, Osamu Dazai interrupted him: "It doesn't matter what kind of thing, after all, isn't the armed detective agency just a place to work, selling labor for wages, whether you trust me or not I don't care, I..."

He wrapped the bandage in his hand around his waist and abdomen, thought for a moment, and continued, "Actually, I just think that what you said before gave me a possibility. It might be a good idea to join a detective agency. So, take what you want. You don't have to pay too much attention to my mood."

Oda Sakunosuke was silent again.

Osamu Dazai tied the last bit of bandage in a knot, then picked up the sweater next to him and put it on. Just as his head was about to come out of the neckline, he heard the voice of Sakunosuke Oda speaking again after deliberation.

"I didn't mind reading your—"

"Body"? "body"?

It seems that nothing is quite right.

Oda Sakunosuke simply skipped it, and continued with his expression unchanged: "I just think that you may not want others to see your... secret."

Osamu Dazai just got his head out of the sweater, and there was a momentary pause when he heard the words.

But soon, while fiddled with his messy hair, he said: "In the future, we will live together, anyway, we will find out, and if I did these things in the bathroom just now—"

He turned his head to look at Oda Sakunosuke expressionlessly: "I'm afraid that if you come in in a hurry, it will be more embarrassing to open the door."

Oda Sakunosuke imagined the scene: "..."

[Forget it. ]

"How is your illness?" Osamu Dazai leaned against the cabinet.

Oda Sakunosuke: "It's okay."

Osamu Dazai nodded, "Then you can prepare to welcome your colleague, I guess he should be here."

The moment his voice fell, there was a knock on the door. Oda Sakunosuke gave him a surprised look, put down the water glass, and was about to open the door.

However, when he just walked out of the kitchen, he heard the man behind him ask:

"Do you think I look like 'Dazai Osamu'?"

Oda Sakunosuke paused and turned his head in confusion, not quite understanding why he asked such a question suddenly.

The other party didn't explain either, he just shrugged his shoulders and said, "You know I called you 'Odasaku' before to mislead Kunikida-kun and make him think we have a good relationship, right?"

Oda Sakunosuke hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

"My goal at that time has been achieved, so there is no need to stick to this title, what do you think—"

"Oda-kun?"

Oda Sakunosuke: "..."

[He seems really unhappy. ]

But why?

Oda Sakunosuke felt confused.