The whole of Yokohama thought we were together

According to Shiori, the city they are currently in is Kamakura, and this yard was bought by Shiori's father when he was playing here.

Under Shiori's kind invitation, the two decided to stay here for a few days. The first task is naturally to recover from [Dazai Osamu]'s illness, otherwise even if they agreed to go to the sea, [Oda Sakunosuke] would not Let this man go to sea.

The yard is not just Shiori and Kawata as [Oda Sakunosuke] thought, the servant sent by his father to take care of Shiori is also there, and the service provided to them is so good that it is almost frightening.

Every time he took the prepared medicine and meals from the other party, [Oda Sakunosuke] felt ashamed of getting something for nothing, and was a little worried that Shiori's father would come to Kamakura to drive the two big men out of the house .

But the other person obviously didn't have such a psychological burden. In the afternoon, as [Osamu Dazai]'s cold got worse, he was like a dehydrated fish, lying on the bed with no energy. If it wasn't for [Osamu] Tasakunosuke] came over and called him, maybe he could just keep lying in this position until the end of time.

"Take your medicine, Dazai."

The person in the quilt moved a bit, turned over, but still closed his eyes, and said softly: "If I can just die like this..."

"If that's the case, Ms. Shiori will be very troublesome to clean up."

[Oda Sakunosuke] The action of taking the medicine came over without a single pause, but his mouth easily interrupted the suicidal thoughts that came up at this moment.

[Osamu Dazai] opened his eyes to look at him, and sighed: "This is against my creed, and it seems that it cannot be realized today."

When the voice fell, he had already sat up with his body upright, took the medicine in the hand of [Oda Sakunosuke], and shook his head when the other party handed over the water glass.

"Won't you choke?"

[Osamu Dazai] wanted to say that he was used to it, but when he turned his eyes and saw that the other party was staring at him seriously with water, he felt a little itchy in his heart, stretched out his hand from the quilt, and hooked the other party's neck directly.

[Oda Sakunosuke] was unsteady, the water in the cup swayed and almost spilled, he was about to speak, but the next moment, his lips were sealed.

[Osamu Dazai] pulled him into a deep kiss, wrapped the tip of his tongue around his tongue, [Oda Sakunosuke] stepped back, and the other party chased after him relentlessly.

He had no choice but to maintain the posture of holding the water glass with one hand and let the other party do what he wanted.

Their breaths were intertwined, and the heat was continuously transmitted from [Dazai Osamu], [Oda Sakunosuke]'s consciousness was a little erratic. At a certain moment, he even forgot that there was a cup in his hand, and subconsciously thought Go to the opponent's waist according to inertia.

However, as soon as he moved, the half-inch glass slipped from his hand and he woke up again.

When [Dazai Osamu] had kissed enough, he lay on [Oda Sakunosuke]'s shoulder, closed his eyes and took a slow breath.

"...You just said that you have no strength."

[Dazai Osamu] put his arms around him, and replied in a breathy voice: "But once I see Odasaku, I can jump up and down."

"I don't have the power to cure your cold, Dazai."

"Hmm..." [Osamu Dazai] didn't respond to his words, he seemed a little sleepy, and murmured in [Sakunosuke Oda's] ear: "When Ango comes tomorrow, let's go to see the sea... ..."

[Oda Sakunosuke] tilted his head, "Will he come?"

"Well, he will come..." [Osamu Dazai] rubbed his hands, "Odasaku, I don't want to go to the beach with my illness..."

[Oda Sakunosuke] finally had time to put down the water glass, and patted the other person on the back: "Then, let's get better."

[Osamu Dazai] replied with a nasal voice, sounding dazed, and I don't know if I really heard his words.

"Ok?"

The staff tied the safety ropes to the ankles of the two people. Osamu Dazai was ready. He stood on the edge of the platform and turned around to see that Oda Sakunosuke was still looking down to check the equipment on his body.

"what happened?"

Oda Sakunosuke shook his head, looked up and walked over: "I thought it would be tight."

Osamu Dazai raised his eyebrows, and jokingly said, "If something happens when you jump this time, Odasaku will die in love with me."

"Then maybe I should explain to the staff now what to do with my estate."

Oda Sakunosuke walked up to him and looked down.

The high platform of the bungee jumping project is about 40 meters from the ground. It seems that this playground is indeed as Izumi Jinghua said-very exciting.

The entire park of the amusement park was shrunk from high altitude and completely presented in sight. At this moment, they didn't need a map of the park, because from this angle, almost all the locations of the projects could be seen at a glance.

Looking up a little, there are many tall buildings outside the park. Under the vast clear sky, there is a bustling and lively port city, Yokohama.

It was not yet noon, the light from the sun was soft, and the whole city was plated with a kind of light gold, because the color was slightly lighter, it looked gentle and beautiful.

Having never seen the city from this angle, Oda Sakunosuke felt a little strange.

"Dazai's words..." he couldn't help asking, "Did you see the same scene at the top of that building?"

Osamu Dazai didn't expect him to ask this question suddenly, he was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head: "It was afternoon then."

The sunlight at different times is completely different, what's more, the sun that day, he remembered... was a setting sun like blood.

Oda Sakunosuke turned to look at him: "What were you thinking at that time?"

Osamu Dazai was silent for a moment, then smiled slowly: "No matter at any time, death is a happy thing for me, but I still have some regrets."

"What regrets?"

"I haven't read your novel yet."

Oda Sakunosuke looked at him and asked seriously: "So at that time, did you have any regrets because of me?"

Dazai Osamu did not answer him directly, but said: "For people like us, it is a good thing to have regrets."

His eyes missed the help of Oda Sakunosuke, and he looked at the pink crab that he temporarily placed in the hands of the staff, and the smile in his eyes almost overflowed: "Oda Sakunosuke's next book will be released tomorrow in June, then, I will try my best to live until next summer, and after summer, you will say that we are going to travel to Hokkaido in winter, so I will put down "Complete Suicide" in my hand and start making winter travel plans..."

"So, Odasaku, don't worry that it's your obsession that restrains me and makes me regret that I can't die," Osamu Dazai said happily, "I am now living with full of expectations to eliminate regrets. Woolen cloth!"

The gifts he gave him like a child were all pinned on the other party's unconscious apology and desire to make him happy.

Although death is very important to Osamu Dazai, it is not so important compared to the person in front of him.

Since he can leave in order to let the other party live in that world safely, he can naturally stay because of the other party's obsession.

No matter what the situation is, as far as Dazai Osamu is concerned, he is willing.

Therefore, rather than saying that regrets were caused by Oda Tsukuru, it is better to say that Osamu Dazai’s own unwillingness produced regrets, and this kind of regret made him uncontrollably look forward to living with Oda Tsukuru s future.

"Really..." Oda Sakunosuke looked really happy, and after he finished speaking, the smile on his face became obvious, "That's good."

At this time, the staff came forward to confirm the bungee jumping method chosen by the two people. After getting the answer, they nodded and said: "Try to choose the same movement for double jumping. Couples who come here usually choose the hugging style, but if you two men -"

Before the staff could finish speaking, they saw that Oda Sakunosuke had already opened his arms to the person beside him, in an obvious posture ready to hug.

The staff's words just turned a corner, and a look of sudden realization changed on his face: "... two men can certainly use this posture!"

Dazai Osamu came over and hugged Oda Sakunosuke amidst the voices of the staff.

Feeling the embrace tightening gradually, Osamu Dazai suddenly asked, "What are you thinking about now, Odasaku?"

The other party looked at the clear sky in front of him, and said calmly: "I think, maybe I should really explain to the staff about the distribution of my estate first."

After hearing this, Dazai couldn't help laughing.

A burst of strength came from behind, pushing the two off the high platform.

The sense of weightlessness suddenly struck, and together with the howling wind, it was Dazai's wanton laughter as he healed. He seemed to have seen something that made him extremely excited, and the laughter seemed to be mixed with cheers.

Oda Sakunosuke opened his eyes, watching the world turned upside down in his eyes, and they fell, as if they could see their death in the sight of the supernatural power in the next moment.

But before that, the safety rope stretches, tugging at their ankles, sending them bouncing and swaying through the air.

The feeling of weightlessness goes and returns, the heartbeat is out of order, and the stimulation makes the scalp numb, but it is inexplicably smooth.

Oda Sakunosuke couldn't see the surrounding scenery clearly. At this moment, all he could really feel was the chest tremor caused by the laughing of the person in his arms.

Vibrating his chest, beating his heart, let him also feel the happiness of this person.

The joy that can only be experienced when you are on the verge of death, accompanied by extreme thrills and excitement.

The shaking gradually subsided, and they hung in the air like two lucky people who had just escaped death, embracing each other to see the dreamlike, upside-down world in front of them.

Osamu Dazai was tired from laughing, but the smile remained evident in his voice, and asked him, "How is it?"

"It's surprisingly not bad," Oda Sakunosuke said.

Dazai Osamu: "Oda Saku said so, it seems that we must come to play frequently in the future."

This time, Oda Sakunosuke was silent for a moment before he said slowly, "Dazai, before that, we may have to do one thing first."

"what?"

"buy insurance."